Music For Every Occasion [ff]

[LipsOfAnAngel]

hey guys! here's another one of my fics! it talks about a hard topic so if i upset anyone, i'm sorry. enjoy!

Chapter 1: On The Edge

Its getting light outside
She is still there but no one cares
They sang her Happy Birthday yesterday without her
Do you want to see yourself flying through the night?
This gift is what you need
You're gonna be alright
Eyes close and fall

Her first time on the edge
The scars will stay forever
Side to side with death
A moment that feels better
Darkness and light are blinding her sight
She's not coming back

Its getting light outside
She cannot sleep 'cause time stands still
Someone's hand is touching her, she has no will
Each time when it hurts, she just feels so alone
She doesn't care at all
Her memories are long gone
Eyes close and fall

And closer to the edge
The scars will stay forever
Side to side with death
This time feels even better
Darkness and light are blinding her sight
She's not coming back

She shuts the door
She longs for more and more
And more
She shuts the door
She longs for more and more
And more
Just once more

Everyone is watching
Her arms are so sore
But she doesn't care anymore

And falling from the edge
The scars will stay forever
Side to side with death
This last time even better
Darkness and light are blinding her sight
She's not coming back

The sky is casting over
Her last wish stays unsaid
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1bvKPlfxZC0

To think, her parents don’t like her so much that yesterday, her birthday, they had the party. And had cake, opened her presents and sang ‘Happy Birthday’, without her. She wasn’t home, she was at work. Well, she was then she left to hang out with her friends. But her family, went on with the party like it wasn’t for her. How did she find out? Well, she came home to a pile of ripped wrapping paper and presents, half eaten cake and her aunt leaving. Her aunt didn’t even say anything to her. But she didn’t care anymore. She had lived with this almost her whole life.
Patty had an older sister, they loved each other very much. Their parents only wanted one child so they treated Patty like dirt. But her sister made them be nice. But one day, when Patty was twelve, her sister got killed in a car accident. So now, she had to put up with her parents. But, Patty was use to it. She went upstairs to her room after finding the party. She dropped her bag on the bed and fell into the chair by the window. She pulled her bag closer and pulled out a brown paperbag. She looked inside and smiled at the site of the needle.

[cherry_kaulitz]

aww more so sad keep going!!

[TH_luv]

this is really awesome,and sad.I wanna read more,please?

[Magicly Emoicious]

More!

[amandaaraujo]

*gasp* twelve and so alone since then poor Patty!! :(

[xgennevievex]

Very good
: )

I love it

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 2: Break Away

I've got other plans today
Don't need permission anyway
'cause here we're standing after all
With my back against the wall
Against the wall

I put all the blame on you
'bout me in all that I went through
You don't give me any choice
Now I'm gonna make some noise
Make some noise

I feel so
Claustrophobic here
Watch out
Now you better disappear
You can't make me stay
I'll break away
Break away

I'm warning you, don't follow me
I won't miss you, can't you see
What you wanted it didn't work
Go on digging in the dirt
In the dirt

Cold sweat on your brow
Now you can hear me shout
The world is about to distruct
Now I'm gonna pull the plug
Pull the plug

I feel so
Claustrophobic here
Watch out
Now you better disappear
You can't make me stay
I'll break away
Break away

No one counting all your lies
No more waiting for your goodbyes
It's too late
Much too late

You are like a bitter pill
That I had to take
Against my will

I feel so
Claustrophobic here
Watch out
Now you better disappear
You can't make me stay
I'll break away
Break away

I feel so
Claustrophobic here
Watch out
Now you better disappear
You can't make me stay
I'll break away
Break away

Break away

Break away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khZ9mBPdCas

Patty lied on her bed looking up at the ceiling. A ticket rested on her stomach under her right hand. Her left was under her head. Patty’s phone began to ring and she picked it up. The caller id read Patty’s Biotch. She flipped her phone open.
“Hello?”
“Hey Pat, you remembered that the concert’s tonight... right?”
“Yeah Em, how could I forget.”
Patty rolled over so she was on her left side. She looked at the wall that was covered in posters. Most of them were of her favorite german band, Tokio Hotel.
“Hey Pat, you still there?” asked her friend Emily.
“Yeah Em, i’m here.”
“Well get your *** down to my house in forty five minutes or you’re not going!”
Patty closed the phone and got up. She walked over to the posters and looked at them. After finding the perfect one, she kissed her fingers and placed them on the lips of a Tom poster.
“I’ll be seeing you soon.”
And she walked out of her room.

Tom sat on the couch with his acoustic guitar in his arms. He was tuning it when Bill walked in.
“Hey Tom, you pumped for tonight’s show?” he asked his twin.
“Mmhmm.”
“Are you even listening to me?” Bill asked as he grabbed Tom’s cap off his head. At this, Tom looked up at Bill.
“Why did you do that?”
“You weren’t listening to me!”
He throw the cap back to Tom and he put it on.
“What’s up with you?” Bill asked.
“I don’t know. It just feels like something is going to happen tonight.”
“Yeah, a concert.”
And Bill walked out of the room.
Tom leaned his guitar against the couch and put his face in his hands.

Patty walked into the kitchen to find her parents sitting at the table. She opened the fridge and pulled out leftovers and a soda. She opened the soda can and put the leftovers in the microwave.
“Are you planning to go out tonight?” asked her mom.
“Wow, you spoke to me. You haven’t done that for weeks.”
“Just answer the question.” her father said sternly.
“Jeez yeah. I’m going out with my friends.”
“Well, you’re not aloud.”
“Excuse me?”
“You heard your mother.”
“Um, when did you start telling me what to do?”
“We’re your parents.”
“I’m 18, I can do whatever I want.”
“No, you can’t. You still live under our roof, you follow our rules.”
“That’s unfair!”
“Go to your room now, Patricia.”
Patty grabbed her food, her soda and a fork from the drawer. She went upstairs to her room. Her mother followed and locked the door behind her. She heard the lock click and kicked the door.
Patty ate her food quickly and picked up her phone. She dialed Emily’s number.
“’Ello?”
“Em, it’s me. My freaks for parents won’t let me out.”
“Climb through the window.”
“What?”
“Climb- through- the window.”
“Ok, i’ll see you soon.”
Patty dropped her phone on her bed. She walked into her closet and pulled out a pair of black skinny jeans. Patty looked at her tops and pulled out a black, long sleeve shirt that sat off her shoulders, and a blue-gray, lacy cami. She got dressed then grabbed her favorite necklace, a glass ball on the end of a long black cord. She walked into her bathroom and pulled her dirty blonde dreads up into pigtails. She put two flower clips at the top of each pigtail. Patty put on blush and lip gloss. And she grabbed her fake eyelashes that were pale blue. She put them on and looked at herself. Her pale blue eyes stared back at her. Patty walked back into her room and grabbed her small black and red backpack. In it she put the ticket, her cell phone, a bottle of water, extra hair ties, her lip gloss, and money. She placed it on her bed and grabbed her coat that was hanging from the back of the bedroom door. She through it on her bed and sat down. She pulled her black boots from under her bed and pulled them on. Patty stood up, pulled on her long, black coat and the backpack. She walked over to the window and opened it. The cold air hit her face and she flinched. Patty looked back at her room then crawled out the window. The outside wall was made up of bricks that stuck out far enough for her to climb down. She jumped down the rest of the way and hit the ground. Patty ran to the street and to the west.
She stoped under a streetlamp to caught her breath. She looked left then right to see if her parents were after her. There was nobody on the street. Patty walked out of the light and continued down the street. She reached a house and walked to the loft behind the house. She knocked on the door and a guy opened it.

[xgennevievex]

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[luvukaulitztwins]

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[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 3: I'll Break Away

I've got other plans today
Don't need permission anyway
'cause here we're standing after all
With my back against the wall
Against the wall

I put all the blame on you
'bout me in all that I went through
You don't give me any choice
Now I'm gonna make some noise
Make some noise

I feel so
Claustrophobic here
Watch out
Now you better disappear
You can't make me stay
I'll break away
Break away

I'm warning you, don't follow me
I won't miss you, can't you see
What you wanted it didn't work.....

The guy stood about 6 feet tall with short, spikey, black hair with blonde here and where.
“I see you got out, Patty.”
“Get out of my way, Josh.”
Patty pushed passed him and sat on the bed next to a girl with long brown hair that went down to her butt. Her brown eyes matched her hair and they were framed with black eyeliner and shadow.
“Em, it’s been awhile.” said Patty.
They hugged for a second.
“So how are we getting there?” asked Patty.
“Gay Brian’s coming soon, he’s driving.”
Gay Brian was all their gay friend. He had hot pink hair and was tall and gangly. He was 20 years old and the kind of guy a parent could love, if his hair wasn’t pink.
Just then, the door opened and Gay Brian walked into the loft.
“Hey biotches!” he said with a girlish voice.
Patty jumped up and ran to him.
“Brian, I haven’t seen you in years! What are you doing back in Germany?”
“Well, I knew a Tokio Hotel concert was coming up and I wanted to go so I could see my lover boy (he meant Bill) and I found out you guys were going too after calling Em. So I flew here as fast as I could and here I am!”
“I’m glad your here. You make everything better.”
“And what am I?” asked Josh.
“You’re Em’s boy toy, Josh.”
They all laughed.
“Come on, we better get going or we’ll be late. Brian’s driving!” said Emily.

[luvukaulitztwins]

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[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 4: Scream

You get up
And somebody tells you
Where to go to
When you get there
Everybody's telling you
What to do
Thank you
It's been another
Bloody Monday
And noone
Is asking what you wanted
Anyway

NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN
NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN

SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
Scream... (Scream it out loud)

Watch out
Stay awake
They're lurking
Obsess you
They are always
Working
Promising
Everything you
Never asked for
And one day
It'll be too late
And you'll
Beg for more

NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN
NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN

SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
Scream...

Back to zero
Your time's about to come
Let them know
You're not just anyone
(Scream...)

Your time's about to come

SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
SCREAM 'till you feel it
SCREAM 'till you believe it
SCREAM and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
Shut up!

NO 'coz you feel it
NO 'coz you believe it
NO and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud
NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!
Scream it out loud
SCREAM...!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cXnEe5673bo

Patty, Emily, Josh, and Brian stood at the front of the crowd in the concert hall. They were all screaming, waiting for Tokio Hotel to come out. They didn’t have a sign or anything to give them, they had their voices. The fours of them were screaming random things, even though the band wasn’t on stage.
Back stage, Tom half stood, half sat on a table with a bottle of water in his hand. He took a sip from it and placed it on the table. Bill walked up to him.
“You ok?” he asked.
“Yeah, just a little nervous.”
“You, nervous? You, Tom Kaulitz, nervous?”
“Yeah.”
Tom looked at his brother.
“Ok.”
“That’s it? You don’t have anything else to say?”
“No.”
And Bill walked away.

Patty looked behind her at the rest of the fans. Emily was to her right and saw her turn.
“What is it?!” Emily yelled.
“It feels like something’s going to happen!” she yelled back.
“What?!”
Patty shook her head and turned back around. Just then, Tokio Hotel came out on stage. The volume in the hall got so much louder and Patty screamed her head off.
They played all of her favorite songs, which were all of them. Patty swears that Tom looked at her several times during the concert. After the intermission, Bill didn’t start singing, instead, he did something else.
“Ok, calm down. I have an idea. Why don’t a fan come up here to sing the next song with me?”
They all screamed.
“Ok, I pick...” He looked at the crowd then, “You. I pick the girl right up front, with the dreads. Come on up.”
Patty screamed and ran up an stage.
“Hi, what’s your name?”
PAtty was jumpping up and down.
“My name’s Patty!”
“Ok Patty, do you know our song, Scream?”
“Yeah, of course. It’s one of my favorites.”
“Good, cause you’ll be singing it with me.”
Patty screamed again.

[herseykiss]

more more plzzz

[luvukaulitztwins]

Oh i luv this ff so far gosh so lucky sing with Bill.

More when u can :]

Im gonna b addicted to this ff

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 5: (Scream...)

Back to zero
Your time's about to come
Let them know
You're not just anyone
(Scream...)

Patty sang Scream with Bill and when it was over, he slipped a few backstage passes into her hand. She went back to the others and showed them the passes. There was four passes.
The concert ended with a new song that they haven’t even recorded yet. Patty, Emily, Josh and Brain walked to the stage down and showed the guard the passes. He let them in and standing there was Bill, Tom, Georg, and Gustav.

The eight of them sat on the two couches in the back room that served as a lounge.
“So, your Patty, Josh, Emily and Brian. Am I right?” asked Georg.
“Yeah your right but most people call me Gay Brian.”
“Why?” asked Bill.
“Cause i’m gay, why else?”
The guys all looked at each other. Patty was playing with her necklace. She didn’t seem like she wanted to talk.
“Hey, Patty. Why are you so quiet? You were pretty loud on stage.” said Bill.
“What? Oh, yeah. I guess i’m just tired from the concert.”
“It’s ok Pat, i’m tired too.” said Emily as she hugged Patty.
“thanks, Em.”
“Is that a mini fridge?” Josh asked.
“Yeah.”
Josh got up and walked over to it. Gustav followed. Brian got up and sat next to Bill. Emily walked over to Georg and sat on his lap. Josh saw this and pulled her off. At almost the same time, Brian tried to kiss Bill who flipped out. Tom got up and sat next to Patty to get out of the chaos.
“Hey.” he said.
“Hi.”
They both watched what was happening. Josh and Emily were fighting about how she was not committed to him, and Josh was yelling that he doesn’t want her to date a rockstar. Bill was trying to tell Brian that he wasn’t gay himself and Gustav was helping Bill. Patty and Tom started to laugh at the whole thing. Everyone stopped and looked at them. Tom was on the floor, on his hands and knees from laughing so hard and Patty was hanging over the edge of the arm of the couch. Then everyone else started to laugh, too.
“Oh- my- god. That was so funny!” said Patty.
“It was! Did you see Bill’s face! Ahahahahaha!!!!!!!!” laughed Tom.
He was on his back now.
“Ok guys, it wasn’t that funny.” complained Bill.
“Oh for me it was.” said Tom as he got up.
“You’re just immature.” said Bill.
“That’s not nice of you to say, Bill.” said Emily.
Patty looked at the clock on the wall.
“Holy crap! It’s almost midnight! I have to get home!”
Emily, Josh and Brian rushed over and grabbed their things. Right before they left, Tom slipped his phone number written on a peice of paper into Patty’s backpack.

Brian dropped Patty off at her house, the lights were off except for her room. Her parents were asleep. She went to her window and climbed up the wall. She got inside and through her stuff into the chair in the corner. Patty stopped and breathed.
“Calm down, Patty. They didn’t find out. I’m ok.”
She changed into her pajamas and sat on her bed. She opened the bottom drawer of the nightstand and pulled out the brown paper bag. She dumped the contents onto the bed and picked up the needle.

[herseykiss]

Chapter 5: (Scream...)

Back to zero
Your time's about to come
Let them know
You're not just anyone
(Scream...)

Patty sang Scream with Bill and when it was over, he slipped a few backstage passes into her hand. She went back to the others and showed them the passes. There was four passes.
The concert ended with a new song that they haven’t even recorded yet. Patty, Emily, Josh and Brain walked to the stage down and showed the guard the passes. He let them in and standing there was Bill, Tom, Georg, and Gustav.

The eight of them sat on the two couches in the back room that served as a lounge.
“So, your Patty, Josh, Emily and Brian. Am I right?” asked Georg.
“Yeah your right but most people call me Gay Brian.”
“Why?” asked Bill.
“Cause i’m gay, why else?”
The guys all looked at each other. Patty was playing with her necklace. She didn’t seem like she wanted to talk.
“Hey, Patty. Why are you so quiet? You were pretty loud on stage.” said Bill.
“What? Oh, yeah. I guess i’m just tired from the concert.”
“It’s ok Pat, i’m tired too.” said Emily as she hugged Patty.
“thanks, Em.”
“Is that a mini fridge?” Josh asked.
“Yeah.”
Josh got up and walked over to it. Gustav followed. Brian got up and sat next to Bill. Emily walked over to Georg and sat on his lap. Josh saw this and pulled her off. At almost the same time, Brian tried to kiss Bill who flipped out. Tom got up and sat next to Patty to get out of the chaos.
“Hey.” he said.
“Hi.”
They both watched what was happening. Josh and Emily were fighting about how she was not committed to him, and Josh was yelling that he doesn’t want her to date a rockstar. Bill was trying to tell Brian that he wasn’t gay himself and Gustav was helping Bill. Patty and Tom started to laugh at the whole thing. Everyone stopped and looked at them. Tom was on the floor, on his hands and knees from laughing so hard and Patty was hanging over the edge of the arm of the couch. Then everyone else started to laugh, too.
“Oh- my- god. That was so funny!” said Patty.
“It was! Did you see Bill’s face! Ahahahahaha!!!!!!!!” laughed Tom.
He was on his back now.
“Ok guys, it wasn’t that funny.” complained Bill.
“Oh for me it was.” said Tom as he got up.
“You’re just immature.” said Bill.
“That’s not nice of you to say, Bill.” said Emily.
Patty looked at the clock on the wall.
“Holy crap! It’s almost midnight! I have to get home!”
Emily, Josh and Brian rushed over and grabbed their things. Right before they left, Tom slipped his phone number written on a peice of paper into Patty’s backpack.

Brian dropped Patty off at her house, the lights were off except for her room. Her parents were asleep. She went to her window and climbed up the wall. She got inside and through her stuff into the chair in the corner. Patty stopped and breathed.
“Calm down, Patty. They didn’t find out. I’m ok.”
She changed into her pajamas and sat on her bed. She opened the bottom drawer of the nightstand and pulled out the brown paper bag. She dumped the contents onto the bed and picked up the needle.



more plz ur awsomeee!!1

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 6: Rescue Me

This used to be our secret
Now I'm hiding here alone
Can't help but read our names on the wall
And wash them off the stone

I trusted you in every way
But not enough to make you stay
Turn around
I've lost my ground

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
Rescue me

We lied when we were dreaming
Our crying was just fake
I wish you could deny it
Here and today

My SOS on radio
The only chance to let you know
What I fear
Can you hear?

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
You and me
You and me
You and me

The walls are coming closer
My senses fade away
I'm haunted by your shadow
I reach to feel your face
You're not here
Are you here?

Come and rescue me
Rescue me

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
You and me
You and me
Rescue me
You and me
Set me free
Rescue me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqNwHcB3JJg

Patty woke up to a bright light. It was coming in from her window. She moaned and rolled over. She looked at her clock, it read 2:38 pm. She got up and walked into the bathroom. She had bags under her eyes and her eyes were blood shot. Patty’s hair was a mess, she had the pleasure of fixing it.
She got dressed into a pair of jeans and a graphic T. She pulled her dreads up into a ponytail and went to the bedroom door. She placed her hand on the cool knob and turned. It was unlocked. Her mother must have unlocked it last night. Patty opened the door and went down stairs. Her mother was sitting on the couch in the living room watching a movie. She didn’t say anything as Patty made her way into the kitchen. She got herself some cereal and walked back into the living room. Patty’s mother cleared her throat but that was it. Patty went up stairs to find her phone ringing. It stopped by the time she got to it. She opened it and found a message from Emily.
“Patty! I have something to tell you! It’s important! Call me when you get this!”
She dialed Emily’s number.
“’Ello?”
“Em, what was it you wanted to tell me?”
“Oh! Well, after Brain dropped me and Josh back at my loft, Brain left. So it was just Josh and me.”
“Em, get to the point!”
“I’m not a virgin anymore.”
“What?! Even i’m still a virgin!”
“I know. And my parents don’t know yet.”
“Tell them, they need to know.”
“Coming from the girl who never talks to hers.”
“It a different story here.”
“I know, i’m sorry. I shouldn’t have brought it up.”
“It’s ok.” There was a long pause. “So... what was it like?”
“Well...”
“Em, come on, tell me! I’m your best friend!”
“It was... a little weird but all together, amazing!!”
“Wow.”
“Oh, sorry Pat. I’ve got to go. I’ll call you later. Bye.”
“Bye.”
Patty threw her phone onto her bed.

[herseykiss]

Chapter 6: Rescue Me

This used to be our secret
Now I'm hiding here alone
Can't help but read our names on the wall
And wash them off the stone

I trusted you in every way
But not enough to make you stay
Turn around
I've lost my ground

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
Rescue me

We lied when we were dreaming
Our crying was just fake
I wish you could deny it
Here and today

My SOS on radio
The only chance to let you know
What I fear
Can you hear?

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
You and me
You and me
You and me

The walls are coming closer
My senses fade away
I'm haunted by your shadow
I reach to feel your face
You're not here
Are you here?

Come and rescue me
Rescue me

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
You and me
You and me
Rescue me
You and me
Set me free
Rescue me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqNwHcB3JJg

Patty woke up to a bright light. It was coming in from her window. She moaned and rolled over. She looked at her clock, it read 2:38 pm. She got up and walked into the bathroom. She had bags under her eyes and her eyes were blood shot. Patty’s hair was a mess, she had the pleasure of fixing it.
She got dressed into a pair of jeans and a graphic T. She pulled her dreads up into a ponytail and went to the bedroom door. She placed her hand on the cool knob and turned. It was unlocked. Her mother must have unlocked it last night. Patty opened the door and went down stairs. Her mother was sitting on the couch in the living room watching a movie. She didn’t say anything as Patty made her way into the kitchen. She got herself some cereal and walked back into the living room. Patty’s mother cleared her throat but that was it. Patty went up stairs to find her phone ringing. It stopped by the time she got to it. She opened it and found a message from Emily.
“Patty! I have something to tell you! It’s important! Call me when you get this!”
She dialed Emily’s number.
“’Ello?”
“Em, what was it you wanted to tell me?”
“Oh! Well, after Brain dropped me and Josh back at my loft, Brain left. So it was just Josh and me.”
“Em, get to the point!”
“I’m not a virgin anymore.”
“What?! Even i’m still a virgin!”
“I know. And my parents don’t know yet.”
“Tell them, they need to know.”
“Coming from the girl who never talks to hers.”
“It a different story here.”
“I know, i’m sorry. I shouldn’t have brought it up.”
“It’s ok.” There was a long pause. “So... what was it like?”
“Well...”
“Em, come on, tell me! I’m your best friend!”
“It was... a little weird but all together, amazing!!”
“Wow.”
“Oh, sorry Pat. I’ve got to go. I’ll call you later. Bye.”
“Bye.”
Patty threw her phone onto her bed.


u should add more plz im in love wit it

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 7: I'm burning, can't you see...

Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see
Come and rescue me
Only you can set me free
Come and rescue me
Rescue me
Rescue me...

Tom sat on his bed. He and Bill were back home since they were in Germany. Bill was still asleep in his room across the hall. Tom knew this since both door were open and he could see Bill from where he was. Bill rolled over so his back was to Tom. Tom got up and walked down the hall to the bathroom. He looked at himself in the mirror. He looked like he always did, long blonde dreads, brown eyes, lipring. But he felt different. Like something was wrong. Tom got closer to the mirror and looked into his own eyes. They were the same, but different. Then he saw pale blue eyes. The girl from the concert last night. That’s what felt wrong, he wanted to see her again. But he didn’t have her number. And Tom didn’t know if she found his.

Patty grabbed her backpack and dumpped it out on her bed. She was looking through it all when she found a piece of paper with a number scribbled on it. It was a phone number. Patty picked up her phone and opened it. She dialed the number in but her thumb stopped over the call button. She didn’t know whos number it was. Patty pressed the call button and put the phone to her ear.

Tom’s phone started to vibrate in his pocket. He pulled it out and saw an unknown number. He flipped it open and said,
“Hello?”
Patty froze. It was a guys voice but whos?
“Um, um hi.”
“Who is this?”
“Well, I found this number in my bag. Who’s this?”
“I’m Tom.”
“Patty.”

“You were quiet backstage after the concert, why?”
“I was nervous meeting you guys. I’m a huge fan, you should see my bedroom wall.”
“I’d rather not.”
Patty laughed.
“you have a nice laugh.”
She stopped.
“Oh, i’m sorry. I didn’t mean to embarrass you.”
“No, it’s ok.”
“Will I ever get to see you again?”
“I don’t know. Maybe we shouldn’t.”
“It’s a lot better on the phone.”
They were silent.
“How long have we been talking?” Patty asked.
“2 hours.”
“Wow.”
“I really should go. Bill’s wondering why i’m held up in my room.”
“Ok. I guess i’ll talk to you later.”
“Yeah.”
Tom hung up. He got up off his bed and opened the door. Bill stumbled in.
“Were you listening to me?”
“Maybe.”
Tom sighed, rolled his eyes and shook his head.

[TH_luv]

lmao!Love it! xD lolz Bill listening in! xD awww that was a cute conversation :D mehr,bitte?

[BlondPunk]

MORE!!!

[kArLa2tH]

i love it
and the backstage it was hilarious
write more please

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 8: Come and Rescue Me

The walls are coming closer
My senses fade away
I'm haunted by your shadow
I reach to feel your face
You're not here
Are you here?

Come and rescue me
Rescue me...

It had been weeks since Patty talked to Tom on the phone. She hadn’t seen or heard from him in that whole time. She had almost forgotten about it.
Patty and Emily were doing some shopping and were walking down the street. Emily had finally gotten a car from her parents but it was park down the street. They had just came out of a dress shop. They were there just to try on dresses, they didn’t buy anything. The next store was for Patty. It was a men’s clothes store but she onlt went there to buy caps. Not only did Patty have dreads like Tom and love him, she bought and wore caps like him. Call her obsessed.
Emily sat down at the front with most of the bags. Patty walked to the back wear the store kept the caps. She needed a new one since her only cap, which was very old, actually fell apart. So, Patty was looking at them. She didn’t see where she was going and bumpped into the guy next to her. She and the guy both dropped the caps that were in their hands. Patty was only holding one but the other guys had about ten.
“Oh my god, I am so sorry. I wasn’t looking where I was going. Here.”
Patty handed the guy two caps and looked up. Though he was wearing shades, she could see his brown eyes through them. He had long, blonde dreads, too.
“Tom?” Patty whispered.
Tom looked at her for a second them whispered back,
“Patty?”
“Oh my god.” she whispered.

Tom had paid for Patty’s cap and was now carrying some of Patty’s and Emily’s bags.
“So, you guys talked over the phone like, a month ago and you never told me?” asked Emily.
“Well I would have Emily but I didn’t know how you would have reacted.” said Tom in a girly voice. Patty laughed and hit his arm.
“You know, I was about to say the same thing.” Patty said while looking at Tom.
“Creepy.” said Emily.
“Very.”
They continued down the street. When they reached Emily’s car, she popped the trunk and Tom put the bags in.
“So Tom, is this the last time i’ll see you?” Patty asked.
She was leaning against the car. He was standing in front of her, leaning against the car with his left hand.
“I don’t know, maybe, maybe not. You could come over sometime. Or I could come over.”
“You sound like your twelve. ‘I could come over!’”
Tom laughed.
“Maybe I do.”
He leaned forward and kissed her cheek.
“See you around.”
And Tom walked away. Patty’s hand went up to where he kissed her.

“Tom, your floating.”
Bill was watching Tom walk around his room like a little girl with a crush.
“You look ridiculous.”
“Oh but I feel so good.”
Bill raised an eyebrow.
“I met her again. The girl from the concert, the one who sang with you.”
“And...”
“And I think I love her.”
“Tom, listen to yourself. There’s no way she’ll go out with you.”
“How do you know?”
“I don’t but think about. She could have some messed up life and not want you to get involved.”
“You just want her for yourself.”
“No I don’t. I don’t even know her. You do.”
Tom looked at his twin.
“A messed up life?”
Bill nodded. He walked out of the room. Tom picked up his phone and called Patty.
“Patty? It’s me Tom.”
“Tom?” she sounded weird.
“Patty are you ok?”
Patty was lying on her back. Using her free hand, she put the brown bag in the bottom drawer.
“Patty?”
“Yeah Tom?” her voice was airy.
“Patty what’s wrong? You don’t sound good.”
“Um...”
“Patty? Patty?!”
Her phone fell from her hand and hit the floor. It closed from the fall.
“Patty?!?”
Tom dialed Emily’s number.
“’Ello?”
“Em, it’s Tom. Something wrong with Patty.”
“What? What is it?”
“I just called her and she seemed... weird.”
“And?”
“And I want her address. I want to go over there... now.”
“Ok, i’ll give it to you.”

Tom ran up to the front door of the house. Her knocked three times and waited. A woman who kind of looked like Patty answered.
“Yes? How can I help you?”
“I’m a friend of Patty’s. Is she home?”
“Yes, she’s in her room.”
“Can I see her?”
“Yes, come in.”
The woman let Tom in and closed the door.
“Top of the stairs, second door on the right.”
She walked into the kitchen. Tom walked up the steps and went to the second door. He turned the knob and pushed the door open.
Her room was dark, and sprawled on the bed was Patty, unconsous.
“Patty!”
Tom ran over to her and shook her. Her arm fell over the edge of the bed. Tom looked at it and saw a bruise right below the inside of her elbow.
“Oh no, Patty.”
Tom closed his eyes and rested his head the edge of the bed. After a moment, he got up and closed the door and locked it. He pulled the curtains back from the window and Patty groaned and rolled over to cover her face. Tom walked into the bathroom and got a cup with some cold water. He walked over to her and throew it on her face. Patty sat straight up and looked around. When she saw Tom, she blinked a few times.
“Tom?”
“Patty, what have you done with yourself?”
“What do you mean?”
“That?!” He pointed to the bruise on her arm.
“It’s just a bruise, Tom.”
“No. I know what it is.”
“Tom it’s nothing.”
“No, it’s not. Patty... why?”
“I’ve been doing it a lot longer then i’ve known you. You have to understand, my life isn’t perfect.”
“Neither is mine.”
“You don’t get it. My parents hate me. They only wanted my sister but got me too. It was because of her i’m still here. If she didn’t do anything, they would have put me in foster care. But ever since she died, they’ve treated me like i’m not even there. They always have, but now it’s worse.”
“I- I didn’t know.”
“I know. I don’t tell everyone. I’m going to be leaving soon anyway.”
“Where?”
“Not where, when.”
“Patty, what your doing isn’t the way to handle it.”
“But it’s my only escape.”
“It doesn’t have to be. I can help.”
“How?”
“Just trust me.”
“I can’t.”
Patty curled up on her bed.
Tom sat down next to her and held her tight.
“Tom... rescue me.”

[BorisKLuca]

I like this.

The first chapter when her friend is like "climb through the window"...haha. That brings back memories of climbing out my window to go to shows.

Update soon?

[LipsOfAnAngel]

update soon? haha, i'll update now.

Chapter 9: By Your Side

Noone knows how you feel
Noone there you'd like to see
The day was dark and full of pain
You write help with your own blood
'Cause hope is all you've got
You open up you eyes
But nothings changed

I don't want to cause you trouble
Don't wanna stay too long
I just came here to say to you

Turn around, I am here
If you want it's me you'll see
Doesn't count, far or near
I can hold you when you reach for me

Your life is meaningless
Your diary full of trash
It's so hard to get along with empty hands
You're looking for the rainbow
But it died not long ago
It tried to shine just for you
Until the end

I don't want to cause you trouble
Don't wanna stay too long
I just came here to say to you
I am by your side
Just for a little while

Turn around, I am here
If you want it's me you'll see
Doesn't count, far or near
I can hold you when you reach for me

If the world makes you confused
And your senses you seem to lose
If the storm doesn't want to diffuse
And you just don't know what to do
Look around, I am here
Doesn't count far or near

I am by your side
Just for a little while

Turn around
Turn around, I am here
Turn around
Doesn't count, far or near
Turn around
If you want it's me you'll see
Turn around
I can hold you when you reach for me
Turn around, I am here
Doesn't count, far or near

I am by your side
Just for a little while
We'll make it if we try
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6o5K-BAuio

The first thing Tom made Patty do was to move out of her parents house. She moved in with Emily at the loft. Then, Tom got rid of all of the things that he wanted Patty to stop using. Needle and all.
“Patty, this is for your own good.” Tom stood with the brown paper bag over the trash can.
“No Tom! Please! I need that!”
She jumpped at him but he pushed her off.
“Patty! You need to do this!” he yelled at her.
“But, it’s the only thing that keeps me here.” Patty said through tears.
Tom’s face softened.
“Please Tom! Please!” she cried.
“No.” And he through it out.

Patty sat on her bed, her knees under her chin. She was shivering. Tom walked in with a bag of food. When he looked at her, he dropped the bag and ran to her.
“Patty, Patty. What’s wrong?”
“I’m- so- c-c-cold.”
“Here.”
Tom picked up the blacket from the couch and wrapped it around her.
“Is that better?”
“A little.”
Tom hugged Patty tightly and rubbed her arms.
“Come on Patty. We can do this. We can get through this.”
Tears fell from Tom’s eyes as he held her.

Tom sat at his computer in his room. Bill walked in and sat on the bed but Tom didn’t notice.
“Tom. Are you ok?”
“Huh? Yeah, i’m fine.”
“You don’t look it.”
“It’s just... this thing with Patty.”
“How she doing?”
“She’s barely making it. I found her the other day searching for it all over the loft. And she was muttering to herself.”
“It’s hard for people in her condition.”
“So she has a condition now? Huh? Is she just another one of those nutcases?”
“Tom calm down, I didn’t mean it like that.”
Tom stood up and walked over to the window.
“I’m sorry. I just haven’t gotten that much sleep lately.”
“I know.”
Tom continued to look out the window. A few leaves flew by. He watched them til they were out of sight.
“Are you going to keep this up with her? Tom?”
“I can’t leave her now. What if I did? She’d fall apart. Probable find more and kill herself.”
“What if your killing her by not letting her have it?”
Bill looked at his brother. Tom turned and looked back at him. Bill got up and left the room.

[BlondPunk]

:[
This is sooooo sad!!!
:[[[
More bitte :[[[

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 10: Monsoon

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold
It's making me insane

I've been waiting here so long
But now the moment seems to've come,
I see the dark clouds coming up again.

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you

A half moon's fading from my sight
I see a vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name, I don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey! Hey!

I'm fighting all this power
Coming in my way
Let it send me straight to you
I'll be running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfMnM5Y2rw8

Emily sat at her desk writing something out. Patty sat on the couch looking out the window on the other side of the room. Her back was to Emily. It was a cold day that day, even when Patty stood in the sun. Her world was crashing down around her. Her life falling apart. All Tom wanted to do was help but he made matters worse.
Patty got up and walked to the window. She leaned against the sill and pressed her forehead on the cold glass.
“Patty, why don’t you eat something. You look thin.”
“Ok.”
Patty walked into the kicthen and grabbed a half eaten sandwich Tom left behind. She put in on the conter and grabbed the milk. Getting a glass from the cabinet, she poured herself a glass of milk and put in back in the fridge. Patty took her milk and sandwich to the table and began to eat. Just then, Josh came in.
“Hey Em! Remember that date we planned for tonight? Well, I decided to move it up tooooooo... right now! How’s that?”
Emily spun around in her seat.
“Josh, I have to stay here and...” She looked at Patty who was eating. “And work.”
“You can go. I don’t mind.” Patty said from the table.
“Ok great!” said Josh. “Em, get your coat.”
“But-”
“She said you can go.”
Josh pull Emily out of her seat and out the door.
Patty finished her food and got up. She grabbed her coat and walked outside. The wild blew passed her. Patty walked down the steps and across the grass. She started to hum to herself. Then quietly, she started to sing.
“Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you.”
“You’re pretty good.”
Patty turned around slowly to see Bill standing there.
“Hey Bill.”
“What you doing out here?”
“Walking, and you?”
“I thought i’d stop by and see you but seeing as your out here... would you like some company?”
“Sure, thanks.”
“No problem.”
They walked for a bit. People stared at them but no one came up to them.
“So... how are you feeling today, Patty?”
“Lonely.”
“But i’m here.”
“Inside. I feel lonely inside.”
“Oh.”
“How’s Tom? I haven’t see or heard from him all day.”
“He’s going to be fine.”
“going to be?”
“He just needs some sleep.”
“Oh.”
Bill looked at his watch.
“Oh, sorry. I have to go. Will you be ok?”
“I’m fine.”
“Ok, i’ll see you around.”
Bill waved and ran off. Patty continued to walk. She came apon a lake and looked into it. She saw her reflection. She looked ghostly. Patty backed up from the lake and sat down on a bench.
“Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you”

[amandaaraujo]

ooh my poor patty this is so sad makes me eant to cry and this sad song im listening to isnt helping. Please update soon

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 11: Love is Dead

I hold your letter in my frozen hand
The last line was long as long as it burns my look carries on
With every word another feeling dies
I'm left here in the dark
No memories of you
I close my eyes

It's killing me
We die when love is dead
It's killing me
We lost a dream we never had
The world in silence and should forever feel alone
Cause we are gone & we will never overcome
It's over now

Vultures are waiting for what's left of us
What can we take?
It all has no worth if we lose our trust
They're coming closer, want me & you
I can feel their claws
Let me go now
Try to break free

It's killing me
We die when love is dead
It's killing
We lost a dream we never had
The world in silence and should forever feel alone
Cause we are gone & we will never overcome
It's over now
Now, now
It's over now
Now, now,
It's over now
It's over now
It's over now

Vultures are waitng for what's left of us
Taking the last of you & the last of me.

It's killing me
We die when love is dead
It's killing me
We lost a dream we never had
The world in silence should forever feel alone
Cause we are gone & we will never overcome
It's over now
Now, now
It's over now
Now, now
It's over now
It's over now
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O2AwKlHD9r4

Tom pulled his phone out and began to dial Patty’s number. But he stopped himself. Tom closed his phone and put it in his pocket. He got up and walked out.
He had looked everywhere for her. Finally, he saw Patty’s dreads from under one of his caps. She was sitting on a bench looking down.
“Patty?”
She turned around, her eyes were red.
“Oh Patty. What ever it is, it’s going to be ok.”
“No, it’s not Tom. It’s not going to be ok.” she said through tears.
“How do you know that?”
“Just look at me!”
“Ok Patty. We’re going home.”

Tom opened the loft door and walked in. Patty was next to him, his arm around her sholders. She sat on the couch and Tom closed the door.
“What’s really wrong, Patty?”
“Everything. I’m a mess.”
“You’re not a mess. You’re just going through a hard time.”
“Tom i’m a mess!”
Tom loked at Patty and she looked at him. She was searching his face for some kind on answer to her problems. A single tear fell from Patty’s eye. Tom brushed it away with his hand. He held her face with his hand.
“I promise you, I will do anything to make sure you get through this. And that you are alright. I promise to always be here for you, Patty. I’ll always be by your side.”
Patty pulled Tom to her and kissed him passionately. Tom was surprised but soon gave in. He kissed her back. They fell back on the couch, Tom on top of Patty. Tom’s hand wondered down but Patty stopped him.
“Wait, do we want to do this?”
“I do.”
“But you’ve done it before.” Patty’s voice was choked up.
“But I never... I never loved them. I love you, Patty.”
Patty looked into his brown eyes.
“I love you, too.”

Patty woke to find Tom lying next to her in bed. A small smile was on her lips. He rolled over so his back was to her. She let her eyes close and she fell back to sleep.

Tom got up much later then he wanted to. He had to get home, his mom would be wondering where he was. Well, maybe she would. He got out of bed and got dressed. Patty was lying on her stomach, one arm under the pillow. Tom smiled. He told her how he felt, and she felt the same. Tom wrote a quick note and left it on the nightstand. Then he left.

Patty woke to find Tom gone. But she found his note.
Went home. Sorry I left. Love ya. -T.K.
Patty smiled. Then she frowned. Love, did she even mean what she said to him last night? Patty got up and dressed. She pulled her dreads back into a ponytail then put on Tom’s cap that he gave her. She grabbed her purse and coat and left the loft.
She got to Tom’s house pretty quickly. Patty knocked on the door and Bill answered.
“Oh hey Patty. Tom’s up in his room.”
Patty walked upstairs to his room. The door was ajar and she pushed it open. Tom turned and smiled.
“Patty, what are you doing here? I was going to come back.”
“I need to talk to you.”
“What’s wrong.” Tom looked worried.
“Last night, when you said ‘I love you’, you meant it, right?”
“Oh course. Why?”
“Well, when I said ‘I love you, too’, I don’t think I meant it.”
“What?”
“I don’t know what love is. No one ever really loved me. My sister loved me but it’s not the same thing. For me, love is dead. It always has been.”
“I don’t understand. You’re telling me that love is dead? It can’t be. And, wait, you didn’t mean what you said?!”
“Because I don’t know what it is.”
“You should! After what happened last night, you should.”
Tom throw the shirt he was holding onto the bed. He put his head in his hands.
“God! I should have known this was going to happen! I let my feelings blind me. You’re not even remotely ready to be in a relationship!”
Tears fell from Patty’s eyes. She ran from the room.

[amandaaraujo]

PATTTTTTYY wtf oh no dont break his heart aaaaahhhh :o :shock:

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 12: Ready, Set, Go

We were running though the town
Our senses had been drowned
A place we hadn't been before

We learned to live and then
Our freedom came to an end
We have to break down this wall
Too young to live a lie
Look into my eyes

Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down
Don't you turn around

We are looking back again
Our loneliness and pain
Never been so wide awake

Breathe slowly in and out
I can see the morning break
Too young to live a lie
Look into my eyes

Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down
Don't you turn around

Leave it all behind you now
The final wall is breaking down
We are all it's all about
Nothing can stop us now

I promise you right know
I never let you down
Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down
Don't turn around

Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down
Don't you turn around

Don't you turn around
Don't you turn around
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ngwG9zGg8s

Patty kept running. She didn’t know or care where she went. But she somehow ended up at the loft. Patty stopped in front of it and decided to go in anyway. There was no one home so she sat on her bed and cried. Patty cried for her sister’s death, for never being loved by her parents, for saying what she did to Tom. And for never knowing what love was. Her Patty, love was dead and she knew it would stay that way. Patty never asked Tom to help her, he just wanted to. Like he said, he loved her, but the truth was, Patty was afraid to love. Having never experienced love, she didn’t know what it felt like. Patty got up and walked to the window. She wiped away her tears and sat on the floor.

Tom just stood there. Did he really say what he thought he did? Bill walked in with a dissapointed look on his face.
“You blow it Tom. You shouldn’t have yelled at her. She’s confused and scared and now...”
“Just go away, Bill!”
“If you say so.”
Bill walked out. Tom closed the door behind him and sat on his bed.

Patty looked up at the ceiling. A thought came to her that both scared and excited her. She slowly stood up and walked into her room. Patty went to her closet.
“If i’m going, I want to go in style.”
She looked at her clothes.
“I got it.”
Patty pulled out the outfit she wore to the Tokio Hotel concert. That was the night everything changed. She got changed and did her make-up and hair. Patty went to the desk and wrote a note. She placed Tom’s cap next to it and left.
She didn’t know where exactly to go so Patty thought,
I’ll run. I’ll run until I fall.
So she ran. Patty ran where ever her heart told her to go.

Tom got to the loft and it was empty. He saw his cap on the desk and went to it. He found Patty’s note and read it.
Dear Tom or however finds this first,
I’m sorry I put you through so much. I know you were just caring for me for whatever reason but I don’t want to burden you anymore. You will never see me again for i’m never coming back. Maybe where i’m going i’ll be able to love you.
Patty
Tom dropped the note. He thought back to a conversation he and Patty had once.
“Tom, if you could choose, how would you die?”
“What? Oh wow, um I guess of old age. Like really, really old. Where i’ve done every and anything I could possible do. What about you?”
“Suicide. So I can decide when I want to go.”
“Um ok, how would you do that?”
“This is going to sound bad but like your ‘Spring Nicht’ video, i’d jump.”
“Off a bridge?”
“No, off a building. So that people can see me even after it happened.”
“Why would you want them to see?”
“So they know that they pushed me.”
She was going to jump. But where?
“I always loved that building.”
“Where?” asked Tom.
“That one, it’s so tall but unused.”
Tom knew where Patty was going.

[amandaaraujo]

nnoooooooooo dont make me cry please let tom get there in time aHAaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh no please no im crying pattttyyy he loves you dont do it spring nicht spring n icht spring nichtttt

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 13: Don't Jump

On top of the roof
The air is so cold and so calm
I say your name in silence
You don't wanna hear it right now
The eyes of the city
Are counting the tears falling down
Each one a promise
Of everything you never found

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump

You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can't feel it no more
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump

I don't know how long
I can hold you so strong
I don't know how long

Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Don't jump

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump
And if all that can't hold you back
I'll jump for you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_aS0tQ2hj8

Patty opened the roof door. It had gotten dark by the time she got here. A few bright stars winked at her from above. Patty shivered a little as a breeze hit her. She walked forward towards the edge of the building.

Tom ran as fast as he could to that building. He swore he saw someone on the ledge but kept running anyway. When he reached the top, he looked around for Patty. He couldn’t see her, was he too late?’ But then he saw movement.
“Patty!” he screamed.
She didn’t move.
“Patty, i’m sorry. I’m sorry I yelled at you and i’m sorry for everything I did wrong. So please, don’t do this. Don’t jump. I never meant to push you.”
“It’s too late Tom. I’ve made up my mind. I’ve been thinking about this for some time now and i’ve made my decision. I’m jumping, no matter what.”
“Please Patty. Suicide isn’t the way to go. Come down, we’ll grow old together and we’ll both die in our sleep, at the same time. Not you committing suicide. Please don’t jump.”
“It’s just like your ‘Spring Nicht’ video, Tom.”
Patty slowly turned around to face him.
“I know.”
Tears were falling from his eyes.
“Don’t cry Tom. I’ll be better off there.”
“But what about me? And your friends? How will they feel? I know i’ll feel horrible. I’d want to die too.”
“Don’t Tom. The band needs you.”
She turned back around.
“But I need you.”
A single tear fell fom Patty’s eyes and kept falling until it hit the ground below.
“Patty, don’t jump. If you do, i’ll- i’ll- i’ll jump too.”
Patty turned to face Tom again.
“Tom.”
“Do you remember, back when you were living with your parents, you asked me to rescue you. Well, that’s what i’m doing, i’m rescuing you.”
“tom, I don’t need rescuing.”
“Yes you do. I mean, your on a roof ledge about to jump off.”
“That’s because I want to jump.”
Patty was crying now. Tom stepped closer.
“No, stop. If you get any closer, i’ll jump.”
“Patty please.”
Tom stepped closer.
“Tom, stop!”
He continued to walked closer. Patty just looked at him.
“If you were really going to jump, you would have already.”
“I just don’t want you to be here when I do.”
“You’re lieing, about all of it. Look, Patty if you really want to jump, go ahead. I’m not going to stop you.”
Patty looked at him for a moment then turned around. She looked at the buildings in front of her. The lights below winked up at her, inviting her down. Tears blured her vision. Patty turned back around and jumpped down from the ledge. Tom ran over to her and held her in a tight hug.
“Oh god, I thought I was going to lose you.”
Patty just cried into his shoulder.
“Come on, let’s go home.”

[amandaaraujo]

:shock: oh my god you almost gave me a heart attack god with every word another feeling died in me. you scared me i was like patt no then tom noo then my nails are gone and im like oh thank god they didnt jump i was about to jump from my bed. and strt screaming. oh God Patty ill help you too ;)

[LipsOfAnAngel]

Chapter 14: Sacred

I'm still awake for you
We won't make it together
We can't hide the truth
I'm giving up for you now
My final wish will guide you out
Before the ocean breaks apart
Underneath me
Remember

To me you'll be forever sacred
I'm dying but I know
Our love will live
Your hand above
Like a dove
Over me
Remember
To me you'll be forever sacred

You break the ice when you speak
With every breath you take
You safe me
I know that one day
We'll meet again
Try to go on as long as you can
Even when the ocean breaks apart
Underneath you
Remember

To me you'll be forever sacred
I'm dying but I know
Our love will live
Your hand above
Like a dove
Over me
Remember
To me you'll be forever sacred

Forever you
Forever sacred
Forever you
You will be sacred
In your eyes
I see the hope
I once knew
I'm sinking
I'm sinking
Away from you

Don't turn around
You'll see
You can make it
Never forget

To me you'll be forever sacred
I'm dying but I know
Our love will live
Your hand above
Like a dove
Over me
And one day
The sea will guide you
Back to me
Remember
To me you'll be forever sacred
To me you'll be forever sacred
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3csqqziFL0

Tom found out the next day that they were going on tour again. It was going to be in America and Patty knew she’d never be able to come. But the bright side was that they were leaving in two months. So Tom had time to be with Patty.
“I don’t want you to go.”
“I have to, it’s my job.”
“I know but I don’t want you to.”
Patty leaned in and kissed Tom. He pulled her closer and made the kiss deeper. He broke the kiss and lied back on her bed. Patty lied down next to him, her head on his chest.
“Tom, I love you.”
“Do you really mean that?”
“Yeah, I know what love is now.”
“What is it.”
“It’s what you feel when you really and truely care for someone. You’ll do anything for that person and nothing can stop you.”
“Yeah, I guess it is.”
Tom closed his eyes. He was tired and he could tell that Patty had already falling a sleep.

Patty and Tom spent as much time together as they could, maybe more. The two months flew by and before they knew it, they had a week left. It was hard for Patty to see Tom because he had things to do like pack and other things she didn’t know. But, when they were together, it was always wonderful.

[amandaaraujo]

omg awww poor TOm and Patty i woud totally start crying id stowayy (IDK if i spelled it right?) anyways please please update soon

[LipsOfAnAngel]

ok, this is the last chappy. but, there is a sequel!! so don't worry!

Chapter 15: Final Day

And now we're here again
Up on your roof so high
The whole world can just go to ****
For all I care tonight
I can feel the end is near
It all has come as we had feared

And if our final day has come
Let's pretend to carry on
And if the end has now begun
Live on
Live on

I just can't believe the day has come
When all the clocks stand still
The horizon seems to disappear
And all our dreams are unfullfilled
I can feel the end is near
It all has come as we had feared

And if our final day has come
Let's pretend to carry on
And if the end has now begun
Live on
Live on

This is our final day
This is our final day
This is the final thunder
Up on your roof so high
Let's stay and wait for the morning
Even if it's not in sight

Has our ending just begun?
Don't care, pretend to carry on

And if our final day has come
Let's pretend to carry on
And if the end has now begun
Live on
Live on

And if our final day has come
Let's pretend to carry on
And if we stay we'll always
Live on
Live on

This is the final thunder
Up on your roof so high
Let's stay and wait for the morning
Live on
Live on
This is our final day
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aavktCdM5SQ

Well, I leave tomorrow morning. We should spend this day together and make it a day we’ll never forget.”
“How?”
Tom and Patty were sitting on the loft steps, holding hands. Patty’s head was on his shoulder and her eyes were closed. It was early for both of them, only 7 am. But he had slept over last night an so he was there early, with Patty.
“Well, I found this thing on the internet a couple nights ago.”
“What is it?”
Patty had wrapped her arms around Tom’s arm, her chin on his shoulder.
“It’s a Renaissance Faire. I know it sounds lame but it looked cool.”
“We should go. Is it open today?”
“From 11 am to 8 pm.”
“Do we have to wear costumes?”
“We don’t have to but a lot of people will be. And the people who work there are mostly actors.”
“It sounds cool. I want to dress up.”
“What?”
“Well, I have this old pair of fairy wings I want to wear and I think the right clothes to go with it if i’m thinking of the right kind of Renaissance.”
“You probably are.”
“And if I dress up, so do you.”
“No way.”
“Just where something of Bill’s.”
“I’m never going near his wardrobe.”
“Why? Pants too tight for you?”
Tom just frowned at her.
“Fine, don’t dress up. But i’m telling you, you’ll feel out of place.”

So, Patty changed and she was right, it was right for it. Tom drove and they went to the Renaissance Faire.

When they got home that night, they went to the loft. Tom had more fun then he thought he would and no one recognized him. Patty had the time of her life and laughed for the first time in months. That night, Patty slept over it the Kaulitz’. Both Bill’s and Tom’s bedroom doors were open. And Bill snored. Patty got use to it quickly but it was a surprise at first. She lied there with her head on Tom’s chest. She could hear his heartbeat and feel him breathing. His arm was wrapped around her protectively.

Patty got up very early, and waited for Tom to get up. She sat at the window and heard Bill get up and go to the bathroom. Bill went back to his room and when he came out again, he walked into Tom’s room.
“Oh, good morning Patty.”
“Good morning Bill.”
“How long have you been up?”
“Longer then you.”
“Oh.”
Bill turned to a sleeping Tom and started to shake him.
“Tom. Tom, get up. We have to leave soon.”
“Nhm. Gho umwhm.”
“What?” asked Patty.
“He said ‘No, go away.’”
“You’ve been living with him too long.”
“That I have.”
“I’ll wake him.”
“Ok, great. Thanks.”
Bill walked out of the room. Patty got up from the window and walked over to the bed. She jumpped on top of Tom and began to rock and shake the bed at the same time as yelling,
“Tom! Get up! It’s time to get up! Tom!!”
He sat bolt upright and Patty fell off the bed. She was laughing on the floor as Tom looked around wildly.
“What the-”
“Sorry Tom. It was the only thing I could think of to get you up.” Patty said from the floor.
She got up and sat on the edge of the bed.
“Bill already tried.” she explained.

Tom and Patty walked down stairs to find Bill, Georg and Gustav waiting in the living room.
“When did you guys get here?” asked Tom.
“Around the time Patty got you up.” said Georg.
“You heard that?” asked Patty.
“Yep.” said Gustav.
“Sorry.”
“Don’t be. It was funny.” said Georg with a laugh.

They all piled into the bus except Tom who was with Patty.
“I’ll call you everyday.”
“Do you promise?” asked Patty.
“I promise.”
“I love you, Tom.”
“And I love you, Patty.”
Tom pulled Patty in for a long, passionate kiss. He broke it but Patty didn’t let go.
“I have to go. Bye.”
“No. Never good-bye. I’ll see you around.” said Patty.
“See ya.”
Tom got on the bus and it rode off down the road. Patty walked back to the loft. Once there, she sat on her bed.
See ya.

[LipsOfAnAngel]

THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[amandaaraujo]

WHATTTTTTTTT the end already nooooo is there going to be a sequal?????