ChaosLy
March 21st, 2008, 02:01 PM
This was an orginal story originally. But, I changed it to a Tokio Hotel fanfiction. It is a one-shot, which means what I have here is it. Thr end. One chapter few hundred words and done. I will not add to it or make into a fully blown out story.
To warn you. This is a sad story. If you don't like sad things don't read it.
IF you do read it, read it while listening to this song:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=wBAVeceasx0
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Remembering Sunday
By Victoria Runnells
He laid on his bed. The tears were streaming down his face, but that wasn’t anything new anymore. He hadn’t left his house for days. Screw that. He barely even left his room anymore. Bill just couldn’t bring himself to do anything anymore. Life didn’t feel like it was worth living anymore.
There was a knock on his door. Yet, Bill just laid there absolutely still like he heard nothing. Another knock came, but he didn’t move. He didn’t answer. Slowly the door opened.
His mother walked over and sat on her son’s bed. “Bill, sweetie, you need to get out of the house. You can’t stay hear forever like this. You really need to move on with life.”
Her words just caused more tears to cascade down his face. She reached to stroke his hair, but his hand just came up to push her hand away.
“Life isn’t worth living anymore. She isn’t here.”
She spoke to him. Her tone was sharp, “Bill Kaulitz, you are getting you but out of bed and out of this house. I know you are sad, but the whole world isn’t going to stop forever just for you. You need to move on with your life.” Then, her tone soften, “Do you really think she would really want to you to stay in here and cry all day? Come now, at least take a step out the house for a little bit.”
He let out a sigh, “Fine.”
Two minutes later he was changed into more suiting clothes to be seen in public in. He grabbed his jacket and was out the door.
Bill walked for blocks on blocks with his head down. He had no clue where he was headed and just let his feet take him where ever. When Bill finally looked up he was standing in front of the diner. The diner, where they always had their Sunday breakfast. He just stood there as he remembered the last time they had been there. It was, were they had gotten into their fight because some stupid jealous girl from school came up to him.
Flashback
Holly’s laugh filled the air as they entered the dinner that Sunday morning. They took their usual booth near the back. Bill called Betty over so she could take there orders.
“The usual for you two?”
“Actually, no. Just one Holly’s usual today. I’m not getting anything. I’m dead broke.” She gave him a nod and walked away.
“I still find it funny that you’re taking me to have breakfast today and you only have enough to order on plate of food,” Holly giggled as she spoke.
“Well, I didn’t want you to starve because you wouldn’t have anything to eat.” She gave him this look, like he was crazy. “Okay, I know you have food in your house, but still. I didn’t want to break the ritual.” She had this grin on her face, while she shook her head.
When the food came out she made him share with her. And he had to of course because she said she wouldn’t eat anything if he didn’t eat with her. And wasn’t about to let the food or his money go to waste. As they finished up a girl from their school walked up to them.
“Oh Em Ge!” She hugged Bill and sat herself down next to him. “I loved your band’s performance last night it was really good. I mean you voice was amazing. But, what was more amazing was you after the show.” As she said this she started to run his her hand up his chest.
Holly looked at him. “What is she talking about Bill?”
“I don’t know. What are you talking about Ashely? I would like to know what made me so amazing after the show too.”
“Oh, playing innocent are we? You know what I’m talking about. After the show. My house. You calling me this morning telling me you left your other shirt there.”
“Say what. What is she talking about Bill? Why where you at her house?”
“I wasn’t! I have no clue what she is talking about.”
“Why do you even care what he does now Holly, didn’t he break up with you? Cause that is what he told me last night. Wait, why are you even here?”
“Wait, what did she just say Bill? You told her what? I can’t believe you. I trusted you when you said you changed for me. That you wouldn’t go around with girls like her anymore. But, I guess I was wrong.”
“Wait, Holly! It wasn’t like that none of it is true.” He pushed Ashely off of him and ran after her. Just as she was about to walk out the door Bill grabbed her wrist. “Holly listen to me!”
She pulled her hand out of my grasp and turned around. “No! I’m tired of listening. I should have walked away from you when I found you behind the school with Becky. And I most definitely shouldn’t have forgiven you for when I caught you making out with Ann-Kathrin. I should have listen to my gut feeling then, but I didn’t. And now I find out that you slept with Ashley. I can’t deal with this Bill. I can’t deal with you.” With that she turned and walked away. She refused to turn around as he called her name.
Holly, wouldn’t answer his calls. She wouldn’t see him. She didn’t want to have anything to do with him. Bill ended up in his room for days. Sulking, trying to figure out how to get her back.
Bill made on last attempted to get her to forgive him before she went off to Italy for university. Before, he probably would never be able to see her again.
He rang the Eidschun’s doorbell. Holly’s father came to the door. He had a sad look on his face.
“Can I talk to Holly?”
“Bill, you better come in and take a seat. I have to tell you something.”
End Flashback
They all knew she was getting worse. That her battle with cancer was one she couldn’t win. Yet, she still kept hoping, they all were hoping, that she would make it through, but she didn’t. And he never got to tell her she didn’t need to forgive him. That is was okay for her to be mad at him if she wanted. That not matter what she felt towards him, he would always love her. He never got to tell her that. That was what had caused him to lock himself into his room again. That is what caused him to not to want to go on with his life. That was why he laid in bed crying rarely moving. He never got to explain things to her and tell her how much he loved her.
Slowly, he made his way to the park, which at some point turned into woods. He walked some ways into the woods. Which, had to be pretty far, because he ended up at “their” tree. He had carved their names into it, to show that they would be together forever. To Bill’s surprise he saw a not pinned to the tree. It had his name written on it in a very familiar hand writing. And he read it out loud.
“Bill, I was such a fool to be mad at you. I realize now that I shouldn’t have listened to her. But, not much either of us can do about it now. I know you will miss me. I miss you too. But, it is time for you to move on. I have. Maybe, one day we will meet and be together again. Just promise me you will never forget me. I’ll be watching you, waiting for you. Waiting for the day we will be together again.”
He was on the verge of tears, but he held them back. He knew he would remember Holly forever. He would never forget her. He could never forget her. Bill slipped the note into his pocket and walked away. He was ready to move on with his life. He was ready to live it to the fullest for her. For Holly.
To warn you. This is a sad story. If you don't like sad things don't read it.
IF you do read it, read it while listening to this song:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=wBAVeceasx0
---------------------------
Remembering Sunday
By Victoria Runnells
He laid on his bed. The tears were streaming down his face, but that wasn’t anything new anymore. He hadn’t left his house for days. Screw that. He barely even left his room anymore. Bill just couldn’t bring himself to do anything anymore. Life didn’t feel like it was worth living anymore.
There was a knock on his door. Yet, Bill just laid there absolutely still like he heard nothing. Another knock came, but he didn’t move. He didn’t answer. Slowly the door opened.
His mother walked over and sat on her son’s bed. “Bill, sweetie, you need to get out of the house. You can’t stay hear forever like this. You really need to move on with life.”
Her words just caused more tears to cascade down his face. She reached to stroke his hair, but his hand just came up to push her hand away.
“Life isn’t worth living anymore. She isn’t here.”
She spoke to him. Her tone was sharp, “Bill Kaulitz, you are getting you but out of bed and out of this house. I know you are sad, but the whole world isn’t going to stop forever just for you. You need to move on with your life.” Then, her tone soften, “Do you really think she would really want to you to stay in here and cry all day? Come now, at least take a step out the house for a little bit.”
He let out a sigh, “Fine.”
Two minutes later he was changed into more suiting clothes to be seen in public in. He grabbed his jacket and was out the door.
Bill walked for blocks on blocks with his head down. He had no clue where he was headed and just let his feet take him where ever. When Bill finally looked up he was standing in front of the diner. The diner, where they always had their Sunday breakfast. He just stood there as he remembered the last time they had been there. It was, were they had gotten into their fight because some stupid jealous girl from school came up to him.
Flashback
Holly’s laugh filled the air as they entered the dinner that Sunday morning. They took their usual booth near the back. Bill called Betty over so she could take there orders.
“The usual for you two?”
“Actually, no. Just one Holly’s usual today. I’m not getting anything. I’m dead broke.” She gave him a nod and walked away.
“I still find it funny that you’re taking me to have breakfast today and you only have enough to order on plate of food,” Holly giggled as she spoke.
“Well, I didn’t want you to starve because you wouldn’t have anything to eat.” She gave him this look, like he was crazy. “Okay, I know you have food in your house, but still. I didn’t want to break the ritual.” She had this grin on her face, while she shook her head.
When the food came out she made him share with her. And he had to of course because she said she wouldn’t eat anything if he didn’t eat with her. And wasn’t about to let the food or his money go to waste. As they finished up a girl from their school walked up to them.
“Oh Em Ge!” She hugged Bill and sat herself down next to him. “I loved your band’s performance last night it was really good. I mean you voice was amazing. But, what was more amazing was you after the show.” As she said this she started to run his her hand up his chest.
Holly looked at him. “What is she talking about Bill?”
“I don’t know. What are you talking about Ashely? I would like to know what made me so amazing after the show too.”
“Oh, playing innocent are we? You know what I’m talking about. After the show. My house. You calling me this morning telling me you left your other shirt there.”
“Say what. What is she talking about Bill? Why where you at her house?”
“I wasn’t! I have no clue what she is talking about.”
“Why do you even care what he does now Holly, didn’t he break up with you? Cause that is what he told me last night. Wait, why are you even here?”
“Wait, what did she just say Bill? You told her what? I can’t believe you. I trusted you when you said you changed for me. That you wouldn’t go around with girls like her anymore. But, I guess I was wrong.”
“Wait, Holly! It wasn’t like that none of it is true.” He pushed Ashely off of him and ran after her. Just as she was about to walk out the door Bill grabbed her wrist. “Holly listen to me!”
She pulled her hand out of my grasp and turned around. “No! I’m tired of listening. I should have walked away from you when I found you behind the school with Becky. And I most definitely shouldn’t have forgiven you for when I caught you making out with Ann-Kathrin. I should have listen to my gut feeling then, but I didn’t. And now I find out that you slept with Ashley. I can’t deal with this Bill. I can’t deal with you.” With that she turned and walked away. She refused to turn around as he called her name.
Holly, wouldn’t answer his calls. She wouldn’t see him. She didn’t want to have anything to do with him. Bill ended up in his room for days. Sulking, trying to figure out how to get her back.
Bill made on last attempted to get her to forgive him before she went off to Italy for university. Before, he probably would never be able to see her again.
He rang the Eidschun’s doorbell. Holly’s father came to the door. He had a sad look on his face.
“Can I talk to Holly?”
“Bill, you better come in and take a seat. I have to tell you something.”
End Flashback
They all knew she was getting worse. That her battle with cancer was one she couldn’t win. Yet, she still kept hoping, they all were hoping, that she would make it through, but she didn’t. And he never got to tell her she didn’t need to forgive him. That is was okay for her to be mad at him if she wanted. That not matter what she felt towards him, he would always love her. He never got to tell her that. That was what had caused him to lock himself into his room again. That is what caused him to not to want to go on with his life. That was why he laid in bed crying rarely moving. He never got to explain things to her and tell her how much he loved her.
Slowly, he made his way to the park, which at some point turned into woods. He walked some ways into the woods. Which, had to be pretty far, because he ended up at “their” tree. He had carved their names into it, to show that they would be together forever. To Bill’s surprise he saw a not pinned to the tree. It had his name written on it in a very familiar hand writing. And he read it out loud.
“Bill, I was such a fool to be mad at you. I realize now that I shouldn’t have listened to her. But, not much either of us can do about it now. I know you will miss me. I miss you too. But, it is time for you to move on. I have. Maybe, one day we will meet and be together again. Just promise me you will never forget me. I’ll be watching you, waiting for you. Waiting for the day we will be together again.”
He was on the verge of tears, but he held them back. He knew he would remember Holly forever. He would never forget her. He could never forget her. Bill slipped the note into his pocket and walked away. He was ready to move on with his life. He was ready to live it to the fullest for her. For Holly.