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May 26th, 2008, 04:05 PM
Oneshot hope you enjoy :lol:
I’m laying down on my bed watching the minutes pass by.....’ I have to do something’ I thought
‘What shall I do today?’
Movies? NAHHH Not a lot of good movies are out
Go to a club......? N.O. To risky
Fuse Ball.... nahhh I’ll beat every one hehe
Shopping? I have enough clothes already!
‘Ahhhhh this is killing me there is n o t h in g to do!!!’
I’ll ask Tom
I walked out of my room to head over to Tom’s I can hear guitar chords as I got closer......
I can see he’s doing something entertaining......
‘Toooommmmmmm’
“What Bill?”
‘Can I come in?’
“Umm sure the door is opened”
I walk in the room and notice Tom sitting on the couch with his guitar in hand.
‘Hey Tom wanna do something today?’
“Like what?”
‘Ummm anything you want to do’
“Okay..... wanna go quadding??”
‘I don’t know it seems boring and dangerous......’
“I promise it is not boring and it is not danger.....”
Bill cutting Tom off
‘You promise its not boring and you promise its not dangerous?’
“Yess I do....although you have to wear a helmet”
‘TOM you know I don’t like wearing helmets it messes up my perfect hair!’
“But you said you would let me choose what to do and I pick quadding”
‘Fine fine I’ll do it’
“Okay let me get ready then we go k?”
‘K, I’ll meet you in the lobby’
Five minutes later Tom came down the stairs and walked towards Bill
‘Hey your not wearing a hat today how come?’
“The helmet won’t fit over the hat....DUUHHHHH”
‘Whatever you say.....Ready??’
“Yea”
They got in the car looking out the window to see all the beautiful scenery passing by....As soon as they knew it they were already there......The people at the Rent-A- quad store noticed that it was Bill and Tom...They told them they didn’t have to pay for anything...After they got their quads the people told them how to go and stop.... In two minutes they were off....
“Hey Bill wanna race”
‘Okay’
“From this place right here all the way to that barn house”
‘Ehhhh that’s far!!’
“No it’s not stop being such a baby...you’re just afraid that you gonna lose baby brother”
‘I’m not afraid you are’
“Whatever...on three okay”
‘okay’
“One”
‘Two’
“Three”
Soon they were off and Tom was apparently beating Bill.....Weaving in and out of trees they go...
Tom looking back
“HAHAHA im gonna beat you”
‘Tom look out for that hill!!!’
“WHAT HILL”
And then it happened
Tom couldn’t put the brakes on quick enough and then it happened
He rammed into the hill making the quad flip over with him still holding on....
Finally the quad came to ground and what was this.....
Tom was under the quad
What a horrible sight it was
‘Oh my god!!!!! TOOOOMMMM can you hear me?’
“Ughhh..I can’t feel anything in my body”
‘Hold on let me call the ambulance’
‘okay I just got off the phone with the hospital they should be sending and ambulance soon’
‘Tom hold on everything is gonna be okay’
“Bill whatever happens don’t leave me okay?”
Tears began filling Bills eyes ‘Okay I won’t I promise’
After ten minutes of waiting the ambulance came
They took Tom onto the stretcher and took him into the ambulance Bill hopped in and soon they were off to the hospital
It was a horrible sight at the hospital..
They took off all of Tom’s clothes and right on his chest where the handle of the quad hit him were two big puddles of blood.....
They took x-rays and cat scans
It looks like he broke his arm and his leg
When he awoke he was already in his room
Starting to look around it seemed like he was looking for someone and that someone was Bill
‘TOM YOUR AWAKE THANK GOODNESS’ Bill yelped and rushed over to his brother to give him a hug
The doctor came in and told Bill to step outside so they can talk
‘Is he going to be okay?’
“Well it seems like he has some brain damage and some internal organs are smashed”
‘Are you going to operate on him’
“Yes we are we’re gonna do what ever it takes to fix him”
‘Oh thank you thank you soo much!’
“Operation will start in five minutes”
‘okay I’ll see you soon byee’
I returned to Tom and told him he will need operation...I could tell he was afraid...I told him everything would be okay.....The doctor came in with two big guys...I’m guessing they’re here to lift up Tom and put him on the bed.......’Tom I’ll see you later okay’
Sitting here alone was torture.... I’ve been sitting here for two hours now.....I began looking through some magazines....suddenly the doctor came out
‘Is everything okay’
“I rather talk about it if we have a sit down”
“Okay sure’
“I don’t know how to tell you this...we tried everything we could to save your brother but apparently not everything...”
‘YOUR TELLING ME HE’S DEAD’
“I’m soo sorry we did everything”
‘THIS CAN’T BE HAPPENING!!!!’
I ran out of the hospital as fast as I could...I could feel tears coming down my face as I ran towards the hotel....Tears were coming down soo fast it felt like a water fall..I didn’t realize I just passed Gustav and Georg
“Hey what’s wrong and were’s Tom”
That’s all I heard from them before I locked myself in my hotel room
Why does this have to happen? Why today? Why now? Why do I always think of myself first?
This is all my fault if I wasn’t bored then none of this would happen......
******
It’s been two days since Tom’s death
I haven’t left my room since then
I miss him oh so much
Its hard for me to understand what is happening in my life
He was like some part of me... without him nothing will ever be the same.... we used to do everything together.....I finally got myself to go to Tom’s hotel room...
I start walking in...I walked to the bed where he left his guitar...I picked up his guitar pick in hand...and started to fool around with it......Tears began falling down so fast that it went on his guitar....... why does everything have to happen?
I couldn’t stand being so alone in the world with no one to go to for help...
He was the one who always comforted me when time comes....
He was the one who understood me the most....
He was the one who would hold me tight when things went wrong.....
He was the one who said everything is gonna be alright when he knew it wouldn’t
He was the one who didn’t care if I was such a baby sometimes
I’m so lost and alone and wish someone could come and rescue me.... but that someone is Tom....which isn’t here at the moment as to think of it he will never be here....
I can smell Tom’s cologne as if he was hugging me....It was coming to my senses that he never left me he was still there in that special spot that one spot that no one else can have that one spot that he never left.....That ONE spot is my heart.... He never left me at all..... And I knew that everything would be okay knowing that one day I soon will be there with Tom.....I knew that Tom would want the best...I knew that Tom wouldn’t want me to cry...I knew Tom wouldn’t want me to live my life like it is right now...I know Tom would want me to live the life to the fullest....And to Live Every Second
Live Every Second
Here and now Don’t let go
I’m laying down on my bed watching the minutes pass by.....’ I have to do something’ I thought
‘What shall I do today?’
Movies? NAHHH Not a lot of good movies are out
Go to a club......? N.O. To risky
Fuse Ball.... nahhh I’ll beat every one hehe
Shopping? I have enough clothes already!
‘Ahhhhh this is killing me there is n o t h in g to do!!!’
I’ll ask Tom
I walked out of my room to head over to Tom’s I can hear guitar chords as I got closer......
I can see he’s doing something entertaining......
‘Toooommmmmmm’
“What Bill?”
‘Can I come in?’
“Umm sure the door is opened”
I walk in the room and notice Tom sitting on the couch with his guitar in hand.
‘Hey Tom wanna do something today?’
“Like what?”
‘Ummm anything you want to do’
“Okay..... wanna go quadding??”
‘I don’t know it seems boring and dangerous......’
“I promise it is not boring and it is not danger.....”
Bill cutting Tom off
‘You promise its not boring and you promise its not dangerous?’
“Yess I do....although you have to wear a helmet”
‘TOM you know I don’t like wearing helmets it messes up my perfect hair!’
“But you said you would let me choose what to do and I pick quadding”
‘Fine fine I’ll do it’
“Okay let me get ready then we go k?”
‘K, I’ll meet you in the lobby’
Five minutes later Tom came down the stairs and walked towards Bill
‘Hey your not wearing a hat today how come?’
“The helmet won’t fit over the hat....DUUHHHHH”
‘Whatever you say.....Ready??’
“Yea”
They got in the car looking out the window to see all the beautiful scenery passing by....As soon as they knew it they were already there......The people at the Rent-A- quad store noticed that it was Bill and Tom...They told them they didn’t have to pay for anything...After they got their quads the people told them how to go and stop.... In two minutes they were off....
“Hey Bill wanna race”
‘Okay’
“From this place right here all the way to that barn house”
‘Ehhhh that’s far!!’
“No it’s not stop being such a baby...you’re just afraid that you gonna lose baby brother”
‘I’m not afraid you are’
“Whatever...on three okay”
‘okay’
“One”
‘Two’
“Three”
Soon they were off and Tom was apparently beating Bill.....Weaving in and out of trees they go...
Tom looking back
“HAHAHA im gonna beat you”
‘Tom look out for that hill!!!’
“WHAT HILL”
And then it happened
Tom couldn’t put the brakes on quick enough and then it happened
He rammed into the hill making the quad flip over with him still holding on....
Finally the quad came to ground and what was this.....
Tom was under the quad
What a horrible sight it was
‘Oh my god!!!!! TOOOOMMMM can you hear me?’
“Ughhh..I can’t feel anything in my body”
‘Hold on let me call the ambulance’
‘okay I just got off the phone with the hospital they should be sending and ambulance soon’
‘Tom hold on everything is gonna be okay’
“Bill whatever happens don’t leave me okay?”
Tears began filling Bills eyes ‘Okay I won’t I promise’
After ten minutes of waiting the ambulance came
They took Tom onto the stretcher and took him into the ambulance Bill hopped in and soon they were off to the hospital
It was a horrible sight at the hospital..
They took off all of Tom’s clothes and right on his chest where the handle of the quad hit him were two big puddles of blood.....
They took x-rays and cat scans
It looks like he broke his arm and his leg
When he awoke he was already in his room
Starting to look around it seemed like he was looking for someone and that someone was Bill
‘TOM YOUR AWAKE THANK GOODNESS’ Bill yelped and rushed over to his brother to give him a hug
The doctor came in and told Bill to step outside so they can talk
‘Is he going to be okay?’
“Well it seems like he has some brain damage and some internal organs are smashed”
‘Are you going to operate on him’
“Yes we are we’re gonna do what ever it takes to fix him”
‘Oh thank you thank you soo much!’
“Operation will start in five minutes”
‘okay I’ll see you soon byee’
I returned to Tom and told him he will need operation...I could tell he was afraid...I told him everything would be okay.....The doctor came in with two big guys...I’m guessing they’re here to lift up Tom and put him on the bed.......’Tom I’ll see you later okay’
Sitting here alone was torture.... I’ve been sitting here for two hours now.....I began looking through some magazines....suddenly the doctor came out
‘Is everything okay’
“I rather talk about it if we have a sit down”
“Okay sure’
“I don’t know how to tell you this...we tried everything we could to save your brother but apparently not everything...”
‘YOUR TELLING ME HE’S DEAD’
“I’m soo sorry we did everything”
‘THIS CAN’T BE HAPPENING!!!!’
I ran out of the hospital as fast as I could...I could feel tears coming down my face as I ran towards the hotel....Tears were coming down soo fast it felt like a water fall..I didn’t realize I just passed Gustav and Georg
“Hey what’s wrong and were’s Tom”
That’s all I heard from them before I locked myself in my hotel room
Why does this have to happen? Why today? Why now? Why do I always think of myself first?
This is all my fault if I wasn’t bored then none of this would happen......
******
It’s been two days since Tom’s death
I haven’t left my room since then
I miss him oh so much
Its hard for me to understand what is happening in my life
He was like some part of me... without him nothing will ever be the same.... we used to do everything together.....I finally got myself to go to Tom’s hotel room...
I start walking in...I walked to the bed where he left his guitar...I picked up his guitar pick in hand...and started to fool around with it......Tears began falling down so fast that it went on his guitar....... why does everything have to happen?
I couldn’t stand being so alone in the world with no one to go to for help...
He was the one who always comforted me when time comes....
He was the one who understood me the most....
He was the one who would hold me tight when things went wrong.....
He was the one who said everything is gonna be alright when he knew it wouldn’t
He was the one who didn’t care if I was such a baby sometimes
I’m so lost and alone and wish someone could come and rescue me.... but that someone is Tom....which isn’t here at the moment as to think of it he will never be here....
I can smell Tom’s cologne as if he was hugging me....It was coming to my senses that he never left me he was still there in that special spot that one spot that no one else can have that one spot that he never left.....That ONE spot is my heart.... He never left me at all..... And I knew that everything would be okay knowing that one day I soon will be there with Tom.....I knew that Tom would want the best...I knew that Tom wouldn’t want me to cry...I knew Tom wouldn’t want me to live my life like it is right now...I know Tom would want me to live the life to the fullest....And to Live Every Second
Live Every Second
Here and now Don’t let go