some of my poems

[agoraphobiaticalibi]

so here's a new poem that i wrote a while back. this actually happened. . . i guess u know that tho b/c that's y most ppl write poems. . . b/c it relates to their life. . . anywho i'll stop rambling. . .

Blanket my dreams like a cloudy night
help keep me warm like a sliver of light
don’t break my heart, don’t let me rot here
I am nothing when you aren’t near
I never forgot the things you said
they like a river run through my head
I’m sick of wasting my time on you
yet you’re the only one that can help me through
do you even know that I still exist
or am I just that person who will never be missed
can you see me sitting here, I’m the girl with the tear filled eyes
the one that you love to hate, the one that you make cry
I missed my chance to tell you how I feel
and I’m wishing that this all wasn’t so real
can you see the trail of teardrops leading from you to me?
You’re where I started, this is what I’ve come to be
a girl lost in a dark world with only a corner to call home
no one knows who she is or why she matters
because she doesn’t, and she’ll never be known
her heart left her because it was connected to you
when you walked away, my heart did too
nothing matters anymore and I’m afraid to move on
because I’m just getting used to the feeling of you being gone
I saw you the other day and I got scared
scared that you would see me too and not even care
so I ran away, back to my own world
where there’s a girl in the corner and I’m that girl
people come knocking but I can’t open the door
because look what happened when I tried that before
I got you and your painful memory
carved into my heart until the day I die
thank you for that and the hurt that you left for me
if it wasn’t for you, I’d probably be happy

[drummergirl24]

Wow...that was really good! I can totally relate to that kind of feeling, wondering whether or not a certain someone cares about you as much as you do them...at least that's what I got from it!
Great job! Write more!

[agoraphobiaticalibi]

thanks! i guess i can post a couple more. . .

i wrote this one for a friend and i recorded it. i am rerecording it this week or nxt week hopefully b/c the original sounds like CRAP!!!!! but if u want to hear it u can tell me n i'll email it to whoever wants to hear it or something. . .
As the World Crashes Down

I tried to sit back and hear all your stories
of the hurt, of the pain, the fears and the glories
I laughed and I cried as I tried to hide the hurt I felt for you
You told of the doubts and troubles of your heart
the bloodstained wrists and blackened eyes helped to tell their part of the story
the nightmares you lived through
and if you feel like just giving up like you can’t go on any longer
just remember these words
and hopefully they’ll make you stronger

it’s the smile on your face
it’s the beat of your heart
it’s the glint in your eyes, though you’re falling apart
it’s the pound of the rain as it falls to the ground
it’s the pain I see in you though you don’t make a sound
it’s the fear in your voice when you try to be strong
and keep telling yourself that this won’t last long
just try to remember, nothing lasts forever

every night when the raindrops fell
they were falling from your eyes
and all the hours that I heard your tales
it just never seemed right
and sometimes I wonder how you can move on any longer
the demons through all these years
just seemed to make you stronger

it’s the smile on your face
it’s the beat of your heart
it’s the glint in your eyes, though you’re falling apart
it’s the pound of the rain as it falls to the ground
it’s the pain I see in you, though you don’t make a sound
it’s the fear in your voice when you try to be strong
and keep telling yourself that this won’t last long
just try to remember, nothing lasts forever.

just try to remember, nothing lasts forever

*post more later!!!

[agoraphobiaticalibi]

this is my latest song, i wrote it for a friend that left the other day. . . tell me what u think! plz :D

Time stands so still
now that we must say goodbye
I hide my face
so you can’t see me cry
and tears still fall at the thought of letting you go
but before you turn away I just want you to know

I will always remember
will you always remember
I will always remember you

I never thought we could be so great of friends
but the time has passed and here we are in the end
and one last thing before you say goodbye my friend
I’ll love you always my Ecuadorian

I will always remember
will you always remember
I will always remember you

goodbye for now but it’s not a forever thing
one day I’ll see you again this I’m promising
I wish you the best in whatever life brings
but before you go will you tell me one more thing

will you always remember
because I will always remember
will you always remember me

because I will always remember
will you always remember
I will always remember you

[agoraphobiaticalibi]

yet another poem song thingy
Individuality

I’m sick of listening to all the things people are telling me to do
they want me to be less like me and a little more like you
originality is apparently dead
the world is full of fake people and I think I’m losing my head
each day passes by and another piece of me slips away
I’m turning into what is called the ‘girl of today’
it’s horrible to be different, at least that’s what they’re telling me
and apparently I’m not allowed to be what I want to be

you’ll never be what you want to be
you’ll never do what you want to do
so maybe you should act like me
and a little less like you
your dreams won’t take you anywhere
you know that yet you seem to not care
why can’t you see that my life’s what you need?

You told me you believed in me until I told you of my dreams
then you just said it would never happen
don’t waste your life chasing them
it’s better to just forget you told me as you pulled me away
the once color filled world is turning gray
and individuality’s fading away
suits and ties and perfect hair
I try to cry out but no one’s there
I try not to change but I’m morphing into you
and there’s not much that I can do

you’ll never be what you want to be
you’ll never do what you want to do
so maybe you should act like me
and a little less like you
your dreams won’t take you anywhere
you know that yet you seem to not care
why can’t you see that my life’s what you need?

Don’t give up on life and dreams keep holding on to me
I’m desperate for a helping hand
someone else who understands
the world is quickly fading away
there’s no longer a difference between night and day
everything’s so organized
my messy world vanished before my eyes

don’t make me do what you want me to
I’ll never be just like you
I hate your life and I hate your style
I have to be true to myself and try to smile
so what if my dreams never come true
at least I tried, I did more than you
I can’t conform if I don’t believe
and I’m happier now than you’ll ever be
just leave me alone and don’t pull me down
let your life suck, let the world go round
let me learn my lesson on my own
I’m a big girl now, I’m almost grown
get out of my life stop messing with my plans
you’re the kind of person who’ll never understand
individuality