Life is Perfection [ FF ]

[SammiiXliebe]

HEY THERE!! =DDDD
I've had this idea for a fan fiction stuck
inside of my head for ages.
I need 3 characters.
So just PM me, or comment this thread. :] thanks. <3




Life Is Perfection
By SammiixLiebe <3



Chapter 1: My Life as A teenage Goddess.


I walked up to my locker. The sleeve from the sweatshirt I shoved in their yesterday was sticking out of the bottom. I opened my locker to have piece of ripped notebook paper fall in front of me.
I looked around, to make sure no one saw, and i read the words to myself.
&#39;I love you&#39; it said, in neat curly cursive.
I smiled to it, holding it tightly in my hands, as i shut my locker, holding my books and walking to my next class.
All that was on my mind was the fact that someone loved me, someone that i hoped was &#39;Him&#39;.

I sat in my math class, in the seat I&#39;m always in. The one next to the window, watching the other kids roam around campus, smoking, drawing, singing, playing the guitar. Things that i wish i did.

Right now you&#39;re probably thinking &#39;****, that girl is emo&#39; or &#39;Wow, she needs a life&#39;. It&#39;s not true.
I do have a life. Or at least I did.
Head Cheerleader, Star Quarterback boyfriend, and parents who would buy me the world if it was for sale.
But i looked beyond that. I&#39;ve tried to mix in, mix in with the cliques, be apart of other things than rumors and money. I failed.
But here i was, writing down the 7th equation written on the board, when i felt a small breeze next to me.
I looked up to see Brian. My boyfriend. He was smiling widely at me, as he sat down in the empty seat next to me.
"So, Sam, didja get my note?" Brian gave me a sneaky grin, inching his way closer to me, so that the space between us was closed.
"Yes. I did actually. What do you want?" I smiled back, teasing about how he always kissed up for things he wanted.
"Tonight. 10:00. Me, you, the biggest party of the year. What do you say?" He put his hand on my leg, making me giggle a little to his firm touch.
"Maybe. I have a huge test in Science, i have to study" I playfully pushed him.
"Brian...Samantha. Must i go over the rules of couples during class?" My evil teacher, Mrs. Murtel, called out to us, as Brian and I spread apart shaking our heads.
"Good" She added as she turned around to continue writing.
"Of course. My little nerd has to ditch me to study, AND get my in trouble. You owe me" Brian whispered to me, as i saw the heads of my classmates turn and roll their eyes at the fact that we were still talking.
"Fine I&#39;ll go." I smiled, and continued writing my papers.

I remember that night like it was yesterdays.
The last of my colors,
The last of my sights.
The last time i could actually imagine things.
It was the last time for anything and i didn&#39;t know it.



Ending Notes : So. Do you like it? I guess it wasn&#39;t as good as i planned. But I&#39;ll continue. :]

[xgennevievex]

Amazing!
Could i be a character if you don't mind?

[Viv_Kaulitz]

your ff's are amazing.

i wanna be in it :D

[SammiiXliebe]

yesh! you guys can both be in it. :]
Can you guys like PM me with the name you want
and a small like 2 sentence description of your
charater?
That would be awesome guys. :] <3<3

[TH_luv]

**** I didnt even give you a description!~ >.< I just said "you! I wanna be in yur ff" lmao Im a loser

[SammiiXliebe]

**** I didnt even give you a description!~ >.< I just said "you! I wanna be in yur ff" lmao Im a loser

lmao. Don't worry. I can figure it out.
You want your name to be Marlena? :}

[TH_luv]

**** I didnt even give you a description!~ >.< I just said "you! I wanna be in yur ff" lmao Im a loser

lmao. Don't worry. I can figure it out.
You want your name to be Marlena? :}

ja thats cool :D

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

oh my gosh!!!that was a great beginning please post more soon!!!

[SammiiXliebe]

okay. :] I got my characters.
But uhmmm xgennevievex i need your like name
and little itty bitty discription.
So i'll start with the new characters in chapter 3. :}
hehe. okay I'll update noowww. :] <3

[xgennevievex]

I sent you the stuff. Kinda confusing sorry about that.
: )

[SammiiXliebe]

Thanks for the comments guys! here's chapter two! <3 :]



Chapter Two: Can you Feel me Screaming it?


"That's what girls do
They keep you guessing the whole day through
Play your emotions push all your buttons it's true
That's what girls do!" There were four of us. Four teenage girls. Beautiful all together, with our own unique lives. That's why we were best friends. They will always be there for me, as I will for them.
Liliana. Let's start with her. She's been in my life for as long as i can remember. We used to run around and scrap our knees while attempting to run away from boys with 'cooties'. She was always gorgeous, but so chill. She could kick anyones ***, but yet be the one who would need a shoulder to cry on.
In the backseat we had Vivian. Vivian, my cheer leading buddy. Technically she was the one who jumped off from the top of the pyramid. She was the one who slept over my house on the weekends i was having a bad day.
And Next to Vivian sat Marlena. She was like the mushy glue that held all of us together. The one who kicked everyones ***, especially the people that make any of us feel like sitting in a corner being someone we're not.
All four of us together practically ruled out school, and that was no lie.
We pulled up to Liliana's house, as the wind stopped, making our hair plop back down.
"Are we going to go to that party? I seriously don't want to see Ben" Marlena complained as we got out of the car.
"Well, since he's your ex, don't you think you should be strong, and show him that you're not upset?" Vivian added in, as we all grabbed our purses and walked to the door.
"But, I am upset" Marlena turned the doornob as we all entered into the humble home.
Liliana's mother was in the kitchen, and we could all smell the delight of her home cooking.
"Girls! Thank goodness you're home! I just made the best thing in the world!" Liliana's Mother walked up to us, carrying a huge pie, that smelt of cinnamon and apples.
"Oh wow. Can i have it?" Marlena stared at the pie, her mouth open.
"NO! You fat butt, eat one more thing and you might at well explode" I playfully pushed her, as we all dashed up to Liliana's room, where we raided her closet for clothes for tonight. Of course, she always had the best clothes.
"Seriously, where do you find the time to own over 150 pairs of shoes?" Marlena stared at her reflection in the full length mirror.
"My feet stopped growing when i was 12, from then on, shoes are like a never ending storm" Liliana giggled as we all changed, trying to fit in as much home work as we could.
This party wasn't something we were looking forward to. To me it was something i regret listening to my boyfriend about. But i didn't know it at the time. I think I'm not up for blame.
That party was the biggest regret of my life, even if i was wearing some of Liliana's best clothes.
I lost something i needed, while looking good. Big deal.
That doesn't help.

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

oooo...please write more soon!!!

[xgennevievex]

Holy crap!

Amazing
: D

[Viv_Kaulitz]

wow, i wanna own 150 pairs of shoes.
that would be AWESOME!


good so far, i like it<3.

continue please.

[amandaaraujo]

ooooooohhhh am i too late for the audition ahahahha pleez can i bee in you FF my name as you can tell by my crappy user name is Amanda im funny out going can be random at times and aaaalllways has to make friends laugh about the stupidist things, very deep and alwaays listens to probs of friends and solves them oh and is the olny one that has the guts out of her 5 friends to stand up to a teacher and get out of any messt situation lights up anyones day but cant seem to bright her owns*wierd huh* hahaha sooo pleeez let me know you can add me at the middle if you wnat im so late hihihi... :D :D sorrry if my decription is alot u might think im self centered hihihi( im not by the way hihihi)

[TH_luv]

oh shnaps!oh ginger snaps! whats gonna happen!?! >.< I need mehr!I wanna know whats happening at the party!

[xgennevievex]

I can't wait for the new chapter
: )

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 3: I can see the light.



We were driving to that party. It was around 10:30 pm. All of us looking snazzy in our clothes.
We entered the house. 50 Cent was blasting in the background. The smell of beer hit my nose as soon as i walked in. The dancing was over rated, and i couldn't find Brian.
I was strolling around with Liliana, sipping out sodas, and casually walking around.
I saw Brian by a corner, surrounded by a pile of his fellow footballers.
"Hey hun" He called out to me, pulling me away from Liliana and into his swarm of friends.
"Uhm Hi" I said, shocked at the amount of boys staring at me.
"What's...up?" I shrugged as he smiled.
He had that evil grin on his face. The same one he used when he just one a championship game, the same one he had when we first...you know.
"Nothing" He smiled again, all of his friends coming closer to me. I could smell the beer on their breathe, and i could feel them breathing.
"What are you doing" I began to urge myself away from them, but they kept coming closer, and their hands began to touch me.
"HEY! Get off!" I yelled at one of the boys as he put his hand on my leg.
But that didn't stop them. Their hands were everywhere, including Brian's, and i was to weak to stop all those boys.
"Stop!" I yelled as one of the hands tried to get up my skirt, and some how my jacket was gone, and so was my purse, and my soda.
I felt hands trying to unbutton my ****.
I began to cry. Why was no one helping me?
"HELP!" I yelled, as i felt the first tear fall down my cheek. But i guess the music was too loud.

My mother always said, "Strength will come when you need it" and i always thought that she probably got that from some lame movie.
But i was wrong, i found myself pushing all those 150 pound boys off me.
My jacket gone.
My purse, gone.
and so was the bottom lacing of my skirt.
I didn't get the girls, i didn't even tell anyone i was leaving.
I got out of the house, running to my car, and taking out the spare key from inside the hub cap.
I started the car, and some random heavy metal crap came on. At least in my opinion it was heavy metal crap.
"Ready Set go it's time to run!" the radio screamed as i flicked it off, and began to drive.
Tons of cars were still arriving to the party and it was hard to swerve all around them.
I put in my Aly And AJ CD, and began listening to the fast beat. The faster the song, the faster i drove. I was so mad at Brian, at the fact that he would do anything like that to me.
We were deffiently over once he became sober again.
I drove and drove, until i was on a street I've never seen, cars were speeding, and i was running a red light.
Why? because i didn't care what i was doing.
It was that moment i wish i did care. That moment that I wish i could fix. But i can't.
It happened really fast.
The light heading towards me.
My reaction to try and turn.
Me, not able to move.
Crash.
Out cold.



Ending notes. like? :] heh

[xgennevievex]

Woah!

Amazing.

I'm listening to rescue me and it fits

I cant not wait for updates

[TH_luv]

ack! sammii! SHE DIES?!lmao I'm sorry I had to say that! XD but seriously I need you to continue so that I can see myself kicking that Brians ***! >.<

[xgennevievex]

For real

Lets beat his ***
: )

[amandaaraujo]

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh SAAAAMMMMIIIIIIIIIIIII SAMI CANT DIEEEE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO POOR GIRL OOOOHHHH I NEEED TO KNOWWW MOREEEEEEE AHHHHHH sorry for the caps hihih omg this story is sooo goood no wait amazing.hihii i cant wait till ch 5 yaay

[Viv_Kaulitz]

:o
what happens to her??!!

[TH_luv]

lmao sorry people she doesnt really die I was just kidding around! >.<

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 4: I Can Feel You all Around me.



It happened really fast. Everything.
From the big light, to the sound of siren's.
To the sound of my mother's scream.

The time i finally woke up, i was surrounded by a smell of bleach, and it was cold. I heard a beeping noise, and someone sobbing.
It was dark, pitch black to be exact.
I looked around, i couldn;t see anything. And i reached up to touch my eyes, to feel why i couldn't see. I felt a cloth around my eyes, it was slightly damp.
"What the ****" I whispered to myself, feeling around trying to take the cloth off.
"Sammii?" i heard my mothers voice, and i heard the click of her heels coming towards me.
"Mom? Where am i? what the **** happened?" I jumped where i was, as she grabbed my hand, and i felt her old wrinkly skin.
"Sweetie, this is going to be rough to tell you." She whispered, i could tell she had been crying for a while.
"Mom. Tell me. I need to know" I squeezed her hand tighter.
"honey. Last night at that party, while you were in your car, you crashed." She paused to sniffle a bit, "You've been here...in the hospital for three days." She took my hand in both of hers.
"And then what?" I began to feel weak.
"They tested you while you were asleep...And..." she mumbled something under her breathe.
"MOM. What happened?!"
"honey" she said clearly, "you're blind."
And then it hit me. The damp bandage around my eyes, why i could only hear my mother.
I dropped her hand.
This was going to ruin me. I would lose all my friends. And now i couldn't even deal with Brian.
Blind? This is not right.
~~


Seven weeks had passed. I've been through therapy so i could learn how to use my cane. My mother bought me a pink and black checkered one. Well, that's what she told me.
I was aloud back in school, my parents bought me all my books in braile, and i wasn't that good, so i had a buddy to read most of the words.
I called Liliana, Marlena, and Vivian.
I heard each of them cry for the first time in about...7 years?
I had to use the elevator, and thank god i knew my school backwards and forwards, but i still had someone to walk me everywhere.

"So. I'll walk you to first period and pick you up afterwards. You want your sunglasses for class?" Marlena was carrying my books, walking next to me and bringing me to class.
We were outside, going to the other half of the building.
"Yeah. Thanks so much for bringing me" I smiled, as she handed my my pink Dior sunglasses and i slid them on my face.
I was walking, my cane hitting the could before me.
Click Click Click.
POW!
"Oh ****! Sam! You okay?" I heard Marlena yell as i tried to pick me up from the ground.
"Oh sorry" I heard a male voice, as he used both of his hands to lift me off the ground.
"Oh...It's okay" I wiped off my jeans, and picked up my cane. I could feel that boys eyes staring at me, like it was burning into my skin. I guess he just figured out that i can't see him.
"Tom. What the **** are you doing - oh" I heard the sound of someone running towards us, as another boy's voice talked.
"What are you guys staring at?" Marlena scoffed pulling me along past the boys. I wanted to look back, take a look at them, but i couldn't but i could feel them watching me, i really could.

[TH_luv]

****! >.< she's blind!And she can't lay her eyes on the smexxiness of Tokio Hotel boys! :cry: such a sad sad sad punishment!

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

ohhhh boys boys boys.

Blind O.O

Aww that's really got to suck :[

I think I would die if I was blind. :[

But I'd rather be blind then deaf, is that weird?

Feel free to add me if You find room. Lol. You know who I am :P

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

****! >.< she's blind!And she can't lay her eyes on the smexxiness of Tokio Hotel boys! :cry: such a sad sad sad punishment!

That punishment is worse then death itself.

[TH_luv]

****! >.< she's blind!And she can't lay her eyes on the smexxiness of Tokio Hotel boys! :cry: such a sad sad sad punishment!

That punishment is worse then death itself.

right you are Taylor!Right you are! >.< poor Sam,the poor thing has to go through that punishment!Y'know she can always just get surgery to fix her eyes...they have that king of technology now

[amandaaraujo]

Omg she's blind ahhh the is the worst thing that could happen :( :( :cry: pleaase let their be a miracle and she could see again :D keep writing it soooo awesome ;)

[Viv_Kaulitz]

ohmy.
she's blind.
that's punishment.
she can't even look at Tom. :(

[xgennevievex]

Oh man.


Wow.


I can't wait for the new chapter

you have me hooked

[amandaaraujo]

SAMIII when are you going to updateeee... :D hihihihi JK take your time.OMG i loved the Chapterin Sweet Little Girl ahhh.hihiihhi cant wait till you update :D :D

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

gosh my oh!
wow were do you get these crazy idea's sammi?
i did not c that comeing ... psh her going blind

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 5: School is ****e.



I sat in my reading class, I may have been popular, but i was pretty nerdy.
I was sitting next to some girl named Semi. I didn't know her to well, but she was reading the books to me. From what i can tell, she had an innocent voice. She let me touch her face so i could recognize her. Very clear skin, and straight hair. But that's really all i could tell.
"Class, excuse me for a moment, i am needed in the office" I heard Mrs. Renard say, and as soon as the classroom door closed, and the click of her heels were gone, the whole class began to talk.
It was so loud, obnoxious.
"Uhm. Sam. I know i don't know you to well, but i wanted to ask you something" I heard Semi's voice and i turned to where she was seated, taking off my sunglasses.
"Sure. What's up?"
"Well Not to be rude or anything...just...what's it like? Yah know, to be...blind" I could feel that she didn't want to ask me, but she was just curious.
"It's just different. You actually see things in a different way other than your eyes." I shrugged, as she said "Oh".
"Well, i don't know if you want to, but you totally can if you want, but there's a small get together at my place. It's not going to be a big loud party, but it's going to be fun." Semi tapped her pencil making me jump a little.
"Hmm. Sounds cool. I might come, where do you live?" I said, as i heard scribbling of paper.
"Here, i guess...you can have someone ugh, read it to you?" She handed me a pace of ripped notebook paper, as the bell rang.
I began to walk, as i felt a tap on my arm.
"Hi. I'm Amanda, and I'm supposed to bring you to class" I heard another girl speak, as i nodded, and she lead me to my next class.

~

Truth. That was the longest day of school in my entire life. I felt as if everyone was staring at me, which they probably were. And everyone acted different, as if they pitied me.
It was ****, and it got even worse, when i felt a muscular grip on my shoulder.
"Sam?" It was Brian. I knew his deep manly tone anywhere.
"Brian, what do you want" I pushed his hand off me putting my sunglasses back on.
Last period i was told by Marlena that my eye color had switched from brown to blue in the past two weeks it would have been nice for my mother to tell me that.
"Well. I just...wanted to say that I'm..sorry" He said quietly.
"Sorry? Brian, now what are you sorry for? Having all your friends practically raping me, or being the cause of me not being able to see? Take a pick Brian, because sorry is NOT going to fix anything" I continued to walk out to the car to meet Marlena and Liliana.
"Listen To me." He grabbed my arm, "I didn't mean to. It was a mistake"
"Let go. Listen Brian. We're OVER. I never want to hear you talk again." I pulled away from him, continuing to walk.
"But I love you" He made me stop in my tracks, i could hear Marlena and Liliana coming towards me, as Vivian called my name.
"Brian. Wanna know why I'm actually happy about not being able to see? Because i don't have to see your terrible, lying face" I said, as Marlena grabbed my arm, pulling me away from him.
"That asshole" I heard Liliana say, as Vivian scoffed, and i was seating in the car.

[TH_luv]

yeah you tell that foo off!! >.< he IS an asshole! >.< foo's lucky I didn't kick his *** lmao mehr?

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

somebody likes the word 'foo' ^ lmao

eep.

Eye color change.

oooooohhhhh

Mehr Mehr Mehr.

And Update Your other fanfic, with my precious Gusti :]

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

very good...please write more soon...

[xgennevievex]

Amazing

: )

I can not wait for more

[Viv_Kaulitz]

Brian=HUGE ASSHOLE.

i think Marlena and i should kick his ***. :evil:


please continue. :D

[Tokio_Ho]

This fanfic is my new boyfriend......or if it's like not a boy, it's my item...? Anyhoo, I think I'm marrying it <3

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

This fanfic is my new boyfriend......or if it's like not a boy, it's my item...? Anyhoo, I think I'm marrying it <3

Your 'item'? God Emily. I didn't know you had a dick.

LMFAO.

<3 You. Sorry I can't go to the dance tonight, **** parents ruining my life. And Uva is going to be there! aw **** my finger feels like there's something really painful in it. owowow. oh **** there was and i licked it. wait, nvm.. it still hurts. Any ways! Yeah, give me a call this weekend. I NEED TO GET MEL A BDAY PRESENT! AND JJ!

[Tokio_Ho]

*Speechless*









****

[amandaaraujo]

OMG that *** brian how could he do that ugh that guy needs mental help/. By the way thx sooo much for adding me to your story :D

[SammiiXliebe]

OMG that *** brian how could he do that ugh that guy needs mental help/. By the way thx sooo much for adding me to your story :D


:]
Oh no prob hun.
I know its like a little small now, but you are going to be through out the rest of the story. :]

[xgennevievex]

I agree
Lets beat him up!

[amandaaraujo]

OMG that *** brian how could he do that ugh that guy needs mental help/. By the way thx sooo much for adding me to your story :D


:]
Oh no prob hun.
I know its like a little small now, but you are going to be through out the rest of the story. :]


THX im satified with just seeing my name :D but thhxxx again. :D :D

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 6: Good things can happen to girls who don't see.



"So. I was invited to a party tonight. I say we go" I smiled as i felt the vibration of the car as it moved.
"Really? By who?" Liliana asked as she steered a tight right turn.
"This girl named Semi. It's at her house. I guess her parents are out or something" I shrugged, tapping my cane against the car floor, as the car came to a halt, and i handed the piece of paper with the address on it to Vivian.
"Okay. Well, I'll go in with you and help you pick out a snazzy outfit, and you two pick us up at 9ish" Marlena opened the door for me and helped me out as the car drove away and Marlena lead me into house.
"Hey mom I'm home" I exclaimed and i heard the whistle of a teapot from the kitchen as i heard my mother rush down the stairs.
"Ooo goodie! how was your day?" She kissed me on the cheek.
"Well. Today was pretty good" I shrugged.
"She was invited to a party tonight. So I'm going to help her with her homework and we'll head off." Marlena spoke as she guided me the stairs to my bedroom where i sat on my bed and took off my hoodie.
"I'm not doing my home work, it's not due till like Friday" i smiled and Marlena opened my closet and threw a pile of clothing onto my bed.
"Then let's get to work" She stood me up, trying clothes on me like i was a little life sized Barbie doll.
Two hours later..
"That is so HOT" She exclaimed.
"You think. Because...i kinda can't see it!" I giggled.
"Oh yeah. Well black skinnies, white tank top, studded belt, the casual, yet sexy" Marlena hugged me tightly.
"Perfection. What are you wearing?" I smiled, touching the cool studs of my belt.
"Mimi skirt, tank top...sneaks?" She giggled and she began to apply some makeup to me.
Foundation and mascara...i trusted her with makeup. :}

~~~

The time came where i heard a honk outside, and Marlena and i rushed out, my cane leading my way.
I was seated in the back next to Vivian and Marlena as we drove off to the party.

As we pulled up to Semi's house, i could hear the hip hop music blasting, girls laughing, and boys acting like idiots.
Walking to the door, I hit about 500 people with my cane.
I sat at a couch, Marlena got me a soda, and i was just sitting their sipping it for about 30 minutes while the girls went to 'mingle'.
"Hey" I heard a manly voice, from next to me.
"Uhm Hi?" I reached into my purse to put my sunglasses on to cover my new blue eyes.
"Do you remember me?" The voice asked.
"Probably not. Even though your voice sounds familiar." I smiled a little bit.
"Well. My names Tom. I ran into you today on campus." He chuckled, and i smiled, rubbing my elbow of the bruise that formed after the little collision i had with this 'Tom'.
"Why are you talking to me?" I asked, sipping my soda again.
"Well. You looked like you needed someone to talk to." He inched closer to me, and i could feel his heart beating.
"Hm. I guess. But, what do you expect a blind girl to look like? But that's beside the point...what do you look like?" I turned to the direction to where his voice was coming from, and i knew i was facing his direction.
He grabbed my hands and put them onto his face.
I smiled a little bit, and i could feel my self blush as i felt his flawless skin.
He had a lip ring.
He was wearing a hat, and had incredibly thick dreads.
Well, i could picture something in my mind, what i really would like to know is why he was actually talking to me.
It didn't seem right.

[xgennevievex]

Yay!

I adore this
So glad you updated

[Viv_Kaulitz]

yay!
you updated!

hmm...it would be nice to blind if icould touch Tom's face like that.

anyways, please continue.

[amandaaraujo]

AWWW isnt Tom nice he doesnt care he has a heart not saying he doesnt.hhihihihi anyways Omg blue eyes dont cover them show them off. hihihihih. go dance have fun :D

[xMusiicLuv]

NEW READER!!

luvvvvv your ff
soo sad that she's blind but...yeah

tom's sooo sweet

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Lmao.

You don't want to know what I'd think Tom was.

XD

[Tokio_Ho]

I'd like launch myself in his lap and if he aksed I'd be all like "Sssshhhh, I'm blind"

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 7: *untiled chapter* eheheh



I think we've been their for about and hour or so. Talking about life, about the future, and the past.
About his utter fame and how he had to come down to this ol' town in the U.S to complete some high school. What was it again...Tokio Hotel? Yes.
"Sam. I really hate to ask you this. But my mind is going insane" Tom said, and i nodded.
"You can ask me anything. I'm cool with it" I smiled, taking off my sunglasses.
"How exactly...did you become...blind?" He paused between his words, i could tell his curiosity was large, but he was nervous about asking such a question.
"Brian. Ugh. I loathe him. About three weeks ago i was at a party with my boyfriend Brian. Well someone had a tad to much to drink, and so did his friends. It drove me insane. And the next thing i knew, that climbing into that car by myself was the worst mistake of my life." I shrugged.
"Wow. I'm really sorry to hear that. That Brian guy should get his *** kicked." Tom tapped his foot.
"Sam. You wanna go home now?" Liliana came over to me, wrapping an arm around my shoulders.
"I dunno. Maybe a bit longer" I smiled.
"Oh. Hey Liliana. If you want I could take her home later."
Tom giggled a bit, and i could tell that Liliana was probably staring at Tom.
"Are you alright with that Sam?" Liliana pulled me closer to her, i could tell she didn't really like Tom at the moment.
I nodded.
"Kay. I'll catch up with you guys laterrr" She left, and i felt a breeze tickle my arm as she walked away.
"Let's go outside" I felt the couch move, meaning Tom got up, as he reached for my hand to lift my to my feet and lead me out a door and to the outside, where we sat by something.
Tom said it was a small man made pond.
I touched the water with two of my fingers, letting the coldness tingle my skin.
"Tom?" I sat flat back down next to Tom.
"Yeahh?" He responded, inching closer to me.
"I know i've asked you this before. But really. Why did you begin to talk to me?" I looked at him, even though i couldn't see him.
He hesitated.
"In our school, every girl is just another pretty face. When i saw you, different than the others, i had a little faith that you weren't just another pretty face. Because most of these pretty faced girls...are just...dumb" He chuckled as i began to giggle.
"So. I guess being blind does bring you good things." I smiled, again touching the water.
"Tom! Where have you been all night?" I heard a male voice, as footsteps came towards us.
"Bill. I've moved like Once. It's either you're really dumb, or really stupid. In my opinion i say both, but that doesnt matter does it?" Tom said to ... "Bill".
"Well, we need to get home soon. I got LOADS of homewo...who's she?" Obviously, Bill was talking about me.
"This is Samantha" Tom introduced me.
"Well do you want me to drive you home now?" Tom asked, and i nodded grabbing my purse, and letting Tom help me up again and away to his car.

It was a weird drive.
Directing Him to my house.
Listening to Bill's accent.
But eventually my house had come and Tom came to help me to the door.

"Thanks for bringing her home" My mother said to Tom.
"Any time" Tom answered innocently as my mother gathered me inside, and Tom left.



Tom&#39;s POV
I waiting until Sam was in her house before dashing back to the car.
"Tom. What the ****, we just got here like a month ago, you're already setting up with chicks" Bill exclaimed as i climbed into my car.
"I'm not setting up with Sam. We're friends" I put on my seatbelt, starting the car.
"Well. Why didn't she like..shake my hand before? It was so weird." Bill shrugged, flipping through the radio.
"Bill you dumbass, she's blind" I hit him on the shoulder as we began to drive off to our home.
"Oh".

[xMusiicLuv]

ooooh great chappiieee!!!!!

mehr mehr!!!

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

"Bill You dumbass. She's Blind"

Lmao. That made me laugh. I can totally see Bill not seeing that. XD

[xMusiicLuv]

"Bill You dumbass. She's Blind"

Lmao. That made me laugh. I can totally see Bill not seeing that. XD
hehe YAA xDxD

[amandaaraujo]

"Bill You dumbass. She's Blind"

Lmao. That made me laugh. I can totally see Bill not seeing that. XD
hehe YAA xDxD

hahaha me too :P :P :D please update soon :D

[Viv_Kaulitz]

Tom is REALLY nice.

Bill was kind of a retard.

but i still love him :) .

continue...

[TH_luv]

lmao! 'Bill you dumbass shes blind' xD poor Billy! mehr? bitte?

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 7: Tom...Kaulitz?



I was walking with Amanda again.
"So. I saw you with Tom Kaulitz at that party last night." she said, as we made a short turn.
"Ha. Yeah. What about him?" I asked, as i accidental hit someone with my cane.
"Oh. I dunno. He just seemed like a very 'To Himself' kinda guy. Yah know? Besides that, he's really cute" She giggled.
"Well. I guess he is. All i did was like...feel his face. Wow, that sounds weird" I smiled as i began to enter my next class and Amanda gave me my books.
"Bye Sam! I'll see yah later" She left, and i took a seat in the back.
I slid my fingers across a book cover to read the braille, and make sure it was the right book. Someone sat next to me.
"Well hello. Fancy running into you here." I heard a male voice, and my body jumped, as chills were sent down my spine when i realized whose voice it was.
"Hi Tom" I smiled, taking out my notebook.
"Well Lucky you. I get to be your reader today." I heard him shuffle around his things, as he scooted his chair closer to mine to open my book to right page.
"We have to read this story called 'Into the Woods'. Ew" He giggled, and i heard the flipping of pages.
I nodded.
He read to me, until the bell rang.
And then he helped me to my next class.
"Yah know. For a boy i met the other day. You sure are really nice" I smiled, tapping my cane in front of me.
"Well I'm a nice guy. And i actually have been dieing to ask you something" I could tell he was blushing at my comment.
"Okay. Ask." I smiled, as my cane tapped a bit faster.
"Well. There's a Winter Dance in a couple weeks. And i would absolutly LOVE it. If you were my date." He practically whispered, as i stopped in my tracks.
It was my senior year of highschool, and I've only gone to dances with Brian before.
Tom seemed like a nice guy, and i guess...in my mind he was cute. I'll give it a shot. There is no way he could be as bad as Brian was.
"I'd love to" I smiled, as Tom and I turned to go to my next class.
"Great. Bye" He handed me my books and scurried off fast.



Tom&#39;s POV

yes yes yes yes! I finally did it! I gained the strength to as her to the dance!

I was running down the hall, desperate to find Bill.
He was standing at his locker talking to one of Sam's friends....Liliana i think?

"Bill Bill Bill Bill Bill!!!!" I jumped at him, as he practically fell back into his locker, and Liliana gave me a wide eyed look.
"Tom....Chill." Bill grabbed my by the shoulders, "Nothing that exciting could have happened".
"Besides the fact that she said yes!" I exclaimed, jumping around as Bill just watched me.
"Okay....congrats?" Bill turned back to Liliana, as i rolled my eyes and walked away.
Twin brothers. Ew.

[TH_luv]

lmao I love how Tom is over reacting to Sam's answer! xD mehr,bitte?

[amandaaraujo]

awwwww thats sooo cutte tom's excited hahahahahhah yay im in the chapter ahhahahahaha ayyaayayyayaya anyways cant wait till you updaate :D :D :D :D :D :D

[xgennevievex]

Amazing
As always
: )

[Viv_Kaulitz]

awww, i love how Tom is all excited.

very nice.


more please.

[xMusiicLuv]

aaaaaw how cuteeeeee!!!

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 8: Shopping with your friends, is better than
chocolate.



"Well, word gets around fast. You and Mr. Kaulitz going to the Winter Formal. Who saw that coming?" I heard Marlena's voice. I was taking books out of my locker as i turned to her giving her a smile.
"I think it's going to be amazing. And actually, i need your help." I shut my lockers.
"You, Liliana, Vivian, and me to the mall right after school. I need a dress, and i have a feeling you guys would to." I giggled, tapping my cane in front of me slowly.
"Good idea! Oh my gosh, I totally say you buy a pink dress, it'll match your eyes, since they're blue" Marlena giggled.
"Blue and Pink is cotton candy, not winter formal" I laughed, as someone called our names.
"MARLENA! SAM!" We both turned around, and i heard footsteps running towards us. It was Liliana.
"Chill out. What's up?" Marlena laughed at Liliana as she gasped for air.
"Bill Kaulitz. Asked ME, to the freaking winter thing" I could feel Liliana smile, and i began to squeal.
All three of us, were standing in a circle smiling and laughing.
"Speaking of dates, I just got done talking to Dan Campbell, one of the football players, wanting to take me. Since he seems like the only decent guy who's asked me, I said Yes" Vivian walked up to us, joining our circle.
"Ahh. Dan. He sure is cool. I guess. He asked me how to spell potatoes." Marlena laughed.
"Well, lucky for you he has a friend. Someone named...Chris? I dunno, but i said you'll be happy to be his date." Vivian giggled, as Marlena slapped her forhead.
"Guys. Shopping. Outfits for the dance? We only have like four days." I cut them all off, before Marlena could complain about how she had no idea who Chris was.
"Fine. We'll meet at the end of the day. My car" Liliana spoke, we all nodded, and went on our way.

"Hey Sam! Ready for a great our of science?" Semi came up behind me, and i recognized her voice.
"Ecstatic. Ha. So, You are you going to the dance with?" i asked, as i heard her sigh.
"My terrible mother, is forcing me to go with Harold Goodman. He's been my next door neighbor since i was like 2, and it's her dream, that him and i end up married, with tons of kids. Lucky for me, he's captain of the 'chess club' and he is deeply in love with me. Ew. ew ew. Ugh" She pouted, and i couldn't help but laugh.
"Well, you still wanna look good don't you? My friends and I are going to the mall after school for outfits. You should come. It'll be totally fun." I smiled, as i stopped in front of our class.
"Great idea. I'm in." I could feel Semi smiling. I really liked her, she seemed like a perfect person to hang with.
And i was totally right.

The rest of the day was a breeze, and going to the mall, was going to be godly. :] <3

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

P-O-T-A-T-O-E-S

hehe.

That reminded me of Lord of the Rings. XD

[Viv_Kaulitz]

hahahaaha!

potatoes?!



mehr. :)

[SammiiXliebe]

heheh. :] yay mall! :] <3

[amandaaraujo]

oooh coool school dance this should be interesting!!!

[SammiiXliebe]

hey guys. :}
Well I have some heartbreaking news.
Yesterday May 20th, 2008
my house set on fire. Everyone is okay, except my house.
-_-.
So at the moment I&#39;m in the Marriot CountryYard hotel.
Heheh, we have internet here!
I have a ****load of homework to do, since i didn&#39;t
go to school for a while.
D: I&#39;ll try updating guys. <3<3

btw. The first thing i grabbed was my signed Tokio Hotel
CD. :}


xoxo,
Sammii

[xgennevievex]

Oh my gosh honey!
I'm glad your ok
I really am
And
I'm so incredibly sorry about what happened
You shouldn't have to go through that.

:/


Again
I'm glad your ok

[SammiiXliebe]

Oh my gosh honey!
I'm glad your ok
I really am
And
I'm so incredibly sorry about what happened
You shouldn't have to go through that.

:/


Again
I'm glad your ok


thanks hun. :] <3
Everything is going to be fine.
The fire department apprently really enjoys
their job.
they chopped up EVERYTHING.
Kinda funny actually. lol

[amandaaraujo]

Oh my gosh honey!
I'm glad your ok
I really am
And
I'm so incredibly sorry about what happened
You shouldn't have to go through that.

:/


Again
I'm glad your ok

thanks hun. :] <3
Everything is going to be fine.
The fire department apprently really enjoys
their job.
they chopped up EVERYTHING.
Kinda funny actually. lol

Oh my GOD sammmii are you ok. OK your alright i cant beleive it.. If you want you can come ove heheh nevermind i live in NY hihii well im glad your okay and ill totally pray for you...sorry i come from a catholic family its kind of a habbit to say that but i will pray for you :) ;)

[SammiiXliebe]

aww. Thanks hun! <3<3.
Well, I live in NJ, lol, i should run and visit you!
lmao.

[amandaaraujo]

aww. Thanks hun! <3<3.
Well, I live in NJ, lol, i should run and visit you!
lmao.


that would be fun omg i told my mom and she was freacking out and then she said a prayer. dont worry if you need anything im serious now if you need anyting call me -9148049249 we th fans should stick together :D

[SammiiXliebe]

yay! Lol, Okay yo, I'm gonna updateee!

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 9: The mall.




We were entering the mall. I was in the middle of Semi and Marlena. I could feel people staring at me, and i even heard a little kid voice saying,
"Mommy, why does that girl have a cane?".
I didn't care. I didn't want to my feelings to get hurt. I was going to the dance with Tom Kaulitz, and i was going to look hot, blind or not.
We entered out first store, Hot Topic.
Yeah i know what your saying "Hot Topic Is For Emo Losers".
Uhm, no. This store carried anything from sex toys to something to wear for a royal ball.
"I say you try on this" Vivian handed me a dress. From what i could feel it was short. It had a lace around the end, and it was strapless.
"What does it look like?" I asked, as i began to feel the rest of the fabric.




gahh. I'll finish later. I have to go do stuff for my house. :]

[amandaaraujo]

kay hope eveything is ok at home ;)

[Tokio_Ho]

sex toys

:]


Ahhhh, sex toys are so fun!!! jk <3 I heard about the house, hope everything turns out chill

Love the Story mehr bitte <3

[SammiiXliebe]

Continue of Chapter 9: the mall



"It's black, the lace is a deep blood red" Marlena explained as Vivian began feel the fabric with me.
"Here try it on!" Semi exclaimed as they dtagged me into a dressing room and helped me put on the dress.
"Goodness, It's gorgeous. Absolutly Stunning," Liliana stated as she buckled my heel that Vivian picked out.
I looked in the mirror, even though i couldn't see it. My hand ran down from the top of the strapless dress, to the end, where the red lace ended, it was above my knee, it showed my skin a lot. I liked it, and i was going to buy it.

We were in the mall for over 3 hours. Shopping at almost every store. I bought a necklace, it was black crystal, which was insanly huge, but felt amazing.
The girls bought their dresses, all from different stores, and all in different styles.
We were in the car again, my phone began to vibrate in my left jean pocket.
I picked it up.
"Hello?" I asked, as everyone in the car quieted down, and the music was shut off.
"Hey Sam. It's Tom. I just wanted to make sure we were still on for the dance and all," I heard Tom say. HIs voice made me want to melt in my seat, it was magical with his German accent, and deep sexy voice. I longed to see him, but i couldn't.
"Of course. I just bought my dress. I've never been more excited in my life" I smiled, as i heard the other girls squeal in the car.
"Perfect, I'll see you at school tomorrow...bye" He said shyly, as if he had a complete change in attitude, did i make Tom Kaulitz...shy?
"bye" I said two seconds to late, as he hung up.





uasdfhuisdfhauisdfhasduif., sorry. ,Timing sucks.

[TH_luv]

aaaawwwwww lmao you made Tommyboy shy! XD haha mehr,bitte? you and Tom are way too cute to be true! XD

[Viv_Kaulitz]

aww, Tom is shy.


continue.

[Tokio_Ho]

!!!!!! Mehr Bitte <3 <3 <3 <3!!!!!!

[SammiiXliebe]

Lmao. BTW my house is good i guess.
My friends are slightly being hoes about it.
Like my best friends, acting like nothing happened.
gee thanks. *rolls eyes*

I wish all you guys lived closer to me.
Life would be so much easier.

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Lmao. BTW my house is good i guess.
My friends are slightly being hoes about it.
Like my best friends, acting like nothing happened.
gee thanks. *rolls eyes*

I wish all you guys lived closer to me.
Life would be so much easier.


I'll move in with you XD

I'll sleep inbetween your mattress and boxspring.

[Viv_Kaulitz]

Lmao. BTW my house is good i guess.
My friends are slightly being hoes about it.
Like my best friends, acting like nothing happened.
gee thanks. *rolls eyes*

I wish all you guys lived closer to me.
Life would be so much easier.


i'll move in with you.
and sleep under your bed :D .







...wait...nevermind...that's where the monsters live :shock: .

[SammiiXliebe]

ahaha. I love you. :] xD hehe


OHEMGE. Guess what!!

[TH_luv]

Lmao. BTW my house is good i guess.
My friends are slightly being hoes about it.
Like my best friends, acting like nothing happened.
gee thanks. *rolls eyes*

I wish all you guys lived closer to me.
Life would be so much easier.

I seriously would have no problem moving over close to you,away from my family right now xD my family has so much drama and also that'd be awesome if I moved over there,Taylor,Vivian,and I will move into your house and sleep on the ground for you XD

[SammiiXliebe]

Lmao. BTW my house is good i guess.
My friends are slightly being hoes about it.
Like my best friends, acting like nothing happened.
gee thanks. *rolls eyes*

I wish all you guys lived closer to me.
Life would be so much easier.

I seriously would have no problem moving over close to you,away from my family right now xD my family has so much drama and also that'd be awesome if I moved over there,Taylor,Vivian,and I will move into your house and sleep on the ground for you XD

you guys can live on my ceilingg! lmao.

Well I have a big house, choose to sleep anywhere! w00t

[Viv_Kaulitz]

Lmao. BTW my house is good i guess.
My friends are slightly being hoes about it.
Like my best friends, acting like nothing happened.
gee thanks. *rolls eyes*

I wish all you guys lived closer to me.
Life would be so much easier.

I seriously would have no problem moving over close to you,away from my family right now xD my family has so much drama and also that'd be awesome if I moved over there,Taylor,Vivian,and I will move into your house and sleep on the ground for you XD

you guys can live on my ceilingg! lmao.

Well I have a big house, choose to sleep anywhere! w00t


lmao!
w00t.

sleepover at Sammii's house!

[SammiiXliebe]

w00t w00t!

You guys rlly should sleep over.
My parents could care less. :}

[Viv_Kaulitz]

w00t w00t!

You guys rlly should sleep over.
My parents could care less. :}


that would be really fun.
:)

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

dfhlkjdfhd.

XD

DUDE! YOU SHOULD ALL GO ON A TRIP TO BOSTON THIS SUMMER AND WE SHOULD ALL MEET UP!

[TH_luv]

w00t w00t!

You guys rlly should sleep over.
My parents could care less. :}


that would be really fun.
:)

haha **** yeah it would! XD and we'd all have a kickass time! :D

[TH_luv]

dfhlkjdfhd.

XD

DUDE! YOU SHOULD ALL GO ON A TRIP TO BOSTON THIS SUMMER AND WE SHOULD ALL MEET UP!

lmao ja!I could probably sneak away to Boston for a few days...an dthen take getting grounded for running away XD

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

LMAO.

It's not my fault you live on the **** other side of teh ****ing country!

[TH_luv]

LMAO.

It's not my fault you live on the **** other side of teh ****ing country!
...it's not mine either...my family likes california thank you very much XD lmao rofl

[SammiiXliebe]

ahahaha. weeee xD

[TH_luv]

ahahaha. weeee xD
enjoying the conversation? XD

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

please update soon..I have finally caught up and I really like this story!!!!

[xgennevievex]

I adore this story
: D


How are you doing?

[SammiiXliebe]

I adore this story
: D


How are you doing?

xDD thanks. :]

I'm doinggg finee.
House = under construction.
I can deal. :] heh

[amandaaraujo]

I adore this story
: D


How are you doing?

xDD thanks. :]

I'm doinggg finee.
House = under construction.
I can deal. :] heh

how is the hotel treating you ?
so is your house going to take a long time in construction?
Im glad everything is ok:)

[SammiiXliebe]

The hotel is amazinggg.
I'm just waiting by the entrance for Tokio Hotel to
walk in.
That would be amazing.
I'd be like "Forget my house!" :] heh.

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 10: The Dance.



It's been a week. Tom and I...we're just the little cute school couple. We aren't dating, we aren't best friends. He hugs me every time he sees me, i know it's him because of the smell of his AXE.

It was the day of the dance, I was at school, tapping everything in front of me. And not even my huge black sunglasses could hide the gigantic smile on my face.

"Hey there!" I felt a tap on my shoulder, as i heard Amanda's voice. She was going to escort me to my last period, then The girls and I are going to get ready for the dance. YAY!
"Hey! Is it just me? Or is happiness in the air?!" I smiled, continuing to tap my cane in front of my as Amanda giggled.
"Yup. Dance. Ew" I heard Her say.
"Why you aren't going with anyone?" i asked, as I accidentally hit someone with my cane.
"Nope. I dont want to. So I'm gonna stay home" I could see her shrugging now, even though i physically couldn't.
"SIKE NAH! You are going. With my and my friends!" I exclaimed, as i heard her giggle.
"Well, i didn't buy a dress"
"I have tons. Take your pick, and we're on our way. Just meet me in the parking lot after school, we're all going to my place to get ready" I smiled, as we entered our class.
"okay!" Amanda exclaimed, as i sat in my seat.


School was a breeze. I ran outside, meeting up with all my 'Gal Pals'
hopping into the car and dashing to my house.

It took me a while, they helped me put on my dress, they did my makeup, and buckled my heels.
I loved my friends.
As Liliana was flat ironing my hair, Amanda was trying on my dresses.
Semi was looking in the mirror patting on her light pink blush, while Marlena was pinning up her hair. Vivian was pacing around in the room, making sure she could walk perfectly in her heels.
I couldn't see them, but i could sense their every move.
It was like, i replaced my site, with something i didn't have before.
It was weird, but i could live with it.


HONK HONK.

"****! Tom's here" I yelled, practically falling out of my chair.
"OH my god!" Liliana giggled, helping me up and handing me my cane.
The plan: I went with Tom, the girls drove their in my car.

"Honey, Tom is here!" my mother yelled from the bottom of the stairs, as all of us squealed.
We ran down stairs, i couldn't see Tom, i could smell his cologne and it wasn't AXE this time.
"Wow. You look amazing" Tom said, coming over, wrapping his arms around me for a hug.
"Say cheese!" I felt the flash of the camera, as my mother snapped shots of us.
My friends giggled, coming into the pictures, and posing all together.
"Mom...."I felt my cheeks blush, as Tom grabbed my hand.
"Let's go" He whispered, and i smiled to myself.
I've been waiting for this for a while now.
And now it's finally here.

[Viv_Kaulitz]

aww, how exciting!
the dance!

mehr mehr!

[TH_luv]

awwwww! <3 schweet! mehr,bitte?

[xMusiicLuv]

so sweeeet


mehrrr

[Tokio_Ho]

*Dies* whoah what I wouldnt give to be them <3

[xMusiicLuv]

*Dies* whoah what I wouldnt give to be them <3


uhuh totally!!

[amandaaraujo]

aaaaaaaaawwwwwww that was sooooo cute awwww oooh dance im hoping there will be a slow dance oh wait a minute*slpas self* its a dance duh theres going to be one ahhahah omg i lovveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttt tttttt

ayyayayayayayaay and look at me im repeaing my letters again ahha.

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 11: It's true~love is blind.




I took a step out of the car, Tom was standing holding the door open for me. I could hear other couples talking, the girl's heels clicking on the ground.
Tom grabbed my hand, as he shut the door with the other.
"Ready?" I could feel him smiling as he spoke, my skin got goosebumps as he tightened the grip on my hand.
I nodded, and he lead me inside. I heard the music blasting in the background, the vibration of the loud music stuck me.



eeeeek. Sorry. Im going to the movies with Sarah! :] heh

[Viv_Kaulitz]

aww.
you must update ASAP!

[xMusiicLuv]

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!!!!!

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 11: It's true~love is blind.

note: Lmao, I hate these little, filters. They ruin my stories! D:


I took a step out of the car, Tom was standing holding the door open for me. I could hear other couples talking, the girl's heels clicking on the ground.
Tom grabbed my hand, as he shut the door with the other.
"Ready?" I could feel him smiling as he spoke, my skin got goosebumps as he tightened the grip on my hand.
I nodded, and he lead me inside. I heard the music blasting in the background, the vibration of the loud music stuck me. It was amazing i could tell.
I did dance.
****, i probably looked weird, but i didn't care. Tonight was my night, and i was going to make it perfect.
The alarm on my phone went off twice, it was midnight.
"Hey. Why don't you say we spend a little time by ourselves?" Tom came up behind me, his hands slithered around my waist as he whispered in my ear. I smiled.
"That sounds great" I could tell i was blushing as i grabbed my phone and waved goodbye to my friends. They were probably going to annoy the **** out of me later, but that's what friends were for :]

I climbed back into his car, the one that had the scent that made me smile.
~~~

I didn't know where i was when i came out of the car, and i wasn't scared at all. Tom was a person to trust, someone i could count on, no one like Brian. I felt a breeze, it was cold.
I liked it.
Where was i?
What was going to happen?
The questions explored my mind, as tried to find out where i was.
"Take a guess" Tom sat me down, i think i was on a rock.
"Well first give me a hint" I smiled, as i felt him sit next to me, he began to stroke my hand, and then tightly grasp it in his.
"It's quiet, alone, perfect" I could feel him smile. I knew exactly where we were.

Perfect.

[TH_luv]

eeek! >.< zomg are they at the beach?!Im so happy yur back on Sammii,I missed you :cry: lolz well oh mein gott I luv yur stories,what gonna happen?...I hope he doesn't try to screw her and she doesn't want that! >.< that'd be horrible

[Viv_Kaulitz]

Sammii!
glad your back! :D

where are they?
i wanna know.

continue.

[amandaaraujo]

awesoe he is sssooo sweet

[xgennevievex]

Awww

I love it!

[SammiiXliebe]

Lmao. Lenaaa you silly silly girl.
It's the middle of **** winter. Why would they go to
the beach? :} <3

[TH_luv]

Lmao. Lenaaa you silly silly girl.
It's the middle of heckadoodle winter. Why would they go to
the beach? :} <3
lmao I dunno XD it just sounds like a place that would have a big rock and a cold breeze XD lolz

[tokiohotel26]

sooo where r they?? i thought they were at the beach

plus they could b somewhere lke florida or texas where it never snows

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 12: The "Spot"



We were at "The Spot". A parking lot on the top of a massive hill just smack in the middle of our little town. Couples usually came here to hook up, but i know Tom, he wouldn't try that.
"Tom, i wish i could see it" i said as the wind blew my hair all over my shoulders, making me shiver. Tom put his arm around me, i could feel his fingers tapping on my shoulder, as he pulled me close so that my head was on his chest. He was warm, and smelt of the Axe i loved so much.
"You can. Just stop thinking you can't" I felt his chest move as he talked, as he began to twirl my hair in his hand.
We sat there for a long time, talking, laughing, smiling.
It was an amazing night, and the whole time i felt like my heart was about to burst out of my chest.
"Tom?" I said sleepily, my phone beeps softly showing that an hour has passed, it was 3:00am.
"Yeah?" I felt his hand smoothly rub my cheek.
"Why are you so nice to me." I grabbed his hand, holding it lightly as we locked fingers.
"Because..." He said, as he trailed off and i felt him breathing close to me, he smelt of mint as his lips touched mine.
I've been waiting for the moment, and i could feel the stars hitting us, as my hands tangled in his dreads, and his near my waist. When he tongue finally made it's way into my mouth i busted with excitement. It felt so right, so perfect.


~~~

The next day was Saturday, and i woke up on something soft. Was i at home? No. I felt like i was being stared at...Tom.
I smiled,
"Tom, stop staring at me, it's creepy" I giggled, i could tell he was blushing bright red.
"Not my fault, you're so pretty when you sleep" He said softly, and i giggled.
"Stop being a kiss up, where are we?" i felt my body, to realize i was still wearing all my clothes accept my jewelry and shoes.
"The trunk of my car, you fell asleep last night and i didn't want to wake you up" he began to play with my hair, it was a sensational feeling.
"Oh. You're lucky my parent's don't care" I giggled, as my phone beeped 8 times, 8:00 am.
"Well, i should get you home" He helped me out of the trunk, and then into the passenger seat.
We listened to the radio as he drove, and talked and laughed. It was a weird feeling i had in the pit in my stomach. It was a good feeling.

[Nachtgespenst]

amazing story.
can't wait to read more.

[TH_luv]

ooooooh!♥ XD I love it,at first I was all :o :shock: wtf! lmao but awwww...is he lying?...are you sure he didnt screw her? lmao XD I mean think about it...it's Tom! lmao.....I now feel sorta guilty for saying that way lolz

[Viv_Kaulitz]

aww, Tom is soo sweet<3

yay!


more please.

[amandaaraujo]

AWWW Tom is sooo sweet. yeah im having second thoughts TOM what did you doo !! ahahh omg i love it .ich liebe

[SammiiXliebe]

At first i was going to make the setting around the top
of some mountain, but that would be...weird. lol

[amandaaraujo]

At first i was going to make the setting around the top
of some mountain, but that would be...weird. lol
LOL yeah :D

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 12: And that's how it goes.



"Give us EVERY detail" Semi said. We were in my room, all of us, all sitting on the floor snacking on chocolate.
"It was perfect. Just like in those little corny movies. I couldn't have asked for anything more" I smiled.
"Yeah but you know in all those little corny movies, there is a sex scene, so spill" Marlena playfully pushed me as we all giggled.
"We didn't go that far. I woke up in his truck though" I shrugged.
"BOW CHICKA WAH WAH" Liliana said as we all laughed again.
"Are you going to see him again?" Amanda asked me, handing me a piece of a Hershey bar.
"I dunno" I said, it was perfect timing as my phone began to ring.
"Call from 'Tom Kaulitz'" My phone said in it's amazing French accent as we all began to squeal.
"Shhh!" I putmy finger to my lips to shut them up, and then picked up my phone.
"Hello?...Hi Tom!...yeah...Sure I'll see you there. bye"
I hung up my phone.
"And he said.....?" Vivian waited.
"He wants to bring me to dinner tonight." I smiled, and we all squealed again.
"Okay, we need to figure out what you're wearing." Marlena exclaimed, and we all walked over my closet.
It took them two hours. And from what i could...feel, i was amazing.
A black mini skirt, with a black tank top, and some black and white high top Nikes.
My hair was worn down, and i gelled my natural curl to keep it wavy. With just some eyeliner and mascara I was ready to go.
"Tom will be here in...10 minutes" Lilian fixed my shirt.
"You guys seem more nervous than me." I smiled.
"Why not?! You guys are going on a ACTUAL date. It's going to be amazing, and I plan getting it all on tape" Semi giggled.
"As in...you guys are going to stalk us." I laughed.
"No. Follow. There's a difference" Amanda said, and we began to walk down the stairs.
The doorbell rang.
"Oh my god he's early" I said, my jaw practically falling to the floor.
"I got it!" Vivian said, and i heard the click of the doorknob as it opened.

[amandaaraujo]

totally awesome chapter lolz stalk no follow theres a difference ahhaahhaha that was funny :) cool when are you going to update???? i need to know what happends ?????

[Viv_Kaulitz]

lol, "we're going to follow"?

mehr bitte.

[xgennevievex]

More

: DD

[Nachtgespenst]

more plz!!!!

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 13: I can't Figure out a chapter Name. D:


His hand was holding mine, i didn't know where i was but i could tell it was fancy. The cool hair touched my arms as we entered, and as i was sat at my seat, and my cane right beside me, it was all perfect.
Tom ordered for me, and we talked, sipping our sodas.
"So. Truthfully, what did you say the first time you saw me?" I asked him sitting my drink on the table.
"You mean when i practically rammed into you. I say 'Oops'" He said as we giggled.
"No silly. You know what i mean!" I smiled.
"I said, 'Wow, that girl is gorgeous, and I'd be a dumb*ss not to chase after her.' He said, and i began to blush.
"You know you're full of it right?" I smiled.
"I know, but I'd say anything to see your smile" I felt his foot near mine, and i practically jumped in my seat.
"You know, you're a kiss up right?" I smiled again.
And we laughed.
The whole night was amazing, ever sip of my soda, to ever stupid thing we laughed at.
I died a little on the inside when we had to go.
When we drove back to my house in his car, the windows opened, my hair flying.
The smiles i had all over my face.
Tom gave the sensation back in my life. The happiness i used to have, and the whole time i was with Tom, Brian was long forgotten. I was happy.
We pulled in front of my house. My hair settled on my shoulders.
"Can i walk you to your door?" He asked, and i nodded, and we walked up my front steps. My cane tapping in front of me, hitting the pavement. We stood in front of my door, i could tell he was staring into my eyes, I decided not to wear sunglasses.
"Tom. I had a great time tonight." I smiled, holding my cane at my side.
"So did I. Well, there are many things I'd like to say to your right now. But i can't seem to find a way to put it into words." He said, inching closer to me, so i could feel him breathing.
"Tom, i don't think there is much to say, i can tell what you mean just by the way you're talking." I smiled. I felt his hand go behind my neck, pushing my hair behind my ear, as he put his head towards mine, kissing me deeply. We were like that for a while, making every moment seem like forever, making it last a lifetime. We separated, and said our goodbyes, and i unlocked my door, going into my house, and breathing lightly.
I never felt happier.
"Was it just me, or do i feel an award coming on?" I heard Marlena say above the squeals of my friends.
"Seriously, he totally loves you" Semi said.
"Oh come on guys, its to perfect to be true...HOW WAS THE DATE?" Liliana yelled above all their voices.
I sighed happily.
"It was amazing" I said, leaning against the closed door behind me.
The girls awed.
Was it true...love?

[TH_luv]

Awesome!He kissed her :D that is so cute! :D lolz Tom's so adorable when he's with her :D

[jackjackio]

:mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

[Viv_Kaulitz]

one word: adorable.


continue.

[Nachtgespenst]

i can only think of one word: adorable.
amazing post.
can't wait to read more.

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 13: Love.



I couldn't sleep that night. I kept thinking about Tom, and how i couldn't wait to see him tomorrow at school. I ended up waking around 6am, perfect timing.
My mother helped me with my clothes, black skinny jeans and a pink tank top with my black abercrombie hoodie.
I put on some black and white nike hightops, and grabbed my cane, hopping into the car with the girls.
"Well you look sleepy" Liliana said, as she began to drive.
"Ugh, no sleep. I think i have like anxiety or something" I put on my sunglasses, to hide probably the bags under my eyes.




AHH more later, I have so much crap to do.
D:
CAMP TOMORROW <3
CIT BEYOTCHHH

[TH_luv]

awww,everyone's going to camp and Im staying at home lolz,how fun for me,have fun at camp =]

[Viv_Kaulitz]

awww,everyone's going to camp and Im staying at home lolz,how fun for me,have fun at camp =]

aww, Lena don't worry.
i'm not going to camp either :( .

[TH_luv]

awww,everyone's going to camp and Im staying at home lolz,how fun for me,have fun at camp =]

aww, Lena don't worry.
i'm not going to camp either :( .
*sniff sniff* really? Im not alone?...I feel happy now,Im not all alone!Vivians not leaving me!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

awww,everyone's going to camp and Im staying at home lolz,how fun for me,have fun at camp =]

aww, Lena don't worry.
i'm not going to camp either :( .
*sniff sniff* really? Im not alone?...I feel happy now,Im not all alone!Vivians not leaving me!


lol.
i'm not leaving you.
why would i do such a thing?

[SammiiXliebe]

Chapter 13: Love.



I couldn't sleep that night. I kept thinking about Tom, and how i couldn't wait to see him tomorrow at school. I ended up waking around 6am, perfect timing.
My mother helped me with my clothes, black skinny jeans and a pink tank top with my black abercrombie hoodie.
I put on some black and white nike hightops, and grabbed my cane, hopping into the car with the girls.
"Well you look sleepy" Liliana said, as she began to drive.
"Ugh, no sleep. I think i have like anxiety or something" I put on my sunglasses, to hide probably the bags under my eyes.
"Well we have a huge day ahead of us" Semi said, she was sitting next to me in the back.
"Ugh, why?" I leaned my head against the back of the seat, i couldn't deal with anything more at the moment.
"Well, I have decided to run for student council president, and we have a lot of campaigning to do!" Marlena exclaimed and i smiled.
"You're kidding! Oh my gosh this is going to be amazing." I said, as the car stopped and we all climbed out of the car, the smile hadn't faded from my face yet.
"Well I have a meeting to go to for all the people running so here guys, hand out as many fliers you can" Marlena had a jump in her voice as she handed us each a small pile of papers, most likely saying "Vote Marlena for President" and then a dashing picture of her that Liliana took.
"Oh goodness, this day is going to be stressful, I'm in charge of signatures, we need 50 signatures of people who are going to support Marlena, or else she is automatically out of the race" Vivian said, sighing, and i giggled, grabbing the clipboard from her hand and signing at the top.
"49 to go" I smiled, and then met up with Amanda. She was waiting at my locker.
"Hey!" She said happily as i opened my locker.
"Hey you! Here you need to see these" I handed her a flier and i could tell she was examining it.
"Oh my! She's running against Bill Kaulitz" I heard Amanda say, and my draw dropped.
"I heard he is gorgeous. AND the twin of Tom" I said, shrugging.
"I know! This is going to be so close, we know how much Lena cares about this school" Amanda said, i shut my locker and we began to walk to class.
"Hey Sam!" I heard the familiar voice come from behind me, Amanda and I turned around and i heard the running footsteps coming towards us. Tom. He stood in front of me, grabbing my hand and giving me a light kiss on the cheek.
"Hey, I got to do some work for my math class I'll catch up with you later" Amanda left, and i could tell she just wanted us to be alone.
"So, how are you doing today?" Tom said, our hands swinging.
"Pretty good, Marlena is running for Class President" I smiled, handing him a flier with my free hand.
"Oh wow! So it Bill. They might meet each other i guess." Tom took the flier, and he gave my hand a squeeze.
"I have to talk to you tonight about something very important, would you like to swing by my hotel?" Tom and i stopped walking, he was looking at me, but i couldn't see him.
"You're living in a hotel?" I gave an odd face, and he laughed loudly.
"You'll understand once i talk to you" He grabbed my other hand in his and we were standing in the hallway, his back against the wall, and the space between us getting smaller by the second.
The bell rang.
"Oh shoot. Okay I'll come" I took a step back, but he just pulled me closer again.
"Okay, so, Ill meet up with you after school, I'll give you a ride." He pecked me lightly, and at that point it seemed as if he was my boyfriend, and it was very soon and sudden. But his peck made my heart race faster, and all the little hairs on my arms stand up straight. I didn't say anything after that, i smiled, and gave him a little wave, and then walking to my class. The feeling stood with me the rest of the day.

[Viv_Kaulitz]

Tom = sweetest guy on the face of the earth<3.


more please.

[SammiiXliebe]

Lol I'll continue like...tomorrow.

[TH_luv]

zomg!Im running against Billy boy and Imma meet him! XD lmao I totally spazzed out at that part lmao,dont know why,though XD

[SammiiXliebe]

Lmao, the thing that's battling in my mind
is that i don't know who should win the election.
heheh

[amandaaraujo]

Lmao, the thing that's battling in my mind
is that i don't know who should win the election.
heheh
AHAH thats funny omg righ is going to win ahah this is going to be fun:)

[xgennevievex]

i love it!

:]

[TH_luv]

Lmao, the thing that's battling in my mind
is that i don't know who should win the election.
heheh
...Bill should win!...seeee,I'd make a good class prezz...but seriously only let Billy boy win if he agrees to love me forevers and evers and evers...and not cheat on me >.< lolz

okee? XD

[TWIXX]

YAY!!! THEY MAKE THE PERFECT COUPLE!!!!!!
OMG I WONDER WHO GONNA WIN THE ELECTION!!!
MEHR BITTE!!!!

[xMusiicLuv]

hmmm...who should win the election???


what does tom have to talk about??probabley that he's like super famous and stuff...

[xgennevievex]

You should continue this one

[xMusiicLuv]

uPdateeeeeee