Freedom and Chaos <-----click nowwwwwww!!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

THIS IS NOT A FANFIC.
But dont let thet stop you from reading it cause i worked really hard on it.
most of my writing is inspired by whatever music i was listening to when i wrote it.
i think i was listening to either in die nacht or live every second when i started this.
its told from the point of view of twin sisters, and each chapter alternates between them.
here goes.




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Freiheit 1
Freiheit
It’s German
It means freedom
It’s my name
It’s everything I stand for.
Freedom of speech. That’s kind of my thing.
Censorship sucks.
I usually go by Frei though.
My sister is my best friend, and we want to live every second to the fullest. We don’t want to waste the lives we’ve been given.
Three years ago, (we were 13) we made a pact to live our lives to the fullest even if it might cut them short. We didn’t want to waste a second. We always fought for what we believed in, and tried to make things better for ourselves.
We live every second, and we fight for our lives.

Chaos 1
Chaos.
It’s the German pronunciation of chaos.
It’s my name.
It’s how I live.
I constantly live on the edge.
I usually go by Chy (ky) though.
I have a twin sister, and she means everything to me.
We made a vow to live every second, and stop wasting our lives on meaningless crap. It’s a great way to live.
We hate being told what to do. We don’t take crap from anyone. We do what we want, the way we want to do it.
I think I’m slightly more down to earth than my sister is though. There are some times that she just needs to keep he opinions to herself, but she doesn’t.
We live every second, and we fight for our lives.


hope you like it so far.
i'll have more up soon

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

Even though no one seems to care so far, heres the next chapter.


Freiheit 2
"kill the rhythm, smash the beat, we're gonna party 'till we're dead on our feet..." My iHome sang as the alarm went off, signaling me to get up for another day of school.
"Hey Chy, wake up." I said, throwing a pillow at my sister. She rolled over and pulled the comforter over her head with a moan. I poked the Chaos shaped lump under the blanket.
"Come on, get up!" I say, as I walk over o our closet (we share everything, including clothes). I start pushing hangers aside, looking for something i feel like wearing. I grab a pair of dark blue skinny jeans, my lacy blank tank with silver stars on it, my Hello Kitty jacket, and my yellow converse. I like yellow. It's one of my favorite colors.
I hear Chy roll out of bed.
"Good morning my sweet Chaos," I say. i turn on our flat iron and start applying my makeup while I wait fo rit to heat up.
"You're awful chipper this morning," Chy says.
"Yup," I say.
"What's the occaision?" Chy asks.
"Nothing. Just feel like being happy," I reply.
"Well that's good," Chy says as she starts to get dressed.
I finish my makeup and i grab the Chi flat iron and start to straighten my white-blond hair. I pick up a can of hairspray and tease some of the shorter layers to give it some volume.
Chy does her makeup and her hair (her hair is pretty much the same as mine, only black). We go downstairs to say good morning to our mom. We have a cool mom. She had us when she was 17. We don't know our dad. Our mom raised us by herself. She gives us a lot of freedom. We have really late curfews, She lets us go wherever we want, she doesn't make us check in with her every twenty minutes. She knows we're smart, and we try to stay out of trouble. Yup, our mom is pretty **** cool. She was cool enough to give us names like Freiheit and Chaos. She lets us dye our hair, get piercings, and get tattoos. Chaos and i got our tongues pierced when we were 13 for our birthday., we both got a heart tattoo on our necks the next year, and industrial bars the year after (which hurt like ****). And our most recent body mods were our 16th birthday present. We got the english translation of our names on our lower stomachs in a really pretty, fancy-schmancy script.
Our mom is the coolest.
Good morning girls," our mom says.
"Morning," we say simultaneously. We each grab a pack of mini-muffins and head out to our truck.
"You wanna drive today?" I ask Chy.
"Sure." She says. I climb into the passenger seat of our yellow pick-up. We drive to school, blasting our mmusic and singing the whole way.

i KNOW this is like, SUPER slow in the begining, but just stay with me, cause i promise it gets more exciting.
examples: drug addiction, car accidents, love triangles, love pentagons, maybe even suicide.
i PROMISE it gets better.

[margaritalouita9]

I'm liking it! Keep writing!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

I'm liking it! Keep writing!

yay my first reader!!!!!!

[ix3zebrazz]

wahooooo!

[rainbowXsuicide]

Whoo more please!

[BlondPunk]

This sounds interesting...
more please!!!

[berthaxoxo]

I like it!!
Mehr bitte!!

[xMusiicLuv]

i like i like!!!!!!!!!!
MORE MORE MORE!!!!!

[tiklemepurple]

Sounds different.
Sounds like my kinda thing.
More!

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Yay. I'm glad i'm not the only one who has written a not-fanfic!

contnue <3 :D

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

woo hoo im updating! no one probably cares, but oh well. and im gonna jam to apocalyptica while i type. lol.
I'm sorry if theres any grammatical errors, im used to typing on microsoft word and having it auto correct.


Chaos 2
Freiheit and i walk up the steps of our school.
"Hey there's an empty bench over there," Frei says pointing to a bench in the corner of the commons. We sit down and listen to our ipod until our friend Sammy comes in.
"Sammy!" Frei calls out to get his attention.
"Hey guys," Sammy says as he walks over to us. He gives us each a hug.
"Is Kaz here yet?" Frei asks. Kassiopeia is our other best friend. Her mom is an astronomy freak who likes to misspell things, thus her name. We call her Kaz, because she hates "Kassiopeia".
"I don't think so," Sammy says flipping his shaggy black hair out of his eyes.
"Speak of the devil," I say when I see Kaz walk in the door. "Hallo Kazzie!" I shout.
"Hey guys. What's up?" Kaz says.
"Not much..." Frei replies.
"Did you finish that German homework?" Kaz asks.
"Ja," Frei and I say at the same time.
"Can I copy it?" Kaz asks.
"Sure," I say pulling out my homework and handing it to Kaz. "Just give it back to me in class." We all take German together, even though it's pretty much useless for Frei and myself, but Kaz struggles with it. English wasn't really our second language, but it wasn't really our first either. We grew up speaking German and English around our house, but now we mostly speak English. Frei and I speak German sometimes when we don't want people to know what we're talking about, or sometimes by accident. Kaz knows we speak German, and she takes advantage of that by constantly "forgetting" to do her homework. I brushed my bangs out of my eyes. Kaz was frantically copying down my homework.
"You're hopeless Kaz," I say with a laugh.
"I'm gonna go to the bathroom. I'll be right back," Frei says as she gets up to leave.
"She said the cursed phrase," I say.
"She's going to die now," Sammy says.
"I'll be right back" is the cursed phrase because whenever any character in a horror movie says it, they usually end up dead, and Frei, myself, and our friends live by the rules of horror movies.

omg that was the most boring chapter ever, but it gets better i swear.
i might type up Freiheit 3 tonight (as if anyone cares) if my dad doesnt yell at me to go to bed.

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

okay heres the next chapter. it's short, but it gets a little weird. and less boring than the last however many chapters i posted already.


Freiheit 3
I had originally gone into the bathroom to fix my hair, because I could feel that my bangs were slightly askew. I looked into the mirror. Into my green-grey eyes. There was something in them that wasn't me. There was something in me that wasn't me. I knew all too well that it was me though. I stood there staring at myself for quite some time. I stared, and I remembered that part that i didn't want to be. It stared back, taunting me. I hated it. I remembered the monster I used to be. I was doing better now, but I still hated that part of me. It was this horrible, ugly, disgusting chapter in my book of life. Written with the most permanent of all pens, so i could't erase it((isnt that just the coolest metaphor ever?)). Only Chaos knew about it, and even she didn't know the whole story. Oh, how i longed to erase it. It had made me stronger though, as if i needed to be that low to realize where I wanted to be.
But I still wanted that hated part gone.


I'm just gonna add Chaos 3 on here, cause its REALLY short.


Chaos 3
Frei had been gone for a while. I went to the bathroom to find her. When i went through the door, I found her staring into the mirroe looking quite distraught. I could tell something was wrong.
"Are you alright Frei?" I asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine," Frei said. She closed her eyes and stepped away from the mirror. Whatever was wrong, she seemed to have shaken it off.
"Come on, let's go," I say putting a comforting arm around her shoulders. We walk to our first class. <ath. We are in different Math classes though, which kinda sucks. We enter our seperate classrooms. I sit in an empty desk near the wall.

okey dokey.
so now theres a little bit of a twist.
frei's got some secrets shes trying to cover up, but what are they?
DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNNNNN

[BlondPunk]

I wanna know the secrets!!!
More pleeaz!!!
I want to know the sacrets.

[CaitlinCatastrophe]

more!!! more!!! more!!! more!!! more!!! more!!! more!!! more!!! more!!! more!!!

[luvukaulitztwins]

OMFG SEDONA I LIKE IT x]

MEHR BITTE

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

thank you to everyone who has commented so far.
i'll probably have more up tonight.

[BlondPunk]

thank you to everyone who has commented so far.
i'll probably have more up tonight.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY!!!

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Secrets...ooooooh.

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

okay, i have 3 more chapters written, but not typed up yet (ill get that done soon).
and i have an insanely awesome plot change planned out, but i need something to carry me over from whhere i am now, to this amazing secret plot.
so i think i need more characters for inspiration.

so you can either fill this out for you, if you wanna be in it, or you can make someone up.
i need some guy characters too, so be creative!

Name:
Appearance:
Personality:
Interests:
Friend, Enemy, or Both to Frei and Chy:

[margaritalouita9]

okay, i have 3 more chapters written, but not typed up yet (ill get that done soon).
and i have an insanely awesome plot change planned out, but i need something to carry me over from whhere i am now, to this amazing secret plot.
so i think i need more characters for inspiration.

so you can either fill this out for you, if you wanna be in it, or you can make someone up.
i need some guy characters too, so be creative!

Name:
Appearance:
Personality:
Interests:
Friend, Enemy, or Both to Frei and Chy:

Oh, add Margaret! But you can change my name if you want to, I'll still love you Sedona! :D
Appearance: Tall, curvy/athletic, platinum blonde chick shag w/ dark chunks, blue eyes.
Personality: Sarcastic and condescending in a loving way, lol. No filter between the brain and the mouth, and proud of it. Motherly to those she cares about.
Interests: boys, swimming, friends, French and music
Usually a friend, but how far that goes is uncertain? dun dun dun!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

i will try to find a place for you margaret!
again, i need some more characters.
you can either fill this out for you, if you wanna be in it, or you can make someone up.
i need some guy characters too, so be creative!

Name:
Appearance:
Personality:
Interests:
Friend, Enemy, or Both to Frei and Chy:

in this next chapter, get the image of the ready set go video in your mind.


Freiheit 4
I was incredibly tired. I couldn't control my drooping eyelids. My head nodded with sleepiness. I couldn't control my body at all. My head fell into my folded arms on my desk.

...I was in a classroom. It wasnt my usual first hour classroom. The teacher was in the front of the class, talking about something I couldn't comprehend. I looked around at the other students. They were all frantically scratching notes onto un-lined paper with permanent markers. Upon closer inspection, all the papers were covered with eyes. Little drawings of eyes. Rows and rows of eyes, all watching me.
"Freiheit"
I heard my name being called. The voice sounded far away.
"Chaos?"
I caled out my sister's name, hoping the voice was hers.
"Freiheit? Where are you Freiheit?"
Th voice repeated my name. It was a sweet, cipper, smooth voice. It was slightly eerie.
The other students didn't seem to notice the voice caling out to me. What was this place? The walls looked as if they were once white, but were now yellowed, with the paint peeling and chipping. Everyone was wearing grey uniforms.
"Freiheit? Come out come out wherever you are!"
The voice sang to me.
I decided against my stron gut feeling, and followed the voice. I left the clasroom and walked down the halls. A bad lightbulb flickered as I walked under it. I wandered past the yellowed walls for a while, the sweet voice growing louder with every step I took. I turned a corner. It was a dead end. There was a group of people at the end of the hall. I recognized nearly all of them.
"There you are Freiheit! We've been waiting for you."
I looked at the person who had been caling to me. It was myself. I looked at the group of people. Sammy and Kaz were among them, along with many other people from my past that i would rather forget.
I looked at the replica of me. I looked to find my grey eyes, but they weren't there. They were replaced by two shiny black buttons.
"Were have you been Freiheit?"
The other me asked.
"We've missed you. Come back to us. Join us again."
I didn't want to be part of them. They all stared at me with their button eyes. They all wore wide, eerie grins.
I felt like i was falling. I knew i wasn't, I was standing Right there. I looked at my feet to make sure they were still planted firmly on the ground. They were, but the falling sensation didn't subside.
"No. This isn't real."
"Why wont you come back to us?"
The other me said.
"I wont go back there, not again."
I said shaking my, trying to make the group go away.
The other me took a step closer.
"We have something for you."
She pulled two black buttons out of her pocket, along with a spool of thread, and a needle.
"No!"
I shouted. I tried to run, but the other me grabbed my hair. I was pulled to the ground. The group of people held me down. I struggled, but it was useless. THere were too many of them.
Suddenly, there was a screechy, ringing noise. It seemed familiar. The group stopped. They all looked up. They stepped away from me and ran down the yellowed halls screaming.
What was that noise?...

The bell signaling the end of first hour pulled me from my slumber. I was quite shaken though.
I knew what the dream meant. It was the part that wasn't me. What would happen next time when there wasn't a schoolbell to scare them all away?

Thats one of my favorite chapters so far.
see? i told you its getting better!
i still need new characters though! so fill out the little form above!!!!!!!!!!

[ix3zebrazz]

courtneyy likey!!

[luvukaulitztwins]

More x]



Name: Uh...Jannah xD
Appearance: Oh Oh Oh black straight hair xD
Personality: Um...talkative funny hyper um...
Intterests: Talking talking and more talking xD Oh um...German and uh...drawing and singing and playing the guitar xD
Friend, Enemy, or Both to Frei and Chy: Friend


Oh Oh Oh ish tht right x]


O_e

The only thing i based apon me was my name and intterests xD

ODD xD


CAN I B IN PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

Characters i still need:
a guy who will be a friend of frei and chy (for my super awesome plot change)
and another girl (preferably an enemy)

[BlondPunk]

okay, I know this awesome guy from my church, and I'm doing him :]

He's a guy

Name: Jerry
Appearance: He has spiky hair (about 4 cm tall) on the top of his head, the back is short but on the sides his hair goes down to his chin. It's brown with blonde highlights. He has his two rings in his left ear on the top, and a piercing on the bottom of each ear. Dresses alot like Bill (He really does, and he doesn't even know him) LOVES COWBOY BOOTS. Blue eyes, cute nose ^^
Personality: At first he seems shy, but once you get to know him better he'll open up. He's about the nicest guy you'll ever meet, and always there to help you when you need him.
Interests: He's a great singer. He also is a hair-stylist, and wants to be a fashion designer. Shopping, he has a band.
Friend, Enemy, or Both to Frei and Chy: Freind of Frei + Chy


This is a real person. He is like Bill's secret twin, and he doesn't even know who Bill is. I swear if those two would meet they would be best freinds.

Moreee pleaz!!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

okay, I know this awesome guy from my church, and I'm doing him :]

He's a guy

Name: Jerry
Appearance: He has spiky hair (about 4 cm tall) on the top of his head, the back is short but on the sides his hair goes down to his chin. It's brown with blonde highlights. He has his two rings in his left ear on the top, and a piercing on the bottom of each ear. Dresses alot like Bill (He really does, and he doesn't even know him) LOVES COWBOY BOOTS. Blue eyes, cute nose ^^
Personality: At first he seems shy, but once you get to know him better he'll open up. He's about the nicest guy you'll ever meet, and always there to help you when you need him.
Interests: He's a great singer. He also is a hair-stylist, and wants to be a fashion designer. Shopping, he has a band.
Friend, Enemy, or Both to Frei and Chy: Freind of Frei + Chy


This is a real person. He is like Bill's secret twin, and he doesn't even know who Bill is. I swear if those two would meet they would be best freinds.

Moreee pleaz!!!


*thinks* hmmmmmmmmm
i might be able to use him for my awesome secret plot.....
but dont get mad at me if you dont like the way i use this character......

[BlondPunk]

okay, I know this awesome guy from my church, and I'm doing him :]

He's a guy

Name: Jerry
Appearance: He has spiky hair (about 4 cm tall) on the top of his head, the back is short but on the sides his hair goes down to his chin. It's brown with blonde highlights. He has his two rings in his left ear on the top, and a piercing on the bottom of each ear. Dresses alot like Bill (He really does, and he doesn't even know him) LOVES COWBOY BOOTS. Blue eyes, cute nose ^^
Personality: At first he seems shy, but once you get to know him better he'll open up. He's about the nicest guy you'll ever meet, and always there to help you when you need him.
Interests: He's a great singer. He also is a hair-stylist, and wants to be a fashion designer. Shopping, he has a band.
Friend, Enemy, or Both to Frei and Chy: Freind of Frei + Chy


This is a real person. He is like Bill's secret twin, and he doesn't even know who Bill is. I swear if those two would meet they would be best freinds.

Moreee pleaz!!!


*thinks* hmmmmmmmmm
i might be able to use him for my awesome secret plot.....
but dont get mad at me if you dont like the way i use this character......


I won't :]

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

Name:
Appearance:
Personality:
Interests:
Friend, Enemy, or Both to Frei and Chy:

again, fil it out if you wanna be in the story. im not sure if everyone will make it in, but ill try to find a part. even if youre only in it for like a page.


Chaos 4
I left the classroom to meet Frei, so we could walk to out next class together. Before I had a chance to say anything to her, she rushed past me in the opposite direction of our next class. She had a pained look on her face. I decided it would be best not to follow her, and to just leave her alone.
I walked to our German class alone. I sat in a desk near Kaz and Sammy. The bell rang, and the teacher started to talk. Still no sign of Frei. I wasn't paying attention to the teacher. Who cares. I alread spoke German. I was busy worrying about Frei.
I wonder if she had thrown the last of them away like i told her to.

sorry it was short.
but
where has frei run off to?
and what did chy tell her to throw away?
did she throw whatever it was away?
tune in next week to find out, on another episode of Freedom and Chaos!
just kidding. ill probably have the next chapter written but like, tomorrow.

[luvukaulitztwins]

O_e

I HATE CLIFFHANGERS

But there nice 8-) but annoying x]

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

O_e

I HATE CLIFFHANGERS

But there nice 8-) but annoying x]

im sorry!
but ill try to have the next chapter up tonight. and i dont think i have a cliffhanger on that one, cause it the last chapter before my writers block sets in

[xMusiicLuv]

Name: Molly
Appearance: shoulderlentgh brown hair,, big brown eyes,, curvy( compared to the girsl in my class xD).....
Personality:sarcastic, very dry sense of humor, can get exrtremely hyper, feels for other people, ...
Interests: music, dance, drama,...i love to read...
Friend, Enemy, or Both to Frei and Chy: let's make it intersesting:: ENEMY xD :twisted:

[ILuvKaulitzTwins4E]

NAME: christina (cris for short)...or kelsey
APPERANCE: tall, athletic body, pink and black hair, crystal blue eyes,
PERSONALITY: nice, out-going, has a short temper sometimes, allways there when her friends need her
INTERESTS: sports, shopping, hanging out with friends, playing guitar, and playing the drums
FRIENDS OR ENEMY: friends

[BlondPunk]

>_<
I want to know what happens neeext
More!!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

i think all these new characters might pull me out of my writer block.

ill try to have the next chapter up tonight.

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

okay, this is the last chapter i have written at the moment. i think its a decent one to hold you guys off until i write some more.


Freiheit 5
I ran to my locker and quickly tried to open it. I had to re-enter the combination twice because I was so frazzled. I pulled out a purple notebook. I opened it to the back page where there was a pocket made from a piece of paper and tape. I reached into the pocket. There was one left. I pulled out a white pill. Chy had told me to throw away the last of them. I didn't listen.
I didn't want to be that person again though. I didn't want to feel like no one cared, because I know they do. I dropped the pill and stomped on it with my yellow converse. It left chalky-white marks on the ground.
I shut my locker and leaned against it. I slid down it until I was sitting on the ground. I sat there for a long time. The bell for class rang before I had even opened my locker.
I sat there and waited. I don't know what I waited for. Maybe for the feelings to subside. The feelings of angerhatehappinesssadnessregretlovehopecrazinessma yhem and the worst of all, the possibility of maybe SUICIDE.
No.
That can't happen.
That's not even an option.
It was almost a year ago.
Why are all these feelings coming back?
Why now? It doesn't make sense. I thought all this was behind me. In the past. I guess it's not. But why?


Okay that kinda answered some questions about frei's past. kinda. and set up some new possibilities that im not sure of yet.
ill try to think about this tonight and have more up ASAP

[xMusiicLuv]

WOOOT great chappie....


MORE MORE MORE !! :P

[BlondPunk]

OML
Woah..........
More......

[ix3zebrazz]

wahooo!!! i likes it =]

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

i wrote 2 more chapters last night!!!!!!!
my writers block is kinda gone!!!!!!!

[Nachtgespenst]

great story.
can't wait to find out more.

(sorry such a stupid reply but my head feels like it could explode right now)

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

my writers block is mostly gone, and i have 2 more chapters written. so, yay!!!!!!!!!!!


Chaos 5
Where was Frei? I could only imagine what she might be doing. I think Sammy was worrying about her too. He was nervously playing with a lock of his jet black hair.
"I'm gonna go find Frei," Sammy says. He gets up from his desk before I can say anything. He tells a quick lie to obtain a hall pass, and hurries out the door.

Sammy's POV
Where was she? I walked swiftly down the hall in hopes of stumbling across Frei. I don't know why I thought I'd find her. For all I know, she could have left the school completely. Right as I was about to give up the search, I turned one more corner and found her sitting in front of her locker. She was crying. Her perfectly drawn eyeliner and thickly applied mascara was smudged, and the foundation and powder that made her pale skin look as flawless as a porcelain doll was rubbed away around her eyes. I hated to see her said, but she looked pretty when she cried. I took a step towards her as soon as I realized I had been staring.
"Frei? Are you alright?" I asked. She quickly wiped away her tears as soon as she saw me. There were mascara stains on the cuffs of her powder-pink jacket.
"Ja. Ja, I'm fine," she said. I could tell in her voice that she was far from fine.
"You're not fine. What's wrong?" I ask.
"It's just, something...I though it was over, but it's all coming back now, and i don't know why," she says vaguely. She hugs her knees to her chest.
"Is this about what happened last year? With...well, you know..." I say.
"Um, ja. How did you know about that?" she asks.

and heres the next chapter cause it goes along with this one.

Freiheit 6
"I know more than you think. I could tell you were in trouble with something. You weren't the same since that accident," Sammy says.
"Thats why you were with the group in the hallway. She pulled my hair...and you helped her when she tried to sew buttons on me," I say.
"What?" Sammy says, puzzled.
"Umm, nothing," I say, embarrased that I probably sounded psychotic. Sammy sat down next to me.
"Did all this start after the hospital?" he asked.
"During, kinda. They gave me all those pain killers, and I just wanted more. They said I didn't need more, So I started stealing them," I explained.
"I never though falling off a unicycling and breaking your wrist and two fingers would mess you up so much," Sammy said.
"The bad part wants me back. It wants me to come back. I don't want to be that person again," I put my hands up to my face and covered my eyes. I could tell I sounded crazy again, and Sammy proabably had no idea what I was talking about, but he tried to comfort me anyway. He gently pulled his hands away from my face. He intertwined his fingers with mine.

Sammy's POV ((again))
"Just don't let those feelings take over. You have to stay strong. You know what's right, so listen to your heart, not the voices in your head," ((I think thats my new favorite quote)) I say. I held Frei's hand in mine. I ran my thumb over the inch long scar on the back of her hand. I smiled as I remembered how it got there.
Chy, Kaz, Frei, and myself were all at the twins' house for a horror movie marathon. Between part two and part three of Friday the 13th, Frei decided she was going to make hot pockets. She was relly hyper, and was skipping around the kitchen singing as she waited for the food. When the oven beeped, she grabbed a hot pan holder, opened the oven, and grabbed for the pan. She grabbed for it too quickly, because she bumped her hand on the oven rack. She dropped the pan holder inside the oven as she jerked her hand back. She ran around the kitchen, jumping up and down, screaming obsceneties in German. It sounds mean, but I couldn't help but laugh at her. Chy came rushing over to get the pan holder out of the oven before it caught on fire. Frei ran to the sink to run cold water on her injury. Chy was in the process of removing the hot pockets from the oven when Frei screamed "*******!" as a piece of her skin peeled off. Chy, startled, dropped the pan. It hit her arm on the way down. She has a slightly less noticeable burn scar on her forearm. Frei's scar is very noticeable. It's an inch long. Pinkish-purpleish.
I looked at Frei. Studdies her features. I loved her grey-green eyes. They held so much emotion.
"You're so pretty," I told her. She looked up at me.
"Whatever," She says.
"You are," I say. I pulled her closer and gave her a hug, her damaged blond hair tickling my face. I might have wanted to kiss her, but that would have been way out of line.
"The bell is gonna ring soon, and I need to fix my make-up," Frei said. She let go of my hand and stood up. She walked to the bathroom, and when she came out a few minutes later, she looked like a porcelain doll again.



hmmmmm.........it seems like things are heating up between Frei and Sammy....
are they? or not? youll have to wait and see........

and i know the unicycling thing seems like a stupid way to get into drugs, but that was just how she was introduced to them. after the doctors took frei off the drugs, she STOLE more, and continued to use them for almost a year.
i just thought id clear that up, since i dont think im gonna mention that in the story.

[luvukaulitztwins]

MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

PWITTY PWEZ :oops:

[xMusiicLuv]

MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE!!!!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

grrrrrr more people need to comment so i feel loved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ILuvKaulitzTwins4E]

omg i love this ff it is soo good...please update soon
MOOOOOOORRRRRRREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P

[xMusiicLuv]

grrrrrr more people need to comment so i feel loved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll comment more often xD :D

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

grrrrrr more people need to comment so i feel loved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll comment more often xD :D

yay!!!!!!!!

[xMusiicLuv]

grrrrrr more people need to comment so i feel loved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll comment more often xD :D

yay!!!!!!!!


:D


welllll......



MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE !!!!!!


is that a satisfactory comment ?? xD

[BlondPunk]

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

XD HOT POCKETS!!!
MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE
OR ELSE!!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

the thing with the hot pockets actually happened to me.
just picture me as frei. but there was no chy with me.
i actually have a big scar on my hand lol.

[ix3zebrazz]

<33

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

:cry:
MORE PEOPLE NEED TO READ MY STORY OR IM GONNA BE SAD

[margaritalouita9]

Update, Sedona!!

[BlondPunk]

:cry:
MORE PEOPLE NEED TO READ MY STORY OR IM GONNA BE SAD


IF YOU DON'T UPDATE I'M GONNA BE SAD
:cry:

[xMusiicLuv]

:cry:
MORE PEOPLE NEED TO READ MY STORY OR IM GONNA BE SAD
DON'T BE SAD SEDONA!!!!


YOU CAN UPDATE THO....*HINT HINT**

[CaitlinCatastrophe]

more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
i need more
this is my drug now!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
more
i need more
this is my drug now!

lol that makes me feel happy

i still kinda have writers block, so the next chapter isnt gonna be my best, but im gonna try to get through it

[Haley1018]

Ooh, I love it!!!!!
Mehr bitte!!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

Ooh, I love it!!!!!
Mehr bitte!!!

yay!!!!!!!!

[jackjackio]

Hey,
you should update.
Because I really like it.
And I'm uber jealous of your characters. :]

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

Hey,
you should update.
Because I really like it.
And I'm uber jealous of your characters. :]

jealous of characters....ive never heard that one before....but okay!
im trying to get rid of my writers block.
i hope to have more up before friday

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

i wrote another chapter and i'll update ASAP!!

[Haley1018]

i wrote another chapter and i'll update ASAP!!

Yay! :mrgreen:

[BlondPunk]

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!
:]

[jackjackio]

Hey,
you should update.
Because I really like it.
And I'm uber jealous of your characters. :]

jealous of characters....ive never heard that one before....but okay!
im trying to get rid of my writers block.
i hope to have more up before friday
Hah, yeah, I wish my mom was as awesome as theirs!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

Hey,
you should update.
Because I really like it.
And I'm uber jealous of your characters. :]

jealous of characters....ive never heard that one before....but okay!
im trying to get rid of my writers block.
i hope to have more up before friday
Hah, yeah, I wish my mom was as awesome as theirs!

lmao ja me too! lol

[xMusiicLuv]

Dude!!!! UPDATEEEE!!!! :D

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

I AM GOING TO UPDATE TONIGHT
maybe
NO! I AM!
if i have time
I REALLY AM!
probably not...
YES I WILL SHUT UP STOOPID CONSCIENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM UPDATING TONIGHTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!
IM DETERMINED TO!!!!!!

[jackjackio]

JA, YOU BETTER... OR ELSE.








Oh, I'm just kidding!
;]

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

okay im updating. FINALLY
be warned though, this chapter SUCKS.
cause of my stoopid writers block.
i got pretty much all i could get out of it.


Chaos 6

The bell rang, and I ran out of class. Sammy hadn't come back. Did he find Frei? Was she alright? I quickly made my way down the crowded hall to her locker. That was the first place I expected her to be if she was okay.
I turned the corner and saw her and Sammy standing by her locker.
"Oh meine Gott! Frei! You're alright!" I shouted as I threw my arms around her and gave her a hug. "I was so worried! I thought you were DEAD!"
"Did you seriously think I was dead?" she asked doubtfully.
"No, not really," I say letting go of her. "But I was woried."
Kaz comes up behind us huffing and puffing.
"Oh...my...freaking...god...Chy. You run...too...fast," Kaz says panting. I can't help but giggle at her.
Frei, Kaz and I walk to our next class together.
We push three desks together and sit in the back of our language arts class.
"He, Is that a new guy?" Kaz says inquisitively, inspecting a new student walking over to the teacher. He had spiky brown and blond hair, and he dressed like he was in a rock band. He was a decent looking guy.
"He's cute!" Kaz says leaning into her desk eagerly.
"He's alright," I say.
"Ja, he's not bad," Frei says. Kaz sat up straighter in her chair. Probably trying to show off her boobs, which were already huge. The new guy seemed she. He probably would have sat in the back if Frei, Kaz and myself weren't already there. He sat in the desk right in front of Kaz.
"Hey! You're new! What's your name? I'm Frei!" Frei says being extremely friendly.
"I'm Jerry. Nice to meet you Frei. That's and interesting name.
"Ja. It's short for Freiheit. It means Freedom in German," Frei explains.
"I'm Chy. Short for Chaos. It means Chaos in German," I say.
"I'm Kaz. It's short for Kassieopeia. It means "Queen of the sky" or something like that in some dead language no one speaks anymore," Kaz says.
"Wow. My name is boring. Just Jerry," Jerry says.
I could tell he was still kind of keeping to himself. We would break him of that soon. There were no secrets in our little circle. At least, none that I was aware of.


soooooo theres a new character now.
hmmmm what could it be that is causing jerry to be so shy and closed up?
is he hiding something?

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

hmm i was thinking about picking one person, and having them help me with ideas, and plot, and maybe some of the writing.
like a collaboration type thing.

if anyone is interested, pm me.
you have to keep it a secret if i pick you though.
and i would reveal the person a the end of the story, if i go through with this idea.

so pm me if youre interested!!!!!!!

[ix3zebrazz]

lol sedona you are so
creativee!!!!


hahahahahaha dude
german is gunna be ooodles
of funn this year
we should like
get detentions together


:]

[xTOXICxTREVORx]

Thats pretty sweet
I like Chy

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

lol sedona you are so
creativee!!!!


hahahahahaha dude
german is gunna be ooodles
of funn this year
we should like
get detentions together


:]

lmao ja.
i kno how we could get detentions too..........

we could go up to the teacher and say....
du bist ein scheißkopf
(you are a s*ithead)
or daf ich dich verhomen
(i think that means something along the lines of...."can i f*ck you")
lmfao

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

Thats pretty sweet
I like Chy

i think chy is boring.
i cant think of any super awesome plot for her.
i ve got a super awesome plot for frei, sammy, kaz, and even jerry.
but not chy.
stoopid writers block

[xTOXICxTREVORx]

i think chy is boring.
i cant think of any super awesome plot for her.
i ve got a super awesome plot for frei, sammy, kaz, and even jerry.
but not chy.
stoopid writers block[/quote]


Lol
Yeah
Dont you just hate writers block??
That happens to me all the time with my lyrics
Ill write something amazing
Then suddenly
BAMM!!!
And I lost it
So I know how you feel
But hey
Text me if you want
Im getting off the computor so I can go write lyrics now =]

[ix3zebrazz]

i think chy is boring.
i cant think of any super awesome plot for her.
i ve got a super awesome plot for frei, sammy, kaz, and even jerry.
but not chy.
stoopid writers block


Lol
Yeah
Dont you just hate writers block??
That happens to me all the time with my lyrics
Ill write something amazing
Then suddenly
BAMM!!!
And I lost it
So I know how you feel
But hey
Text me if you want
Im getting off the computor so I can go write lyrics now =][/quote]


ewwww its
yoouu!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

i think chy is boring.
i cant think of any super awesome plot for her.
i ve got a super awesome plot for frei, sammy, kaz, and even jerry.
but not chy.
stoopid writers block


Lol
Yeah
Dont you just hate writers block??
That happens to me all the time with my lyrics
Ill write something amazing
Then suddenly
BAMM!!!
And I lost it
So I know how you feel
But hey
Text me if you want
Im getting off the computor so I can go write lyrics now =]


ewwww its
yoouu!![/quote]

lmfao
youre mean courtney
jk lol

[ix3zebrazz]

i think chy is boring.
i cant think of any super awesome plot for her.
i ve got a super awesome plot for frei, sammy, kaz, and even jerry.
but not chy.
stoopid writers block


Lol
Yeah
Dont you just hate writers block??
That happens to me all the time with my lyrics
Ill write something amazing
Then suddenly
BAMM!!!
And I lost it
So I know how you feel
But hey
Text me if you want
Im getting off the computor so I can go write lyrics now =]


ewwww its
yoouu!!

lmfao
youre mean courtney
jk lol[/quote]
iknooo
i enjoy being
mean its preee funn!!!!!



:]

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

-_-
everyone was yelling at me to post more, and then when i do, NO ONE READS IT!
so people need to read and comment!!!!!!!

[jackjackio]

I read it!
But instead of replying here I PMed you.
Sorry!
:]
It was great, I swear it.
I hope you have no more writer's block!!

[margaritalouita9]

keep writing!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

i think i lost all my readers during my writers block....

[luvukaulitztwins]

PWEEZ MORE NO NO NO NO NO

MEHR

ICH BIN UNGEDULDIG

[tokiohotel26]

k imma new reader! i love this non-fanfic!

i mite be late but it wouldnt hurt!
Name:Lexi [alexis]
Appearance: mixture of bill and tom: gangsta with a punk/emo twist. plus i would like waist length hair that is purple and in a side ponytail
Personality:SUPER RANDOM AND CRAZY! but in a fun way not crazy mental hospital way
Interests: softball, cheerleading, dancing, black nail polish, dying my hair in all different colors! and hoop earrings
Friend, Enemy, or Both to Frei and Chy: FRIEND!!!!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

k imma new reader! i love this non-fanfic!

i mite be late but it wouldnt hurt!
Name:Lexi [alexis]
Appearance: mixture of bill and tom: gangsta with a punk/emo twist. plus i would like waist length hair that is purple and in a side ponytail
Personality:SUPER RANDOM AND CRAZY! but in a fun way not crazy mental hospital way
Interests: softball, cheerleading, dancing, black nail polish, dying my hair in all different colors! and hoop earrings
Friend, Enemy, or Both to Frei and Chy: FRIEND!!!!!

welcome new reader!!!!!
im trying to fit in everyone who posted a description for at least one chapter.
so everyone will have small parts, but you'll most likely be in it

[tokiohotel26]

k cool btw i really like ur story

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

k cool btw i feally like ur story

thanks!
ive almost finished writing a new chapter.
and just a warning for everyone: it gets INTENSE

[tokiohotel26]

k cool btw i really like ur story

thanks!
ive almost finished writing a new chapter.
and just a warning for everyone: it gets INTENSE
OK IM PREPARED!
*hides under table*
IM READY! U MAY POST NOW!

[BlondPunk]

*dances*
yay for Jerry!!!
=D
More please!!!
please?
I want to know what his secret is!!!

[BlondPunk]

k cool btw i feally like ur story

thanks!
ive almost finished writing a new chapter.
and just a warning for everyone: it gets INTENSE


O.O
I'll get my teddy bear and a blankie to cry on.

[tokiohotel26]

k cool btw i feally like ur story

thanks!
ive almost finished writing a new chapter.
and just a warning for everyone: it gets INTENSE


O.O
I'll get my teddy bear and a blankie to cry on.

*crawls out from under table*
WAIT FOR ME! ill join u! i dont like to be alone.

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

why do i always go to the freaking second page in the creative corner?????
bump!!

[xMusiicLuv]

sorry i haven't commented in ages!! i just haven't been on the pc for days....

ooops forgot to say how much i like ti xD

[BlondPunk]

thanks!
ive almost finished writing a new chapter.
and just a warning for everyone: it gets INTENSE


O.O
I'll get my teddy bear and a blankie to cry on.

*crawls out from under table*
WAIT FOR ME! ill join u! i dont like to be alone.


*waits*
I'm not alone anymore!
*makes brownies*

[tokiohotel26]

yay! brownies!!! i love brownies!
u just made my day!

ok now for that intese chapter

[rescue_me]

LOVE IT SEDONA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

LOVE IT SEDONA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DANKE SCHON!!!!!!!

[CaitlinCatastrophe]

I need the new intense chapterrrrrrr!!
more
more
more
more
more
more

[BlondPunk]

yay! brownies!!! i love brownies!
u just made my day!

ok now for that intese chapter

Update Sedona!
Bitte!
Bitte?
Bitte!
*goes on for days saying please in German*
Yay brownies!

[tokiohotel26]

yay! brownies!!! i love brownies!
u just made my day!

ok now for that intese chapter

Update Sedona!
Bitte!
Bitte?
Bitte!
*goes on for days saying please in German*
Yay brownies!
what she said


im gonna make cupcakes while we r baking brownies

yummy brownies and cupcakes!!! :mrgreen:

[gabrielaax]

intresting very artistic!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

intresting very artistic!

thank you!!!!!!!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

-new reader-

update!!

please?

iloveit! :D

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

-new reader-

update!!

please?

iloveit! :D

thanks!
i will hopefully update soon

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

updates coming soon!
im writing another chapter right nau!!!!!!

[BlondPunk]

updates coming soon!
im writing another chapter right nau!!!!!!


YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
Brownies are Ready! Anybody who wants a brownie can have one!

[CaitlinCatastrophe]

updates coming soon!
im writing another chapter right nau!!!!!!


:[ more chapter?
:cry:

[Viv_Kaulitz]

updateupdateupdate!

[BlondPunk]

UUUUUPPPPDAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTEEEE!!!!!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

im REALY GONNA TRY to update tonighttttttttttttt

i still have to finish the chapter im writing, but i'll have it done soon!!!!!!!!!!!
i promise!!!!!!!

[BlondPunk]

im REALY GONNA TRY to update tonighttttttttttttt

i still have to finish the chapter im writing, but i'll have it done soon!!!!!!!!!!!
i promise!!!!!!!


=D
okay! :]

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

FINALLY IM UPDATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!!
this chapter wasnt as intense as i wanted it to be, but its good enough


Freiheit 7
Jerry seemed nice, but he seemed closed up, shy, secretive almost. Like he was hiding something...but what. I would find out sooner or later. I'm just the kind of person that has to know everything.
"You seem kinda shy. Why is that?" I ask.
"Oh, it's really not an important reason," Jerry says.
"...but there is a reason...tell me! please?" I begged.
"I said, It's not important," Jerry almost snapped at me. I gave him a sheepish look.
"I'm sorry. I should't have said that. I'll make it up to you," Jerry says. "How would you girls like to come to a party tonight?"
"Can our friend Sammy come too?" Chy asks.
"Sure, why not," Jerry says.
"Then I guess we'll be there!" Kaz says.
I wasn't really the type of girl that enjoyed parties, but Jerry seemed cool, so maybe it would be fun.
"Alright, it's at 1136 Montgomery Street, 8:00," Jerry informs us.
"We'll see you there!" Kaz says.
The rest of the day passed uneventfully.
Sammy and Kaz came home with Chy and myself. Jerry still hadn't met Sammy. We were all digging through our closet in search of something to wear to this party. I don't know why we were looking so hard, it's not like we cared what people thought. Except for Kaz.
"Hey Frei, I'm wearing your jeans," Sammy says. I didn't normally object to him wearing my clothes, but when he pulled out my bright yellow skinny jeans, that was where i had to draw the line.
"Nein Sammy! Everyone will think you're gay!" I squeal.
"Fine, I'll wear your grey ones," Sammy said in a huff.
"I have to wear something that will make Jerry notice me. Oh god, he's so hot," Kaz says. She ended up selecting a super short, black, pixie-like skirt, and an extremely low-cut pink tank top.
...She looked like a hooker.
I ended up wearing hot pink skinny jeans, a Tokio Hotel T-Shirt, ((woot! i added TH!))bright blue flats, my hello kitty necklace, brass knuckles necklace, and a cupcake necklace.
I looked at the clock.
"Hey guys, It's almost 8. We better get going," I say, pointing out that it was 7:56. Chaos drove. We arrived at 8:04. The party was already in full-force. There were cars parked everywhere. When we entered the house, it smelled like booze and cigarettes. Jerry noticed us and came over.
"I'm glad you guys could make it!" He yelled over the music.
"Ja, I'm glad we could come!" I lied. The whole ground floor of the house was filled with drunken kids, dancing and grinding. I felt out of place. I don't like parties. I never have fun at them. I don't know why I agreed to come. I wanted to go home.
"I really don't think this is going to be very fun..." Chy said, almost reading my mind. I looked around for Kaz. She was over talking to Jerry and some other guys, totally flirting her *** off. Jerry turned away from her and started walking over to me.
"Hey Frei. What's wrong? You're not having fun?" Jerry asks.
"Nein, Parties aren't really my thing."
"Oh, I understand. Well, we can go upstairs where there aren't so many people."
"Alright, that sounds fine," I say. I follow him upstairs, and into a bedroom that was decorated tackily with black lights and lava lamps. Jerry placed his hand on my back, a little too low to make me feel comfortable, and led me over to sit on the bed. He ran his hand up my thigh, and kissed the corner of my mouth.
*******, I walked right into this... I though to myself. Jerry smelled like beer and smoke. It was almost sickening.
"Jerry, I just met you today. Don't you think this is moving a little fast?" I said trying to reason with him.
"Just relax," He said as he kissed me again.
"Nein, I don't want to do this," I said. I tried to stand up. Jerry pulled me back, pushed me down on the bed, and started pulling my clothes off.


I told him to stop.
He wouldn't.

I yelled for help.
No one came.

I tried to push him off.
He was too strong.

I knew his secret now.
I became a victim of it.

I continued to yell.
But no one would hear me.

I couldn&#39;t do anything

I heard sirens. Police. Jerry left me and ran.
I pulled my clothes back on, but i didn't leave. I just layed there. I cried a little. The music downstairs stopped. A few minutes passed, and I heard Chy calling my name. I got up and left the room. Chy was standing in the hall.
"Frei, are you okay?" She asks.
"Ja, I'm fine," I said.
"Are you sure?" She asks again.
"Ja!"
"Okay, well, we're leaving now," Chy says. I followed her downstairs. We found Sammy and Kaz, got in the truck, and drove home. I was silent the whole way.


soooooooo it wasnt as intense as i wanted it to be, but it was adequate.
so you know jerry's secret now!
and i hope to have another chapter up before i leave for vegas in a week.
im really gonna try!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

wow.
poor Frei.

more please!

[BlondPunk]

:O
Bad Jerry!
Bad Bad Bad!
*slaps Jerry*
BAD BOY!
That was intense
o.o
poor frei
:( :cry:
Mehr bitte

[luvukaulitztwins]

O_e

*gets a sniper rifle shook Jerry in the head*

U MINGING OLD BAST.ARD

[xTOXICxTREVORx]

Im liking most of it so far.
Especially Sammy.

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

Im liking most of it so far.
Especially Sammy.

FINALLY
YOU COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!
wait....
what do you mean by "most"?

[xTOXICxTREVORx]

Im liking most of it so far.
Especially Sammy.

FINALLY
YOU COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!
wait....
what do you mean by "most"?


Most as in most
I dont know
I like it
There you go

[jackjackio]

:[
That sucks.
NOT THE STORY.
The situation.
I really like how you separated that one part towards the end and put the words on opposite sides.

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

:[
That sucks.
NOT THE STORY.
The situation.
I really like how you separated that one part towards the end and put the words on opposite sides.

thanks.
ja i though it would be cool to do it like that.

[amandaaraujo]

:shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock:


wow i just read your Story i think i really got stuck to it omfg poor frie i think imma gonna cry. .i really hope that guy gets arrested. I like Sammy he seems really nice and understanding.
:evil: :evil: :evil:
i really want to beat the crap out of the archloch Jerry. urgh what i hate the most is a guy taking advsntige of a girl.

Well Sedona I absolutley adore this Story and i hope this comment will convince you to write more :) :) :D im very excitede to see what happens next

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

:shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock:


wow i just read your Story i think i really got stuck to it omfg poor frie i think imma gonna cry. .i really hope that guy gets arrested. I like Sammy he seems really nice and understanding.
:evil: :evil: :evil:
i really want to beat the crap out of the archloch Jerry. urgh what i hate the most is a guy taking advsntige of a girl.

Well Sedona I absolutley adore this Story and i hope this comment will convince you to write more :) :) :D im very excitede to see what happens next

wow thanks!

im gonna try to have more up soon.
hopefully before i leave on monday for vegas.
(im gonna be gone like, 4 days)
so im gonna try to update before that

[BlondPunk]

:shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock:


wow i just read your Story i think i really got stuck to it omfg poor frie i think imma gonna cry. .i really hope that guy gets arrested. I like Sammy he seems really nice and understanding.
:evil: :evil: :evil:
i really want to beat the crap out of the archloch Jerry. urgh what i hate the most is a guy taking advsntige of a girl.

Well Sedona I absolutley adore this Story and i hope this comment will convince you to write more :) :) :D im very excitede to see what happens next

wow thanks!

im gonna try to have more up soon.
hopefully before i leave on monday for vegas.
(im gonna be gone like, 4 days)
so im gonna try to update before that


Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

im leaving for vegas tomorrow...
and i dont have time to update nau
cause i gotta pack....

but!
i PROMISE
i will post 2 CHAPTERS the day i get back!!!!


danke for your patience
x.x

hehe

k thnks

[BlondPunk]

im leaving for vegas tomorrow...
and i dont have time to update nau
cause i gotta pack....

but!
i PROMISE
i will post 2 CHAPTERS the day i get back!!!!


danke for your patience
x.x

hehe

k thnks

Okay, I can be patient.
Have fun at Vegas!
*sits in corne and waits*
lol

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

im back from vegas!!!!!!!!
so heres a new chapterrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!
im prolly only gonna post one tonight, even though i have 2 written.
i'll post the other tomorrow!!!!!

AND IM GONNA START WRITING A FANFIC SOON!!!!!!!!
I WAS INSPIRED BY VEGAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so make sure to read it when i start!!!!!
but that also means updates on here will come slower....
but i'll try to keep up with it!!!!!


Chaos 7
I dropped Sammy and Kaz off at their houses, then Frei and I headed home. Frei was unusually quiet.
"Frei, are you okay?" I asked her.
"Mhm," she said, not even making eye contact. She just continued to stare out the window.
When we got home, Frei went straight upstairs. I I really don't know what to think of her behaivor. Oh well, she would tell me eventually. I grabbed a bottle of green tea out of the fridge, and sat down at the table where my mom was reading a book and drinking hot chocolate.
"Hey honey. You seem kinda mopey. What's wrong?" My mom asked, concerned, with her german accent that I loved.
"I think something;s wrong with Frei. You know that party we were at? I think something happened," I said.
"Like what?" My mother asked. She looked very concerned.
"I don't know. She wont tell me anything. Or maybe there's nothing wrong and I'm just going crazy," I sighed.
"You're not crazy. You're smart, and you're excelent at reading people. as close as you and Frei are, she won't be able to keep this from you for very long," My mom told me.
"I guess you're right. Danke schon. I'm going to bed now," I say. I kiss my mom goodnight, and head upstairs.
"Guten nacht," she caled after me.
When I got upstairs, Frei was already in her pajamas,with her hair washed, and no makeup on. Even though we are identical, I think she is the prettier twin. She was on our laptop, checking her myspace.
"Frei, are you sure you're fine?" I asked.
"Ja, there's nothing to worry about," She said. There seemed to be a slight hesitation in her voice. It was weird not having Frei telling me what was wrong. Usually, I couldn't get her to shut up. I decided to just ask her again tomorrow.
I got ready for bed. I was more tired than I thought. I was falling asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. The last thing I heard before I drifted off to dreamland, was the small sound of Frei's phone vibrating.


soooooooo
who's texting frei at odd hours of the night????

and who's gonn read my VERY FIRST FANFIC EVER when i start posting it???
hehe

[luvukaulitztwins]

MORE

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I WILL READ IT OF COURSE

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[xMusiicLuv]

OOOh I totally will! :D

MEHR BITTE!!!!

[amandaaraujo]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH SEDONA how was vegas????? i hope you enjoyed yourself. i cant wait for you fan fic if i love this story im going to adore your ff i hope frie will open up. i feel really bad for her. well i love it and you know it ill wait till tomorroww!!! :D

[xMusiicLuv]

I'm not gonna be commenting here for like ....ages 0___o

That's what happens when you go on vacation!:D

BTW lovee your ff!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

more!


i will read it! :D

[BlondPunk]

o.o
who is texting her...
o.o
mehr bitte!?

[schrei.in.die.nacht]

newwwwwwwwww chapterrr!!
hehe!!!
and i hope everyone is reading my newwww fanficc!!!!!


Freiheit 8
I opened my phone. One new text from Sammy.

From: Sammy.
"Frei, are you alright? You seemed kinda quiet on the ride home."

I really don't know if I should tell Sammy or not. He had always been there for me in the past, but did I really want anyone to know? I felt filthy and disgusting ((that is soooo freaking cliche, but i couldnt think of ANYTHING else to write there)) . I really did't want anyone else to think that of me.

From Frei
"I'm not sure."

I pressed send, and about a minute later, I recieved his reply.

From Sammy
"What do you mean by that?"

From Frei
"I don't know."

From Sammy
"Seriously Frei, I'm woried about you.

From Frei
"Seriously Sammy, I don't know."

I don't know if he replied after that. I shut my phone off.
I don't know if I should tell anyone.
If i should tell anyone I was raped.
Did it count as rape? I went upstairs voluntarily. I led him on. I let him kiss me. I wasn't paying attention to what was going on. I didn't realize his intentions. Until it was too late. Was it rape? Or was it my fault? ((again, SO FREAKING CLICHE))


sorry it was shortishh...
more soonish!!!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

<3

[amandaaraujo]

i dont think its cliche *prob cuz i dont know exactly what is chliche* aahh
but i think its amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
amazing

[BlondPunk]

Poor Frei.
:? :? :?
I wonder if she'll tell anybody......

[xMusiicLuv]

I luvv it!!

now I shall have to wai patiently for the next chappie....

when is it coming BTW?? xD