My story of a father with PTSD

[Billsspanishgirlforever]

I haven't shared my story in years so I figured I share it with all u my father is very sick and now I'm show you how I feel deep down here you go part 1

[Billsspanishgirlforever]

I always remembered my mother talking about my dad and how sick he was. My dad is probably gonna be one of the greatest dads you will ever meet. A couple years have gone by and I noticed my dad acting strangely. But it started when I was 7. It's starts with an aunt her name Dolorase she was a bitter drunk never wanted anything with the world was on the street from time to time but I was with my grandmother (her sister) she told me we r going to ur aunty apparently she got a new apartment. I rode in the back seat all the way there and I can still picture those bright green and lime colored leaves as we passed them. We got there and the first time I looked at her she was beautiful thin and long brown hair the prettiest smile you could ever see. She showed us around and we felt at home. A couple of hours went by and by the time you know it. It was time to go, there was one thing my grandma warned me about her I that she would do anything to get money out of someone. She looked at me with those hazel eyes and said "jahnise do you want to have a baby brother" I looked at her and nodded (remember I was only 7) she said " what color do you want his hair.....how bout green and eyes ..........what bout silver" I looked her so happy then she said "all I need is your mom and ads credit card" and I had a laugh. She waved goodbye as we drove off and saw that smile on her face. A few weeks later we got a call saying she was found dead. All I remember seeing is my grandma crying and pleading for her to bring her sister back. I would have done anything to see my grandma happy. Last thing she ever said to me was I'll see you soon and gave me a kiss on the head. This is when everything started. ( I'm sorry I'm crying as I'm writing this it just hurts so much)

[BryannaKaulitz]

I always remembered my mother talking about my dad and how sick he was. My dad is probably gonna be one of the greatest dads you will ever meet. A couple years have gone by and I noticed my dad acting strangely. But it started when I was 7. It's starts with an aunt her name Dolorase she was a bitter drunk never wanted anything with the world was on the street from time to time but I was with my grandmother (her sister) she told me we r going to ur aunty apparently she got a new apartment. I rode in the back seat all the way there and I can still picture those bright green and lime colored leaves as we passed them. We got there and the first time I looked at her she was beautiful thin and long brown hair the prettiest smile you could ever see. She showed us around and we felt at home. A couple of hours went by and by the time you know it. It was time to go, there was one thing my grandma warned me about her I that she would do anything to get money out of someone. She looked at me with those hazel eyes and said "jahnise do you want to have a baby brother" I looked at her and nodded (remember I was only 7) she said " what color do you want his hair.....how bout green and eyes ..........what bout silver" I looked her so happy then she said "all I need is your mom and ads credit card" and I had a laugh. She waved goodbye as we drove off and saw that smile on her face. A few weeks later we got a call saying she was found dead. All I remember seeing is my grandma crying and pleading for her to bring her sister back. I would have done anything to see my grandma happy. Last thing she ever said to me was I'll see you soon and gave me a kiss on the head. This is when everything started. ( I'm sorry I'm crying as I'm writing this it just hurts so much)

I am soooo sorry JJ!! *hugs* I feel like crying reading this... :'(

[nathanieltimothy]

Really a nice story to read its interesting to read