Engel Without Wings [JTH sequel]

[LipsOfAnAngel]

ok, so you have to read Journey to Heaven first. this is the sequel to that. enjoy!

Chapter 1

“Bill.”
She looked up at him. He was sitting on the couch, she was on the floor. They were watching a movie and Bill’s eyes were glued to it.
“Bill.”
“Huh?”
He finally looked down at Angel. She rolled her eyes playfully and sighed knowingly.
“I said your name twice and you didn’t here me 'til i said it the second time.”
“Yea, ok.”
His head was still turned to her but his eyes were back at the T.V. His head came to meet his eyes towards the T.V., Angel looked up at him.
“Why don’t you just pause the movie, it’s a DVD anyway.”
He didn’t here her. Angel reached across his legs and grabbed the remote. She hit the pause button.
“Hey, I was watching that!”
He looked down at her. And she looked up at him.

The alarm clock went off in his ear. Bill rolled over to turn it off. It was set on his favorite station which was playing Nach Dir Kommt Nichts. He smiled and turned it off. He looked at the sleeping Angel next to him. He leaned over and kissed her forehead. He got out of bed and quickly put on a pair of jeans and a graphic T. Bill grabbed a pair of socks from the drawer and saw “Durch Den Monsun” along the bottom. They belonged to Angel. He put them back and grabbed a pairs of his. He walked into the living room of their apartment and sat on the couch. He picked up his phone and dialed the number for Tom. He held the phone against his head with his shoulder. He put on a sock when Tom picked up.
“Hey Bill, what’s up?”
“Nothing, look I can’t remember, we have a photo shoot today at... ?”
“At 3:30. But we have to get there by 3 which means we have to leave at 2:30.”
“Oh, right.”
“Is Angel coming?”
“I don’t know. I think she knows about it but she might have forgotten. So could have made plans with her friends or folks, you know?”
“Yeah.”
“So if you see her with me when you come to pick me up, then she’s coming. If not, well then she’s not.”
“Yeah, look Bill. I know it’s none of my business but I wish you didn’t move in with Angel. It’s so much easier to have you here.”
“Tom, we’ve talked about it before, Angel is my girlfriend.”
“But if you still lived here, we wouldn’t have to make an extra trip to get you.”
Tom, I don’t live that far from you. And besides, it’s crowded enough with three guys, you don’t want a fourth.”
“Alright, I guess we’ll pick you up at 2:15.”
“Ok, bye.”
Bill closed the phone and walked into the kitchen. He got a bowl from one cabinet and a box of cereal from another. He poured some cereal into the bowl and got the milk out. He put the box on the counter and after using it, put the milk back in the fridge. He walked back into the living room and sat in front of the computer. The computer was against the wall separating the kitchen from the living room. And sat near the wall with the front door. He brought up his e-mail account and ate a spoonful of cereal. Bill had almost 20 e-mails, some were from close fans, some from his other friends. There was one from Tom and he opened it. It read:
bill
didn’t you get the # from that french girl last nite? i want to call her!
tom
Bill laughed, the e-mail was from three nights ago. They had went to a club and a french girl, who was a fan as well, was all over Bill. He, of course, didn’t like her... but Tom did.
“Bill...”
Angel’s voice drifted in from their bedroom. She was awake. He heard soft footsteps behind him and turned. Angel was walking down the hall, as she did, she tied a short, silk, black robe around her waist. Her pajama capri pants peeked out from the bottom of her robe.
“Good morning, Bill.” she said with a yawn.
“Good morning yourself.”
Angel wrapped her arms around Bill’s neck and rested her chin on his shoulder.
“What you doing?”
“Just looking at my e-mail.”
Angel stood up straighter and placed her hands on Bill’s shoulders. She leaned on him. He looked up at her. She leaned closer to his face. Angel’s lips touched Bill’s. They kissed for a few seconds then Angel pulled away.
“Hey...” Bill said, he didn’t want her to stop.
“So, am I correct in saying that you have a photo shoot today?”
“Yes, do you want to come?”
“I don’t know. Maybe, I mean, I could go shopping with my friends. Or I could go with you. What do you want?”
Angel was know standing next to Bill, who was still sitting at the computer.
“I’d like you to come.”
“Alright, i’ll come. But I have to take a shower first.”
“Eat something first, you know how you faint if you don’t eat first.”
At that, Angel picked up Bill’s cereal bowl. And started to eat it.
“Hey, that’s mine.”
“not anymore.” She walked into the kitchen. “And put the cereal away!”

[<3ByYourSide<3]

awww...i love it! MORE SOON! :D

[amandaaraujo]

write morrreeeee plez

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 2

Angel stood in the shower. She was rinsing the shampoo out of her hair when she heard the door close.
“Bill, what are you doing in here?” she asked.
“I have to go to the bathroom.”
“Alright, hurry up though.”
She heard Bill unzip his pants. She continued to rinse her hair. She turned so that she was facing the water and heard the shower curtain move. Bill’s arms wrapped around Angel’s waist and his head appeared next to hers.
“What are you doing?”
“Spending time with you.”
“In the shower?” she asked as she turned around in his arms.
He nodded. She took hold of his upper arms and turned around, moving him as well. She pushed him into the water. His hair started to get flatter as it got wetter. He gave her a ‘why me?’ look then ran his hands through his hair. Angel rolled her eyes and got out.
“Wait, your leaving me here?”
“I’m done.” she said while she dried off. She looked over her shoulder and saw Bill’s wet head sticking out through the curtain. She laughed and left the bathroom.

Angel had some many clothes that she had to use the spare room’s closet as well as the one in their room. Angel now stood in front of the spare room closet in yellow and pink poke-a-dot underwear and a black and red bra. Bill sat in a chair in the spare room, looking at Angel.
“You know that your underwear doesn’t match your bra.”
“Yes, I know that Bill. But no one else is going to see them so I don’t care.” She turned her back to him. Bill looked at her tattoo. It was angel wings that cover her whole back. Except her lower back, where she had another tattoo. She already had that one when they met. Bill reached behind him and placed his hand on the tattoo he got with her when she got the angel wings. It was small but he liked it. It was bat wings, right below his Tokio Hotel symbol tattoo. It sat between his shoulder blades.
Angel turned back around holding two skirts.
“Which one should I wear? The black and red plaid,” she held that one higher up, “Or the purple and black plaid?” she held the other one up.
“Depends on what shirt you wear.” Bill said.
Angel turned back to the closet. She looked around it for a few minutes then pulled out two shirts.
“The ‘Punk Rock Rocks’ t-shirt or ‘Goths Have More Fun’ t-shirt?”
“Neither.”
She turned back around and put the two shirts back.
“Why don’t you do the gothic school girl look?”
“That’s it!”
Angel through the black and red skirt at Bill. Then a dark blue cami with a light pink button down shirt. She through her high, black boots on the floor and ran into the bedroom. She came back with a white belt with black skulls and crossbones on it and a pair of fishnet stockings. Bill noticed that she changed her underwear. She was now wearing black with red trim and the word ‘Devil’ on the butt underwear.
“I see you changed to match.”
“Yeah well, i’m wearing a skirt. I had to.”
She pulled on the stocking then the skirt. She put on the cami and pulled her long, black hair out the ponytail she had put it in. She walked into the bathroom and put on lots of eyeliner and black eye shadow. She dried her hair with the blow dryer and used the flat iron the straighten her hair. Bill was aready ready so he just sat there and waited. Angel came back in 20 minutes later completely done up and ready to go.
“It’s 2 o’clock, they should be here in 15 minutes.”
“Let’s go wait for them outside.” Angel said.
They walked into the living room, she grabbed her purse and they went outside to wait.
The five of them, Bill, Angel, Tom, Georg, and Gustav, arrived at the studio for the photoshoot right one time. It was 3 o’clock and people took the boys away for wardrobe and other things. Angel sat down on a couch behind the camera and waited.
A man walked up to her and asked,
“Your Angel, Bill’s girlfriend, aren't you?”
“Yes that’s me.”
“I’m the photographer. I was hoping that you’d be here. I was wondering if maybe you and Bill could be together in some of the pictures. I know that most of the pictures from today are going along side an interview they did last week.”
“Yeah, the interviewer asked Bill about his love life...”
“And he mentioned you. Yes, I had to read it before they came today. So, will you?”
“Will you what?” Bill had just then walked out of the dressing room and up to the two of them.
“He wants us to pose for some pictures. Just the two of us.”
“I’m ok with it.” Bill said.
“And so am I.” Angel replied.
“Great. Well, i’m going to take some group pictures and singles. So Angel, you just relax for now. When it gets close to when I need you, Michelle here with get you dressed and ready.”
Angel nodded.
“Now you know what it’s like to be famous.”
“I never asked for this.”
“But you did when you started dating me.”
Tom joined them and they walked off to where the pictures were going to be taken.
They did group shots first. They stood in different ways, Bill in front with the others behind him. Tom kneeling in front, Georg and Gustav behing him some and on either side and Bill standing directly behind Tom, standing tall.
They then did single shots. Bill went first, standing and looking this way and that. Then Tom went, then Georg and finally Gustav. When Georg was getting his picture taken, Michelle went up to Angel.
“Miss, you need to get dressed.”
Angel followed her into the dressing room, Bill was sitting in front of a mirror. Someone was fixing his hair. He looked over as Angel walked in. Michelle lead her through a door. There was lots of clothes on racks. A woman was standing there, waiting for her. She made her change her clothes. Angel was now wearing a black pleated skirt with red and black cheakered suspenders. Her shirt had a cool, gothic design on it. She kept her boots and stockings. Angel walked back into the other room and sat down. The hairdresser wet her hair with a spray bottle. She blew it dry and used gel to make it stick all over the place. Much more wild then Bill’s hair ever was.
She was wearing a purple hat on top of her hair and stood next to Bill. He was wearing jeans with his extremely ripped jeans. His shirt was a long sleeved shirt that said ‘Tokio Hotel’ on it. He wore a black and red leather jacket over that.
They got pictures taken together. Then the photagrapher wanted pictures of only Angel. She was very photogenic and was doing all sorts of poses.
That night, the boys dropped Angel off at their apartment. She was tired and didn’t feel like staying out any longer. After the shoot, she changed back into her clothes but she was uncomfortable now. Angel changed out of her skirt, top, stockings, and boots into a pair of baggy jeans and one of Bill’s t-shirts. She sat on the bed and put on a pair of socks. They read ‘Rette Mich’ around the ankle. She sat at the computer and brought up her e-mail account.
Most of her e-mail was junk mail, but five of them were from her best friend Rachel. They were complete opposites but it worked. Rachel was preppy and peppy. She didn’t have any tattoos and only had her ears pierced once. Angel had her two back tattoos and had her ears pierced three times in both ears and a fourth on her right. Her left eyebrow pierced, her tongue was pierced like Bill’s and she had snakebite piercing in her bottom lip. Also her nose was pierced in the right side.
Angel opened the first e-mail from Rachel which was the oldest and read it.
hey angel
hows everything going over there? you and bill getting along? i miss you lots!
rachel
Angel smiled and opened the next one.
hey angel
whats going on? haven’t heard from you in like ever! email or call me back!
rachel
Angel rolled her eyes and said aloud,
“Oh Rachel, you never change.”
The next one read:
angel
i wish i could meet tokio hotel again. you know i like tom.
rachel
They were complete opposites except for one thing, they both loved Tokio Hotel. They had been fans ever since their first single came out.
ang
where are you? it’s been three months and i haven’t heard from you. i almost called the cops, i thought you were missing. until your name came up in an interview with the boys. call me!
rach
Angel laughed and opened the last e-mail.
an
call me now or i’ll go over there and find you myself! lol please call!
ra
The last e-mail was from this afternoon. So, she gabbed her cell and hit speed dial. The phone rand twice then Rachel picked up.
“Angel! Where have you been? I was getting worried!”
“No need for that, I was just busy lately.”
“With Bill. I get it, you to were getting it on!”
“No we weren’t!”
“Admit it, you did it.”
“You know we’ve done it before.”
But in the last few months...”
There was a pause.
“Once. We did it once and had a short shower thing.”
“Oh, your shower things, wait... short?” Rachel asked.
“I didn’t really feel like it this morning.”
“This morning!?”
Angel yawned.
“So where’s Bill tonight?”
“Out with the boys. I was too tired. And I still am. I think i’ll watch some TV and if he isn’t home by 11, i’ll go to bed.”
“Aren’t you worried he’s with another girl?”
“I was at first but not anymore. I know he loves me and wouldn’t do that. Anyway, good night, Rach.”
“Good night, Angel.”
Angel hung up and got up from the computer.

[amandaaraujo]

[/quote][/size]hey i just finished readoing the story before this one that you wrote amazinggggggg keep writing oh please dont drift away from bill hes an angel ;)

[LipsOfAnAngel]

heads up, this story is much sadder and depressing then the prequel.

Chapter 3

It was three in the morning. He knew it was late but he couldn’t just leave early and leave the guys. They were at a club again, their was girls, music and photographers. He couldn’t leave early with them around. We walked into the bedroom. Angel was sleeping, her back was to him. He could see the top of her tattoo. He changed out of his clothes and walked into the bathroom. There was something else about tonight. He didn’t mean for it to happen, it just did. There was this American girl and she was all over him. He was a little drunk and they-
Angel moaned and rolled over in bed. Bill felt horrible about it, he didn’t know what was going on. And it happened to be a club with rooms on the second floor. She was quick with her words and wouldn’t leave him alone.
Bill took off his make-up and walked back into the bedroom. He stopped and looked at Angel. He put on his pajama pants and crawled into bed next to her. He wrapped his arm around her waist and went to sleep.

“Something is bothering you, isn’t there?”
Angel was sitting across from Bill that morning at breakfast.
“No, why would you say that?”
“Because you won’t look at me. And you never look at me when something is bothering you.”
“Nothing’s wrong.”
“Fine. I’ll take your word for it, this time.”

“Bill, what’s this?”
Angel had come home from shopping. He walked into the living room. She had dropped the bags at the door and in her hand was a newspaper. She was talking about the front cover.
“What is this?!”
She throw it at him. He picked it up and gasped when he saw the cover.

Bill Kaulitz, lead singer of Tokio Hotel, slept with a fan last night at a club he and the rest of the band were hanging out at.
They were seen together during the night. They had kissed in the middle of the dance floor then proceeded upstairs to the bedrooms. They didn’t come back down until an hour and a half later.
He said later that nothing happened and walked away with the band.

“How could you?!”
“I didn’t mean to!”
“What do you mean, ‘you didn’t mean to’?”
“I was drunk, and she was all over me and I couldn’t get her to go away!”
“Then push her towards Tom!”
“I tried! But she wouldn’t do it! She said she wanted me!”
“Then tell her you have a girlfriend!”
He didn’t say anything back at this. He just stood there and stared at his feet.
“You didn’t tell her, did you?”
“I was drunk, it never occured to me.”
“It never occured to you? Bill, we’ve been living together for almost two years now.”
“I know.”
“I don’t believe this.”
Angel walked into the spare room and started to pack a bag.
“Where are you going?”
“I’m going to Rachel’s. I’m going to stay there until you figure this out.”
“What do you mean?”
His voice was chocked.
“Bill, I can’t live with you if your going to cheat on me. I’m sorry.”
Angel picked up the bags of new clothes, her purse and the bag of her stuff.
Tears slid down he’s cheeks.
“Good bye, Bill.”
And she walked out of the apartment.
Tears were now streaming down his face.
‘I’m not going to cry. I’m not going to cry. I’m not going to cr-’
He thought, then he cried. He couldn’t help himself.

[BlondPunk]

Nein!!!
you made me cry >_<
more *sniffle*

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 4

Lead singer of Tokio Hotel, Bill Kaulitz, is missing. No one has seen him since the night at the club. Police are looking for him. His apartment, the one he lived in with girlfriend Angel, is empty.

He lit another cigarette. This must of been his seventh one that day, but he didn’t care. He thought he had quit years ago but, well... The girl in the bed stirred. Bill looked up when she mumbled,
“Are you still here?”
“Yeah, your the one who has to leave.”
“Oh, sorry. I forgot.”
He didn’t say anything. How did his life come to this?
The girl got up and dressed. She pulled something out of her jean pocket. She placed it on the table he was sitting at. It was money. Every girl did this. They were paying for it.
“You know, I use to be a fan.”
She said from the door. The girl turned and walked over to him. She sat down next to him. Bill took a drag from the cigarette.
“What happened to you? No more then two weeks ago you were on the cover of every teen magazine. Now your here. At the bottom of the city, getting paid to have sex with random girls. This can’t be where you saw yourself when you started Tokio Hotel?”
“It’s not. But I never thought I would cheat.”
“On your old girlfriend? You know, she’s worried about you, everyone is. Think about your brother.”
She hit a sore spot with that. He hadn’t thought of his friends and family. How did she do it?
“Say something, please?”
“I need help.”

Angel was pacing in Rachel’s living room. Rachel sat on the couch, the TV remote in her hands. But it wasn’t on, she had turned it off because they were talking about Bill.
“Where would he go? Why did he go?”
“Because you walked out on him because of an accident. He didn’t mean to do what he did. The girl wouldn’t leave him alone.”
They had had this talk before. Angel would start it the same and Rachel would end it the same. It never got any farther then this.
“I shouldn’t have done it.”
“Done what?”
“Walked out on him. He was crying, I saw it. He was truely sorry for what he did but I was mad because he didn’t tell me. I found out by reading about it.”
Silence grew between them. They seemed to be hearing that more now then anything else. Then, there was a knock on the door. Rachel stood up and opened the door.
“Ok first, I know you don’t know me and I don’t know you, but we both know someone who needs our help. He asked me to come here. He’s messed up, bad.”
Angel was already out the door. The girl at the door followed then lead with Rachel tailing behind.
She drove them to a bad part of the city. She lead them to an old building. Angel opened the door and sitting there, with his head on the table, was Bill.
“Bill?”
He opened his eyes and sat up.
“Help me.”

[amandaaraujo]

OH my \GOd i cant beleive booohooo u made me cry :cry: how wow poor billy :cry: im speechles

[TanteMegs]

AWWW!!! Come one. Don't leave us in suspense. I need to know what happens next. Pleae update fast.

Megan

[Magicly Emoicious]

Poor Bill. I want more!!!

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

new reader ***
goOd job ma ... its really good!
i love how u added drama ...
keep going ... its awesome <333

[BlondPunk]

.........*sniffle*
WAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
*cries like some crazy woman*
I think I'm better now...
okay, caaaaaaaalm....caaaaaaaaaaaaalmmm.

THAT WAS UEBER AMAZING!!!
I
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[LipsOfAnAngel]

ok, here's more!! stop bothering me!!!!!! *twitch*

Chapter 5

Bill Kaulitz, lead singer of Tokio Hotel has been found. Where he was and his current whereabouts are being kept away from the media and the fans.

“Bill, say something, please. Just say anything.”
Angel looked at the others.
“Meghan, you talk to him. He only talks to you.”
Meghan, who was the girl, walked over to Bill. She kneeled down so she was at eye level.
“Bill, please. I know what you’ve been through was hard but you need to speak.”
She looked at Angel and shoke her head. Angel looked at Rachel and she and Meghan traded places.
“Hi Bill. Do you remember me? You sang to me, at the first Miami concert. Do you remember that? The US tour? Where’s that Bill who sang to me? Where’s the Bill from the Dining Room who met Angel? Where is he?”
He looked up at her. He had been looking at the table he was sitting at. Tears began to well up in his eyes then slide down his cheeks. He opened his mouth to speak and he said as he cried,
“I was falling apart! The stress was getting to me.”
“But you always seemed happy.”
“Lots of people put fake smiles on. It just felt like, everyone was talking about everything I did. Now that I lived with my girlfriend instead of the guys. That time when I had the change the time for an interview, everyone was thinking the same thing. Do you know why I did that? I was sick, I ate something the night before that didn’t agree with me. I couldn’t take it anymore.”
“So running away was the only answer there?”
“I didn’t know what to do anymore! I needed to get away.”
“Then take a vacation. Not go into the worse part of the city and sell yourself.”
He looked down into his lap. Tears fell onto his hands. He continued you cry.
Tom walked into the apartment. Rachel had called him. He stood by the door and looked at his brother.
“What have you done to yourself?” Tom asked.
Bill looked up quickly and saw him standing there. He didn’t know what to say. The tears stopped but his face was still wet. Bill just looked at Tom. Tom walked over to him and sat on the table. Rachel walked back over to Angel.
The twins just looked at each other.
“Why did you call him?”
“I thought a visit from family would help. And whos the closes family member to him?”
“His twin.”

Bill was asleep on the couch at Rachel’s. Angel, Tom, and Rachel sat on the porch out back. No one was talking.
“I’ve never seen him like that.” said Tom.
“No one has.” said Angel.
They sat there a little bit longer. They heard the gate creak open then close. Georg and Gustav came around the house. They sat in the two empty chairs. Everyone just looked at each other. Angel looked behind her at Bill through the screen door. He seemed so peaceful.
“He’ll be alright, he’s strong.” said Tom.
He was sitting next to her and took her hand.
“He’ll get better, he always does.” said Georg.
“No matter what.” said Gustav.
Angel looked back at him.
“I remember the girl. He even asked me to take her upstairs but she said no. After another beer, they were upstairs. He gets messed up when he drinks. That’s why he trys not to.”
“I was too hard on him.”
“You were just upset, Angel. We went over this.” said Rachel.

[Magicly Emoicious]

MORE!!!

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 6

Bill was running down a long hallway, and at the end was a door. He tried to reach it but couldn’t. On the way, he saw Angel, leaning against the wall, all cut and bleeding. Then he saw Tom, with broken bones, no hair and dieing. Bill kept running all the while saying, ‘No! This isn’t right. They’re not hurt.’ When he reached the door, he opened it. There was flash of light and what was behind the door was himself. He was lieing on a table, naked, with a sheet on him from the waist down. He was dead.
Bill sat straight up. His was breathing was heavy, and he was covered in a cold sweat. He was shaking. A hand touched his shoulder and he jumpped. It was Angel.
“It’s ok, Bill. It was only a dream. Everything is fine.”
He was shaking badly. He curled up into a ball, his legs against his chest and his knees under his chin. Tears fell from his eyes. Angel wrapped her arms around him. She had him is a tight imbrace, it was comforting. They sat like this for some time. Bill saw on the clock that it was 2 in the morning.
“I’m so sorry, Angel. I’m so sorry.”
“No, it’s not your fault. It’s mine, i’m sorry. I got mad at you even though I knew you were upset. I shouldn’t have walked out.”
She let go and Bill looked at her. He looked like a child who just lost his mother, only worse.
“Bill...” she whispered.
Angel got up to leave but Bill grabbed her wrist.
“Don’t leave me. I need you.”
Angel sat down next to him. He hugged her and she hugged him back. They sat like this for what felt like forever. They pulled apart some and looked at each other. Bill got closer. Angel pulled away but then gave in. They kissed slowly and softly at first but soon it got passionate. Angel pulled him down so he was on top of her. They continued to kiss. Bill’s hands were al over her. She let out a small moan and pulled him closer.

Angel woke up in the guest bed. But she was alone, next to her was a sleeping Bill. He had a small smile on his face. She couldn’t remember how they got there but then it came flooding back. She slept with him, but she didn’t care. After all, she loved Bill. But she remembered, at one point, he was crying. Bill was crying, that had never happened before. She had asked him what was wrong but he didn’t say anything. She let it go but now it bothered her. Angel looked at Bill again, the smile was gone. Now he looked to be in pain. He rolled over but rolled right back over. He started to talk in his sleep.
“No. No it’s not true. No, stop. Stop! Stop it, please!”
“Bill, wake up! It’s a dream! Bill! Wake up!”
He was in a room, strapped to a chair. There was a faceless figure standing in the shadow in front of him. The figure asked him a question he didn’t hear but still knew the answer.
“No. No it’s not true.”
The figure walked over to him. It placed it’s hand on a lever.
“No, stop.”
It pulled it and the chair Bill was in became an electric chair.
“Stop! Stop it, please!”
Then he was beening shaked back and forth. And it the distance he heard an angelic voice, calling to him.
“Bill, wake up! It’s a dream! Bill! Wake up!”
Bill opened his eyes. He was looking up at Angel. She had her hands on his shoulders and was shaking him. She stopped when she saw he was awake.
“Oh my god! You’re awake!”
She pulled him into a tight hug. When she let go, Bill looked at her. Tears streaked his face. His dream came back to him and he began the shake all over.
“Oh, Bill. It’s ok, it’s ok.”
Angel hugged him again.

“I’ve been having nightmares.”
“All the same thing?”
“No. Different but the same theme. Pain, death, suffering.”
Bill swallowed hard. He sat in a chair in a therapist office.
“I see. Is there something that happened to you that made you suffer?”
“Yes but it’s gotten better.”
“And your still having dreams?”
“Yes.”
The therapist wrote something down.
“Have you come to terms with what made you suffer?”
“Excuse me?”
“Have you... forgiven it?”
“Yes.”
“The dreams could be the result of shock or trauma. The thing that happened to you, even if you’ve gotten over it and things are better for you, it doesn’t want to leave you alone. Was this happening caused by a person, place, or thing?”
“A person.”
“Do you still see this person?”
“Yes, I live with her and she’s my girlfriend.”
“I see. I think the best thing to do is to stop seeing her, all together.”
“What?! But- I love her. I can’t stop seeing her. She makes things better for me.”
“She caused what she’s making better.”
Bill didn’t know what to say. If Angel left him again, he’d die inside. But he couldn’t keep having those dreams.

“How’d it go, Bill?”
“I’m not suppose to tell you what happened.”
“I meant was it good or bad.”
“Oh, a little of both.”
Angel pulled out onto the street. She was driving because Bill suppose to. They got to their apartment. Tom was there to greet them. He had been staying there, in the spare room while Bill got better.
“How’d it go?”
Angel shook her head and walked into the kitchen.
“I meant by the drive to and from.”
His sentence was left hanging in the air. Bill walked into the bedroom and kicked off his shoes. He sat on the bed as Angel came in with a glass of water.
“Bill, you know you’re going to have to tell me sooner or later. What did the doctor say?”
“I can’t see you anymore.” he said quietly.
“What?”
“He said your the reason why i’m having nightmares. Because... you were the cause. Even though you make me feel better, i’m not aloud to see you.”
“This can’t be.” she whispered.
“I’m sorry, Angel.”
“No, don’t do it Bill.”
A tear slid down his cheek.
“I’m breaking up with you.”
His head dropped, he was crying. And so was Angel. She got up and walked into the living room. Tom stood up when he saw her.
“What is it?”
“No.”
She picked up her phone and went out onto the balcony. She called Rachel.
“Hello?”
“Rach, it’s happened.” she said through tears.
“Your pregnant.”
“No, Bill broke up with me.”
“He didn’t.”
“He had to.”
“He didn’t have to do anything.”
“You don’t understand, Rachel.”
“So your moving out of the apartment?”
“Yeah.”
“I’ll have your room ready for you.”
“Thanks Rachel.”
Angel walked back inside and saw Bill standing there. She walked past him and into the bedroom. Tom appeared in the doorway.
“Tom, you might want to move in permanently.”
“I know, he told me. I’m so sorry Angel.”
“It’s not your fault, you didn’t do anything.”
Tom helped Angel pack and load her stuff into her car.
“I don’t know if i’ll ever see you again Tom.”
“Just because you can’t see Bill, doesn’t mean you can’t see me. Besides, Rachel and I recindled that old flame.”
Angel smiled. She pulled Tom into a hug and kissed his cheek.
Bill was standing back some. His face was wet. Angel walked over to him.
“I guess this is good bye.”
“Yeah.” Bill barely said.
Angel pulled him into a tight hug. She looked into his eyes.
“For all thoughs good times.” she said.
Angel passionately kissed Bill. He didn’t want it to stop. Finally, Angel broke the kiss and walked away. She got in her car and before she turned the corner, waved.

[BlondPunk]

:]
okay....you don't have to write more immeadiently if you don't want to. :]
But it's awesome!!! =D
and now I read part two!

:[[[
Nein!
he broke up!
afigitingwhatjhfugi!!!
T_T
please, go on

[LipsOfAnAngel]

no, it's ok. i finished the story awhile ago. by the by, this is the last chappy. i forgot how short this one was. i hope you enjoyed it!

Chapter 7

Bill finally got better. Tom and Rachel continued to go out. But Angel and Bill never saw each other again. Tokio Hotel came out with a new album, Bill was back to his old self. None of what happened to him was ever put out in the news. Angel continued to be a Tokio Hotel fan but it was hard to listen to their music sometimes. Rachel was good at not talking about Bill specifically but they always talked about Tokio Hotel as a whole.
Angel was looking through a magizine when she came apon an article and interview with Tokio Hotel.
One question asked Bill if he was seeing anyone. His answer was that he was single and liked it that way.

Angel and Rachel got tickets for a Tokio Hotel concert in Germany. With two new album out from the last concert, they were excited. Bill did the same thing, he asked a fan up on stage. Angel and Rachel had third row seats and signs. Angel had ‘I love TH!’ and Rachel had ‘Tom’s the Bomb! I love him!’
“Ok, lets see. How about the fan holding the ‘I love TH!’ sign in the third row. Come on up!”
Angel looked at Rachel. She didn’t mean to be picked. Angel went up there anyway. As she walked on stage, she thought,
Why didn’t I make Rachel go up instead?!
She was face to face with Bill. He knew who it was and so did the rest of the band.
“So, what’s your name?”
Angel couldn’t speak.
“Angel.” she finally said.
“Got stage fright don’t you Angel? Don’t worry, your not the one singing, I am.” he said with a laugh.
Bill sang a song from their new album. It was called “Broken”.
When the song ended, Bill gave her a hug. During this, Angel whispered in his ear,
“I’m sorry.”
Back at her seat, Rachel asked if she was ok.
“I’m fine.”

That was the only time they met. After that, Angel moved to Miami to work at Miami Ink. Tokio Hotel just got bigger.
One day, at the tattoo shop, Ami asked,
“Angel, what ever happened to your boyfriend from that band?”
Angel thought for a moment.
“We went our seperate ways.”

[LipsOfAnAngel]

TEAR!!!!!!!

THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[BlondPunk]

=O
T_T
that was so sad...but it was really really good!
:]
*cries*
I can't believe it's the END!

[LipsOfAnAngel]

i'm sorry!!!!!!!!!!! *cries*

[BlondPunk]

i'm sorry!!!!!!!!!!! *cries*

no, it's okay!
It was just the reaction you get to the end of a good story ;D

[amandaaraujo]

omg i cant bleive it :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

[Magicly Emoicious]

NOOOOOOOOO!!!!! *Cries* You must write more!

[LipsOfAnAngel]

no more! but i have other stories!!!!! :mrgreen:

[Magicly Emoicious]

WHAT ARE THEY WOMEN OR MAN!

[TanteMegs]

NO!!!!! That totally sucks. But it was an awesome story. I want more stories to read. You are an amazing writer. Please post more soon.


Megan

[LipsOfAnAngel]

WHAT ARE THEY WOMEN OR MAN!


first, i'm a woman. and second, it has vampires in it. heehee.

[Magicly Emoicious]

WHAT ARE THEY WOMEN OR MAN!


first, i'm a woman. and second, it has vampires in it. heehee.
IS IT ON HERE?!

[LipsOfAnAngel]

not yet, i'll post it today.

[<3ByYourSide<3]

ive never read a fan fic that made me cry until i read this one...i am LITERALLY crying...this was so sad...wow...all i can really say was this story was truly amazing! yours was like no other... :D

[Tokio_Hotel_Luv3r]

i hate you! u can't just end it like that! *pouts* they need to get back together!!!!!!! :evil: :evil: :cry: