That Little Sweet Girl (FF) [completed]

[SammiiXliebe]

That Little Sweet Girl (FanFiction) PleaseComment <3

Well guys, this is my new fanfic ;D
I hope you like it!
<3 Please tell me what you think, I love feedback!
<3



Chapter One

I stood at the roof of my apartment building. The light rain damped my thick black hair, as i used my left hand to tug at my blue hoodie. I could feel the little bit of mascara i had on run down my cheeks along with my salty tears. In my right hand i held a yellow envelope, containing 7 dollars, and 34 cents. I just walked in on my mother...dead. She was missing for a while, and when i finally found her, the last breathe wasn't there for me to witness. She held the envelope in her dead hand, it was labeled with my name "Starr Powell".
But here i was, standing at the roof, my hoodie was damp now, and my jeans felt tighter than normal. and my black Nikes were covered in mud.
I wanted to drop, just feel the fast speeding wind blowing up my face and body during my last seconds in life. Jumping off that old roof.
I saw the cars below me, their honks were hurting my ears, their color made my eyes burn. I wished that feeling i had inside of me would go away. I wanted my mother to be there for me, it didn't make sense ever since my dad left. I thought that would make her more responsible, i guess i thought wrong.
My life was never good, I was outkasted because my clothes were out of date, my hair was different, than all the others i was surrounded by, i was quiet, and never fit in.
I remember one day, i walked in my mom, with a man. I didn't know him, but he ran away, paying my mom.
I thought he was going to be my next dad, and every time i walked into my moms room, i could see it was a different man running out and giving her money every time.
I hated her, she didn't feed me, take care of me, all she did was throw some money at my face and expected me to the be the responsible adult. Well i was, 17 and i already brought a grown woman to the emergency room 28 times in a year for drug overdose. I didn't want to be like my mom, i always hoped that one day, i would find the man of my dream, the one that help me raise a great family, one...that actually cares about each other.
I cried, right there, standing on the edge of that roof, not even thinking about falling over. I didn't cry because i was sad, and not for my mom either, but because, i didn't know what to do. I was alone now, not even out of school, and i needed someone to love me.
"Starr" I heard from behind me, as i got off the edge.
"What?" I turned around to see Mrs. Greenburg, my neighbor staring at me. She looked like she was about to cry.
"I just found your mother, the police want to talk to you" She walked over, giving me a hug, she smelt of cookies and cheap perfume. I didn't hug her back, I just cluthed that envelope at my side, and wiped away my tears, walking down the stairs to meet with the men.


~
"What?!" I yelled, at the officer across the table from me.
"Yeah you heard me" He crossed his arms, looking acomplished.
"I can't go all the way to the United Kingdom for school"
"Well, Aunt Margie is the only family you have left, we have no other choice, you leave tomorrow" The officer got up, drove me home and said he would be back for me in the morning.
I walked into my apartment, my mothers body was removed and it stunk of AXE and Lysol.
I went to my mother closet, taking out the things i liked, and then to my closet taking all of it. My mother always had the nice clothes, designers and what not, but she never cared about me, thanks to god, i was gifted with her hips and body shape. -_-
I put them all in a suitcase i found in my attic and laid in my bed.
Could this actually be happening?
My mother is finally gone?
I'm actually on my own?!
And then it hit me...i had no idea who Aunt Margie was.



Ending Notes : Here we go guys ;D <3 Hope you like it.

[TH_luv]

oooh mehr bitter? this is really interesting! :D ....is this the one where I come in??? :shock:

[Viv_Kaulitz]

<33

[SammiiXliebe]

oooh mehr bitter? this is really interesting! :D ....is this the one where I come in??? :shock:

Yes yes hun, you are in this story! ;D ! lol <3

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

oooh mehr bitter? this is really interesting! :D ....is this the one where I come in??? :shock:

Yes yes hun, you are in this story! ;D ! lol <3


ohohohoh i wanna be in ah story! i wanna be in a story! ...

anyhoo ...

ja this 1 seems really nice ... i was all into it ... when she was on the roof i was about 2 break out into "dont jumppppp" ... wonder whats gona happen next <3

keep it up ma <3

[TH_luv]

oooh mehr bitter? this is really interesting! :D ....is this the one where I come in??? :shock:

Yes yes hun, you are in this story! ;D ! lol <3

yesh! XD oh ja! I <3 youuuu! XDD okee now Im all hyper lmao!

[luvukaulitztwins]

IT'S RELI GD another fanfic i'm gonna read :mrgreen:

[Tokio_Ho]

I am IN LOVE!!!! Omg! please write more!!! ist sehr gutt <3

(p.s. I think I might have spelt something in "ist sehr gutt" wrong >.<)

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 2

I got out of the airport, being approached by an old man.
"Aye, you must be Starr" He put a firm shaky hand on my shoulder.
"Yeah" I glared at him, and i seriously had no idea who he was.
"AHHH! I'm you're Uncle Harold" he laughed and hugged me close, I could feel people staring at me.
"Uhm. Nice to meet you??" He finally let me go.
"Well come on girl, let's go home" He grabbed my bags and we headed off to his old Cadillac.
Driving through the UK, i saw the building, the people, they weren't like me.
"Here we are" Uncle Harold pulled into an old driveway.
The house was small and white, it was surrounded by pink flowers and a little pug ran out barking at the car.
I got out as Uncle Harold grabbed my bags, "Hush you stupid dog" he yelled at the pug and looked over to me, "this here is LuLu" he winked and i followed him into the house. I was a pleasely plump lady standing over the stove stirring a big pot wearing a stained apron. She turned around and i saw a huge welcoming smile on her face.
"Starr?!OH my goodness" She ran over to me grabbing my hands and looking up at me, "you are so grown up! I remember when you were just a wee little baby!" She hugged me and i felt the warmth of her comforting. I guess she was aunt Margie.
"Hi, aunt Margie." I smiled weakly and she smoothed down my hoodie.
"You must be starved! Well, i have so much to do! We need to catch up, and OH OH OH! The neighbors are dieing to meet you! They have a girl around your age, I hope you two become friends" She then began to babble on and on, as she served me food and then brought me up to my room.
"Here we are, It isn't much, but you can do what ever you want to it!" she opened the door, and there before me stood 4 white walls with a wooden floor, a neatly made bed with purple sheets was in the corner, as the curtains flowed over the open window.
There was a night stand next to my bed, with a clock that read 6:00pm.
My suitcase and backpack were already set next to my bed and in the left corner stood a desk with a mirror and chair.
"Thanks, this will be perfect" I smiled at Aunt Margie.
"Well hun, the night is still young, you can go out if you want, just don't stay out to late" She nudged me softly and left me in my room. I walked over and grabbed my suitcase and carefully placed it on my bed. I opened it and i saw my mothers clothes staring up at me. Most teenage girls would be sobbing for days if they lost their mother, right now, i couldn't be happier.
I decided i needed some air, so i grabbed my mothers Black Abercrombie Hoodie and set outside.
I began to walk on the side walk, looking up into the night sky to count some stars.
"hey! you must be Starr" I heard a perky voice come from behind me, and i saw a girl running towards me. She was taller than me, and had gorgeous dark hair.
"Yeah, that's me" I shrugged and she held out a hand.
"Marlena...Marlena Waltz." She smiled widely and i shook her hand softly.
"Nice to meet you Marlena" I nodded, and smiled back and then continued walking, Marlena followed me.
"So, what are your interests?" She crossed her arms.
"Well, does nothing count?"
"Oh. Well you should listen to music. I could imagine you falling in love with Tokio Hotel." She began to go on an on about this German band and their hot lead singer Bill.
She invited me into her home and began to show me pictures of Tokio Hotel. I saw Bills wild hair, he had such a sweet face, and an adorable nose. I looked at Tom, his hat reminded me of the people who used to be with my mother. I then looked at Georg, and was slightly threatened by his ripped body, and behind them all, barely poking out...was Gustav. I could see part of his eyes hiding behind his Reebok hat, and his arms were crossed.
"Hey, this guy is pretty cute" I pointed to Gustav in the life size poster and Marlena looked over from her stack of CDs.
"Oh! Gustav? Yeah, he is the teddy bear!" She giggled and looked back at him.
"Do you have any more pictures of him?"
"Oh yeah sure" she handed me a pile of Tokio Hotel photo shoot pictures and I smiled when ever i saw the full face of that boy Gustav.
We watched videos on youtube of Tokio Hotel hanging out and being like normal teenager.
"Hey you so just reminded me, their concert in like next week, and my friend Dani is sick and can't make it...wanna come?" She smiled at me and i practically jumped on the inside. I nodded, "That would be amazing".
I might have barely knew who Tokio Hotel was, but I would love to see all their amazing faces in the flesh, especially Gustav's.


Ending Notes: okay, i didn't expect this to turn into
a Gustav Fan Fic. But i barely see fan fics about him
so ;D this one is dedicated to Gusti! ;D<3

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Ohhh. Sexy sexy. =] You know I'd be incredible for this story. I'm the one who's crazy and wild, but inside i'm just a wittle child and I want A nice boy to hold me. XD C'mon, If you consider adding me.. Ich Bin Taylor. XD

TH_Luv knows what I'm talking about. My personality is great for stories. XDDD. Plus, I <3 being in good stories. As long as I don't get hooked up with Georg... ew. Or Gustii. Gustiii-bear is like my little brother. rofl. XD <33333 Your fanfics.

[Tokio_Ho]

*sobs* it's over already?(chapter not whole thing)

I am going to chabge my name to LuLu some day...that would be SO fun <3


But I love it <333 SO good add more please <3333

[TH_luv]

zomg dude! >.< awesome!!! XDDD I <3 it so much!! I was all "zomg dude thats my character!" yay haha! Im a TH freak already lmao

[exhilaration]

I luff Georg.
D;







i'mreadingit:D<3

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 3.


The next Morning i woke up in my new room, with the new bed, the new neighbors, the new air, and the new sun.
"I turned over to see a stack of Pancakes on my night stand, with orange juice and an orange. There was a neatly folded pink note next to the food.
I rubbed my eyes, and quickly grabbed the note and opened it.
"Hey Starr Honey.
I hate to leave you alone on your first day
here! But I have a lot of things to do
and your uncle has Jury Duty.
I guess this is the chance to get to know
the town and make friends. I left you some
money on the kitchen counter, go nuts!
Love,
Aunt Margie"
I sighed, i wasn't hungry.
I got out of bed rushing to the shower, i then quickly blow dried my hair and opened my suitcase.
I stared at my mothers clothes again, carefully choosing a black pair of really tight skinny jeans, a white Cami, a pair of white wedges and a tight black hoodie, on which i rolled up the sleeves. I let my hair fall straight and ran out the door, grabbing the 200$ aunt Margie left for me on the counter, and went to see if i could meet up with Marlena.
I saw her playing basketball outside her house with another girl, i walked up to them smiling and i waved.
"Oh hey Starr! What's up?" Marlena held the basket ball at her side and her friend smiled and waved at me.
"Eh, home alone. No idea what to do" i shrugged as Marlena handed me the ball and dribbled a little bit.
"Ohhh, Same. This is my friend Taylor, We were just about to go shop for outfits for the Tokio Hotel concert! Wanna come?" I looked over from Marlena to Taylor, and i nodded. **** why not? I needed some fun, this should deffinetly get my mind off my mother, and my new life.

~
We walked into the mall, all giggling at random things, and looking at cute boys. If felt good to have friends, for the first time in my life.
We sat on a bench as we ate some ice cream and started pointing at the boys.
"Ohmygod. That boy is so hot!" Marlena pointed to a boy with dyed black hair, he had his bangs hanging over his eye, and his snake bites were terribly sexy.
"haha, go talk to him" I nudged Marlena and she nudged Taylor.
"Of course" she stood up from the bench, setting her ice cream down, "Leave it to me!" she skipped up to that boy and began talking to him, next thing i knew she was pointing over at Marlena and we busted into laughter, as he walked away with his friends laughing and looking back at us.
"My god, what did you say to him!?" I asked Taylor.
"Oh just that Marlena wanted to secretly bang him!" Taylor laughed as she sat on the bench next to me, and Marlena jumped up.
"What!" She laughed so hard, and seriously, i never felt better. We laughed there in the middle of the mall, not caring what the people around us thought. I was glad to have that feeling, the one i never thought i would. Maybe living her wouldn't be so bad, maybe i might actually like it.



:] <3

[TH_luv]

lmao! secretly wanted to bang?! XDD the dude sounded hot,I'll tell ya that! lmao *sools myself down* I <333 this fanfic!

[TH_luv]

lmao! secretly wanted to bang?! XDD the dude sounded hot,I'll tell ya that! lmao *cools myself down* I <333 this fanfic!

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Omg. Lmao <3333 That is totally something I would do. Roflmao. XDDDDDDDD

[exhilaration]

LMFAO.
xDDDDD

[Viv_Kaulitz]

i am satisfied for the day =]

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

oooo...more please...is it them??

[exhilaration]

aksdjflsdjf!
RAT ****<3.

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

ohh a gusit fic.

ma likey <3333

update soon

[LipsOfAnAngel]

*new reader*

AHH!!! love it!!!!!!!!!!! mehr bitte!

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 4

"Ohmygod! That outfit is PERFECT. Like seriously...PERFECTION!" Taylor watched as Marlena stood in front of us, modeling a pair of blue skinnys and a shirt.
"Really, it seems boring to me" Marlena looked into the full length mirror.
"Hey, I was trying to be nice, all i wanna do is get the **** outta this store, We've been here for like an hour!" Taylor go up putting her hands on her hips and i giggled.
"Well, fine, I'm buying this outfit, and we already got yours and then we go NUTS for Starr. She needs to get into this towns fashion" Marlena gave me a thumbs up and walked back into the dressing room to change out of the clothes.
Taylor sat down next to me on the blue waiting bench in Delia's.
Marlena bought her clothes and we searched the mall, looking through windows and rummaging through racks of clothes.
"Wow, i like this," I pulled out this pair of black skinnys, they had two patches on the back pockets. One said "BAD" and the other said "***".
Taylor giggled, "Tom would SO dig those!"
I looked at her sticking out my tongue playfully as Marlena came running over to us carrying about four shirts.
"Okay, these are the shirts and hoodies i think would match those pants perfectly" She looked tired from searching as she pushed me into the changing room.
The skinny jeans were tight, and made my legs look really skinny. I loved the way it fit me. I pulled out the first shirt, it was a plain black tank top that matched with the tone of the pants. I then picked up a white hoodie that had a black lace along the pockets. I rolled up the sleeves and then put on my white wedges i was wearing before. It was a simpled outfit, i was already wearing something close to it,but for some reason it seemed so perfect, and just with a few minor touches it would be pefect.
I walked out as Taylors mouth dropped open, and a huge grin came across Marlena's face.
"Wow, You are ONE hot girl" Taylor and I laughed as looked at the hoodie.
"Okay, it's near perfection, i just need to add something to it. Is their a fabric store around here? I think my aunt Margie has a sewing machine in her basement" I tapped my foot.
"Well, come on! We still have a lot of shopping to do" and once again i was pushed into the changing room.


~
We walked down the mall, holding our shopping bags and laughing. I could just imagine watching us, and being all in slow motion, like in the movie where the perfect girls are laughing and flipping their perfect hair. But we, we weren't that type of perfect, we were REAL perfect.
We actually had good personalities and were naturally gorgeous.
Well, I picked up my fabrics and we headed off home.

We all walked into Marlena's house, and no one was home. It was about 5 or 6pm.
The little red light on her house phone blinked.
"ooo, I wonder who called" she clicked a button and we all sat down to listen.
"You have 2 new messages, and 12 saved messages...first message..."
I heard a boy's voice "Marlena?...Hellooo, it's Josh. Marlena? Ugh, Please call me back Bye" click-.
"DAYUM! that boy will never get over you" Taylor playfully pushed Marlena and they giggled.
"Next message"
This time i heard a womans voice, "Hello this is Susan and this call is for Marlena Waltz. We believe that you entered the contest online to win 4 backstage passes the Tokio Hotel UK show and you were the lucky winner! Please come to ************ and pick up your tickets, if you have an questions please feel to call us at 555-555-555. Thank you" clickk.

For about 10 minutes we stared at the phone, then looking at each other with wide eyes.
"Was...was that real?" Marlena looked at us, she was in complete shock.
"Hun, I'm pretty sure it was" i twirled my hair.
"Do you know what this means?" Taylor jumped up in her seat, "WE GET TO FREAKING GO BACKSTAGE!"
Marlena and I jumped up with Taylor as we all screamed and laughed, giving each other high fives and dancing.
We kept yelling "Oh my gosh" and screamed so loud, i bet my dead mother could hear me.
And right now, she was the least of my worries. I was just a new fan of Tokio Hotel, and already i get to see them AND meet them. Seriously, i think my mother dieing was the best thing ever.

~
I sat in the basement of my house as Aunt Margie placed a cup of hot tea next to me and i thanked her. The white chunky sewing machine stood in front of me and turned it one, sewing what i wanted on my white hoodie and jeans.
I took my time, measuring everything, and perfecting it the best i can.
It took me about 2 hours, but i finally held up my work in front of me, grinning at my marvelous job.
I sewed some white lace on the bottom of the black skinnies, and some black lace on the sleeves of the white hoodie. The Back of My white hoodie now said in black "POWELL" at the top in hot graffiti lettering.
I ran upstairs, and into my room.
I loved it. I then placed my clothes on my bed.
I then walked over to my mothers suicase, pulling out the white wedges from earlier and placing them next to my bed.
I looked out my window, as i pushed away the soft white curtains. It was a cold night, and my shorts weren't doing so well at keeping me warm, but i didn't care. I looked across to see Marlena dancing and singing while watching something on TV. I laughed and she finally saw me.
She opened her window.
"You didn't see that did you?!" She sat at her window sill as I did.
"I'll just pretend i didn't. Now, HOW cool is it, that our bedrooms are next to each other?"
"Ohmy! Really cool! I cannot believe the concert is in three days! You have to come with me and Taylor to get the tickets tomorrow."
"Haha, Okay!"
We chatted for a while and I talked about my little attraction towards the teddy bear Gustav.



;D <3

[SammiiXliebe]

*new reader*

AHH!!! love it!!!!!!!!!!! mehr bitte!

this is sooo random, but i LOVE
your signature!~ ;D

[TH_luv]

lmao I love how you put little stars for where the place was XD lol *sigh* I love this Fanfic! <3333 ily!

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 5

We stood outside this building as the taxi drove away. We stared up at it as if it were god and we walked in giggling and exciting. We got into the circular elevator, playfully pushing each other and avoiding the mature adults. We stood their cool. Taylor was wearing some nice form fitting flares, with a cute hoodie, Marlena was wearing a nice pink skirt with black leggings, and her nice black hoodie matching, and i stood their plain with some white denim leggings a pair of heels and a long shirt.
The elevator finally opened to floor 67 and we got of hyperventilating.
"here we are" Marlena opened the door saying 639 and we walked in to see a bunch of business people.
"May i help you ladies?" The lady behind the desk tipped her large circular glasses to the tip of her nose, and stared at us with big green eyes that had a dash of mascara. Her wrinkles were around her mouth, and most likely from frowning, as she looked at each of us, as if trying to figure out if we were in the wrong room.
"Yes," Taylor spoke up, "We are hear to retrieve our prize of the backstage passes for the Tokio Hotel concert" she stood proud as Marlena and I gave her a small clap and she smiling.
"Ah yes, are you...Marlena Waltz?" she read off a sheet of paper and looked back up at us.
"Oh that's me!" Marlena smiled at the lady.
"Okay then," she pulled out a box, taking out 4 laminated passes that said "ALL ACCESS" and had a necklace tie around it. She handed them to Marlena and she handed us each one. We stared at it, amazed by it's beauty.
"Are you girls going to be here all day? we have other people to serve" she shooed us off and we ran out of the office.
"Oh my gosh. this is AMAZING!" Taylor yelled, and we all squealed.
"But who do we give the fourth pass too?" Marlena held up the abandoned pass and we stared at it.
"I seriously have nooo idea. Well, there has to be someone cool we know." i stared at the pass. Hmm. This was going to be hard.


~ I'll finish this chapter laterr ;D <3

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

oooo...please write more darling...

[TH_luv]

oooooh! I want moooore! >.< this is getting good they finally got their passes,now who gets the third?and...when do they meet the boys of TH?!...oooooh now Im all...too excited! *hyperventilating* >.< I NEED MORE! XD

[Viv_Kaulitz]

i love this fan fic.
i want to be the fourth person.
please :D

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

<33333

[Tokio_Ho]

more more more more more more!!!! It is SO good!!! This Fan Fic = LOVE <33333

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

xD you rock!

LIKE DIS FAN FIC.

updates r cool <333

[SammiiXliebe]

Continue of Chapter 5

This is for you Vivian! ;D

~
The day finally came. We were about 4 hours early, since the All Access Passes let us go up front.
We were SO hyper, jumping up and down, and acting like maniacs. We didn't care who saw us!
We had our passes around our necks, over the outfits we bought a few days ago.
But i guess we got a little carried away and we heard a huge UMPH!
We all spun around to see a girl on the ground, that one of us knocked over.
"Holy ****! Are you okay?" Taylor put out her hand and the girl grabbed it. She had nice straight black hair, and her jeans were a great shade of dark blue. We all dusted her off, and kept making sure that we didn't hurt her. Until, we saw her shirt.
"TOKIO HOTEL" were the big red letters we saw, and huge grin spread upon my face.
"Are you guys thinking what I'm thinking?" I nudged Marlena and she nudged Taylor.
Marlena grabbed the extra pass out of her pocket.
"Listen, we feel really bad for knocking you down and all, so..." Marlena started.
"How about we make it up to you!" I smiled and the girl looked at us all confused.
"Would you like the be the fourth person to come with us backstage of the concert?" Taylor smiled and the girl jumped in air.
"Are you serious?!?! YES YES YES!" She jumped and we all jumped with her, while introducing ourselves. Her name was Vivian, and she was the fourth person of our "Backstage Posse". ;D

We showed the man our passes and he let us in the venue. We ran up some stairs and there before us stood Tokio Hotel during a sound check.
There were other girls there but they were completely NOT important.
I saw Taylor eying Tom as he rocked out to Durch Den Monsoon.
I saw Gustav banging on those drums, he had a plain white t-shirt on an a black cap. he looked amazing.
And i might of been imagining it, but i swear i made eye contact.
After a while the fans started to pile in, and Tokio Hotel went backstage to probably panic.
We stayed there, all leaning against the edge of the stage, waiting for the concert to begin.
The lights dimmed, and the spot light came on as Gustav walked on stage. He wasn't wearing a shirt anymore, and i felt weak in my knees. He sat behind his drum set and began hitting a beat, and then we hear the guitar riffs, and we all turned out heads, and took out our cameras to see Tom running on stage, with Georg not far behind.
Ubers Ende der Welt, as i recall.
Bill began singing and running on stage as the whole crowd screamed.
It was amazing to see his wild hair flying in the air, and i saw Marlena on my left practically DIE on the inside. I was still all eyes on Gustav, even though the drum set was covering most of him, but i could still see his head at the top, and i really couldn't wait til we were backstage, with Tokio Hotel. :]


yay. <3

[TH_luv]

zomg pure awesomeness! I need more plz plz plz! Im adding more to miiiine =)lol

[Viv_Kaulitz]

Continue of Chapter 5

This is for you Vivian! ;D

~
The day finally came. We were about 4 hours early, since the All Access Passes let us go up front.
We were SO hyper, jumping up and down, and acting like maniacs. We didn't care who saw us!
We had our passes around our necks, over the outfits we bought a few days ago.
But i guess we got a little carried away and we heard a huge UMPH!
We all spun around to see a girl on the ground, that one of us knocked over.
"Holy ****! Are you okay?" Taylor put out her hand and the girl grabbed it. She had nice straight black hair, and her jeans were a great shade of dark blue. We all dusted her off, and kept making sure that we didn't hurt her. Until, we saw her shirt.
"TOKIO HOTEL" were the big red letters we saw, and huge grin spread upon my face.
"Are you guys thinking what I'm thinking?" I nudged Marlena and she nudged Taylor.
Marlena grabbed the extra pass out of her pocket.
"Listen, we feel really bad for knocking you down and all, so..." Marlena started.
"How about we make it up to you!" I smiled and the girl looked at us all confused.
"Would you like the be the fourth person to come with us backstage of the concert?" Taylor smiled and the girl jumped in air.
"Are you serious?!?! YES YES YES!" She jumped and we all jumped with her, while introducing ourselves. Her name was Vivian, and she was the fourth person of our "Backstage Posse". ;D

We showed the man our passes and he let us in the venue. We ran up some stairs and there before us stood Tokio Hotel during a sound check.
There were other girls there but they were completely NOT important.
I saw Taylor eying Tom as he rocked out to Durch Den Monsoon.
I saw Gustav banging on those drums, he had a plain white t-shirt on an a black cap. he looked amazing.
And i might of been imagining it, but i swear i made eye contact.
After a while the fans started to pile in, and Tokio Hotel went backstage to probably panic.
We stayed there, all leaning against the edge of the stage, waiting for the concert to begin.
The lights dimmed, and the spot light came on as Gustav walked on stage. He wasn't wearing a shirt anymore, and i felt weak in my knees. He sat behind his drum set and began hitting a beat, and then we hear the guitar riffs, and we all turned out heads, and took out our cameras to see Tom running on stage, with Georg not far behind.
Ubers Ende der Welt, as i recall.
Bill began singing and running on stage as the whole crowd screamed.
It was amazing to see his wild hair flying in the air, and i saw Marlena on my left practically DIE on the inside. I was still all eyes on Gustav, even though the drum set was covering most of him, but i could still see his head at the top, and i really couldn't wait til we were backstage, with Tokio Hotel. :]


yay. <3


omg!
i so love you right now!
thanks for putting me on there. :)

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 6

"Ohmygod. that was such an AMAZING concert!" Taylor yelled, as we were all showing each other our pictures and videos. We were walking to the backstage door, which we couldn't find.
"OH is that it" Vivian pointed too a door that said "THE STARS" on it. We started to squeal and exclaim.
So we opened the door slowly, just to find a bathroom. D:
"Ugh, we are never going to find them!" Marlena pouted and i leaned against the wall.
"Well, while we're here, we should touch up a bit!" I ran over to a stall as the others looked into the mirror. I came out and fluffed up my hair a little bit. I took out my light red lipstick from my back pocket and re-applied.
I felt like something was wrong and i kept staring into the mirror.
"Starr. You okay?" Marlena asked.
"Yeah i think i just need a minute." i continued too look in the mirror and they went outside.
I don't know what was wrong, i felt really weak, and my legs began to hurt. i used the sink to help me stand up.
I heard the door swing open, and i thought it was one of the girls.
But no, it was a boy. Well an older boy.
I didn't know this was a unisex bathroom.
Well anyway, the boy looked familiar, he had a cap on..some jeans...a black shirt. WTF GUSTAV?!
Well, that sucks for me, because the next thing i knew i was falling against the cold white tiled bathroom floor. I heard the boys...Gustav's foot steps come toward me, putting a gentle hand on me. But then i was out, and everything around me was a blur.

~

"Ohmygosh, you think she'll wake up?" I heard a voice, most likely Marlena.
I opened my eyes, and looked around me. Frick, not the hospital. Pleaseee don't tell me that i ruined my friends chances of meeting Tokio Hotel.
"Starr? GUYS SHE WOKE UP!" Taylor began to yell and Marlena, and Vivian came to stand next to Vivian.
"Oh my god. Now, what the **** happened?" i got up, i had a burning pain in my head, and my throat felt like there was a huge lump in it. I looked around again, noo, it wasn't the hospital it was actually Marlena's bedroom.
The girls began to giggle and look at eachother.
"Any Day now guys" i stuck out my tongue.
"GUSTAV FOUND YOU IN THE BATHROOM!" Taylor began to dance. I knew it was him! yay
"Yeah! And to make it up to us, they said if you woke up we can GO TO DINNER WITH THEM!!!" Marlena screamed and i jumped out of her bed.
"SERIOUSLY?!" We all started to jump up and down laughing. This was going to be so amazing.
"Yeah TOM GAVE ME HIS NUMBER! OMG I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!" Taylor went insane and took out her cell. She walked into the bathroom where it was quiet as she phoned Tom. Marlena Vivian and I jumped up and down.
"Okay guys. Time is set at 9. They said they will pick us up here!" Taylor came out of the bathroom looking satisfied.
I looked at the clock...7pm.
"DANG IT! What am I gonna wear?!" We all spazzed running back and forth from my house, to Taylors and mine, Vivian didn't live near us, so she borrowed some of our clothes ;D.

~
We stared into the full length mirror, smiling and pointing like Tokio Hotel did. We giggled. Taylor was wearing a nice Pink and Plaid miniskirt, with a pair of knee high black boots. Her black hoodie topped it off perfectly. Marlena was wearing a pair of dark purple skinny jeans, she had on some nice black UGGS over them, and a black tank top. Vivian was wearing black skinny with a some black and white polka dot wedges, and a white sugar lips tank top. I was dressed in a pair of denim shorts. I wore a black tank top and a black pull over hoodie, and then i slipped on some black hightop Nikes. We all looked REALLY hot ;D. We all spritzed on some perfume and perfected out hair and makeup as we heard a honk from outside.
"That must be Tom. I hope he's in his new car!!!!!!" Taylor screamed and we all rushed down the stairs and out the door to see the nice shining black Cadillac. Tom was in the drivers seat and Taylor got shotgun. Vivian, Marlena and I sat in the back.
"Hey guys, nice for you to come. The rest of the band is at the resturant. Starr, you doing okay?" Tom looked back at me and gave me a small smile.
"Yeah, just a little light headed. I should be fine soon." I nodded, as Marlena nudged me. This was really happening right? We were actually going out to dinner with Tokio Hotel?! My insides were flipping and i actually couldn't wait to meet Gustav.

I was playing around on my Pink Sidekick, as Taylor and Tom were MASSIVELY flirty! Marlena and Vivian were spazzing out to each other, and i stared out the window. We pulled up to a big resturant. It was shiny, and tall. I haven't seen it before, but **** I've only been here for a week.
It was time to walk out of that car, into the resturant, and see him...Gustav. -spazz-


heh <3

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

MASSIVELY FLIRTY 'ey Kid?

Fine with me.

but dude, i'm not THAT bouncy crazy. I'm a little more laid back, I look for true love. I don't throw My heart away silly :P

I <3 this fanfic.

*humps euehm.. *hugs* fanfic

[SammiiXliebe]

MASSIVELY FLIRTY 'ey Kid?

Fine with me.

but dude, i'm not THAT bouncy crazy. I'm a little more laid back, I look for true love. I don't throw My heart away silly :P

I <3 this fanfic.

*humps euehm.. *hugs* fanfic

haha, hun you are officially my new idol.
and you havvee to be bouncy! ;D
helloooo dinner with Tokio Hotel much? hehehe :]

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

I'd totally ruin it if I went out to eat with them. Lmao. I'm such a pig. I'd like order the whole menu, but not fain 5 pounds. Lmao. fooooooooodddd. I <3 Food. Yes, it is true. Food Food Food. I talk about cheeseburgers so much that when I walk into Biology, my teacher is like ' Taylor.. Want a cheeseburger today? Again.. ' and I'm like ' Hellz Yeahs Mrs.L! ' It's pretty ****ing awesome my friend. XD I'd totally be blushing like CRAZY around the boys. And I'd constantly be saying something stupid and embarrassing myself. Or I'd faint.. and make Tom or Bill perform CPR on me.. Then when he does the whole mouth-to-mouth thing.. I'll grab him and force him into a kiss. XD lmao

[TH_luv]

zomg! so awesome! >.< I cant wait for more! XD *sigh* I think Im spazzing out because of how awesome the ff is! XD

[SammiiXliebe]

haha. Cheeseburgers are like...cheeseburgery? hehe.
Lyke, dude, that is a good idea. Lol, I think all girls
say stupid things. ;D <3
I'm going to make you faint in my fan fiction nao! ;D heh

[SammiiXliebe]

zomg! so awesome! >.< I cant wait for more! XD *sigh* I think Im spazzing out because of how awesome the ff is! XD

hehe thanks hun! ;D ! update yours pleaseee. <3

[TH_luv]

zomg! so awesome! >.< I cant wait for more! XD *sigh* I think Im spazzing out because of how awesome the ff is! XD

hehe thanks hun! ;D ! update yours pleaseee. <3

already updating it and Im almost done =)

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 7

We walked into the resturant. It was red carpeted with a little gold lining.
We were sat at a table with Georg, Gustav, and Bill. They all instantly asked me if i was okay and i nodded and blushed as i took a seat next to Gustav.
He looked at me out of the corner of his eye, and i got goosbumps all over.
Bill ordered for all of us, since of course he had the best taste in food. He then instantly turned his attention to Marlena. Ooo La la!
I saw Taylor laughing about with Tom. I giggled to myself as Taylor blushed and said "Well I've only wet the bed twice. WELL not now! When i was younger...yah know? Yeah ummm"
Georg began to talk to Vivian about shoes, and i was left there with Gustav. It was so awkward, since he found me in the bathroom and all.
"Uhm. Well i guess we haven't properly met...I'm Starr" i held out my hand, it was shaky and i hoped he didn't notice. He made me so nervous and I felt like passing out when he smiled at me.
"yeah i know. I'm Gustav" he shook my hand. His grip was firm and i loved his touch.
I Smiled and i could feel my cheeks burning as i blushed. I then felt my pocket vibrate.
"Oh...holdon" i opened my phone and it was a text from Taylor, even though she was hardly far from me.
'OOO, you and Gusti Bear! Get yo Flirt on gurl!" I looked over at her sticking out my tongue and she laughed and then got back into her conversation with Tom.
I then turned back to Gustav.
"Sorry about that..So..uhm...how are you doing?" I shrugged, leaning against the table as i stared into his amazing eyes.
He started talking about touring and how he was is desperate need of sleep. He told me silly stories, and i laughed at all of them, and everytime i hoped i wouldn't embarrass my self.
We eventually got our food, fooling around while eating, and Gustav and i talked about how silly some people are.



AHHH, i'll finish tomorrow! ;D

[TH_luv]

He then instantly turned his attention to Marlena. Ooo La la!
oooh! I like the sound of that! XD >.< yesh! lots of Ooh lala! :D

[TanteMegs]

I love this story. Can't wait to read more. Post soon, please.

Megan

[Viv_Kaulitz]

Yay!
this is awesome!
i L-O-V-E this fan fic.

[DeeDee]

* new reader *
aww you and gusti bear , come on girl get your shine on
and you gotta kiss him ;)
more when you can :D

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Great. I wet teh bed. Lmaoooo

<3333

[SammiiXliebe]

Ehh. I'll just do chapter 8 ;D


"How are we all going to fit in the car?" Taylor asked Tom as he counted the number of people in his head.
"I dunno, we could call another car or something" Tom looked at Bill asking for his opinion.
"Nahh, That takes to long" Bill ran his fingers through his hair.
"It's okay, you guys drive, I could use a walk" I spoke up and they all looked at me.
"Seriously?" Marlena grabbed my arm, looking at me with worried eyes, "I don't want you to walk alone."
"Hey, I'll just go with her. You guys wait at their house for me, and then yeah." Gustav announced and we all nodded.
Marlena, Vivian, Taylor, Tom, Bill, and Georg got into Tom's car as Gustav and i went to walk towards my aunts house.
~
"Soooo. Ugh. When did you like get here, because you are obviously American" Gustav broke the utter silence.
"Well, actually i just got here a week ago. My mom died" I kicked a stone on the ground and Gustav looked forward into the dark street.
"Oh I'm sorry to hear that"
"No, it's okay, I'm suprisingly...glad" I said, and he looked at me like i was nuts and had four heads.
"Like, yeah i know it sounds weird" i continued, "but like, she was a terrible mother. I learned how to cook my own dinners at age 5. Most mothers wouldn't even let their 5 year old near a toaster imagine yet a STOVE." He nodded, as if he understood completly.
"I'm really sorry to hear that. Well, at least do you like it better here?" Gustav inched closer to me, and i got goosebumps, that were kinda noticeable on my bare legs.
we walked in silence for a while. Our shoes hit the sidewalk, and i was still kicking around the pebble.
"Starr?" Gustav stopped me and i turned to look at him.
"Today...when i found you on the floor, uhmm, i found something" he pulled out a broken gold chain and a heart pendent. I remember it, I've had it since birth, when my dad gave it to me before he left me.
"Oh." I slowly took it from his hand.
"Was that important?" He looked at me with worried eyes.
"oh, my dad just gave it to me before, he like, left my mom and I" I put was about to put it in my pocket when Gustav stopped me.
"Wait, I bought you this though" Gustav pulled out a new cold chain.
"Are you serious? You bought that for me?" I was so surprised, I barely knew him and he already was buying me things, "You really didn't have to do that".
"But i wanted to" He smiled and took the pendent from my hand. Gustav then slowly put the heart pendent on the gold chain.
"Oh can you help me with it, I'm really bad at putting on necklaces" I giggled and he nodded. I then turned around and lifted my hair up, as he put his hands around me to wrap the necklace around my neck. He clipped it together, and it was cool against my neck.
I spun around to face him again, but i tripped over the stupid stone i was kicking around.
Gustav caught me and i felt embraced by his nice arms.
"Oh..sorry" i tried to get to my feet, but he was holding me close. I could feel his heart beating as i looked up at him into his perfect eyes.
"Sorry" he let me go, and i stood up.
"it's okay. You have such nice eyes" i smiled at him and he smiled back as we continued our walk to my house.

~~

Tokio Hotel left in Tom's car, giving us all small squeezes and saying how we had to meet up again sometime. All four of us girls stood in the front of Marlena's house, staring at the black truck until it was completely gone.
"Okay was that real?" Marlena screamed.
"YES!" Taylor began to jump and we all joined in.
"Okay it's really late. Should I call my mother to pick me up?" Vivian looked at her watch.
"Well, I can drive you home!" Taylor exclaimed, and we all said our goodbyes, and went off to our homes.

I walked into my aunt's house.
"Oh you're home! how was the concert dear?" My aunt Margie was sitting at the couch watching the TV with my uncle and sipping tea.
"It was amazing. I'll give you details tomorrow, I'm pooped!" I smiled.
"Oh yes dear, you get your rest. Goodnight!" She yelled to me as i began to walk up the stairs.
"good night!" I yelled back and went up to my room. I changed into my pajamas and sat next to my window to see Marlena.
"Oh wow." I leaned my head on the side of the window, "I cannot believe that happened!" I smiled and Marlena giggled.
"Did you see when Bill kissed me on the cheek!? Oh my gosh! He is so darn PERFECT!" she squealed and i laughed, "Anyway, how was your little walk home with Gusti?" She did an "OOO" sound and stuck out her tongue.
"Okay, we just walked and talked. Nothing special. We were pretty close though" I gripped my necklace, i didn't want to tell her about that part.
"Awww. You guys would look so cute together!" She smiled.
"yeah we would" i smiled back, "we really would"

[TanteMegs]

I want more!!! I am really into this story now. MORE PLEASE!!!!!

Megan

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

=] <3

[TH_luv]

ooh yay awesome! I loved it

[SammiiXliebe]

ooh yay awesome! I loved it

thanks hun! ;D Nao, you can.....UPDATE YOURS?!
lol :]

[TH_luv]

ooh yay awesome! I loved it

thanks hun! ;D Nao, you can.....UPDATE YOURS?!
lol :]

hey,are you gonna update more tonight?

[Viv_Kaulitz]

please more.

[SammiiXliebe]

ello ello my fellow readers ;D I have
officially found out that I am
aloud on the forums during school!!!
yayyy. I'll update nao ;D <3

[luvukaulitztwins]

OOOO :shock: WAT GONNA HAPPEN WAT GONNA HAPPEN LOVE HAPPENING with Gustibear :mrgreen:

[herseykiss]

*new readerr*
dude i like it soo muchh!!!
write more and if u can plz add me in it at one point=D

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

dude i wanna be in ah story!!!

grrrr lol srry hunni i noe every 1 is asking u the same thing

ummm nice .... i love that its focused on gusti!

i wonder were its going ...

cant wait

XD

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 9

I woke up to the buzzing of my phone on my nightstand.
Ugh. Who could is be at this hour?
I turned on my left side to see the clock..."7am"
FRICK!
I moaned and grabbed my phone.
"Hello?" I asked, as i sat up and wiped my eyes.
"Starr! It's Taylor, get your *** to my house now! We were invited to some super celebrity party! And We have nothing to wear. Vivian is here already, and Marlena will give you a ride at 8! Bring EVERYTHING! We dont have enough time to go shopping!" Taylor quickly hung up on me, and i stared at my phone.
Aw man.
I jumped out of bed and ran into my shower.

~~
Marlena and I arrived at Taylors house around 8:01.
I carried my suitcase of clothing, as Marlena carried in her like 5 suitcases.
"YOU GUYS ARE LATE!" Taylor came out wearing some pajamas and slippers, she put her hand on her hip, and Vivian was right behind her.
"We have SO much frigging planning to do!" Vivian exclaimed.
"Jeez Taylor, we are like" I looked at my watch, "5 minutes late!"
"What everr hun! Let's go!" Taylor smiled and we all ran into her bedroom throwing on clothes and doing our hair.
I didn't know it would take us like 10 hours to do our hair makeup and pick out outfits but it was like 6 pm and we were ready.
"okay we are going to use my moms convertable! Who is driving?" Taylor jumped and we all began to giggle.
"Me!" I volutered, and thought it would be good for my image for Gustav.

Taylor was wearing some nice black straight hipster pants, with a nice thick belt. Her red tank top ended right above the belt, and her perfect red wedges finished perfectly. Marlena was wearing an adorable black mini skirt. She had a pair of black heels and a white cami. She looked STUNNING! ;D. Vivian was wearing a pair of white skinny jeans and a pair of black combat boots over it, her cute dark blue tank top made the outfit perfect.
I was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans, and a pair of high 7 inch clear and black heels. I then wore a night black halter with a small white pearl necklace.
We all had out hair down and straight, which looked great when it flowed.
"Let's go girls!" Marlena exclaimed, and we all jumped into the car, driving out to the club to meet up and party, with Tokio Hotel.
~~

"So glad you all could make it" Bill smiled giving us all nice warming hugs, and spending about 5 minutes holding on to Marlena, and i could tell she was loving it!
We all hugged the band members and walked ahead of the line.
The large man looked at Tom and raised an eyebrow motioning to us.
"These girls are with us" he gave the man an evil sneaky grin and eyed Taylor out of the corner of his eyes. Do i look dumb? I so saw that! ;D

Well, we walked into the club. It was big and dark, with some gorgeous colorful lights flashing everywhere.
"Wow this place ROCKS!" Taylor yelled.
"You need a new pair of socks?" Vivian gave her a confused look.
"Who has the chicken pox?" Marlena began to look confused as the boys laughed at us.
"You guys will get used to the noise. Follow me. Let's get some drinks" Tom motioned for us to follow him.
"Huh?" We all asked in unison, all wondering what the **** Tom was saying, but eventually got the picture, and followed him to the bar.
We all had an apple martini, served in a crystal clear martini glass, and topped with two olives.
Tom had a beer, and Bill just had a bottle of water, as Gustav an Georg had a glass of...god knows what.
We all stood there, staring at the dancefloor and watching fan girls ask Tokio Hotel for their autographs. But we slowly began to dissapear.
Marlena snuck off with Bill to go "Talk", Taylor went on the dancefloor with Tom, and Vivian and Georg were checking out the band that was playing.
ANd i was left in a little awkward position...with Gustav,
"So, you ever been to a party like this?" he leaned in closer to me, i could smell the small amount of Axe he put on.
"Not really. I didn't have to many friends in New York." I looked at the ground, it was sticky, and had random papers thrown everywhere.
"Oh. Well at least you can start over here" Gustav smiled, he smiled a smile that made me weak in the knees. I felt chills shooting down my spine, as he scooched over closer to me, i was so weak, i could barely smile back, and i unfortunetly lost my balance, almost falling to the gross floor.
"Whoa you okay?" Gustav grabbed my, and pulled me up to my feet. His muscular grip was around me, and i was feeling light headed.
It wasn't anything I did, it was something i felt. Something that i could never explain,
"Yeah I'm...I'm fine" I looked up at him and he smiled again.
"okay good." He still didn't let go of me. I felt so warm by his embrace, i just wanted to lean in and kiss him, but i knew i couldn't.
But then i saw a HUGE flash, that practically blinded me.
"What the ****" I looked over to see about 700 reporters running towards us, holding mics and cameras.
"Gustav. Care to explain who this lady is, and what she is doing so close to you?" about a thousand mics were held up to our faces and i looked away.
"No comment" Gustav said strongly as security came and pulled out the reporters.


"You have to deal with that all the time?" I looked at him, he had finally let go, even though i didn't want him to.
"Yeah i guess. It's really annoying" he shrugged.
"Yeah, but also exciting!" I smiled and he smiled back.
"Haha, Okay then. How about we dance?"
Well, i wasn't expecting those words, but i nodded and he grabbed my hand, and we "made a move" on the dance floor.
Taylor and Tom worked out way over and we all boogied together. Haha.



~
I looked at my cell. It was 4 am.
"Guys. are we gonna get killed if we come home late?" I asked the girls and they all shrugged.
We were standing out side of the club, as the boys went to go talk to some reporters.
"How about we all sleep at someones house?" Taylor suggested and we nodded.
"OH mine! My parent's are out of town, so we can go nuts!" Marlena jumped up and down and we all giggled and nodded.
Marlena's house is where it's at! haha.
The boys came over smilng and being all cute.
"So. Where are you guys gonna be the rest of the night?" Tom said in a slick voice, and was technically aiming his attention to Taylor.
"Marlena's house" I spoke.
"Ooo. Sounds cool. I think we are gonna crash in the hotel" Bill looked at Marlena with his darkened eyes, as she giggled to herself, "Just give me a minute to talk to Marlena." Bill smiled, and we all nodded, as him and Marlena walked away.




Ahh. Im at sarah's house. More laterrr? <3

[Viv_Kaulitz]

yay!
please update soon.

[TH_luv]

zomg say what?! >.< omg Bill and I go to...'talk' what kind of 'talk'? and...what does Bill say to me?! zomg this is getting so awesome! <33333 :D sammii,you've left me behind wanting more! XD haha sleep over!

[SammiiXliebe]

heh. :]
Sorry that's its really like...
long. xD I got a
little carried away.
Just a litte. ;D heh

[TH_luv]

heh. :]
Sorry that's its really like...
long. xD I got a
little carried away.
Just a litte. ;D heh
what are you talking about?didnt you hear me? I said you left me wanting more lol as in I dont think it was too long I think it was perfect! :D

[Viv_Kaulitz]

heh. :]
Sorry that's its really like...
long. xD I got a
little carried away.
Just a litte. ;D heh
what are you talking about?didnt you hear me? I said you left me wanting more lol as in I dont think it was too long I think it was perfect! :D

i agree.
it was perfect, lol.

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

dsgkljhdsg.

MORE.

SLEEPOVER.

XD

Zee boys must come.

[SammiiXliebe]

hehe. Thanks guys for reading.
Argh, right now i have to
go to the police station.
(long story)
I'll update tonight! ;D! <3

[luvukaulitztwins]

POLICE :shock: MKAY

[TH_luv]

sammii...what did you do?! XD...no Im serious what happened I have no life I have time to listen lmao!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

omg!
what happened?!
sam why are you at the police station??

[SammiiXliebe]

ahh well I have this huge court order
against this boy for sexual harrasment.
Not biggie D;
I'm updatingg ;D

[Viv_Kaulitz]

ahh well I have this huge court order
against this boy for sexual harrasment.
Not biggie D;
I'm updatingg ;D

oh wow.
well is everything okay?

[SammiiXliebe]

ahh well I have this huge court order
against this boy for sexual harrasment.
Not biggie D;
I'm updatingg ;D

oh wow.
well is everything okay?

it's okay i guess.
I just hate the fact that i
have to keep going to school
and see him laughing with his friends
acting like nothing happened.
But now i have to go to court to
frigging press charges and crap.
It's way to aggrivating. D:

[Viv_Kaulitz]

awww, i'm sorry abou that.
hope everything goes well, so you won't have to see him anymore.

-hugs- :)

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 10

"Bow chicka wah wah!" I laughed as all four of us girls sat in a circle in Marlena's living room. We were all in our shorts and tank tops for pajamas, and our hair tied back in pony tails and clips. We were drinking soda, and snaking on junk.
"You and Bill, are SO clicking! We need details" Taylor giggle as Marlena blushed.
"He obviously digs you so do NOT deny it!" Vivan smiled and Marlena held up her hands.
"Okay okay." she laughed, "He said that he wanted to go somewhere tomorrow night. Just me and him. because he wants to get to know me"
"Dude, he just asked you out!" I jumped.
"NO! he just...uhmmm" Marlena blushed and we all laughed throwing some pillows at her.
Knock Knock.
"ohmygosh. Who do you think it is?" I jumped as i heard the knocking sound coming from behind the door.
"I think I know" Taylor jumped up answering the door, as we saw 4 tall figures walk in smiling. Of course she invited Tokio Hotel to hang out with us the rest of the night instead of being lazy in their hotel.
"frick! Taylor, you know my mom will kill me if she finds out four boys slept over!" Marlena gave Taylor a look as we all greeted the boys.
But there we were, sitting in a circle. Bill was next to Marlena, and Gustav took a seat next to me. Nerve cracking much?!
"Okay...four boys...four girls, there are 4 posibilities" Vivian gave us a dirty grin, and we could all read her mine.
"One. 7 minutes in heaven" Taylor started.
"What are we 12?" Marlena snorted and Bill laughed.
"Aye come on! it might be fun. To feel young again" I smiled and marlena nodded, so did the guys.
"Well, two, spin the bottle" Vivian held up two fingers.
"Three. Truth or Lie" I smiled.
"And four. Truth or dare" Bill looked at Marlena and she bit her lip.
"hmm." I thought, and i decided randomly choose.
"I say 7 minutes in heaven" Taylor shrugged, and we all just went along.

"Okay but uh, this srsly isn't going to be a real game without some other people" Marlena held out her cell phone, as about 5 other boys came in, and 2 girls.
The girls were annoying, Brittany and Alyssa. They kepy flirting with EVERY SINGLE GUY! and kepts complimenting my legs. it was so weird.
Well, we had two cups, one had all the names of the guys, and the other with all the names of the girls.

"Who's first?" Taylor shook the cups in her hands and everyone stared at the floor.
"You wimps! I will" I smiled, and reached into the boy cup and tried to find a paper. I really wanted it to be Gustav and there was a small chance of that happening.
I pulled out a thin ripped strip of paper, it said "matt".
"Matt?" I stared at it blankly and a boy stood up, he was tall, and skinny. He had on a pair of black skinnies and black and white checkered vans, with a Scary Kids Scaring Kids shirt. He had black hair with side bangs that hung over his left eye, and snake bites. Yeah he was hot, but still, i was so bummed it wasn't Gustav, and from the look in his eye, i could tell he wasn't to pleased.

Matt and I walked over to the closet and i heard the beep of Taylors stop watch.
Instantly Matt jumped on me, pressing his peirced lips against mine. His snake bites were cool, and i was lost in a world of confusion.
He began to take of my tank top and i stopped him.
"What do you think you're doing" i pulled my shirt back on and he smiled.
"Well Starr. I know you like it" he put his lips near my neck and i pushed him away.
"No." i said to him, but he grabbed me to him tightly, "let go!" I almost yelled, but i didn't want the others to hear.
"Listen we have 7 minutes, and I'm not going to let it be 7 minutes of nothing" he pushed me against the back of the closet, and i relized how big this room really was.
I didn't want to put up a fight, and i was to scared to do anything. So i stood there with my eyes closed.
I felt his hands all over me, and his lips all over mine. I didn't do anything, i tried to imagine it was someone else, Like Gustav, but i couldn't get the fact that it was this boy out of my mind.
I always read in magazines, and heard on TV that if you get raped you should tell someone. But it's not as easy as it sounds.
"Times up!" I heard taylor yell, and i felt so much better, as i put on my clothes, and left before Matt could.
"Hey guys, I'm gonna. Uhm. Like go get something from my house kay?" I ran out the front door, and didn't bother to listen if the girls we going to say something to me.
I was in a closet, for 7 minutes, with a complete stranger, and was raped.
this so wasn't my day.

~
I didn't go home, i walked through the dark streets as the sun was rising. I found a park, and sat on the little swing, letting tears run down my cheeks. I should have done something. But i was to dumb to even scream.
"Starr?"
I looked up to see Gustav standing there in front of me, his hair was blowing in the morning wind, but even the look on his face wouldn't put a smile on me.
"Are you okay?" he sat on the swing next to me, and i shook my head.
"No. I'm really not"



more laterr? heh <3

[SammiiXliebe]

thanks viv :]
<3<3

-huggles- heh

[Viv_Kaulitz]

thanks viv :]
<3<3

-huggles- heh

your welcome <3
:D

[Viv_Kaulitz]

Chapter 10

"Bow chicka wah wah!" I laughed as all four of us girls sat in a circle in Marlena's living room. We were all in our shorts and tank tops for pajamas, and our hair tied back in pony tails and clips. We were drinking soda, and snaking on junk.
"You and Bill, are SO clicking! We need details" Taylor giggle as Marlena blushed.
"He obviously digs you so do NOT deny it!" Vivan smiled and Marlena held up her hands.
"Okay okay." she laughed, "He said that he wanted to go somewhere tomorrow night. Just me and him. because he wants to get to know me"
"Dude, he just asked you out!" I jumped.
"NO! he just...uhmmm" Marlena blushed and we all laughed throwing some pillows at her.
Knock Knock.
"ohmygosh. Who do you think it is?" I jumped as i heard the knocking sound coming from behind the door.
"I think I know" Taylor jumped up answering the door, as we saw 4 tall figures walk in smiling. Of course she invited Tokio Hotel to hang out with us the rest of the night instead of being lazy in their hotel.
"frick! Taylor, you know my mom will kill me if she finds out four boys slept over!" Marlena gave Taylor a look as we all greeted the boys.
But there we were, sitting in a circle. Bill was next to Marlena, and Gustav took a seat next to me. Nerve cracking much?!
"Okay...four boys...four girls, there are 4 posibilities" Vivian gave us a dirty grin, and we could all read her mine.
"One. 7 minutes in heaven" Taylor started.
"What are we 12?" Marlena snorted and Bill laughed.
"Aye come on! it might be fun. To feel young again" I smiled and marlena nodded, so did the guys.
"Well, two, spin the bottle" Vivian held up two fingers.
"Three. Truth or Lie" I smiled.
"And four. Truth or dare" Bill looked at Marlena and she bit her lip.
"hmm." I thought, and i decided randomly choose.
"I say 7 minutes in heaven" Taylor shrugged, and we all just went along.

"Okay but uh, this srsly isn't going to be a real game without some other people" Marlena held out her cell phone, as about 5 other boys came in, and 2 girls.
The girls were annoying, Brittany and Alyssa. They kepy flirting with EVERY SINGLE GUY! and kepts complimenting my legs. it was so weird.
Well, we had two cups, one had all the names of the guys, and the other with all the names of the girls.

"Who's first?" Taylor shook the cups in her hands and everyone stared at the floor.
"You wimps! I will" I smiled, and reached into the boy cup and tried to find a paper. I really wanted it to be Gustav and there was a small chance of that happening.
I pulled out a thin ripped strip of paper, it said "matt".
"Matt?" I stared at it blankly and a boy stood up, he was tall, and skinny. He had on a pair of black skinnies and black and white checkered vans, with a Scary Kids Scaring Kids shirt. He had black hair with side bangs that hung over his left eye, and snake bites. Yeah he was hot, but still, i was so bummed it wasn't Gustav, and from the look in his eye, i could tell he wasn't to pleased.

Matt and I walked over to the closet and i heard the beep of Taylors stop watch.
Instantly Matt jumped on me, pressing his peirced lips against mine. His snake bites were cool, and i was lost in a world of confusion.
He began to take of my tank top and i stopped him.
"What do you think you're doing" i pulled my shirt back on and he smiled.
"Well Starr. I know you like it" he put his lips near my neck and i pushed him away.
"No." i said to him, but he grabbed me to him tightly, "let go!" I almost yelled, but i didn't want the others to hear.
"Listen we have 7 minutes, and I'm not going to let it be 7 minutes of nothing" he pushed me against the back of the closet, and i relized how big this room really was.
I didn't want to put up a fight, and i was to scared to do anything. So i stood there with my eyes closed.
I felt his hands all over me, and his lips all over mine. I didn't do anything, i tried to imagine it was someone else, Like Gustav, but i couldn't get the fact that it was this boy out of my mind.
I always read in magazines, and heard on TV that if you get raped you should tell someone. But it's not as easy as it sounds.
"Times up!" I heard taylor yell, and i felt so much better, as i put on my clothes, and left before Matt could.
"Hey guys, I'm gonna. Uhm. Like go get something from my house kay?" I ran out the front door, and didn't bother to listen if the girls we going to say something to me.
I was in a closet, for 7 minutes, with a complete stranger, and was raped.
this so wasn't my day.

~
I didn't go home, i walked through the dark streets as the sun was rising. I found a park, and sat on the little swing, letting tears run down my cheeks. I should have done something. But i was to dumb to even scream.
"Starr?"
I looked up to see Gustav standing there in front of me, his hair was blowing in the morning wind, but even the look on his face wouldn't put a smile on me.
"Are you okay?" he sat on the swing next to me, and i shook my head.
"No. I'm really not"



more laterr? heh <3


oh god.
this is getting good, but sad at the same time.
that "matt" guy is such a jerk.

[luvukaulitztwins]

**** tht was awesome evil Matty I WANT GUSTAV TO FIND OUT THEN FOR MATT TO GET BEATEN UP :D tht wuld b gd can't wait for the next chapter

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Holy.

****ing.

****.

*grabs knife*

Ohhh maaaatttttt. Wanna' Play Murder?

[Tokio_Ho]

What? No More? OMG I am about to DIE!!! This Fan Fic = LOVE!!!!! I need MORE!!!!

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 11

I stayed on the swing, i broke down, tears were streaming down my face, and the little left over mascara i had from the night before made black marks staining my face.
I got off the swing sitting on the ground. The dirt got all over my bare legs, and i didn't care. I cupped my face in my hands bawling.
"Shh" I felt an arm over my shoulders. As gustavs warmth circulated me. I could smell his spritz of axe on his clothes and i leaned in closer to him.
He didn't care that my black tears were all over his shirt, and he stroked my hair, and constantly whispered thta things were going to be okay.
I wanted to believe him, yeah i really did, but at this point i didn't know what to believe.

We stayed their for a while, i was in his arms, and he was still stroking my hair.
"Is everything okay?" I heard a voice and I saw Tom and Taylor running towards me.
I looked up and so Gustav.


Oops. Finish the chapter later ;D <3<3

[TH_luv]

zomg! I invited a rapist! >.< stupid me!...even though the dude was hot stupid me!!! XD

[SammiiXliebe]

zomg! I invited a rapist! >.< stupid me!...even though the dude was hot stupid me!!! XD

haha, Its okay i still loveee you! ;D

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

update NOW.

[herseykiss]

MORE PLZZ!!

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

wow.

i tottally didnt c that comeing ...

speachless ...

n in suspence

n hungry

[SammiiXliebe]

Hey guys, Sorry that my like 1/3 of chapter 11 was covered in mistakes.
ugh.>.<
Well here we go!

Continue of Chapter 11.

"We just chased that mother F*ker out of this world" Taylor smiled at me, and i giggled a little to myself.
"What did he do to you?" Tom looked at me with sorrow in his eyes.
"Well.." i felt tears coming out of the corner of my eyes. My throat felt prickly, and i replayed the whole scene in my head.
His hands on me, his devilish lips against mine.
I cried real hard ans Gustav pulled me close again.
"Listen, I'm going to take you home.Okay? You need rest, and to try and forget about this" He whispered in my ear.
"No. Don't leave me. I'm to scared" I gripped him tighter and he stroked my hair.
Tom said something to him in German.
"Then stay at our hotel. Jost shouldn't mind" He said.
I nodded, even though he couldn't see me, and i closed my eyes.

~
I woke up to the shine of the sun through the thin curtains. I was clutching a pillow in my left arm. I was in a my pajamas and i my hair was in a messy ponytail.
Was this Gustav's hotel room? I thought to myself.
I didn't feel good. I had a pain in the lower bit of my stomach, and my head was throbbing.
"Shhh. Starr is still sleeping" I heard someone walk in the room. I was still facing the window, which was opposite of the door, and i felt one side of the bed sink, meaning, who ever just walked into the room, was sitting next to me.
They touched my hair, Gently, thinking i was still asleep. i shut my eyes, and pretended to sleep.



hehe more laterr <3

[TH_luv]

dude more please?! XD I love it! <333

[SammiiXliebe]

okay okay, but you need more too!

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 12


"Starr? You awake?" I heard gustav whisper to me, and i got chills.
"Yeah. I'm awake" i smiled. and i could feel his smile burning through my skin.
I sat up to see him smiling at me.
"Thanks" I smiled again, i was like a huge smiling machine around him.
"For what?"
"For like, letting me sleep here, for comforting me. For everything." I was still clutching the pillow, and now even more harder.
"Listen. You don't have to thank me." he put pushed some of my hair behind my ear, "I wanted to be there for you"
"Really?" I looked up at him. He gave me that adorable smiled, and i melted on the inside. I think i lost brain cells looking at him.
I wanted to lean in, and kiss him. But really, now was not the time, and i saw the eagerness in his face too.
"I think i should go home" I smiled at him and he nodded.


BED TIME D: <3<3

[Viv_Kaulitz]

awesome.
i love it.
you must post more.

[TH_luv]

awesomeness you and gustibear got closer,kiss him! lol mehr?

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

awww...please write more soon....

[luvukaulitztwins]

UH I NEED MORE YOU MADE ME ALL EXCITED TO MAKE ME READ THE NEXT BIT AND THERES NO MORE POST MORE SOON IM DYING HERE :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock:

[Tokio_Ho]

You see me dead ont he floor? Thats what he suspence did! Please Write MORE <33333! <3

[TH_luv]

zomg sammii! I need more!>.<

[SammiiXliebe]

Continue of Chapter 12


I walked into Aunt Margie’s house, clutching my heels in my hand. I slowly closed the door behind me, trying not to make a sound.
“Starr?! Is that you?” I heard the voice of Aunt Margie, as I saw her dash down the stairs in her robe. So much for being quiet.
“Yeah It’s me” I made out the words, my tongue was numb, and she came over, squeezing me to death. I could tell she was worried about me, since it was nearly noon.
“Are you hungry? I cooked SO much freaking food, you have to share it with your Uncle Harold and I” She smiled and I nodded as she tugged me into the kitchen, and I was greeted by about a thousand plates of food, and my uncle Harold stuffing his face.


~

I walked over to Marlena’s house. I was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans, with a black shirt that showed my shoulders and my white tank top underneath. I decided to just wear my mothers plain black nikes.
“okay SO, Taylor got us tickets for their concert tonight” Marlena greeted me with a hug and then exclaimed.
“Now when you say she got them for us, does that mean she bought them online, or begged Tom” I smiled and she giggled.
“Neither, Tom just gave them to her, like it was no big deal. They stayed out really late last night” She gave me a little nudge and a wink and we bursted out into laughter.
Marlena and I drove to Taylor’s house, where she and Vivian were sitting on the steps.
“Ooo, here comes Mrs. Gustibear” Vivian and her giggled as they greeted us with hugs.
“Well, I’m not hiding anything, I woke up in his hotel room.” They all looked at me blankly, “And we did absolutely…nothing” I smiled and they rolled their eyes meaning “Yeah right”.
“Well anyway, Taylor, what about you and Tom…hmm?” Marlena looked at Taylor as she instantly turned red.
“Welllllllllllllll,” she then mumbled something.
“Spit it out!” Vivian exclaimed.
“Okay okay so” she held up her hand, and before us stood this little simple ring with a small looking crystal on it.
We all gasped.
“What the ****, we’ve known them like 3 days!” I jumped.
“I know! He won it for me at some like. Weird thing. I dunno. But he said that he REALLY really likes me. And well.” Taylor trailed off as Vivian cut her off.
“So what. You guys are like, technically going out!”
And we all nodded in agreement as Taylor blushed some more.

~~
We went to the mall, looking for stunning things to wear tonight…but not too stunning.
“Oh my god. That boy looks so familiar” Taylor pointed at this particularly stunning boy, his hair over his eye, his black clothes.
“Oh my gosh, That’s the boy you went up to and told him that Marlena secretly wanted to like bang him!” We all bursted out into laughter, as we saw him and his friends stare at us.

We ran into Hot Topic. And we instantly starting piling clothes in our arms, and then dashed off to one dressing room. The dressing room was pretty big, well obviously, it held 4 girls with about 500 tons of clothing. We were throwing shirts, pants, and even random socks, at each other, saying “OH this would look so hot on you” or “ew, this doesn’t fit me” but we eventually picked out the perfect attire.

For tonight concert, Marlena would be wearing a black skirt, a red tank that said “The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus” and a pair of red and black plaid heels.
Taylor was wearing a pair of black skinnys, that had chains attached, with a black tank with paint splatter designs, and simply a pair of black and white converse.
Vivian was wearing a pair of black leggings, with a long black and white polka dot shirt, with a pair of nice pair of black and white skimmers with cross bones.
I was wearing a plain black skirt with lacing at the bottom, and a pink and black stripped tank top. I was wearing a pair of neon pink knee socks, and was going to borrow Marlena’s black, almost knee high, UGGS.

We walked out of Hot Topic, holding about two giant bags each, and then raced over to Baskin Robbins. I think it became a tradition for us, to eat ice cream before every Tokio Hotel concert.



heh, I'm in school xD

[luvukaulitztwins]

TOKIO HOTEL! TOKIO HOTEL! sorry chanting ahhh post more i wanna know wat happens at the concert :D

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

XDDDDD I love you. I'm going out with Tom. XD

[TH_luv]

dude! How'd you know I like the red jumpsuit apparatus?! XD lol the dude I secretly wanted to bang...remembers me?! O.O...I was in his dreams! lmao he was dreaming of me and he knows it! lmao

[Viv_Kaulitz]

yay!
can't wait to see what happens at the concert.

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 13

We walked up to the venue. We weren't excited just because we were seeing Tokio Hotel, we were excited because we knew them. Taylor was all blushy as we walked through the front door, cutting a bunch of Fans, and we saw Georg coming out of the bathroom.
"Hey guys" he waved and we stood there waving back nerdy like, and we followed him up the stairs and behind the stage.
"Taylor!" Tom jumped as he saw he walk through the door and ran to hug her. We giggled, as we all greeted the guys.
"30 minutes" we heard Jost yell.
"Mein Gott, this is so streefull" Bill yelled, as we all sat on the couches, his arm limply around Marlena. Gustav and I were across from each other. We kept smiling at eachother, and then looking away, i just wanted to be alone with him, and talk.
But then the time came, the one that they had to run on stage, blasting their music and watching their fans.


sorry. Bed D:
continue laterr <3

[TH_luv]

"Mein Gott, this is so streefull" Bill yelled, as we all sat on the couches, his arm limply around Marlena.



zomg! say what?! his arm around me?!>.< that is...*melts like a spazz* :mrgreen:

[Viv_Kaulitz]

yay!
you posted more!
now i'm longing for more again.
this fan fic is like a drug.

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Awwwww. =] Tommy =] Billy =]

<333

[SammiiXliebe]

continue of chapter 13

Us four girls stood at the side of the stage, soaking in the evil glares of the female fans. We stood there smiling as we saw them rocking out like there was no tomorrow. Gustav was beating the crap out of his drum set. Tom has his hands flying over his guitar as bill partied with his mic stand, and Georg flipping back his hair.
They finished with a "By Your Side" and walked off stage, leaving the crowd screaming "ENCORE!". The boys were sweating, gulping down water and wiping their face with towels. Gustav took time to take off his shirt, and me being completly clueless decided to stare, as he gave me a smile and thew two waters bottles to Tom and grabbing two for himself, as they walked back on stage for their Encore. Durch Den monsoon.
At the end of the song, they covered the audience in waters, then tossing the bottles into the audience, and then their towels. Us girls laughed as the fans went insane over such silly things, when we were actually backstage, with the guys.
Saying their last goodbyes and thank yous to the audience, Tokio Hotel walked back stage, wiping the sweat off them with new towels.
Taylor gave me a small push and i found myself slightly flying into Gustav.
"Whoa girl. I think you have a habit of falling into me" He lifted me to my feet, and i felt the warmth of his bare arms and chest. I blushed.
"Heh, sorry" I pushed my hair behind my bangs, and he gave me the "to die for" smile.
"Before the girls with backstage passes come here, I wanna show you something" He smiled and grabbed my hand, and his shirt, putting it on as we walked up some stairs.

~
He covered my eyes, and i heard a door screech.
"I hope that door that just opened means i don't have to walk up any more stairs" I giggled, and i felt a cool rush of air. He uncovered my eyes....



****. dad.Moretomorrow :]

[Viv_Kaulitz]

oooohhhh.
where did he take her??

[filocuk]

oh its very good story perfect ;)

[TH_luv]

zomg! sweetness! XD I wanna know where he took her =D

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 14.


He uncovered my eyes, revealing the scenery of buildings lit up and stars making the sky seem like day. I gasped to myself; the roof of this building brought back so many memories, of the time I was standing upon one just like it. I hesitated walking forward, but let Gustav take my hand and carry me freely. We walked over to edge, his body very close to mine. It was officially the fourth day we’ve known each other, and I felt as if it had been a century or two. I shivered at the wind presented to my bare skin as Gustav wrapped a muscular warm arm around me. I felt his great embrace tingle my body and senses as we stared out into the lights of that city. I really didn’t know which city in the United Kingdom it was, I was in the backseat of the car on our way here, blasting my mother’s i-pod and staring out of the window, letting the other 3 girls talk amongst themselves.

“Do you remember the first time we met?” Gustav broke the silence, as he stared into the night.
“When I was passed out on the bathroom floor, or when I was actually sitting next to you at dinner?” I asked with a small giggled and I saw a grin creep upon his face.
“Well, when you were on the bathroom floor” he squeezed me tighter and closer to him.
“Yeah, kinda…why?”
“When I first saw, your eyes closing, and your delicate body fall to the ground, I felt as if…my heart had sunk, I had no idea what to do, and I ran to get Tom. But that night, I felt different. I didn’t know what it was, when your eyes met mine” he paused to look at me, my eyes wide with shock at what he was saying, and I was desperate to hear those three words, “I felt something I’ve never felt before. And I hope you don’t think I’m some freak, but…seriously…I think I love you”.
To myself I smiled, those words were outstanding to hear, from that one boy I actually gave a **** about, and for once, a boy that actually cared for a girl like me. A big screw up, with no parents, and now living in a part of the world I probably couldn’t find on the map.
“Really?” I looked up at him, and he nodded slowly, I could tell he hoped I felt the same way, even though we haven’t known each other long.
“Yeah...you don’t have to say anything. I understand completely. It was silly to tell you. I know it’s too risky to like a famous guy…so, I’m sorry” he shrugged and began to walk towards the roof exit.
“No wait” I ran after him, grabbing his arm as he spun around and faced me. Our faces were together, we were so close I could feel him breathing, and the beat of his heart. I could see the worry in his eyes, that I didn’t feel the same way.
“I think…that this is a risk I’ll have to take.” I whispered to him as he smiled and I leaned in. His soft lips pressed against mine, as I wrapped my arms around his neck, and his arms came around my waist. I heard police car sirens in the background, probably chasing down on the streets below us. There was different music in every direction, and I could feel the light from the stars burning into my skin. I stood there, my lips still against Gustav’s, as we exchanged the feelings we have been holding in probably our whole lives. I’ve never kissed a guy before, and to myself I hoped I wasn’t horrible, but in that moment it didn’t matter. I was here, in the place my life was about to end, but now…it’s a place where my life really began. My life with Gustav.


Ayo! XD I'm in school. Lulz. :] <3

[luvukaulitztwins]

HOLY **** MORE MORE MORE such a loving chapter awwww Gustis in luv :roll:

[Viv_Kaulitz]

awww, soo cute.
Gustibear + Starr = In Love <3

[Tokio_Ho]

I am so freaking speechless! Tha is just SO amazing...... :shock: SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!! more please <33333333

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Aww That was amazing and Adorable =] I wish I had a guy to like me like that. =[ Oh well, I loved this chapter =] I can't wait to see Tom and I. XD

[TH_luv]

aawww! you and Gusti=CUTE! totally adorable dude! more please???

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww...amazing....sigh....please write more soon...

[SammiiXliebe]

guys...I'm on a really big writers block.
I'm working on the next chapter, and it might
take a while. D:
sorry.
TH_LUV
YOU ARE UPDATING YOUR FAN FICTION...NAO!
I command you! :}

[TH_luv]

guys...I'm on a really big writers block.
I'm working on the next chapter, and it might
take a while. D:
sorry.
TH_LUV
YOU ARE UPDATING YOUR FAN FICTION...NAO!
I command you! :}


uggh...yes mother lmao XD I shall update now

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Gahhh update as soon as you can =]

[SammiiXliebe]

I will i will.
This is like more important
than school to me. :}

[Viv_Kaulitz]

guys...I'm on a really big writers block.
I'm working on the next chapter, and it might
take a while. D:
sorry.
TH_LUV
YOU ARE UPDATING YOUR FAN FICTION...NAO!
I command you! :}


aww, that sucks.
but i know how it feels.
if you need any help don't hesitate to PM me. :)

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 15

Thanks to Sarah :] I am off my writers block.
hehe xD


"Our Flight will be landing in 30 minutes. Please fasten your seat belts" I heard a female voice, as i awoke from my slumber, as I looked out the plane window, wiping my eyes and buckling my seatbelt. I looked over at Gustav sitting next to me, he was cuddled together, sleeping softly. I looked behind me to see Marlena asleep on Bill's shoulder. In front of me Taylor and Tom got up to "go to the bathroom" and i sat there listening to the radio. I saw Vivian and Georg having a thumb war across from me, and then i saw Georg pout as he lost again. We were on our way to Canada. Tokio Hotel had asked all four of us girls, to go on tour with them. I automatically said yes, told my aunt, and packed everything. Letting my aunt give me a ton of money. Well Here i was sitting on the plane, staring out the window, looking at the little ants below me as we came closer and closer to our destination.
I had some water, chatted with Vivian about how terrible this flight was.
I ended up drinking about 4 bottles of water and not going to the bathroom.
"Hey you" I looked over to see Gustav stretch and yawn.
"Heyyy" I jumped up, so glad that the last 10 minutes on this plane wouldn't be a bore.


~~~
"Ugh" Taylor slung her 4th pink bag out of the baggage claim.
"Are we done here?" I sat on my black suitcase, as Marlena and Vivian leaned against the wall behind me.
"Yes! That was the last one! Let's go" We all slumped all our luggage outside to the Escalades waiting to move us all to the Hotels.
"Okay. Well. Before anything happens, Couples are aloud to share hotel rooms. BUT, i am not raising little Tokio Hotel babies, so Protection PLEASE" Jost held up his hands and walked away as we all giggled, piling into the cars.
I sat next to Taylor.
"So. How are things hun?" Taylor closed her phone, giving me a tired smile.
"I dunno. I'm really happy about being here. This is going to be SO much fun" I jumped in my seat as she giggled, "How about you? Huh, Mrs.Kaulitz" I said as she pushed me playfully.
"Well. Tom and I...OKAY if i told you, then you cannot tell anyone." We looked around to see Vivian and Marlena sound asleep. I nodded.
"Well, last night before the plane ride, Tom and were in his hotel room packing."
I nodded, i was hoping nothing bad happened.
"Okay, it started out harmless. Kissing and junk" she scooted closer to me and began to whisper, "He told me. That he has never met a girl like me. And as soon as we get to this hotel, we are making it official." She smiled, and i laughed.

~~

Okay. Bed time? :] more later

[Viv_Kaulitz]

omg!
go on tour with the boys!
how fun! :)

[TH_luv]

zomg this is sooo awesmoe!...and what does Taylor mean by...official?XD lol mehr bitte?

[SammiiXliebe]

zomg this is sooo awesmoe!...and what does Taylor mean by...official?XD lol mehr bitte?

haha, that's for me to know and you to find out. :]
NOW YOU UPDATE YOURS. :]

[CocoRockStar]

*Is a new reader*

I just want you to know that I'm in love with this story :D

[SammiiXliebe]

*Is a new reader*

I just want you to know that I'm in love with this story :D


Thanks hun:]
I'm glad you like it. xD

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

word ma

i almost died of happness when gusti told her he loved her

[herseykiss]

how they makin it officall!!!! o come onn moree!!

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

I think I just died.

My Heart stopped.

I love you. marry me?

[SammiiXliebe]

I think I just died.

My Heart stopped.

I love you. marry me?

ohemgee!
OF COURSE I WILL MARRY YOU. :] <3
but, lol, what if Tom Does.:O!!!!!!!!!
hehe.

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

I think I just died.

My Heart stopped.

I love you. marry me?

ohemgee!
OF COURSE I WILL MARRY YOU. :] <3
but, lol, what if Tom Does.:O!!!!!!!!!
hehe.


O.O Wha.. wha.. Wha.. What?

[SammiiXliebe]

exactly. heheh. :]

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Dudeee. Stop teasing me. Update! And Hit me up with your Cell so I can text you to death begging you to update. Lmao

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 16

I sat on Gustav's bed as he stuffed some shirts into his dresser.
"Yeah and then she told me that her are Tom are going to make it OFFICIAL!" I jumped up and he laughed.
"What does she mean by 'Official'?" He sat next to me on the bed. I got chills down my spine from his touch, and then my voice got softer as i spoke.
"Uhm. I dunno, well, we have to find out don't we?" I smiled and Gustav nodded as he got up to go talk to Tom, whose room was right across from ours.

~~~
Taylor and Tom...
Tom and Taylor.
Oo La La.

Marlena and I dressed in all black, putting on some Dior black sunglasses and dashing out, fallowing Tom and Taylor's car.
They stopped in front of a mere resturant, where they got out to be faced by Tons of cameras and reporters.
We followed them in, and we were seated not to far from their table. We hid our faces behind some menus and watched them as they talked and laughed.
"This is what he means by making it official?!" I whispered to Marlena.
"That's the thing. IT might seem like a date now, but lets hope it doesn't end with Baby strollers." Marlena and I laughed as we watch Tom and Taylor finish desert.
We felt a little bit bad spying on them, dieing to know what was going to happen next, but, ****, what were best friends for?

~
They were at the hotel now, sitting in their room. Marlena and I pressed out ears against the door, hearing them whisper.
"What are you two doing?" We spun around to see Vivian, with her hands at her hips.
"Shhh. We are trying to see what Tom is going to do to Taylor" I pressed my finger against my lips so she would lower her voice.
"I'm so in" she jumped down to the ground where we were, and we all listened.
"Uh. Guys?" all thress of us turned around to see Georg, Gustav and Bill.
"SHH!" Marlena scolded them, and motioned for them to listen as well, and they obliged.

"I know we haven't known eachother long" We heard Tom say, we could hear the kindness in his voice.
"Yeah i know, but it feels like forever." We heard Taylor, and i could feel her blushing through the door.
"Well, not to be to forward or anything. Uhm." We heard shuffling from inside the room, and we could all tell Tom got down on his knee.
We all squealed, and smiled to eachother, dancing on the inside of our tummys, waiting for Tom to finish his move. It was like watching a good movie on TV and then dieing for the commercials to end.
"I would really love it, Taylor, if you would officially, be my girlfriend"
That was it.
It was now official, as we heard Taylor exclaim "YES YES YES!".
We all jumped up to our feet dancing around and laughing, as we heard the door open and we stopped to see Tom and Taylor standing there, and on her finger a giant ring.
"I thought you guys wouldn't be to far behind" Tom laughed and we all went together, being nuts in the middle of the hotel hallway.

~~~

"Wow, that was so cute" I said as all four of us girls sat in circle in Taylor and Toms room on top of her bed. We were admiring her ring.
"You lucky duck! I would love to have a special guy do something like that for me!" Marlena giggled.
"Marlena seriously! Bill is all over you, he is BOUND to go insane soon" Taylor hugged Marlena and we all giggled as Tom walked in.
"Ahh, just what i always dreamed, having four girls wait for me in my hotel room" he joked and we laughed.
"I ought to go to bed. I'm so tired. Later guys" I Hopped off the bed giving everyone good night hugs and then skipping off to my room, which i shared with Gustav.



ugh. I hate typing on macs! D:

[herseykiss]

more samii more!!

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

He got down on his knee! AWWWW Thats so sweet =] I love you right now. And my tommi.. and the sandwich im eating.

[herseykiss]

He got down on his knee! AWWWW Thats so sweet =] I love you right now. And my tommi.. and the sandwich im eating.

LOL TAYLOR!!
wat sandwich i want somee!!

[luvukaulitztwins]

OMG xD one knee i awwwd in rl when i read it lolz more plz :mrgreen:

[TH_luv]

dude one word to describe this:supertasticalawesomeness!

lol I want mehr...bitte?

[Viv_Kaulitz]

awww, that was the cutest thing ever.
you must update! you must!
-has fanfic withdrawls-
i shall keep insisting until the next part is posted.

[CocoRockStar]

Haha I love how they spied on her, and Tom was so adorable while "making it official"

[TH_luv]

updaaaaate bitte!!

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 17

I woke up the next morning to the alarm on Gustav’s phone. He moaned and I kept my eyes shut, I didn’t want to get up. I heard Gustav get off the bed and check to make sure that the blanket was still covering me. I felt the sun burn my eyelids as he opened the curtain, and then hurried off to the shower leaving me “asleep”. I got up yawning and I stretched until I felt better. My head was throbbing, and my throat was itchy. I wasn’t used to sleeping in a new environment, and we weren’t going to be here for long. I pulled out my suitcase, trying to plan out an outfit for today. I chose a black tank top that had a picture of Hello Kitty eating a cupcake on it, and then a short black miniskirt. I placed the clothes on the bed, and went outside in my pajamas to knock on everyone’s door. Jost and I had a conversation yesterday; Gustav and I were everyone else’s alarm clocks. I knocked on Marlena and Bill’s door first.
It swung open and I saw a very very messy Bill. His hair was slung back out of his face, and down, and his makeup was all over the place. He yawned and I put my hands on my hips.
“Breakfast in 10 guys. We got a sound check today!” I walked over to Taylor and Tom’s door, knocking twice. This time Taylor opened, she was all dressed in a pair of white skinny’s and “Alice and Chains”, she was still wearing her slippers.
“Thank god! I need help, Tom is like a LOG when he sleeps.” She pulled me in the room, and we saw Tom cuddled in the blankets, breathing softly.
“Aw he looks so peaceful” I cooed.
“Exactly! That’s why I can’t wake him up! Care to help?” She scoffed and I backed up away from the bed.
“What are you doing?” Taylor backed out of my way.
“Waking him up” I took a small run jumping on top of Tom. I couldn’t mush him, since I weighed like 92 pounds, but Tom jumped up.
“I’m up! I’m up!” Tom whipped his eyes, and I walked out satisfied to go wake up Vivian and Georg. Now those two weren’t a couple, they were really close friends, but since us three girls were all intensely close to the other three boys, Vivian was stuck sharing a room with Georg.
I knocked, and the door creeked open. So, I walked inside to see Georg on the couch, and Vivian taking up the whole bed.
I walked over to Vivian, and began to stroke her arm.
“Hun, time to get up. It’s morning” I said softly as she moaned.
“Mum, five more minutes” She hid behind her pillow.
“Ugh, I’m not your mom” I walked over to the door, to see them both sleeping soundly.
“GEORG VIVIAN! WAKE UP! I’m COOKING PANCAKES!” I yelled and the both shot up.
“REALLY?! I’LL HAVE 7” Vivian jumped, and I laughed.

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

LMAO! 'Cool! I'll have 7!'


Awwwww. Cute Tommi Sleeping.

Oh my gawd you're making me fall for Tom. He'd be so adorable sleeping..


awwww. *smiles* I just wanna say awwww over and over again.

[SammiiXliebe]

LMAO! 'Cool! I'll have 7!'


Awwwww. Cute Tommi Sleeping.

Oh my gawd you're making me fall for Tom. He'd be so adorable sleeping..


awwww. *smiles* I just wanna say awwww over and over again.
haha.
You should watch out.
In reality, Tom is mine. :P <3

[TH_luv]

holle ja my smexxi lil Bill lmao

[Tokio_Ho]

You work magic <333333 Love it! update soon <3333 =]

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Sammiiiiiii If you don't update soon I'm going to text you to death. x____X

[latinaTHfanfurimmer]

*New Reader In The House WOOP WOOP*
Sorry That Was Random lol
Anyways This Is An Amazing Story!!
..........
BTW I Dont Think We&#39;ve Ever Met On Here So Hi!! Im Viviana Or Viv For Short.

[SammiiXliebe]

*New Reader In The House WOOP WOOP*
Sorry That Was Random lol
Anyways This Is An Amazing Story!!
..........
BTW I Dont Think We&#39;ve Ever Met On Here So Hi!! Im Viviana Or Viv For Short.





ooo! I'm so glad you like it! ;D
I'm Sammii! xD hehe.

[TH_luv]

*New Reader In The House WOOP WOOP*
Sorry That Was Random lol
Anyways This Is An Amazing Story!!
..........
BTW I Dont Think We&#39;ve Ever Met On Here So Hi!! Im Viviana Or Viv For Short.





ooo! I'm so glad you like it! ;D
I'm Sammii! xD hehe.

Sammiiiiiii! >.< update plz plz plz plz plz! I updated mine now its yur turn to update!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

aww i can imagine seeing tom sleep.
-sighs- how adorable.


“REALLY?! I’LL HAVE 7” Vivian jumped
haha, i feel like a fatass, lol. :)

please do continue sammii :D

[SammiiXliebe]

LOL I can now update from my new iPod touch. Yay.


-sent from my iPod!<3

[latinaTHfanfurimmer]

*New Reader In The House WOOP WOOP*
Sorry That Was Random lol
Anyways This Is An Amazing Story!!
..........
BTW I Dont Think We&#39;ve Ever Met On Here So Hi!! Im Viviana Or Viv For Short.





ooo! I'm so glad you like it! ;D
I'm Sammii! xD hehe.

Yeah This Story Is Very Amazing
Hi Sammii! nice To Meet You! :mrgreen:

[xXxMandiixXx]

i love it cant wait for the next chapter :)

<3 Mandii xx

[Viv_Kaulitz]

you must post more!
pretty please with sugar on top

[SammiiXliebe]

okay okay, i'm updating now.
Because some people wont leave me alone -_-
-cough-TAYLOR-cough-.
lolol sike nah, I love yah Tay.:}
Okay I'm updating noww.:]

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

yay!!!!*claps*

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 18!

yay. :]



"Bow chicka wah wahhh" Taylor sat in the chair next to me, as we all sat around a round table, chomping down on breakfast and practically choking on our coffee.
"Hyper much?" I nudged Taylor.
"More like..that Axe commercial is addicting" she used her fingers to do the little quote sign, and ordered some pancakes.
"How did you sleep?" I asked Marlena and Vivian and the both shrugged.
"I am so tired. The whole night bill's hair kept getting in my eyes" Marlena giggled and Bill gave her a small squeeze.
"ACTUALLY! I'm the only one who had the bed to myself. I slept pretty well" Vivian smiled.
"That's exactly why I get the bed tonight" Georg smiled proudly and Vivian stuck out her tongue.
"What about you Starr...Sleep well?" Taylor tapped her fork on her plate and probably singing a random song in her head.
"Perfectly." I smiled to Gustav, and he smiled back, as Tom gave him a "WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT" look, and then got out of his seat, giving a small kiss on the cheek to Taylor and whispered "Hold on" and then grabbing Gustav by the wrist pulling him out of the room.
We all watched as Tom dragged out Gustav, asking him questions every second.
The rest of us sat at the table laughing, and watching them disappear.
"So what did really happen?" Vivian asked me desperetly and everyone stared, trying to get all the details out of me, even though there weren't any.
"Nothing happened. We slept in the same bed, and that's it. We woke up clothed, and breathing. Okay?" I crossed my arms giving them a grin, and they all giggled or scoffed then went back to their food.
"Gustav is sooo slow at relationships"Georg said with a mouthful of bacon.
"Yeah, his last girlfriend, NEVER got kisses. At least not in front of us." Bill shrugged, and chugged down the remainders of his coffee.
"What ever. What's on our sceduale?" I changed the subject.
"Hmm. sound check...concert...fangirls...party" Bill smiled and wrapped an arm around Marlena, as he whispered something, and she nodded.
"Guys, we will see yah laterrr" She jumped up with Bill and hand in hand they walked out.
"They are adorable" Vivian smiled as we watched them walk out.
"Hm. I'm still trying to figure out what's going on between them" Taylor shrugged.
"Well they aren't official from what Bill tells me, but very close to it." Georg smiled and we all stared at him.
"Details. NOW!" All three of us girls yelled in unison, and he gave us all the little dirty details of Bill's sneaky plan to make Marlena his, and we all squealed, thinking it was the cutest thing alive.


~~~
"Pffffft. Im bored" Tom spoke, as we were all sitting on the floor after the concert, and we didn't feel like going out to party. We were sitting in Tom and Taylor's hotel room, sitting on the floor and being bored. :]
"Me too. Let's Play a game!~" I jumped up as the other girls nodded.
"haha, Truth or dare" Bill giggled, and we all sat up against the round circular coffee table, Gustav was at my side.
"Good idea" Vivian pulled out a coke bottle from the mini fridge and handed it to Tom.
"What the **** do you want me to do with this?" He held in his hands looking at it blankly.
"Drink it, so we can use it to spin around. DUH!" I nudged him and he nodded, chugging down the coke, and then burping loudly.
"Ew." All three of us girls looked at him, in disgust.
"Do that again, and I'm kicking you out" Taylor laughed, and playfully pushed him.
"I wanna go first!" I smiled, and spun the empty bottle, which landed on Tom.
"Truth or dare?" I giggled as Tom said "DARE!" Probably trying to show off to his love. Ha.
"I dare you to spin the bottle and make out with whoever it lands on" I crossed my arms proudly as Taylor laughed at me, because she knew i wanted him to see a tad bit of ****. As all of the others laughed.
"Dude, if that lands on me, I will KILL you if your tongue goes in my mouth" Gustav laughed as Georg and Bill agreed. He spun the bottle, and all of us gasped when we saw who it landed on, and then we all began to giggle, except for me of course.





hehe. :]

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

not funny...who did it land on???...please write more soon...

[Viv_Kaulitz]

oh gawd!
who did it land on??
-secretly wishing it lands on me-

[TanteMegs]

LMAO!!!!! I can already guess who it's going to land on. I just can't wait for the reaction. Update fast please. Don't keep me hanging here!!!!


Megan

[TH_luv]

*hyperventalating!* (sp?) BREATH MARLENA!! BREATH! zomg Sammii! I luv you soo much! XD I cant breath!!!!

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

hkj;lharwioeuhbnsm;ktpoeariohunj xg

dhlzfkjhdopinjmskldng



GAHHHH!

[exhilaration]

:OOO

[herseykiss]

OMG SAMII i no weho it landed on ahahahha woo i wanna see this(well read it)

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 19


I stared at the end of the bottle that was facing me. I had to make out with Tom? That was a stupid dare now that i think about it.
I shrugged as Tom giggled.
"So are we gonna stare at eachother all night? It's a dare, it's not like there are like feelings in it" Taylor giggled and shoved Tom.
"And REMEMBER making out means tongues" Vivian smiled.
"Oh thanks" I rolled my eyes, and Gustav giggled, as i leaned over the table, letting Tom come to me and press his lips against mine. I felt Taylors eyes staring, and i felt like dieing, like seriously, THIS was her boyfriend.
"I don't see tongues" Marlena piped in, and i heard Vivian agree. I think they wanted a make out scene. But i felt Tom's lip ring press into my bottom lip as his tongue snaked into my mouth. It wasn't a big deal, that whole time i pretended it was Gustav, and i failed terribly.
I felt Tom's hand being placed gently on my hip, and i found my hand near his neck. I wanted it to be over, so i pulled away fast, sitting back down, my cheeks burning.
"My turn" Tom spun the bottle as it landed on Marlena.
"Truth or Dare?" Tom sat on his knees, eagerly waiting for Marlena to answer.
"Truth" she exclaimed.
"Hmm," Tom thought.



gah bed. D: lulz.

[Viv_Kaulitz]

"And REMEMBER making out means tongues" Vivian smiled.

haha, this made me laugh.
poor Starr, but i secretly wish it was me.

[CocoRockStar]

Aww poor, poor girl, having to make out with Tom ;)

[TH_luv]

zomg! aawww! poor Star! >.< Im sure she felt horrible,but hmmm...whats marlenas truth gonna be? :shock: Im locked in and need more now! >.<

[SammiiXliebe]

Continue of Chapter 19


"Who are you crushing on at the moment?" Tom clicked his tongue, as Marlena blushed. Everyone knew Bill and Her were deeply passionate for each other, just no one ever admitted it. Taylor playfully pushed Tom, making him grab his arm and softly say ow.
"You don't have to answer that hun" Tay gave Tom a dirty look, but they both ended up laughing at each other, and Tom pulled her close.
"Guys..game?" Gustav ruined their moment and they both rolled their eyes, as Marlena spun the bottle.
It landed on someone we weren't expecting, it was...Jost?
We all looked to our left to see Jost standing in the doorway, tapping his foot, the bottle glumly pointing at him.
"Oh god guys. Not this game" He sounded disappointed as grabbed the bottle from the table and we all sighed.
"It's late. Everyone needs plenty of rest tomorrow, we got an interview. Jost left, closing the door behind him, and we heard a clunk, indicating that he had thrown the bottle into a garbage can.
"Well, it was fun while it lasted" I yawned and got up, "But im so sleepy, I'll see you all in the morning." I walked out and went to my room, changed into shorts and a tank and laid in the bed.
I think i dozed off for a while, because the next time i woke up, Gustav was next to me. He was breathing softly, and wasn't wearing a shirt.
I enjoyed watching him sleep. It was so peaceful, sometimes, it even made me want to sleep.

[TH_luv]

awww thats adorable! :D lolz I didnt admit I love Bill aaawww lolz Jost the party pooper XD

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

*slaps tom*

THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ME.

[Viv_Kaulitz]

Jost is such a fun hogger (sp?)

[Viv_Kaulitz]

when are you gonna update sammii??
i think i'm gonna die of impatience.

[SammiiXliebe]

*slaps tom*

THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ME.

LOL <3

[TH_luv]

oh mein gott,sammii! update plz plz plz! you told me you'd update and that was like 3 hours ago! update before I die with vivian of impatience!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

oh mein gott,sammii! update plz plz plz! you told me you'd update and that was like 3 hours ago! update before I die with vivian of impatience!

yes!
please!
if we died of impatience then you, sammii, would feel guilty because all you had to was update your ff. ;)

[xMusiicLuv]

NEW READER

luvv your FF

[herseykiss]

sammiii hurry upp plzzz i relle wanna no what happenss!!

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 20


For all of you guys who like killed me verbally
to update. :} i give you this chapter. haha ily <3


"WAKE UP" I felt someone jump on me and i opened my eyes wide to see Marlena attacking me. I groaned.
"kay. I'm up" I rubbed my eyes and yawned. I looked to see Gustav sleeping soundly and curled up in a little ball.
"Want me to jump on him too?" Marlena got off me and began to get ready to jump.
"Noooo. i think he could get up on his own." I smiled and began to get out of the bed.
"WAKE UP GUSTI!" I heard Bill run into the room and jump on Gustav.
"Or not." I laughed as Gustav got up and looked at Bill with a 'wtf' look.
Marlena and Bill left, giggling at themselves and shutting the door behind them.


~~

Sound Check. Oh joy.
I sat on the Tokio Hotel couch backstage, as i heard BreakAway blast in the background. Marlena, Taylor, and Vivian were looking out at the guys play their amazing music, and i sat on the couch, i didn't feel to well.

I soon heard the music stop, and Jost yell "Good job Good Job, 10 minute break!" and the guys walked backstage. I didn't see them come, but i head them, i was to busy staring at the floor, and thinking about nothing that made sense.
"Starr...you okay?" I felt a hand touch my leg and i jumped back into reality, and i saw Bill sitting by my side, holding a water bottle and sweating.
"Yeah. I'm...I'm fine. I think" I stared back at the floor, and i my head began to hurt.
"Okay, you just don't seem to look okay." He didn't move his hand from my leg, and i could feel Marlena staring at us. I wanted to swipe his hand away, it wasn't ever like me to flirt with someone else's 'man'. But i didn't move his hand, there was something about his delicate hand, and perfect nails that comforted me. I felt the couch on my other side sink, and i looked over to see Gustav. I could tell he didn't like Bill next to me, and instantly Bill's hand was removed and he got up and left.
"Uhmm. You look like you need to talk" Gustav looked me in the eyes, giving me that adorable smile. I melted a little on the inside.
"Yeah. Well. Maybe i do. I'm not sure." I twirled my hair.
"Come on. Let's go for a walk" He held out his hand and i grabbed it, as Gustav pulled me out so we could roam the venue and 'talk'.



weeeeeeeeeee :] more laterr

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

A Walk?

ohhhhhhhhhh. Does this have to do with kissing.

You know, Mommy always told me if you kiss a boy you have a baby.

HEY TOM. GET OVER HERE!

[amandaaraujo]

PLEASE WRITE MORE THIS FAN FIC IS F ing AMAZING PLEZZZ UPDATE..

[TH_luv]

lmao Taylor that's what mommy told me too! XD ...and you Billy boy...tsk tsk tsk! yeah that better have been just to comfort,nothing more!ya hear me Billy?! nothing more! >.<,lolz mehr?

[Tokio_Ho]

I am having a twitching fit, WRITE MORE!!!!!!

[xMusiicLuv]

OMG :shock:


WRITE MORRREEEE

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

nein!!! sammi ur killing me with the cliff hangers !!!

<333333333333

[Viv_Kaulitz]

sammii you musst write more.
you're killing me over here.

[SammiiXliebe]

lolol, okay I'm updating like like 10 xD

[herseykiss]

10 sammi i dont get it...at 10:00 or something else??

[exhilaration]

LALALALALALAPOSTMORELALALALA.
:]

[luvukaulitztwins]

OH COME ON I RELI WANNA READ IT IT'SD 22:13 AND I GOT SCHOOL 2MOZ NOBODY KNOWS IM UP BUT MY BRO

[SammiiXliebe]

10 sammi i dont get it...at 10:00 or something else??


10 minutes? maybe 10:00 i think i messed up my words. lolol

[TH_luv]

Sammii!!!...you updating? :)

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 21


"Well, before we go into like...great detail, i just wanna know something" Gustav pulled me close to him and i nodded.
"What's...going on...like between us?"...
I looked at the floor.
"I don't know. What is going on between us?" i smiled.
"Well, half of the world thinks we're a couple." he shrugged.
"Hmm, well what do you want?" I stopped walking, and Looked him in the eyes. Both of my hands were in his, as he gave me a small smile.
"I would really like it, If you were mine" He whispered and i blushed, looking to the floor and then back at him.
"So would I" I nodded and he smiled.


~~~
I sat on Marlena's bed. She was running around the room, trying to find clothes for her 'date' with Bill.
"Oh my gosh I'm soooo excited" She ran around, looking in the full length mirror and holding dresses us.
"Purple or black?" She asked, and i layed down and moaned.
"Hun, you okay?" She put down her dresses and sat next to me.
"Ugh, listen, when Gustav and i went to talk, it was about like...us. And like...technically we're a couple, but it doesn't feel right." I rubbed my eyes.
"Well, Gustav is a hard one. Listen Starr. If it doesn't feel right, then it isn't. Just do what your heart says." She smiled at me, I'm glad she was my friend.
"Okay okay. But what if my hearts wrong?" I asked.
"It's never wrong" she got up off the bed, and grabbed her dresses, "Purple or black?" she looked back in the mirror.
"Black" I said randomly, right now i really didn't care. I had some thinking to do.





~~ this is only half of the chapterrr.

[TH_luv]

eek!Sammii!! yur gonna update more of the chapter,right?right?!right?!!! >.< I need to know if the black dress is smexxi enough?! XD lolz no but seriously I need more I'll update more if you update more!

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

1/2 A CHAPtER ... 1/2 a chapter

now i know u want me dead ...

lol jk no pressure ...

singing* can u feel the pressure , its getting closer nowwww.

umm srry just had a pramore moment ...

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 21


I laid in my bed, thinking and thinking...and thinking. Until i heard a creek at the door, probably Gustav.
"Starr?" I heard a familiar voice, and i got out of bed to see Marlena wearing her black sparkle dress and holding her heels in her hand.
"Yeah what's up?" I turned on the light and we both sat on the bed, I looked at the clock to see 4:00am.
"Okay uhmm. It's about Bill and I." She looked worried.
"It's okay you could tell me anything" I smiled.
"we did some..things, and I'm starting to have second thoughts." She gave me a corked smile, and my eyes bulged out of my head. Things?!
She explained it all, the way he told her his feelings, and how things ended up the way she wasn't playing it in her head.
Marlena was confused, and so was I. I was also scared, not for me, but for her, what if Bill wasn't the right guy? What if this will ruin both his career and her life? I really didn't know at this point, and neither did my best friend. We sat their in silence, and i could see the pain in her eyes. I could tell that she was thinking that the whole thing she just did...was a mistake. And i felt as if i was the one who had to go out there and fix it. Me, the one who was also trying to fix up her life, and now I had to step in and fix my best friends. Then again...what are friends for?





weeee. Chapter 22 coming soon!

[TH_luv]

:shock: :shock: :shock: sammmiiiiii...what did Bill and I do?...please tell me if it was in the bed,we used a condom! >.< eek! what happened?! IM dying over here sammii! *hyperventilates*

[amandaaraujo]

OMG i hope shes not pregnant :shock:

[CocoRockStar]

"Things?" What things?????

[Viv_Kaulitz]

hmmm..."things"...what kind of "things" ;)
what's gonna happen with Gustav and Marlena and Billy??


i think you just wanna kill me, don't you sammii? :)

[luvukaulitztwins]

OMG xD THINGS WAT THINGS OMG GOSH I SO WANNA SEE UR THOUGHTS OF WAT U MEANT WHEN WRITING THAT :shock:

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

wfkjadshglkadshgaslkjghaskljhdsfhj


WHAT HAPPENS!

AHHHHH

I want a baby. Even with Tom, we'll get through it together!!!

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

oh snap!

[SammiiXliebe]

Okay so, i was writing chapter 22, and
then my computer died.
So it got deleted. -_-

[herseykiss]

Okay so, i was writing chapter 22, and
then my computer died.
So it got deleted. -_-
ohh thats fed upp thats why u gotta save after every freckin paragraph
lol (no from experensies

[luvukaulitztwins]

Okay so, i was writing chapter 22, and
then my computer died.
So it got deleted. -_-
AWW MAN THT RELI DOES SUCK i wuld hate tht...DANG longer to wait. *sits there staring at the same screen refreshing it every 5 seconds* :mrgreen:

O_e i cant wait for the chapter

=] MUMMY IM NOT ANIMAL =]
=] MUMMY IM NOT AN ABORTION=]

xD


O_e

=] I USED TO LUV HER BUT I HAD TO KILL HER=]

=] IM COMING HOME I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR FAR TOO LONG=]

=] ICH MUSS DURCH DEN MONSUN HINTER DIE WELT=]

=] TEENAGERS SCARE THE LIVING **** OUT OF ME=]

=] WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE WE LIKE FUN AND GAMES=]

SINGING HOURS OF SONGS xD

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Hmm. *sees a line from welcome to the jungle and instantly starts to sing*

Welcome, Welcome to the Jungle... Watch it bring you to your shun nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah knees knees..


Ohhh. I wanna watch you Bleeddddd.

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 22


I walked on into Taylor's room, i didn't know what to do about Marlena, and i thought Taylor would help.
"Tay?"I walked all the way into her hotel room, to run into Tom only wearing a towel.
"Oh! Sorry" i spun around so i couldn't see, and i heard him change quickly.
"It's...okay" he scratched his head, and i began to replay the scene with Marlena, with her crying, and scared of the future. And i began to think of Gustav and i, and how i thought how i was probably going to be stuck in the middle of things.
"Are you okay?" Tom asked as i looked up at him and nodded.
"You don't look okay. Here sit down, tell me what's on your mind." Tom led me to sit down next to me on his bed, and he put his hand on my leg, which comforted me in the most oddest way.
"Well. I just talked to Marlena." I choked, trying to hold back my small amount of tears, "Her and Bill just uhm..."
Tom's eyes widened and I nodded.
"They had sex?" His eyes got bigger, and i could tell in his mind that he wanted to laugh, but he saw how serious i took this.
"She's scared Tom, she's scared that she made a mistake giving herself to a guy. Because seriously, when she was just a fan, loving Bill was like...a fangirl thing, it's actually really weird now. I don't know how to think of it." I shrugged, and Tom nodded.
"But how is this effecting you? Like, it really just has to do with Marlena and Bill". Tom added in.
"Well, Marlena is like, my sister, and it got me thinking...about like Gustav."
"Gustav? You guys are like in deep love, why would you have doubt about that?" Tom asked, as i stared down at the hand that was on my leg, and shivered at the chills it gave me. I looked back up at him, into his eyes that lit up this dark room, and the little grin he always had. His dreads were up in a hat, but yet hung over his shoulders, and his lip ring shone in the small amount of light from the window.
"It's because..I think i have feelings for someone else".



~~~

Tom walked me to Bill's room, where Taylor last went, because she was trying to find Vivian.
Tom knocked three times, and gave my hand a squeeze and walked back to his room.
The door didn't open...i knocked again and the door opened on it's own.
"Tayy?" I asked quietly, and i heard a sound come over from the bedroom area.
I walked more into the hotel room, to see Taylor, and Bill sitting hand and hand, their lips locked together, and they both separated to stare at me.
"Oh ****" I ran out of the room, ****, Marlena was not going to like this, frick, Tom wasn't going to like this, Bill was probably going to kill me if i told, and...Vivian. I needed to talk to someone new, someone who would probably know exactly how to handle things.
I walked over to Vivian's hotel room.
Knock Knock.
Georg opened the door, and
I smiled.
He let me in, and i saw Vivian sitting on the floor watching the TV.
"Aye there. What's up?" She asked, and i sat next to her.
"I need help".

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

*jaw drops to floor*

[SammiiXliebe]

*jaw drops to floor*


you weren't expecting that ayee? :]

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

I mean.. god... kissing.. bill.. that's amazing..

BUT NOT IN THAT SITUATION.

When I read about Tom putting his hand on you.. i was ready to type 'bxtchslaps' in my reply..

Then I scrolled down and I was like "O.O"

[SammiiXliebe]

I mean.. god... kissing.. bill.. that's amazing..

BUT NOT IN THAT SITUATION.

When I read about Tom putting his hand on you.. i was ready to type 'bxtchslaps' in my reply..

Then I scrolled down and I was like "O.O"

lmao, it was in a comforting situation.
Okay I'll update sooon, once i get more comments from people.
:]

[herseykiss]

more sammiii!!!!!!
dam taylor u got tom AND bill....shooottt

[SammiiXliebe]

ahhh, not for long. -_- :P

[herseykiss]

ahhh, not for long. -_- :P
ohh come onn pretty plz wit extra tom sprinkels and a sexy bill cherry on topp???

[SammiiXliebe]

Lol, finne I'm on it,

chapter 24 <3 coming up! xD

[TH_luv]

sammii!!!! zomg this isnt good wtf?!....I just noticed that marlenas left with nobody =P I need more!

[CocoRockStar]

:o WHOA!!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

whoa! :shock:
this was soo unexpected! :o
what's gonna happen now?!
i just died a little on the inside.

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

*waits un-patiently for more*

[Viv_Kaulitz]

i shall die if more isn't posted ;)

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 23


I explained it all to Vivian, as she listened to me blab about my issues.
"Listen. You gotta chill. These boys, are just as confused as you are. So just breathe" Vivian got up to get me a glass of water, and i looked over to see Georg in the bathroom flexing in the mirror.
"Okay, I'll try, but seriously, I think you and Georg are the only normal ones here" I scoffed, as she handed me my water and i took a sip.
"Ha, That's what you think" Georg laugh, and brushed his hair.
"Seriously, if anything, you guys are deffinetly normal compared to us. Now. You better get some rest, its like almost time for the sound check, and Jost said us chicks don't have to go." Vivian gave me a hug, and i handed her back the glass of water, thanking her, and leaving off to my hotel room.
But i was stopped by a hand coming out of no where and grabbing my arm, and i was pulled into a room, to face a very very, worried looking Taylor.
"Taylor? Ohmy god. Are you okay?" I practically yelped, as she shushed me, and pulled me to sit on her bed.
"Listen. Tom and I...just talked. and. We broke up" She held up her hand to show her bare finger, where that ring that Tom gave her once stood.
"Oh my. What about Bill?" my eyes bulged out of my head, and i kept remembering Vivian's kind words.
"Well, uhm. He is talking to Marlena right now...next door" She pointed to the wall where we heard faint talking. We both sped to the wall, pressing up our ears against it to hear their conversation.
"You did..WHAT with Taylor?" I heard Marlena yell.
"Listen we just kissed, and I seriously think, that You and I are not going to work out" I heard Bill say his painful words and I could feel the pain Marlena was being put through.
"Okay." Her voice dropped, and I heard a door slam, which indicated that Marlena left the room.
I heard Bill sigh, and Taylor dragged me outside the hotel room to see a crying Marlena.
"Marlena" I sat next to her putting my arm around her and using my sleeve to wipe her tears, "Hun things are going to be okay."
"Yeah right. This is like the worst day ever" She stood up and brushed her hair out of her face, "It's all thanks to you" she pointed at Taylor, "But seriously, why should i care? It's just a boy right? Ugh. Taylor I thought you were my friend. Why the **** would you do this to me?" Marlena pounded off, and I looked at Taylor as she wiped away some tears from her eyes.
"Listen Tay, she's just mad, one day we're just going to look back at this time and laugh. Thinks WILL be okay" I gave her a hug, and she nodded.
"I wish that day would come faster" She spoke between sobs, and then slowly slumped back into her room.
And there I was again...alone, in the hallway of this hotel, surrounded by the people who are acting like there's a war on. Ugh. What do i do? I sat against a wall and pulled my knees up to my chest.
"Starr?" I looked over to my left to see Tom.
"Hey Tom" I smiled weakly as he walked over and sat next to me.
"Well I just heard...everything that happened. Are you okay?" He scooted closer to me.
"Yeah I'm fine. Being in the middle of things isn't so hot, but i guess, i just have to deal right?" I shrugged.
"Yeah..totally. Soo...wanna come back to my room to like...chill before the sound check? Jost just got me a knew one since well...Taylor kinda...kicked me out" Tom shrugged.
"Sure. I think all i need right now is a good hang out." I smiled as we both got up and walked down the hall to Tom's hotel room.

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Grr.

*still feels attatched to Tom*

Don't you dare go in his room.

Unless i go in Bill's. XD

[Viv_Kaulitz]

thank you!
but now i wanna know what happens in Tommii's room. :?

[SammiiXliebe]

thank you!
but now i wanna know what happens in Tommii's room. :?
sexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsesex

nothing. :}

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

*growls*

[CocoRockStar]

Omg this just keeps getting better and better!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

thank you!
but now i wanna know what happens in Tommii's room. :?
sexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsexsesex

nothing. :}

lmao!
now are sure you "nothing" happened? ;)

[SammiiXliebe]

ah, You'll see. :]

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Are you updating more tonight?

[SammiiXliebe]

Are you updating more tonight?

yeah i guess. :} heh
let me just finish chapter 7 in
"Rock and Roll is dead" then I'm back here. :]

[TH_luv]

zomg! whats gonna happen?! while things are happening to everyone else you and tom are getting closer?! zomg zomg zomg!!

[SammiiXliebe]

zomg! whats gonna happen?! while things are happening to everyone else you and tom are getting closer?! zomg zomg zomg!!


update yours! xD

[TH_luv]

zomg! whats gonna happen?! while things are happening to everyone else you and tom are getting closer?! zomg zomg zomg!!


update yours! xD

lmao ahaha okee you caught me I'll go update noooww! :D

[SammiiXliebe]

zomg! whats gonna happen?! while things are happening to everyone else you and tom are getting closer?! zomg zomg zomg!!


update yours! xD

lmao ahaha okee you caught me I'll go update noooww! :D

YESHHH! lol

[Viv_Kaulitz]

thanks for reminding her.
i was about to do that.

[SammiiXliebe]

thanks for reminding her.
i was about to do that.


lmao, okay I'm updating here now.
I just finished the chapter for "Rock and Roll is dead."

[TH_luv]

thanks for reminding her.
i was about to do that.
lolz do you people really think that I'd forget about updating? lmao XD

[Viv_Kaulitz]

thanks for reminding her.
i was about to do that.


lmao, okay I'm updating here now.
I just finished the chapter for "Rock and Roll is dead."

yesh!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

thanks for reminding her.
i was about to do that.
lolz do you people really think that I'd forget about updating? lmao XD

yes, i actually did.
i was like "oh no, she forgot about me." :cry:

[SammiiXliebe]

wee! -dance-

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

*pants waiting*

I'm hyperventilating.

[TH_luv]

thanks for reminding her.
i was about to do that.
lolz do you people really think that I'd forget about updating? lmao XD

yes, i actually did.
i was like "oh no, she forgot about me." :cry:

lolz naaaah,I wouldnt forget I was just stuck at my little sisters baseball game and so...yeah ya understand me now? lolz

[Viv_Kaulitz]

yes i do :)