amandaaraujo
April 19th, 2008, 03:45 PM
hi every one this is the first time i write astory here so if you like it pleeeaas let me know:)
there i was sitting on my chair near my window looking at the bright sun i had my ipod on and i was singing along to rescue me but in german becaus i wanted to get the accent right.after the song had ended i heard my mom screaming at my little brother so i turned up the volume i was depressed sad and sore from all the pain my parents caused. it was 2 weeks before my birthday and i really wasnt looking foward it at that moment i heard my mom weazing so i ran to her she couldnt breathe so i called 911(this part is true about my mom) and the ambulance came and took her away i had tears in my eyes and my brother shcked at the sight you see my mom has cancer and used to have lung cancer so she only has one lung so thats why i was worried she couldnt breathe but soon after that my brother went to our nieghborshouse to play with the little girl who lived there while i stayed home alone.. my dad was working he barley is at home so i was alone with this great pain although my dad i say hates me so i was alone looking out the window iturned on my computer when an email came up saying Tom and Bill Kaulitz is coming to my house because i had sighned up for a contest but i had no idea because i never did sigh up so i was glad alittle.
it was monday and it was 2 days since my mom went o the hospital and i was getting ready for school my brother left for school and i walked to my school when i got there i met up with my friends who we have drifted away since i broke the news i liked tokio hotel but they supported me through rough times so they found out Gianna and Alexiss helped me through and i had mentioned tm and bill were coming and they made a face in disgust and told how i ha no idea how i won the contest when i saw a grin on their faces the confessed they had done it for me and i thanked them ...
3 days passed and it was the day they were coming my mom was still in the hospital but i was fine im not that close to her or my dad so they came and i was in the shower and stupid me lef the door from outside open so they knocked and no one was there my brother was on a camp trip so i was alone again my dad had gone on a buisiness trip .. the knocked agaiun but no answer so they came in they sat in the living room which was next to my room i was with my towel and my long not black nor brwn hair up to my waist i came out as if nothing and to my surpride they were there i almost dropped my towel although i stopped it on time it was my birth day and i was speechles for 2 seconds and i notice tom was looking through an opening of towel going up my leg i right away excuse me and got dressed as fast as i could i went toward them and introduced myself.they were speechles about something but i dont know what. i was guessing it was my aquamarine eyes but i payed no attention to that. i offered them some coffee but they said no thank you so we just talked bill was so polite and quiete i noticed he blushed each time i looked at him when i looked at tom he would just start to flirt but i ignored that bill? i asked is something wrong he right away said no and said to me he got lost im my eyes.. there was somethig so pure and so inocent about bill that i lost myself in his eyes and face.tom felt uncomfortable so i hanged the subject they said the didnt have where to stay so i offered my home they asked me how old i was and said i was turning 17 today they said happy birthday but i told them my story they felt sorry i had tears collecting in my eyes. soon after my dad came home from his buisines trip and asked yelling what these boys were doing in this house and pulled me by the arm so hard i felt like it fell of tom and bill explained the situation but out of the cursing of my dad i dont think he understood he kicked them out and their way out they heard my dad yelling and scream cursing and calling me slu* for bringing boys to the house . they stayed to listen a little longer when they heard screaming from me they finally figured out my dad had wiped me with a belt they quickly ran insinde but the door was locked with not knowing what to do they called the police the police came and i had to lie and say i fell tom and bill were confused because i had lied secrtley i had slipped a piece of paper in bills hand before they left it was my phone number. later that night he called i answered and said hello in such a weak voice he couldnt hear me so he said hello once more and i gained stranght to talk to his sweat voice. i explained everything and he suggested i run away with him but i said he track me down and since i was still 18 it would be dangerous. after a long conversation over how icould eescape the clutch of my fathers wrath then he sang me to sleep with the song rescue me my favorite but in german because i thought it sounded more beautifull.
after thatnight i would stand in front of my window and there bill would be looking at me seeing the sadness in my eyes that had collected from many years. and on manday when i had to go to school bil appeared from the trees and since that day we had found a place to meet everyday i would skip the last class and meet up with bill we would talk about life and about what happened at home bill told me tom had found a girl in a bar and they were going out i wasnt much interested so a couple of weeks went by and tom bill had arranged a late birthday party so they came waited for me and i snuck out the window i went in their car and we were off that night was full of laughs and joyful memories then bill took me away from every one held my face in his hands and he was comingg closer and i was scared because had never kissed anyon so he came closr when icould fell the tips of his lips reaching mine my heart was beating he got to my lips gave me a llong soft not harsh but slowkiss that all my ffears had lft my mind in that time. after alll that happened bil and i were closer thatn ever they had taken a year of touring so the stayed in ny for all that time and that gave bill and i more tim to ourselves when one night tom sneaked in to my room and said it was time for me to leave this house so i followed and bill was there waiting for me we left and me leaving everything behind but no cares of the world my mom was still in the hospital so i had no one we arrived at a hotel in NYC and stayed there for a week.
two weeks went by since i escaped and it was late i was reading a book and i fell asleep. i woke up instantly when i heard the presence of someon tin the room it was bill. we started talking then kising but then i stopped i said to him i was tence and my by back hurt so he suggested to give me a massage so i let him i tok my shirt off leaving my bra he got a little cream from the bathroom and started with his soft and smoothe hands to slowly pass over my back a was sighing in satifaction when ifelt lips kissing my back and coming closer to my neck then i turned around he reached my face got to my lips i couldnt resist so i left my self go with the moment feeling his hand over mine i took his shirt off he loosned my bra then we finished getting undressed in the bed his kisses felt like something beautiful had emerged from the darkness was still sore from when my dad hit me but i didnt mind then it happened somthing so beautiful happened he said he loved me and for the first time i felt loved and felt that i had a reasonn in life was to love .. we feel asleep and the next morning came i woke up in his arms and remembering the night so beautiful i got up went in the shower and lasted there for long time then bill came in while i was drying up and gave me a kiss said he loved once more.
he took a shower and we went downstairs to the resturant we were having breack fast when the police came in looking for me....
(ill finish later becausee i have to go eat :) hope u like it so far)
there i was sitting on my chair near my window looking at the bright sun i had my ipod on and i was singing along to rescue me but in german becaus i wanted to get the accent right.after the song had ended i heard my mom screaming at my little brother so i turned up the volume i was depressed sad and sore from all the pain my parents caused. it was 2 weeks before my birthday and i really wasnt looking foward it at that moment i heard my mom weazing so i ran to her she couldnt breathe so i called 911(this part is true about my mom) and the ambulance came and took her away i had tears in my eyes and my brother shcked at the sight you see my mom has cancer and used to have lung cancer so she only has one lung so thats why i was worried she couldnt breathe but soon after that my brother went to our nieghborshouse to play with the little girl who lived there while i stayed home alone.. my dad was working he barley is at home so i was alone with this great pain although my dad i say hates me so i was alone looking out the window iturned on my computer when an email came up saying Tom and Bill Kaulitz is coming to my house because i had sighned up for a contest but i had no idea because i never did sigh up so i was glad alittle.
it was monday and it was 2 days since my mom went o the hospital and i was getting ready for school my brother left for school and i walked to my school when i got there i met up with my friends who we have drifted away since i broke the news i liked tokio hotel but they supported me through rough times so they found out Gianna and Alexiss helped me through and i had mentioned tm and bill were coming and they made a face in disgust and told how i ha no idea how i won the contest when i saw a grin on their faces the confessed they had done it for me and i thanked them ...
3 days passed and it was the day they were coming my mom was still in the hospital but i was fine im not that close to her or my dad so they came and i was in the shower and stupid me lef the door from outside open so they knocked and no one was there my brother was on a camp trip so i was alone again my dad had gone on a buisiness trip .. the knocked agaiun but no answer so they came in they sat in the living room which was next to my room i was with my towel and my long not black nor brwn hair up to my waist i came out as if nothing and to my surpride they were there i almost dropped my towel although i stopped it on time it was my birth day and i was speechles for 2 seconds and i notice tom was looking through an opening of towel going up my leg i right away excuse me and got dressed as fast as i could i went toward them and introduced myself.they were speechles about something but i dont know what. i was guessing it was my aquamarine eyes but i payed no attention to that. i offered them some coffee but they said no thank you so we just talked bill was so polite and quiete i noticed he blushed each time i looked at him when i looked at tom he would just start to flirt but i ignored that bill? i asked is something wrong he right away said no and said to me he got lost im my eyes.. there was somethig so pure and so inocent about bill that i lost myself in his eyes and face.tom felt uncomfortable so i hanged the subject they said the didnt have where to stay so i offered my home they asked me how old i was and said i was turning 17 today they said happy birthday but i told them my story they felt sorry i had tears collecting in my eyes. soon after my dad came home from his buisines trip and asked yelling what these boys were doing in this house and pulled me by the arm so hard i felt like it fell of tom and bill explained the situation but out of the cursing of my dad i dont think he understood he kicked them out and their way out they heard my dad yelling and scream cursing and calling me slu* for bringing boys to the house . they stayed to listen a little longer when they heard screaming from me they finally figured out my dad had wiped me with a belt they quickly ran insinde but the door was locked with not knowing what to do they called the police the police came and i had to lie and say i fell tom and bill were confused because i had lied secrtley i had slipped a piece of paper in bills hand before they left it was my phone number. later that night he called i answered and said hello in such a weak voice he couldnt hear me so he said hello once more and i gained stranght to talk to his sweat voice. i explained everything and he suggested i run away with him but i said he track me down and since i was still 18 it would be dangerous. after a long conversation over how icould eescape the clutch of my fathers wrath then he sang me to sleep with the song rescue me my favorite but in german because i thought it sounded more beautifull.
after thatnight i would stand in front of my window and there bill would be looking at me seeing the sadness in my eyes that had collected from many years. and on manday when i had to go to school bil appeared from the trees and since that day we had found a place to meet everyday i would skip the last class and meet up with bill we would talk about life and about what happened at home bill told me tom had found a girl in a bar and they were going out i wasnt much interested so a couple of weeks went by and tom bill had arranged a late birthday party so they came waited for me and i snuck out the window i went in their car and we were off that night was full of laughs and joyful memories then bill took me away from every one held my face in his hands and he was comingg closer and i was scared because had never kissed anyon so he came closr when icould fell the tips of his lips reaching mine my heart was beating he got to my lips gave me a llong soft not harsh but slowkiss that all my ffears had lft my mind in that time. after alll that happened bil and i were closer thatn ever they had taken a year of touring so the stayed in ny for all that time and that gave bill and i more tim to ourselves when one night tom sneaked in to my room and said it was time for me to leave this house so i followed and bill was there waiting for me we left and me leaving everything behind but no cares of the world my mom was still in the hospital so i had no one we arrived at a hotel in NYC and stayed there for a week.
two weeks went by since i escaped and it was late i was reading a book and i fell asleep. i woke up instantly when i heard the presence of someon tin the room it was bill. we started talking then kising but then i stopped i said to him i was tence and my by back hurt so he suggested to give me a massage so i let him i tok my shirt off leaving my bra he got a little cream from the bathroom and started with his soft and smoothe hands to slowly pass over my back a was sighing in satifaction when ifelt lips kissing my back and coming closer to my neck then i turned around he reached my face got to my lips i couldnt resist so i left my self go with the moment feeling his hand over mine i took his shirt off he loosned my bra then we finished getting undressed in the bed his kisses felt like something beautiful had emerged from the darkness was still sore from when my dad hit me but i didnt mind then it happened somthing so beautiful happened he said he loved me and for the first time i felt loved and felt that i had a reasonn in life was to love .. we feel asleep and the next morning came i woke up in his arms and remembering the night so beautiful i got up went in the shower and lasted there for long time then bill came in while i was drying up and gave me a kiss said he loved once more.
he took a shower and we went downstairs to the resturant we were having breack fast when the police came in looking for me....
(ill finish later becausee i have to go eat :) hope u like it so far)