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[KaityKins]

Ok so first off my name is Kaity and my Frirnd hannah got me ADDICTED to writing storys!!!
So i thought i would write one(which is my first)about TOKIO HOTEL!!!!
So here it is and tell me what you think!!! :D




"Hannah come on I'm ready!" I said
"Ok give me like 3 secs ok?" Hannah repiled.
What can i say me and her my been best friend for like EVER but geez she takes WAY to lond in the bathroom!
"we are going to be late!" I said.
"OMG do you know how long its going to take us to get there?!"Hannah asked
"time, Hannah, time" i siad as we walked to the my car.
St.louis is where we were going. WRAPED TOUR BABY!!!
This was the first time me and Hannah were going be oursevles!!
We were listening to some music wen Hannah said"look Kaity there is!!" she almost jump out of her sit!!
"Mom we made it....ok i will....yes mom....ok love you too Bye" I called my mom to let here that we made it!!


We had a great time!! We mosh and ugh it was GREAT!!!
"i had no clue moshing could be so .....Dirty but great all at the same time!!"Hannah siad as she sat down at a table."I know. You know what that means dont know?"i ask
"no what" she said
"this means that you lost your moshing virginity"i said with a smirk.
"well then..." i said
"what?" Hannah asked
"that man with the dreads. i think....Hannah is there haerts in my eyes?" I asked
"haha No" she said
When this girl sat next to hannah bumping in to her"TOM...I really sorr..." It was a GIRL!! And the way He just stopped right in the middle of what he was saying and just was starring at Hannah like she was a queen or something.
And i was LOVIN the look and hannah face when he said"im bill"
She just stood there like a doll.I even had to kick her."im hannah"she said with a smile.
"and this 'loser' is my brother Tom" 'Tom' was the man with the dreads!
"and you are...?" tom asked me with a smile.
"im Kaity" i said with a smile
"what a beautiful name for a beautiful girl" Tom said
Thank you god for letting us just get done moshing that way he couldnt see me blushing.
like 30 mins later Bill looks at his watch and says "Oh no tom we got to go like now!" Bill said
Tom looked at his phone"oh man we got to go but met us at the north stage in a hour ok?" Tom said
"yae thats fine see you then" i said with a smile.

Chapter 2
"Kaity do you want to see the band Tok...Teeko..."
"TOKIO HOTEL" saod some really random guy with PERFECT hair.
"Sure why not"i said "it cant hurt"
When we get to the satge like maybe like 100 people where there.
Then these 2 kids caome on stage. Then 2 more came out and sat on a stool "Für das Kommen zum Erscheinen danke. Hoffnung magst du die Musik. Dieses ist Anruf durch deine Seite!" said the one with the black hair. Hannah look ed over at me and said "ok i know you know what they are saying" And i did me and my family took a trip a Germany and lucky me i learned some while i was there.
And thats what they where spaeking-German
"yae i do they are saying'Thank you for coming to the show. Hope you like the music. This one is call By Your side!'"
We listened to the song and LOVED it! We tryed to follow them but right after that song was over they got off stage fast!! "we got to find them" And we arent the smartest poeple in the world that we went though a mosh pit and lost them!!
But the wierd thing was that that band "tokio hotel" Me and Hannah LOVED them!! We dont know anything about them!!
and that SUCKED!!

Then Tom and Bill came up and tap us on our shoulders.
Hannah didnt freak out but I DID!!!
"you guys made it" Bill said looking at hannah.
"you guys are from Germany right?" I asked
"yae why?" Tom aksed
"i thought you were thats all" i said looking around.
we started haeding to the gate and hannah and bill where in front of me and tom. i looked at Hannah and i saw it in her eyes- she over josh- it was GREAT!! And tht made me happy!!
"so where did you guys go?" tom asked
"we saw this band teeko something... there were good though" i said while gazing in tom eyes.
"really? like really good or just good? not like i care just..?" he asked
"really good" i said!!
"what hotel are you staying at?" bill asked hannah
Hannah said "kaity cousins house"
"and why dont know just stay with us?"bill asked looking back at me.
Yea that would be GREAT" tom said while licking his lip ring.
"well..." i started when i looked at hannah as she gave me a DIRTY look as if she REALLY wanted to get josh OUT of her haed. "...sure why not" i said
"Great you can meet the other... i maen our friends"Bill said.
"ok so me and bill have o do something first and then we can go. need a ride?" Tom said
"no i can drive" i repiled
"ok then i will call you when we are ready" said bill
Hannah gave bill her number and we walked to my car.

[center]CHAPTER 3


"OMG" i said "i know right bill is soo....GREAT" hannah said!!
"yea but we dont know to much about them" i said
" dont be a partypooper Kaity you know you like tom and i can tell its in your eyes" hannah said
"yae i do! and i dont know but..." i started then i see tom looking in Hannah window and i freaked out. he open the door and said "sorry i didnt maen to scare you but me and bill were wonder if we could ride with you to the hotel." tom said
"yae and bill and me can sit in the back with me so kaity and tom can get to know each other better" Hannah said with a smirk and her face.
"hannah..."i said
"i would love to et to know the real Kaity behind those eyes"
and with those words i was his.

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[<3ByYourSide<3]

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

im in it...be jealous!!!

BILL IS MINE!!!!!! hahahahahaha

im lovin it kaity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[KaityKins]

They go tin the car as i drove to the hotel i looked back at Bill and Hannah i saw that they were gigging and haveing a GREAT time!! I was happy fpr her!i looked over at Tom and i saw that he was looking at my phone. It was ligting up.I pick it up and it read MOM "hello" i said "yes mom we wanted to get a room...yea i knnow... i will love you too." I said. "Hannah!? Ha
Hannah? CAll your mom" i told her but i knewshe didnt listen she was to busy lughing with Bill. I was Really happy when we go to the hotel.
"Heres your key Mr.Kaulitz"said the lady at the front desk.
"thank you" said Tom. We started to walk up the stairs anf Hannah and bill were in front of me and Tom. Isaw Bill grab Hannahs hand shereally didnt know what to do so she just grabbed his hand back.

CHAPTER4 Me and Toms P.O.V
I walked in Toms room and saw that he might have been here for awhile but i wasnt for sure. I REALLY needed a shower-going to wraped made me feel GROSS! "is there anything you need"tom asked "yae a towel i need to take a shower"
i said with a smirk. "yea ..." he said laghing "here you go" he said i gave him a smile!!

HANNAH AND BILLS P.O.V
"here it is" bill said " our room for the night" "So where are you and your brother from?" asked Hannah "Berlin, Germany around here" he said. He vocie was like a angel and i LOVED it!! "and your twins right?" DUH i thoguth to my self! "we are 18 how old are you and kaity?" He asked giving me a wierd look. "ummm... im 16 almost 17 and kaity is 17 but she a loser!!" i said with a laugh. As his shirt went off i though t about having a heart attack!! But i didnt!! " i love your star" i said looking RIGHT at it. "ohh thanks my fans... i maen my friends call it Collin i really dont know why but they do." he said "do you mind if i took a shower" iasked " umm yae go right ahead" he ssaid with a smile! I LOVED his smile!

KAITY and TOMS P.O.V
"are you in the shower?"tom asked "umm... yae why?" i asked him while washing my hair. "oh i just wanted to talk is that ok?" "umm yae thats fine" i said " well you know that me and bill go bac to germany in 3 days and well..." i hated hen poeple start eo say something anf then they dont say it. "...well i thought maybe you could ask your mother if you could stay with us for another day?" he said "ummm.... yae i dont see why not i will ask" i said smiling to myself.

TOMS P.O.V
"ok i will out in just a min." Kaity said. "ok" i said as i walked out. I didnt understand what was so gret with her. I did know but i didnt know why i liked her so much. in the past i had NO probelm before getting girl why cant i get Kaity. i didnt understand. I have meet girls like her but her it was so different i felt as if i could be ME not Tom from tokio hotel. That was a side of me i didnt want her to see.

MY P.O.V
I though Tom went to Bills room so i didnt think twice about walking out of the bathroom in just a towel. "OH im sorry" i said "No i should be sorry" tom said as he stood up and turned the other way. My face was so red.i went to my suitcase and got my clothes amd i looked back at tom and i saw this little smile and that made my smile. i walked back to the bathroom. i changed and came out "ok i will tell her" tom said talking on my phone "who was that?" i asked "hannah she said that she needs to talk to you and in her words- AND QUICK." he said "you want to come with?" i asked him. &#39; yae i wouldnt mind a walk across the hall&#39; he said with a litlle smirk.
I get there and Hannah opens the door and she pulls me in"whats goin..." she quickly pulled me in hte bathroom.
"WHAT?!" i said "its Josh hes...hes..." she tryed to say "HES WHAT?!?!" i say. " he wants me back amnd before you say ANYTHING let me finish he said that he really does love me and that Chey wasnt what he wanted. He wanted ME. and he ALSO said that he way sorry for EVERYTHING and ANYTIHING he did." she said "I dont know Hannah do you love him back?&#39; i asked "well he was my first love and well yea i guess" she said " and Bill...?" i asked "well you know as well as io that WE WERENT EVER going to see them after tonight. GERMANY...AMERICA big long distance relationship." she said "but i really do like him" she added " i know but i hope you know what your doing." i said " and i with whatever your mind says" i said. We get back in the room and BOTH Tom and Billstood up and had a big smile om their faces. "is everything ok?" they both asked. &#39;yea girl talk" hannah said as she walked over to the other side of the bed where bill was. " you want to go back to my room Kaity?" Tom asked "yae lets go." I said looking at HAnnah as she gave me a smile.
When me and tom got back to pur room i really want to go to bed but in a was i relly wanted to get to know tom better. "favorite food?" he asked i smiled at him "ummm... peanut butter i guess" i say "as in sandwhiches?" he asked
i looked at him "yae pretty much" i sadi with a giggle.
the thing with the peanut butter is something i do with guys i really do love and that ALL to it. "wow i REALLY love your smile." i said. he tryed to hind it by bitting on his lip ring. I really dodnt know what to say he was soo cute and sweet i didnt want to say something wrong. I really liked him but i now get what Hannah was saying about GERMANY...AMIERCA. It SUCKED!!!
"Thanks" he said. "ohh i forgot ummm i wish you could stay here one more day but me and bill have to go to Chicago and it VERY important." he said " thats ok but after you leave i hope to keep in touch." i said " he looked at me with those big brown eyes and said this " i would never want to forget you,your smile,eyes, and just you" i was falling so fast that i didnt want to hit ground. I knew it was going to hurt.

CHAPTER6
I didnt know what to say to him. i didnt want to mess this up. I just couldnt stop staring in hes eyes they were so pretty and brown. And right when i didnt know what to say he broke that quiteness by kissing me. I pulled away "no just one more" he said as he grabbed the back of my haed and pulling me closer to him. As our lips touch he slowly out he tounge in my mouth just eough so they could touch. He hands started to go up my shirt. it was something i didnt want him to do but when he did it, i didnt want he to stop. I was so dumbfounded that i was kissing someone that i just met. I was so confused but i didnt care. He took off he hat and i watched as hes dreads just fell i knew right then that i was in LOVE. Then he phone ranged " hang on ok?" "ok" i said as i watched him grab hes phone. "I momma...yae laveing wir mrgen...ok das Ich werde dich auch lieben tschuss" he said "Ich vergesse nicht Bill anzurufun." i loved it when he talked german.
he looked at me and i gave him a &#39;look &#39; as if i was telling him to get over here now. he walked over and said "i think we were about here..." he kissed me agian. "right?" he asked " i think so." i said. as we started to kiss agian he took he shirt off and then he tryed to take my off but he stopped. "what are you doing?" i thought to myself. "Kaity i REALLY like you and i dont want a &#39;sex relationship&#39; with you, you know" WOW i felt like he knew what i say thinking. "ok" i said with a smile. I knew that we had to get some sleep bc toms and bills plane leaveing at 3 the next day.
i could tell that he want to go "all the way" but i think he saw it in my eyes that i wasnt like that!!!

[<3ByYourSide<3]

AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is killing me...

MORE SOON!!!!!!!!!

[BlondPunk]

*new reader*
Ohhhh...this sounds good ^^
I like it so far :]
Please continue

[KaityKins]

HANNAH P.O.V
"so are you just going to stand there looking out the widow all night?"Bill asked looking right at me."no i just cant get over this view" i said looking outside. "Well i know something just as pretty to look at..." he started. i looked in his deep brown eyes and said "and that would be what?" "well one thing could be you and ther other could be gummy baers" he said. " I LOVE gummy baers! i said.i turned back around to look outside one more time and right then i felt bill come right behide me, i could feel his breath on the back of my neck. i turned around and i looked at him again. i smiled, i started to blush when he got so close, then he kissed me. He lips were as oft as they looked. i open my eyes just to make sure it was true and nit a dream. "you know that your really great, and pretty." he said as he eyes just looked in mine. " i bush even more. " he grabbed my face agian and kissed me one more time. " i think your just so great and i only known you for like a few hours." i said " you know most girls would not say that." he said " why" i asked " because..." he started "... i wnat a REAL relationship and not like what Tom... i mean rock stars do you know?" he asked " yae" i said kissing him agian. he licked hes lips and i saw that he had he tounge preiced. " i didnt know that you had..." i stared to say pointing at my mouth. "oh yae... i like it huh?" " yae i do" i said. " well then why dont you get over here and see if you like more." he said. i didnt understand until he stucked his tounge out. "ohh" i said
i got closer to him and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I couldnt help but smile as hes lips go closer to mine. then he stopped. "you HAnnah i REALLY like you but this isnt me." he said looking doen at his feet." ohh ok" i said. " but this is a one time chance... kissing someone like you." he said he grabbed me and kissed me. I kissed him back. then i could feel his mouth open just a lttle so i took it a pond myself to kiss him like i wanted to but he beat me to it. i felt his tounge in my mouth and i LOVED it. for some one who didnt know what to do he was GREAT at it.
Right when i was having more fun here then at warped with just one kiss i get a call " omg hang on." i said as i grabbed my phone of the night stand. The screen said josh.... &#39;WHAT&#39; i thought!






MORE SOON!!!!

[<3ByYourSide<3]

AHHHHHHHHH! HERE IT COMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**** it Kaity...i love you for this...i love being with bill...hmmmmm...
*goes off in a daydream*
*kaity smacks me*
ok im back...but i love this story!

[BlondPunk]

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!
THAT WAS AWESOME!!!
WOOOOO!!!

ahem...sorry, had a little moment there.
But it was really awesome!!!
More soon pleaz

[kArLa2tH]

*new reader*
this is good
please more <3

[KaityKins]

STILL HANNAH P.O.V
I didnt know what to do i had bill stand by the window and Josh my ex on the phone. and i know that if i didnt answer he would call back. "hello" "hannah before you hang up i NEED to tell something..." josh stated "ok" i said "i thought chey the one for me but i was WRONG way wrong, it was you i need you i want. Everyday i think about how bad i hurt you and well what can i love you" he said " josh i do this right now i will call you when i get home ok?"
i told him. I looked over at bill and i saw that he was still looking outside. "bill i hate doing this but i NEED to talk to kaity ok?" i asked "sure i dont care" he said iwht a smile! it made me melt.
i called kaity but tom answered "hello" tom said "kaity?" i asked "no its tom kaity in the shower" he said "tell her to come over when shes done ok? and quick!!" i said.
i knew tom told kaity bc she came knocking. i grabbed her and pulled her in the bathroom. I told her what happen she was supportive and i was glad to have someone like kaity there for me when i needed someone.

BILL AND TOMS P.O.V
"well then what have you been doing?" bill asked tom as he sat down. "nothing kaity just got out of the shower so we havent done much? and i saw that look in your eye when hannah went in the bathoom i know what you did not dumb" tom siad "are you sure?" BIll said with a smirk. "haha" your funny" tom said shaking his head. "i think i i can tell tom, you LIKE, LIKE kaity do you?" "oh i forget to tell you that mom called and said that our flight was change to tomorrow." tom said. as soon as he said that kaity and Hannah walked out of the bathroom.
"want to go back to my room" tom asked kaity.
"yae" kaiy said.

HANNAH P.O.V
i was really staring to like bill ALOT.but i really want to get to know him better. " hannah remember how me and tom were going to stay for another day?" he ashed me " yae"
i said with a sad look " well we have to go back to germany... tomorrow" he said. I didnt want him to so i just held him in my arms.

[<3ByYourSide<3]

aww...i wanna hold bill in my arms for real!
im fixin to be sad now!

[KaityKins]

MY P.O.V
After me and tom had our monment i want to sleep whwn i got in bed tom rolled over and said "kaity you know i like you and all and i HATE it that i have to go back to germany and..." he just wont spit it out "i thought maybe you could take us to the zoo or something that way we could have time" he said with a look in his eyes that i didnt like. "yae i havent been downtown in along time. i wont mind that." i smile with a smile. Tom put his arm around me as we fell asleep.

CHAPTER 7
*BRINGG* it was te phone that woke me up. i looked over at the clock it read 10am. It way to early for phone calls i tought to myself. *BRINGG* it rang agian. "ill get it" tom said coming out of NOWHERE. "hello" he said. He mush have been up for a while he had his oants that he WAY TO BIG for him, but his shirt was no where to found. "ok bill... yes i will. Bey" he said as i sat up. i looked over at the mirror and my face looked like someone beat me, but it was only eyeliner but it was smirm. "do you want to go downstirs and get some breakfast?" he said me "yae why not." i said with a little smile. "i laid back down andtom came over next to me and gave me a kiss on the forehaed. i get up and walked on the bathreoom and claened up. i didnt want to change so i walked downstairs in my PJs but i dint care i was with tom and yea people did look at me werid but still didnt care. tom was onthe other side of me that all that mattered to me. we sat down where bill and Hannah were at and the lady came over to get our order. "i would like the eggs and bacon." she said. " and you hon" the lady asked me "umm... waffle i guess with paenut butter on no syrup" i said. I looked over at hannah and saw a smirl on her face, so gave her one back.



I KNOW ITS NOT MUCH BUT MORE SOON!!

[<3ByYourSide<3]

so thats why you asked me what my fav breakfast food was...lol... :D
lovein the story tweaks!

[KaityKins]

After breakfast we all go and apck our stuff. when me and tom got back in his room i looked in his eye and saw this look. but this look wasnt a good one it made me feel upset. When i got done packing i asked tom if he w ready he said yae and that he would met me donw in th lobby, so siad ok and walked out. i knocked on bill and hannahs door, "you read y bill?" asked hannah. " yae" he said. as Me, Hannah and bill all wiat in te lobby for tom i see himtalking to these two guys,one of the guys had perfect bronw hair and the other had blonde short hair. "come on he knows where the car is" bill said as i kept looking at tom. "here wait up" i here tom say i turned around and saw and waited for him as i gave hannah my keys. "ready?&#39; he asked me "yae" i said. i get in the car and i still saw that look in his eyes. the look that i didnt like. "so... where do you guys want to go on your last day in america?" Hannah asekd "well i woul like to go somewhere fun and that i will never forget. "isnt there a six or eight flags?"asked tom "its six and yae you guys want to go there?" i asked."yae" both tom and bill said. i thoguht it was cute when they did that, but they hated it. as we pulled in a packing spot insix flags istill saw that look in tos eyes. we walked around and had fun and yet thar &#39;look&#39; &#39;just ask him&#39; ithought to myself. "are you ok?" i asked tom. he pulled me aide and siad "no ...kaity i really like you and i really dont know why. this hs NEVER happen to me before so i eally dont kow how to act..." he started. "your really lke no there irl ive ver met." he said "tom.... listen i really glad you told me this i really like you too. when i first saw you yesterday i kne that there was just something different about you" i started. "and that just it for me you different your...you really are what i think i could fall in love with." he said "tom you make me blush and i really hate you for that." i sadi with a smirk. "maybe theres a girl just like me in germany that different then any other." i said with a amile. he wrapped his arms around my waist and my hand wents around his neck. our forehaeds touch and just when our lips were so close and yet it seem as if they were worlds apart i hear bill "hannah they are over there" bill said "hey tom sorry to you know intrude but we got to go, it 2:00" "ohh ok" tom says i see hannah and she went right to bill so i gave her a smile she returned one. we walked back to my car and bill and hannah were in front of me and tom. " i glad i told you that " he said in my ear as he grabbed my hand. we got in my car and drove to the airport bill and hannah were talking but i didnt know about what. i looked over at tom and he gave me a smile and i gave him one back. he grabbed my hand and kissed it. He was so romantic i knew that there would never be another "Tom"

were we got to the airport me and hannha couldnt go witout saying bey so we walked in ith them. Hannah was iving bill a hug and i was giving tom one.

BILLS P.O.V
"hannah i wished i could stay longer and i hate leaving you llike this"i told her. "i know bill and you know that you can call me anytime but your day is my night and ..."i stopped her by kissing her. she kissed me back. i gave her a hug and iwanted to tell her that i will never forget her but i thought maybe it was to soon. "ich vergesse dich nie Hannah" i said "i dont know what you said but ilike it. she said as i held her in my arms.

TOMS P.O.V
I didnt want to let kaity go. i really did think that i was in love with this girl but i didnt want to tell he that.i could tell that she was the girl that was going to calm me down

[DeeDee]

aww that is sooo sweet

mehr bitte hun

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

*dies*

I love fanfics that have to do with Kissing Bill.

Oh that amazing tongue piercinggg.

[<3ByYourSide<3]

Kaity youre killing me here...im fallin for bill even more by the second...in the story and in real life..lol

[KaityKins]

i didnt want to let her go, it was hard eough leaving her like this. i really didnt know what to do. "call me when you get off please." kaity asked me as she wrapped her arms around my neck. "i will plaese dont worrie about me i will be fine." i told her. "i really going to miss you kaity." i told her "ALOt" i added. i looked in her eyes and saw that she didnt want me to laeve, nither did i but i had too. i gave her one last kiss her lips were so soft i didnt want to let her go. She was the one who could help me change and i thought i REALLY needed to change.
i saw hannah and bill and i pulled bill off of hannah. they said thier good byes and and gave their kisses and our plane was laeving in 15 mins we needed to get on the plane. we started to walk away and i looked back and saw a tear on kiaty face. i really needed to TRY to forget about her. we could never be together to live in 2 VERY different worlds. i was a rocksrar and she was a high schooler.i didnt know what to do. as i started to get on the planes gate i hear. "TOM WAIT!!" it was kaity. i turned around and saw her running to me i dropped me bag and as she run up to me i picked her up and kissed her. i felt as if my haert was full... i didnt know of what but it was. and i loved it. i put her down and yet the kiss didnt end. she pulled away and said " you forgot this" she pulled out my hat that i wore yesterday. i looked at it and saw her look at it and ang i thought about it and said "here" as i said putting the hat on her head. "are you sure?" she asked. " yae this way you will never forget." i said and i kissed her one last time. "how could i forget someone like you?" she asked as a tear came down he check. i whipped it away. she pushed me towards the gate as she tryed not to cry. i gave her a hug and said "ich liebe dich" i knew she didnt know what i said but deep down i want her to know. she pushed me again to the gate. she walked backwards to where hannah was. i walked on the gate i looked back her and i saw at her was gone. gone out of airport and out my life. i knew i would never see her again but i&#39;ll always try to forget but i WILL never forget her, her smile and her eyes. i told what happen to bill when we got on the planr and he said this "my- well i dont think i will forget about hannah either." bill said "well thanks lil bro that helps me aLOT!" i said "well i dont think you will have any problem getting a girl when we get back to germany... i maen remember who you are...you TOM KAULITZ the german sex god" bill said but it didnt help me one bit. "ok that didnt help." i said "ok hows this she lives in AMERICA we live in GERMANY." he said "wow thanks bill i feel 100% better" i said sarcasticly "well but do you get it?" he asked me "yae i understand but i dont want to. you know?" duh of course i really did think that he loved hannah. Bill the guy that you could trust but me...well i LOVE girls and sex and i dont know how to change that, well i do but she lives in america. the flight went quick. when we got off the plane i saw girls as i did when we went out if country or down the street. all we hear when we got out was "TOM.....BILL.....TOKIO HOTEL!!!" i looked at the girl and i saw was kaity... i needed to get her off my mind. we get in the car and we sign a few autographs and micky our mangaer said "ok hows was your trip...well that great ok theres what going on we have a show....."i didnt pay any attention to him i COULDNT stop thinking about kaity and her smile. "tom?...TOM?!" mickey said "yae sure thats great" i said. she was still in my head.

CHAPTER 9
MY P.O.V
BACK AT AIRPORT
"are you ok?" hannah asked me "yae im fine are you ready?" i asked " yae but i want starbucks first."she said. "do you want one?"she asked "yae" she went back to the starbuck stand and i got in the car. right then i felt the taers just FALL down my face i was hurting so much i didnt know what to do. "are you sure your ok?" she asked as i wipped the tears away. "yae lets go" i took in a DEEP breathe i really didnt want to let it out but i did. the trip went really fast. i pulled up to hannahs house and i see josh there....and with FLOWERS. "well hes really trying to win you back." i said."yae you think maybe he changed?" she asked me "well... after you have chey i dont think your the same and i mean that in a bad way." i said with a laugh." they didnt do anything and do really think if he did i would get back with him?... Dont answer that."she said josh walked up and gave hannah a hug i thouhgt i throw up a little but i didnt." hey kaity" josh said " hey douche bag." i said back.he gave me a glare "now i trying to make this work so you know my friend Auden(odd-den)?" he said " ok josh ive know auden longer then you but yea i do why?" well the truth was that i REALLY liked auden we grew up right down the street form each other kinda like me and hannah did. and then when i started to go out with Sonny, auden knew that it was a bad idea but i didnt care i really did like him. When sonny cheated on me auden BEAT SONNY *** just for me. then sonny did what josh is doing to hannah i maen yae it so sweet but it just a way guys work. "sooo... do ya?" josh asked "yae why not... wait what did i say yes to?" i asked looking over at hannah "a 3some" she said "GREAT!!!" i said with a laugh. "no to the movies" hannah said "yae". i really didnt want to but i knew it would help getting me mind off Tom. when we got there i saw auden and gave him a hug and it felt good. WARMING to be honest. we saw this really scary movie -hannah idea- me and auden sat next to each other and hannah and josh sat next to eachother!! When the movie was over we told auden and josh about bill and tom but we didnt go in to what we just told them that we met GERMANS! and that wraped was great!! Josh drove us to the movie so he took us homw. i was the first to go only bc i was the first house on the street. "call me later" hannah said "ok i will" i siad. when i got in the house i saw this note it read"kaity we had to go to chicago family stuff i knew you couldnt come bc you have school on monday i dont know wheni will back but i will send money and call you later" "of course she just had to go." i said to myself as i throw the note away. i looked that the clock-9pm well its earily but i didnt want to stay up i WAS TRIED!! i put in Juno and laid on the couch.when i was jut about to go to sleep i hear RAWR**... my phone RAWR** i didnt want to answer it bc i knew whoever it was would call me back but i nit that mean. i answered it i didnt even look at the number. "hollo" i said "kaity? it tom" tom said " tom how are you?"i asked "well a little tipsy and you?" he said "tried"i answered. "TOM!!... are you coming or not? im in the mood" said some girl. "whos that?" i asked "ohh....her name is umm... wh..whats your name?" he said "Delorus" she said "yae thats it delorus... pretty name" he said "what are your plans tom?" i said trying so hard not to cry. "wait who am i talking to?" he said i knew he was drank but still he sould know how to control himself. "no who am i alking to cause i know this isnt the sweet guy i met at wraped" i said "nein kaity wait you dont understand..."he started but i cut him off. "no i do understand this is the PERFECT wa to forget about me huh?" i yelled as the tears fall. "i cant i fell for somwone with no heart. not 2 days ago you were saying that you loved me and now youe with &#39;delous&#39;"i said "wait you knew what i said?" he asked "yae im not dumb i know some german."i told him!! "tom i cant beleive that i almost fell for someone like you!" i said "kaity plaese dont..." he said "DONT CALL ME

[<3ByYourSide<3]

oh you did change it a lot! i like but im still havin a hard time with the whole josh and me thing...
you better write more on here AND in the BOOK soon! :D

[KaityKins]

All i wanted to do is sit on my bed and eat ALOT of ice cream. i really did think that tom was different-only because the was german and maybe he was woudlnt be like these DUMD american boy. but i was wrong! i knew that he woudnt wait for me. but the thing is that i may have waited for him but i knew that he was like the rest of them. i COULDNT beleive that i feel for it...i HATE tom right now!! I didnt know what to do i didnt think tom would do i meen its TOM the sweet guy you told me that i was beutiful and the one who told me he loved me. WHAT THE FU... i started to think when i got a call i thought maybe it was tom so i didnt want to hear it but i answered it anyway. "hello?" "hey its auden are... are you ok?" he asked "yae i just got a wierd call thats all whats up?" i said " oh nothing much just wanted to talk..." he started. we talked for what it seem like forever but it was only about 2 hours!!we talked alot about how this school yaer is going to suck as it did last yaer then he said something that i never that he would. "so did you know that josh and hannah are together agian?" "yae but hes a DOUCHE but i told hannah that i support her in anyway she need me to." i told him and the whole time that i was talking to him tom didnt pop in my head not even once. "so what do you think adout you and umm...." he started "me and what?" i asked "well...um... i really like you kaity there i said it." he said. "WHAT?!?! auden one of my BEST friends likes me what no!!" i thought tho myself. "really now?" i said "dont make fun of me kaity i really do like you and well i thought maybe you and me could start the school yaer to together." he said. "well auden...um i really dont know what to say...umm.." i didnt know what to say i maen its auden...and tom...maybe this would help me forget about HIM. i looked at my coffee tabel and i saw toms hat. "yae this way you will never forget" is all that ran throw my head. "kaity? are you alive?" he asked "yae" tom tryed to forget about me and now im GOING to forget about him! "yae auden i would LOVE that" i said as a smile came across my face "sweet... i maen cool, cool" he said he was such a DORK but a very cute one at that! "ok akity im going to go i&#39;ll see you at school tomorrow" he said "yae school" i said SCHOOL!!! WHAT i thought we didnt start for another week or something! GREAT!!

CHAPTER 10
the first day of me and hannahs junoir yaer! i was so happy that i didnt want to get up!! my alram went off and i didnt care- our school didnt start till 8:30 and it was only 7:14 so i had time! I get up at 7:44 and i grab my phone and i saw that i had like 12 missed calls from him(tom) i didnt even want to call him back. i got ready in the bathroom and i called hannah to come over and she did. she gets there and she look just about GREAT better then me. i get my eyeliner on and brush my teeth we were ready. since im 17 and hannahs almost 17 i drive her to and from school . we pulled up to this gas station at grab something to eat only ther was nothing good at my house. "so guess what happen last night" i said to hannah "huh" she said as she drank her slushie and looked for something good to eat."tom called me andd well he was just about to sleep with some slut" i told her as this old lady walked by and gave me a look like-you should be talking like that- "WHAT?!?!? tom? bills order brother?" she asked "yae he was trying to forget about me" i said as i quoted the "forget" "and i told him not to call me anymore and guess waht?" i asked her all wided eyed "he called like 20 times last night and this moruning." i said. "well what a DOUCHE!! after he told you all that **** he still did it. ohh and auden called me last night and told me" she said. "yae well who know what going to happen" i told her as we paid for a things "oh and even better news..." i started "you mean there better news other then tom being a douche" she said with a fake smile "YES!!... i got in" i told her "to what?&#39; she asked i shook my head and rolled my eyes "unversity of Chicago!" i said "no you didnt.... KAITY ME TOO!!!" she yelled!! "what really?" i asked "yae well they have a GREAT program up there to help me find out what i want to be" i siad. we pulled up and i see auden and josh i couldnt beleive that me and hannah were going to the same school. i wanted to be a photographer and hannah didnt know what ahe wanted but i was happy that we were going to chicago in like 2 yaers!!!

[<3ByYourSide<3]

I LOVE IT!!!! MORE!

[KaityKins]

CHAPTER 11
BILLS P.O.V
I wake up from a long night of flying and then promoting. i walked in the kichten to get somethinn to eat. when i get in there i look by the door and i see my shoes and toms and then i see a pair of high heel shoes! i cant beleive his doing these AGIAN i thought maybe he would...i started to think to myself when i se this girl that has blonde short-kinda long hair and my first tought that it was kaity "kaity?" then she turned around. nope....same tom just differnet girl. "no im Delorus and your...BILL!!" she said "what are you doing here?" i asked her. "well lets just say that i showed your brother a GREAT time" she said. "if you want i could show the same thing i did...."she started before she finished i said "GET OUT NOW!!!" she gave me a evil look but i didnt care she was a SLUT!! and she needed to get out of my house real quick! about 15 mins later tom gets up and sits across from me. he knew he did something he just didnt know WHO. i gave him a look "so how was the prarty? Have fun? did you get laid?" i asked "what? yae i had fun and it was a ok party... but did i get what?" he asked me "dont givw me that you now what you did" i said "no i dont bill what are you talking baout?!?!" he asked "the girl that just left Delorus or something. how could you do this to kaity?" i said "delorus? Kaity? bill your confusing me what happen last night" he asked me. i knew that he really didnt know what i was talking about *sigh* "ok you had sex with another girl and well that hit on me and i didnt like it." i siad. "KAITY!!" tom yelled "are you sure i maen i didnt know what i was doing...how could i!! " he said as he put hes haed on his hands. he knew that he messed up and he really didnt know how to fix it."you need to help me" he pled. "i cant you need to fix this one on your onw." i told him. i walked to my room and got dressed and when i walked back out tom was gone. i didnt know where he went so i calld him "hallo" he said "where did you go?" i asked "i need to got away and think" he said knew where he went . Where tom gets overwhimed he goes to this beach that is dirty and no one every goes to. abanded i guess. The sea air just carrys him away he says. maybe he can find away out of this mess. i cant stand to him soo unhappy. i wanted to help him but this time it was his fault BIG TIME!.

CHAPTER 12
MY P.O.V
our junior yaer was pretty BORING nothing happen at all. there was prom and me and hannah did go to prom with auden and josh it was fun! me and hannahs dresses was BAEUTIFUL. we had a GREAT time. and that was all what happen that year. the summer we went in to the 12 grade was great, Me,hannah, josh and auden went back to warped tour. we had a GREAT time. "well that was GREAT" hannah said looking down at her arm it was BLACK AND BLUE. i couldnt say nothing i hit my head on this bar and had this GREAT big mark on my haed. it hurt. Josh and auden went to go got something to drink. "do you know where we are?" i asked hannah "no where?" "well if you look around.... there this is about where we sat last yaer." i said "WOW" she said and then for the first time in forever i thoghut of tom. he just popped in my head.

TOMS P.O.V
IN GERMANY.
"BILL have you seen my hat?" i asked "tom have you notice how many hats you have?" bill said coming in my room. "haha no the red one with the "ST" on it" i said "ummm.... nein do you remember where you wore it last?" bill asked "yae i think i wore it home when we came back from amierca" i said " now that you say that i remember that..." he said "yae but i cant rememer where i put it..." i thought about amierca and where i might have put it. then it hit me..."kaity" i said to myself.
FLASHBACK
"TOM WAIT!!" i heard kaity say, as she ran up to me. "you forgot this" she said as hse pulled out my RED HAT. i looked at it and said "here" as i put it on her haed"are you sure?" she asked. "yae so you'll never forget." i told her.

END OF FLASHBACK
i walked out of my room and in to the living room where bill was "i gave it to Kaity" i told bill "what?" "my hat... my FAVORITE hat i gave it to kaity" i told him. "ohh...well we are going to be late so come on!" bill said pulling me out the door. we got in the car and i looked over at bill and asked "bill..." he turned towards me, "do you ever think of hannah ?" i asked. "what...hannah umm YAE mostly everyday of bc i LOVED her smile oh you know that kaitys birthday is coming up right?" he asked "no who told you this?" i asked "well i talked to hannah like two nights ago and she asked me what she should get kaity"he said "maybe you could send her something. hannah that is and she could give it to kaity" "yae and then she might forgive me" i siad. i looked out the window and thoght of kaity, and the things i did to her. i remember her soo well her smile and her eyes is what got me, i couldnt help it. i just now relized what i did to her and how i could have said no that night but i didnt. "bill...i think im still in love with her." i told him. "tom..."he started but the doors went flying open. we had to go to this inerview. i was out of it the WHOLE time we were there. all i could think was kaity.

BACK TO MY P.O.V
SENOIR YAER!
hannah and i did nothing our senior yaer but prom agian and that sucked the second time around. when the school was over we GRADUATED and that was the big thing that happen. Me and auden broke up but i didnt care we were still close friends and thats all i could ask for. "NOW THE GRADUAITING CLASS OF 2010" said Mr.Lawson . We throw up our hats and try to catch them but none of us did. i went to talk to auden and i see hannah and josh fighting. "OMG there they go"i said then i see josh push her. my eyes widen and i ran over there. i stood in front of hannah "kaity get out of my way NOW!!" Josh yelled "i really want to see that agian bc i do i swear that i WILL cut off your little penis and make you eat." i said. "try me"i added. he raised hes hand and i didnt flinch. "your a ***** you know that kaity. this has NOTHING to do with you and yet here you are..."he stared and i just laughed. i hit him in the face...ok it was more of a punch then a hit. i KNOCKED him down. he tryed to get back up and i put my foot on him and said " try me" he looked at me and didnt say a word. i helpped hannah up and she hugged me. "thank you kaity" she said. "hannah your my best friend and i wont do it for anyone else." i gave her a hub and a smile "come on im hungry" i said. we started to walk to my car and i look over at josh. he was holding his eye and i just laughed. when we go to the resturant hannah looked at me and said"ohh before i forget..."she started she pulled out this box. "hannah...i told you i didnt want anything..."i started and she cut me off "its not from me its from....um.....Bill and umm.... Tom... and before you say anything please just open it...for me?" she asked "ok i will" i said. I open the box. in the box was a necklace. "WOW!" i said lifting the necklace. it was a diamond necklace shaped as a heart. "OMG he brought that just for me?" i asked looking at it. "kaity i want yo help you put it on." hannah said. i couldnt help but smile as she put it on my necklace i didnt know if i should call and say thanks or .... i didnt know what to do

[<3ByYourSide<3]

AWWWWW!!!!!!!! i LOVE it! amazing...MORE MORE MORE!!!!!!

*runs around the house screaming*

I LOVE YOU KAITY!!!!

[KaityKins]

SORRY GUYS BUT I'M NOT GOING TO FINISH THIS ONE!