agoraphobiaticalibi
April 27th, 2008, 10:19 PM
ja, so it sucks, but i just randomly wrote it b/c i felt like it so ja, i decided to post it so if u want to read it, ok, if u don't, w/e.
Blanket my dreams like a cloudy night
help keep me warm like a sliver of light
don’t break my heart, don’t let me rot here
I am nothing when you aren’t near
I never forgot the things you said
they like a river run through my head
I’m sick of wasting my time on you
yet you’re the only one that can help me through
do you even know that I still exist
or am I just that person who will never be missed
can you see me sitting here, I’m the girl with the tear filled eyes
the one that you love to hate, the one that you make cry
I missed my chance to tell you how I feel
and I’m wishing that this all wasn’t so real
can you see the trail of teardrops leading from you to me?
You’re where I started, this is what I’ve come to be
a girl lost in a dark world with only a corner to call home
no one knows who she is or why she matters
because she doesn’t, and she’ll never be known
her heart left her because it was connected to you
when you walked away, my heart did too
nothing matters anymore and I’m afraid to move on
because I’m just getting used to the feeling of you being gone
I saw you the other day and I got scared
scared that you would see me too and not even care
so I ran away, back to my own world
where there’s a girl in the corner and I’m that girl
people come knocking but I can’t open the door
because look what happened when I tried that before
I got you and your painful memory
carved into my heart until the day I die
thank you for that and the hurt that you left for me
if it wasn’t for you, I’d probably be happy
Blanket my dreams like a cloudy night
help keep me warm like a sliver of light
don’t break my heart, don’t let me rot here
I am nothing when you aren’t near
I never forgot the things you said
they like a river run through my head
I’m sick of wasting my time on you
yet you’re the only one that can help me through
do you even know that I still exist
or am I just that person who will never be missed
can you see me sitting here, I’m the girl with the tear filled eyes
the one that you love to hate, the one that you make cry
I missed my chance to tell you how I feel
and I’m wishing that this all wasn’t so real
can you see the trail of teardrops leading from you to me?
You’re where I started, this is what I’ve come to be
a girl lost in a dark world with only a corner to call home
no one knows who she is or why she matters
because she doesn’t, and she’ll never be known
her heart left her because it was connected to you
when you walked away, my heart did too
nothing matters anymore and I’m afraid to move on
because I’m just getting used to the feeling of you being gone
I saw you the other day and I got scared
scared that you would see me too and not even care
so I ran away, back to my own world
where there’s a girl in the corner and I’m that girl
people come knocking but I can’t open the door
because look what happened when I tried that before
I got you and your painful memory
carved into my heart until the day I die
thank you for that and the hurt that you left for me
if it wasn’t for you, I’d probably be happy