The Moment Has to Come or It Will Die(CHAPTER 22)

[amandaaraujo]

6ok guys so i kinda go wrters block again and keep getting ideas so here's one im going to throw at you:) hope yoiu dont mind :oops:
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Chapter 1 the moment has to come or it will die

As Amanda awoke at the sound of her alarm clock she couldn’t feel like herself she felt like a knife gone through her heart. She rose from her bed and headed toward her bathroom. She started the shower and put the temperature to the warmest she could resist. She stepped in and let the warm water relax her deep depression. As she shampooed her hair she though and thought about what happened on Friday. “Stop it just stop it I don’t want to hear it.” “you cant just runaway from your problems Amanda now stand still.” Let me go.” As Amanda remembered she broke down into tears in the shower and let her self drop she layed there in the tub crying feeling the drips of the shower fall on her naked body. As the minutes went by the shower felt colder and colder in each droplet. She finally regains the strength and got up. She finished rinsing her long hair. She stepped out and took her towel. She stood in front of the mirror above the sink. She looked at herself. *its time for a change* she thought to herself. She opened the cabinet door and took out scissors. She took a strand of hair and began to cut it in many directions. It was still a bit long but not as long as when it was to her waist. Now it was at her shoulders. It turned out too look like Bills but still different. After she was done with her hair she looked in the mirror. Still unsatisfied she took out her makeup bag and took out eyeliner. She never wore eyeliner but today she made an exception. As she struggled putting it on she finally got it the way she like it. She then again looked into the mirror her face was completely different. She didn’t recognize herself this was a good thing. As she walked out of the bathroom into her room still with the towel on she looked at herself in the full length mirror behind her door. She went to her closet and took out her uniform. She placed it carefully on her bed looked at it and turned around. She took a few steps headed toward her drawer and took out underwear she slowly put the two pieces on. She stared into the mirror. “im a fat *****” she said to no one. When she really wasn’t. She took one last glance at herself and walked toward her bed and took her uniform and placed it carefully on her body. She walked to her closet once again and searched for her shoes. Then walked over to her drawer again and took out her long black socks that was needed to go with her uniform. She put the socks on and then her high heels that were regulated to be worn in school. “I hate wearing a uniform ugh” she said out loud. She was done with getting ready and took out her backpack out from underneath her desk and left her room. As she got to her hallway and glanced into her mom’s bedroom to see the empty space in the bed broke Amanda’s heart even more and to not let tears run down her face quickly ran down the stairs to the kitchen took an apple and yelled out. “Uncle Toni im ready lets go” She screamed out. “Im going wait 5 “a voice came out from upstairs. “No now or im going to be late” Amanda yelled once more. “Fine im up ugh.” She heard once again from upstairs. Then she heard a slam from her uncle’s room. As she saw a tall figure appear from the stairs she sat on the couch waiting. As the footsteps got closer they stopped about 4 feet from her. “What the **** did you do to yourself?” Toni said. “nothing now lets go before they kick me out because of you.” Amanda said getting up walking toward the door. “its Monday I have calculus class until 4” She yelled behind slamming the door as always. As she stepped out to the warm day. The sun shown as bright as the heavens would describe it but the day was morbid day for Amanda. She walked toward her uncles silver Cadillac and opened the door and sat in the back seat. She took out her back pack and dug for her black sunglasses and put them on. Few minutes later she saw her uncle step out of the house and walk towards the car. He opened the car door making the car beep the usual beeping sound. “Now will you tell me what **** you did yourself?” He said sternly making Amanda feel extremely uncomfortable. “Non of your business.” Amanda responded. “Don’t talk to me like that now wipe that **** of your face you look like a clown?” He said yelling at her. “No I can do what ever I want with myself.” She yelled back. “well then im not driving you to school if you don’t.” he said talking the key from the keyhole. “Fine then im walking.” She yelled while opening the car door. “seem like you don’t care about your mom dyeing on Friday.” He yelled slamming the house door. Tears fell from Amanda’s eyes good thing she had her sunglasses on. She ran to school which was 6 blocks from her home. “its all my fault” she screamed out to no one while she fell on the road crying. After she felt better she got up and ran the last block left to get to her school. She finally made it she was 3 minutes late but she didn’t care. She walked in and headed toward the girls bathroom. She looked into the mirror. Her eyeliner had fallen to her cheeks. At the sight of herself she opened the faucet and grabbed paper towels and wiped her face. She reapplied the eyeliner with less difficulty and quickly ran out of the girl’s bathroom and looked for her first class. She found her class. History she opened the door quietly and entered the room. Everyone turned to look at her in the back of the classroom. Everyone in astonishment looked at her. Amanda felt every eye on her even the teacher. “uh Class pay attention now, so can anyone tell me who Napoleon Bonaparte II is.” Mrs. Kendall asked. There were no hands up so I decided to raise my hand. “yes miss Amanda can you give me a brief description” she said while every head turned toward Amanda. “yes he was a French military and political leader who had a significant impact on modern European history. He was a general during the French Revolution, the ruler of France as Premier Consul of the French Republic, Empereur des Français, King of Italy, Mediator of the Swiss Confederation and Protector of the Confederation of the Rhine.
Born in Corsica and trained in mainland France as an artillery officer, he first rose to prominence as a general of the French Revolution, leading several successful campaigns against the First Coalition and the Second Coalition arrayed against France. In late 1799, Napoleon staged a coup d'état and installed himself as First Consul; five years later he became the Emperor of the French. In the first decade of the nineteenth century, he turned the armies of France against almost every major European power, dominating continental Europe through a lengthy streak of military victories—epitomized through battles such as Austerlitz and Friedland—and through the formation of extensive alliance systems. He appointed close friends and several members of his family as monarchs and important government figures of French-dominated states.”
“uh yes that’s correct. um anybody has anything to add.” Mrs.Kendell stuttered at first but then got through it. Class was a total torture everyone was looking at me so I decided to sneak my ipod to release my tension. Born for this by paramore, blasted through the headphones. I quickly turned down the volume so the teacher wouldn’t hear and it worked thank god, I thought to myself. The rest of class was boring and finally the bell rang. I stuffed my books into my backpack along with my ipod. As I walked toward the exit I felt a hand tap me on the shoulder. I turned to look it was Mrs. Kendall. “Amanda are you ok” she asked with a worried look. “yeah better than ever why do you ask.” I lied giving a fake smile mastered by many years of using. “Are you sure.” “yeah is it because of my appearance.” “yes this is a new look for you.” “yeah I thought I try something new heh well I gotta go ill be late for my next class bye Mrs.Kendell.” I said running out of the classroom. I got to my locker and opened the lock. I slammed the door open making a loud clang that went through the hall. Some people turned to look and you know when they glance but then turn to take a better look that’s what they did. I saw Cecilia and Jasmine run toward me. “oh my god Amanda what did you do to yourself. My preppy friends said. “Nothing jeez would everyone stop saying that.” I said back looking into my locker avoiding their eyes. “Yeah I don’t think cutting your hair all the way to your shoulder and not to mention the weird haircut and what with the thick eyeliner.” Cecilia said grabbing my arm forcing me to turn around. “what jeez cant I change my self whenever the **** I want.” I said defensively. “Oh my Gawd your not emo or anything” Jasmine screamed so loud everyone heard. “God Jasmine do you have to be so loud and what if I emo its non of your business.” I really wasn’t but anger made me say this like that. “oh goodness did that effing heavy metal get to you?” Cecilia said panicking. “no I’ve been listening to them since 7th grade I don’t think 6 years would really make a dramatic change.” I said taking out my books. “What the **** is wrong with you?” Jasmine said to me glaring now. “nothing just check the ****ing news at 7:00PM tonight I left slamming my locker door. I felt their confusion in my last sentence. My mom was in a terrible accident cause of my stubbornness. It was my entire fault.

At the end of the day practically every teacher asked me if anything was wrong as I did with Mrs.Kendell I lied smiled and walked away as fast as I could. I finished my calculus class it was 4:30pm and my uncle didn’t come to pick me up I guess he was still ****** of at me oh well I have to walk home ugh. I got up from the bench I was sitting on and headed to my house. When I got home no one was there. “So he leaves me alone again **** him.” I said throwing my back pack near the doorway. I slammed shut the door and ran to my room. I got to my room and slammed the door shut and locked it. “thank god school is over on Wednesday.” I said into my pillow.

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[amandaaraujo]

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Chapter 2 end of school the start of my new freaking life.

It was graduation day I still wore the makeup and my hair was intact as the last time. We could wear whatever we wanted. I didn’t want to go to graduation but my uncle made me. He said he had a surprise for me but I really didn’t want to know what it was. I decided to get dressed when I heard my alarm clock ring. I got up and went to the bathroom and did my usual business shower do makeup and get dressed but this time picking out an outfit was difficult. What should I wear today for my stupid graduation? I looked confused into my closet. I took out a black dress I wore to my mom’s funeral. I looked at it and I felt tears sting. My eyes were irritated from crying so much but what else could I do. Thanks to this day it was my Birthday and I finally turned 18 but who cares. I wore the black dress that was cut up to my knees. The top on the shoulder was a vial kind of material and had black roses made out of the satin material. I wore my elegant heels and put on a little black hat that went with the dress. I slowly turned to the mirror. There I see my self again. “look at you your hopeless.” I said to myself. I opened the door to my bedroom and walked out. I took caution in walking down the stairs. I got to the first floor and there was my uncle. “why are you wearing that dress.” He asked tenderly this time. “Well I didn’t go shopping for a graduation dress.” I responded quietly. “oh Amanda if it was about money you could’ve asked me.” “No I just didn’t feel like it.” “oh ok come on you’ll be late.” Said putting his hand on my back leading me out to the front porch.

We got to my school and there was everyone to the bratty *****es of the school to the nicest of all geeks. I was a new classification in this school. The emo girl. Although I never cut myself. Couldn’t they understand? My so called friends ditched me because I didn’t wear all the preppy clothes or thought of dying my hair bleach blond like I use to. I walked into the gymnasium full of girls all of them laughing and smiling. I was the only one wearing black. When the door closed and made a loud thud everyone turned to look. All staring once again, I heard some whispering. “oh look that’s the emo girl who use to dress like us but decided to commit social suicide.” I heard one girl say then I heard” I hear she like to drink blood like a vampire.” Or the worst rumor ever started made by Jasmine and Cecilia “she cuts herself when no one is looking.” The girl said. I just glared when they looked at me. I didn’t consider I wore to much black stuff I mean the eyeliner but that’s it my hair was different but I only had one color my own Black that’s all I didn’t understand why these girls thought I was totally weird. Finally everyone settled down and returned to their conversations. There I was all alone in a corner seeing everyone talk and laugh. “HELLO WELCOME TO THE GRADUTAION OF CALSS 2007.” A loudspeaker went off. Then everyone screaming Wahoo yeah. I just smiled trying to cheer myself up. “EVERYONE WOULD YOU PLEASE TAKE A SEAT WE ARE GOING TO BEGIN CALLING STUDENTS NAME AND GIVE THEM THEIR CERTIFICATES.” They all sat down. I just looked up and prayed that the day would be over. “AMANDA CHANING” the loud peacker said. Oh that’s me. I got up and felt all eyes on me once again. I walked up on stage received my certicate and heard the teacher say while I was still on the stage “TO OUR HONOR STUDENT.” I received my certificate and heard applause I smiled at the sight of my teachers and walked off the stage. Oh thank god I didn’t fall I thought to myself. But before I could look slam right on the floor. A loud thud was heard I sat on the floor and heard laughter circle the large room. Someone came up to me It was Jason he was my best friend since I was in kindergarten. I looked up at him and hugged him. I loved him like a brother and he loved me as a sister we even looked alike he had brown eyes just like me we had black hair and ivory skin color although he was taller than me by 5 inches I was 5’6 he was 6’0. “Jason oh my god its you I haven’t seen you since 8th grade” I said hugging him. We were separated because in my last catholic school well middle school was for boys and girls but when we got to high school I had to go to an all girl school. “Amanda oh goodness you’ve changed so much wow love the hair.” He said helping me up. “wow really” “yeah and the eyeliner really brings out your eyes.” “really wow everyone here thinks im emo since the you now what.” I felt my eyes stinging again. That Friday when the accident happened I called Jason but we couldn’t see each other because he moved to Florida. “don’t worry come on lets go your uncle is waiting outside.” I nodded and followed him to the doorway. As he opened the door for me I saw my uncle stand there smiling I ran to him. “did you like part of your surprise?” he said hugging me. “yes I love it what do you mean part?” “well I bought you tickets to go to Germany to explore you routes. “WOW really thank you so much.” I said smiling.”you’ll be staying with your father.” When he said that I felt my stomach drop. I frowned and guessed he noticed and so did Jason. “what’s wrong” Jason asked. Then my uncle cut in. “he’s your father and you have to accept that he is married it’ll be a good opportunity to meet his new family.” He said I felt tears now falling. “oh god Amanda you never told me.” Jason said pulling me into a hug. After my parents separated because my dad had an affair with a woman he married her after leaving my mom. I didn’t have anything against the lady but it just hurt that my dad my own father would do that .Jason only knew he left but I never told him why. I hugged him crying and seeing my uncle stare at me and Jason. “come on we need to get to the airport your flight leaves in an hour.” He said breaking the moment. I wiped my tears and hugged Jason once more and gave him a kiss on the cheek and he whispered” call me if you need anything.” As I got into the car I just let my feelings take over me tears were now drowning my face. “Come on its just for the summer.” My uncle said coldly. He never understood me when my mom asked him to live with us after my dad left my mom thought I needed a male influence. *whatever*. I said bye and left with my suitcase and in my black dress. I went to the checking area and left my suitcase there. I then headed toward the gateway to the plane. There was a crowd of people near that entrance screaming Tokio Hotel. *who the **** is tokio hotel ugh they’re probably forming a riot over something the united states government did in Tokyo. Oh well who cares.*I ran past the people and felt someone look at me while I ran at the corner of my eye I saw four boys in the corner of my eye. One had hair like a lion’s mane that I almost confused as a girl but then saw him better and noticed it was a guy, and then there was a boy with drumsticks in his hand and blonde hair, then a boy with dreadlocks and a guy with brown really strait hair.

I got to my plane seat it was in first class. The first time Im in that section on a plane. I sat down and remembered the day’s event. I couldn’t imagine my self with my dad and his wife with 2 kids, I only knew they were my age, my dad married her when I was 7 and he met the lady with two kids my age. Well at least he’s happy I though but it hurt too much. I began to cry when I felt a group approach my area. I still had tears running down my face but I didn’t make a sound. I closed my eyes before anyone could see and pretended to sleep. Soon I really did fell asleep. (Few hours later) I awoke tired and gloomy. I rested my head on my lap trying to wake up properly because I felt if I stood up I’d fall. I felt someone sit next to me, I ignored whoever it was. I felt better and more aware of my surrounding. I pulled my head toward the seat and laid my back on the back of the seat. I then took a peek at who was sitting next to me. It was the boy with the lion hair. *oh great now he’s probably going to ask me why I was crying* I thought. But no he didn’t I guess he knew I wanted to be alone.





TOKIO HOTEL


The boys were surrounded with fans screaming their name. “Oh...My...God... I LOVE YOU TOKIO HOTEL.” The girls would scream. “Again with the same fans.” Gustav said in German. “Well at least we’re going home.” Bill responded when something caught his eye. Tom felt his brother saw something he thought was amazing so he turned to look toward where Bill was looking. Soon Gustav and Georg noticed and all four were looking at a girl about their age running toward them. *oh great another one and she’s making a run for it* Georg thought beginning to duck. But no she wasn’t there for them. All boys watched in astonishment seeing the girl ignoring them completely and run right past them into the gateway. “Whoa did you just see that.” Tom said with his mouth open. “You know some people don’t know about us.” Georg said putting a hand on Tom’s shoulder. “Yeah I know that but who couldn’t resist looking at me.” Tom said hurt. *slaps* someone slapped Tom on the back of his head. “Your kidding right” Tom heard Bill say. “Ouch that hurts.” Tom said while Bill, Georg, and Gustav laugh at Tom’s reaction. “Come on before we lose our flight” Gustav said laughing. When the four boys boarded the plane they saw people staring mostly at Bill. “Wow tough crowd” Tom whispered in German. All boys nodded and headed to the private part of the plane that was after first class. After the four boys finally went through coach and were in first class they saw the girl. She was crying but no one noticed except for Bill. All four of them went into the private section. “Bill what’s wrong” Tom asked. “Nothing just tired.” Bill responded. As he drifted off to sleep. Soon enough everyone fell asleep. (Few hours later) The first one who awoke was Bill which was really weird. He got up and went to first class where the girl who had caught his eye. As he arrived to where he wanted to go he saw the white walls of the plane with the white leather seats. He took a moment to admire the beauty. He then set his attention to the seat where the girl was seated. Her head was on her lap. He walked passed the other seats that were empty. When he had gotten to her section he sat next to her and just sat there thinking whether to say something or just stay quiet. There was a long silence when Tom came calling my name. “BILL, BILL where are you... Oh there you are come on lets go the plane is about to land we need get our stuff ready.” He called out. I got up quietly and walked toward Tom.
When we got to Gustav and Georg we saw them buckling up so did Tom and I. And that’s the last time I saw the girl.

[amandaaraujo]

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Chapter 3 Life goes by so fast it’ll be hard to catch up if you let go

When I saw a boy run into first calling a person called Bill I assumed it was the boy next to me and I guessed right. Bill stood up and walked away and that’s the last time I saw him. I stood up when the plane had finally landed. My legs were numb and I nearly killed myself walking through the narrow aisle. I got to the gateway and there were a lot im mean a lot of people running through the airport. I went toward the luggage pickup area and was waiting for my suitcase to appear. A few tiring minutes past by and finally my suitcase appeared. I grabbed it and headed toward the waiting rooms to wait for my ride to come. 3 hours passed and nothing so I decided to find a payphone and call my father. I looked around and couldn’t find one. I didn’t know German so I screwed. I looked once more and found one in the corner. I ran to it before anyone could use it. *oh crap I don’t have money* I thought to myself. I found a few euros on the floor so I used those for the payphone. I dialed the number and it began to ring. Few seconds someone picked up the phone. “Hallo” A squeaky voice said. “Hello im looking for Mr. Chaning.” “Oh JA “the squeaky voice said and I heard my dads voice. “Hello.” “Dad, um is anyone going to pick me up?” “Oh yes honey I sent someone to pick you up.” “It hasn’t come.” No “Really he was supposed to pick you up and your step brothers, he’s probably in traffic.” “Oh ok bye”. I said and hung up before my dad said something else. * step brothers* I thought I hope they’re nice. I went back and found a man in a suit with a sign that said Chaning and Kaulitz.

I walked toward the man in a tuxedo with the sign. “Hallo Miss Chaning my name is Xavier im Mr. Chaning’s chauffer and im here to pick you up.” Xavier said I smiled and responded “thank you Mr. Xavier call me Amanda” he smiled and asked “Have you seen the Kaulitz twins.” “Uh no sir I haven’t I don’t even know what they look like.” “Oh really that’s odd.” He said I didn’t know why he had said it was odd. “Hey Xavier” two boys said behind me. I turned to look and to my surprise it was the lion boy and the kid with the dreads. *oh great look who turned out to be my step brothers*. “Well hello there Tom and Bill.” Said Xavier. I turned on my heels back to face Xavier. I had a little resentment toward the boys although I never met them in my life or did anything to me, it’s just the fact that my father yes my own father left me for them. “Right this way” Xavier said leading me into the Hummer noticing my uneasiness. I practically ran to the car and sat in front before anyone could. I could feel the confusion on all three of their faces. I could hear them mumbling something German that I think went like this. “Who’s that and what’s her problem.” Asked Tom. Then from inside the car I could hear. “Oh she’s your stepsister your step dads daughter.” Xavier responded Tom’s question. “Oh then why is she all anxious.” Bill asked, all Xavier could do was shrug. I felt my cheeks blush extremely. Bill could read me like a book. Yeah I knew a bit of German I could understand it but couldn’t speak it or read it. Few minutes later when the three were done talking about the current events and B.S. like that they came closer to the car my heart pound*what if they ask me questions, I don’t feel like talking to them.* (doors open) (ding the sound of the car made when both doors opened.) The ride was silent until Xavier reached the highway. “So where are you from” asked Tom playing with the Nintendo on the car screen. “I live in N.Y.” I responded silently. “Where” asked Tom loudly moving along with whatever game he was playing. “NY” Bill answered for me. He noticed I was uncomfortable. “Jeez I asked the lady Bill oh waits never mind sorry I confused you.” Said jokingly starting to laugh but stopped when he noticed no one was laughing. There was an awkward silence between everyone in the car until Bill broke the silence. “Tom you idiot the left key is to shoot.” Bill said taking the controller from Tom. “Sooo anyway back to the conversation how old are you?” He asked playing with his lip ring not flirting just because of his habit. “I’m 18” I said looking out the window. “Cool when your birthday was.” He asked getting on my nerves. “Yesterday boarding the plane to get here.” I responded unenthusiastically. “Oh did you have a party?” he asked me by this time I had blasted my face with the cold dry air from the cold German streets. “No just a stupid graduation where everyone thinks im a freak and fall during receiving my effing certificate.” I said closing the window and numb from the cold wind. “What the **** is her problem” Tom mumbled in German under his breath thinking I didn’t understand it. Then you could se Bill shove his elbow to the side of his ribcage. “Oww Bill you ***.”Tom screeched in pain. ”what it’s not like she could understand” Tom said fixing his position. “Yeah I can” I said in English seeing his face turn beat red. “whatever” he mumbled under his breath this time earning a pinch from Bill. He jumped in his seat making him bump his head into the ceiling making the whole car jerk and gained the laughter from Bill and Xavier but none from me I was too busy thinking what I could do to stay away from them as possible. Xavier saw my expression and asked “are you ok” he asked concerned still looking at the road. “Yeah just a bit tired from the trip.” “You sure do you have any questions?” “Uh yeah do all teenage people dress as weird as them” I said pointing my thumb toward them. He smiled in amusement and second later you could hear “HEY” from the back causing everyone including me to laugh. But soon the silence had come back and I think for good.

(About 20 minutes of silence)

“Ok we’re here” said Xavier stopping in front of a huge white house. My face was like0-0 I was so astonished I’d never seen a house so big nor lived in one. The car jerked a bit when he parked. Tom and Bill instantly jumped out leaving the entire luggage behind them running toward their home because certainly it wasn’t mine. “HOME AT LAST” both boys yelled making themselves fall on the freshly cut grass. I couldn’t help but smile at the boys but quickly turned. I got out slowly going to the trunk helping Xavier with the luggage. “No Miss Amanda I mean Amanda I’ll take the luggage and Henry the butler will help me. I was taught to do this and it’s my job.” He said I smiled and responded. “Well back home I was taught to help no matter what.” I said giving him a smile. He finally saw that he couldn’t convince me so I took a my suitcase and one of the boys bags there were 3 for each I would believe. The one I took was so heavy that when I pulled it out of the trunk it fell dragging me with it. At the sight all three ran to my aid including the butler. “Oh god who’s bag is this?” I asked getting up with the help of 4 people. I saw Tom giggle and Bill red. “Um that ones mine heh.” He said nervously. “What do you carry in there rocks?!” I said helping Henry and Xavier with the other bags when Tom said. “No just jack hammers to apply his makeup.” He said laughing running inside with Bill running behind him cursing. “Boys” Henry said. “Yeah” I said forcing a smile. As I walked in with my suitcase and one of the boys’ I was more amazed of what was inside. It was huge. I see a woman about my mother’s age come down the stairs with a huge smile; I couldn’t help but smile back. “So you must be Amanda. Rick has told me so much about you wow you look different from the photos.” I smiled as she hugged me tight. I liked her but still I didn’t feel comfortable still. “Uh yeah heh se I changed my look a few days ago.” I said hoping my dad wouldn’t show up he would totally freak. “Well that’s quiet fine you look beautiful no matter what. This is going to be fun I never had a daughter.” She said smiling but the sentence broke my heart they were trying to replace my mother. Tears began to form and fall. “Oh honey im sorry I didn’t mean it that way I don’t want to replace your mother…” she stopped there by that time I was crying uncontrollably remembering the tragedy. She held me tight when I hear my father call out “Honey have you seen Amanda?” He saw me and came down running. “Oh Gosh honey what’s wrong.” He said coming closer then I heard the boys run in. “Dad Mom Bill pulled down my pants.” Tom said running with his underwear. “Well he was an *** making fun…” He stopped there dead in his tracks after Tom had. “What happened?” They asked in unison. “Nothing you guys go unpack or do something.” Said their mother obediently the left in worry. “Now tell me what happened.” He asked. “No nothing I’d like to rest if I may.” I said with them helping me up. As I got to the stairs I thought I would never get there but I did. When we got to the hallway I stood there in amazement to the beauty of the craft design and colors. I walked along the marble floor toward a room with a red door. “We prepared it when the boys were on tour.” The women said. “Um sorry I didn’t catch your name.” I said politely “oh my name is Simone.” She said nicely. I smiled and opened it I walked in and my tears had stopped. It was a dream come true. There was a flat screen TV a walk in closet its private bathroom not to mention it was 4x bigger than the one at home. There was a queen bed in the room with White and violet covers with two red side tables. I let my suitcase down while closing the door I admired the design the on the walls that were all sort of shades of red. I laid on my bed but the pain soon came back and as I tried to let it free it still lingered in my heart. Then a thought came up TOUR what did Simone mean by the boys were on tour? I set my thoughts to ease when I heard a knock on the door I got slowly admiring the stain free carpet all white I never saw anything whiter in my life. As I got to the doorway which was a far distance from my bed unlocked the door to find my dad standing in the doorway. “Hi Amanda panda (that was my nickname for him) so mind telling me what made you so upset?” he said tenderly. I still felt resentment so I didn’t look into his eyes. “May I at least come in?” He asked, I nodded and let him pass. “Nice room Simone deigned especially for you she spent a whole week fluttering me with questions about what you liked and everything although im not sure anymore your so different from the last photo your mom sent me.” He said removing a strand of hair that fell on my face. “Well im just tired that’s all and all about what happened on Friday.” I told him with tears in my eyes. “What happened on Friday?” He asked concerned. “They never told you.” I said shocked. “No” he said shaking his. “well on Friday mom and I had a fight because I got angry at her for telling me to spend some time with you and we were in the middle of the highway…*start to choke on tears*…and well she kept trying to convince me and saying that… you left because you didn’t care…and out of no where a car comes and she pushes me of the road and…*sobs uncontrollably.* “oh my God no one told me” He began to cry with me and he hugged me for a while. When I got my composure back I finished “and when Simone said she never had a daughter and that it would be fun I thought you guys wanted to replace ...MOM...” “Oh no honey no im sure Simone didn’t mean it that way.” He said. “Well it’s all my fault I should’ve listened I killed her” (crying again and can’t stop) “no don’t say that it wasn’t your fault it just happened.” “But it is all my fault I did it I let her go.” “Don’t worry its all over.” “No I have to worry I was right there I feel like it was all my fault ALL MY FAULT” I screamed. After I calmed down he hugged me and kissed me I wiped my tears and hugged him back when a knock came at the door. We turned to look and it was Bill. “Well ill leave you two alone” my dad said smiling and kissing me on the forehead. I smiled and watched him walk out the door while Bill came in and sat next to me. “So what was that all about?” he asked “no nothing just catching up with my dad.” I said and gave him a fake smile which for some reason didn’t work on him. “No you’re lying” Bill said looking deep into my eyes. “So and if I am why do you care.” I got all defensive who knew if he was going to back sass me or something.” Why you are so defensive you never laugh you never smile since you got here what’s wrong with you?” he asked getting mad. “Well I don’t have to be telling my whole life story to you do I.” I yelled. “Well you don’t have to yell at me.” He yelled back. “Im not yelling you are.” I said back. “well you star...” stopped there when Tom came rushing in why are guys fighting and why is Rick saying that Amanda needs a shrink” Tom said yelling over us. “WHAT” we yell in unison. “”oh great now he thinks im crazy.” I said crying “Can we at least try to help.” Bill said calmly. “”im not crazy you jerk now get out both of you.” I said yelling running into the bathroom slamming the door. I couldn’t help but feel defensive they were the family my dad preferred he left me all alone without a sibling to love just alone. I stayed in the bathroom crying for at least 3 hours I even fell asleep in the bathroom tub. When I felt someone carry me out of the bathroom he set me down in my bed and covered me with the covers I felt which I thought was a dreadlock but was too sleepy to see well but remember the smell of AXE it lingered in my scent until the next morning.

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Okay. I told you about the writing but WOW! Poor Amanda. I fell sorry fior her.

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Chapter 4 Life doesn’t end when you want it to so don’t go looking for the end.

The smell of waffles woke me up. I slowly opened an eyelid to see where I was then opened the other one. My sight was blurry from all the crying. I sat with my legs raised to my chin where I stayed there admiring the light that shown through the curtains. I got up and lost my balance but regained it. I walked toward my door. I slowly opened it too peek to see if anyone was there. I opened it full and walked out the door. When slam I bumped into the so called twins. We all hit the ground at the same time making loud thud that rattled the downstairs chandelier. “OW” all three of them said in unison. “I got up and just glared and walked down the stairs. The boys looked at each other confused and went back to their conversation about who was the best guitar hero player. I walked down the stairs cautiously not to fall. I got to the first floor and followed the smell of waffles. They are my favorite. I found myself in the huge kitchen all white cabinets with granite marble counters with a stony floor. I found Simone over the stove covered in flower. She turned to look when she heard my footsteps. “Guten morgnen” said Simone. “Good morning” I responded. “Well I hope you like waffles because my boys begged me, they are their favorite. I smiled “their favorite too.” I said grabbing a plate from the counter. She smiled back and plopped three thick juicy waffles on my plate. I smiled and sat down on the counter with my waffles. I took the syrup that was in front of me and started to pour the thick syrup. “Mmm waffles” I heard a voice come from the kitchen entrance. It was Bill with Tom following behind. “Yumm...y “said Tom stopping bumping into Bill “what gives?” asked Tom when he saw me. I could see from the corner of my they were mad but Tom was a little softer maybe because I didn’t yell at Tom but I did yell at Bill and im embarrassed I shouldn’t of done it but I had to be alone. I stood up because I knew they didn’t want me near them I took my waffles with me and when I got near them I quickly slipped out before anyone would ask me. I ran up the stairs and into my room where I finished my waffles.

Tom and Bill in the kitchen

“What happened why she would leave” asked mom. We shrugged but we knew what had happened. Bill sat where Amanda had been sitting and Tom pulled a chair from the kitchen table to accompany his brother. “Mom why does Amanda need a psychiatrist.” Asked Tom. Simone immediately dropped her spatula and turned to look at her concerned boys. “Honey keep your voice down.” Said Simone “Why Lina won’t say anything. (Lina was the house keeper.)Said Bill stuffing his face with waffles “No darling she doesn’t know yet. “Mom I think it’s a little too late to tell her she knows Tom yesterday came in the room and blurted it out.” Bill said trying not to choke on the last line. “What Tom you did what.” Simone yelled. “Sorry I didn’t know now will you tell us now.” Tom asked impatiently. “Ok fine her mom was in an accident and she thinks she provoked it because they were having an argument on the highway because their car had died out. And a car hit her mom killing her.” Simone said as quiet as possible, the boys stood there in shock. “Oh mien Gott” Bill said letting his waffle fall back to his plate that had been on his fork. “That explains why she so edgy when you were talking to her Bill.” Tom said facing Bill. “Yeah and when you burst in asking why she needed a shrink didn’t help either.” Said Bill giving Tom a sarcastic look “whatever.” Said Tom distracted. “Why you are so distracted Tom.” Asked Bill shoving a waffle in his mouth. “No last night when I wanted to apologize for saying what I said I found her in the bathroom in the tub asleep. She looked so pretty. I carried her back to her bed and that picture just wouldn’t leave my head. She looked so I don’t know.” Tom said smiling. “Yeah ok whatever Tom.” Said Bill rolling his eyes. “Yeah your right she’s our step sister it would be weird huh.” Tom said responding Bill’s thought. “Bill are you listening.” Tom said angrily. “Yeah I am” “no your not”. “Whatever Tom.” Bill said getting up putting his plate in the dishwasher heading toward his mom to give her a kiss, “Danke mum” He said sweetly. ”you’re welcome” Simone said smiling. “Well Good morning everyone.” Said Rick with a huge smile. “Morning Darling” said Simone pecking Rick on the lips. Both Tom and Bill smiled at seeing the happy couple. “So how are the rockers?” Rick said “Good” replied Bill and Tom in unison. “I love the way you guys do that” Rick said with a laugh. All laughed. “So where is Amanda?” Rick asked looking at Simone. Bill and Tom looked at each other and pointed up stairs. “She still isn’t awake?” he asked concerned. “No she was down here eating and then she left with her plate.” Bill responded. “Oh ok” said Rick with a frown.
Both boys exited the kitchen and headed to the playroom. (Heh kind of childish) the two boys were playing Xbox when Tom got an idea. “Hey Bill lets invite Georg and Gustav to come over.” Tom said moving with his controller. “Nah it’s to soon I don’t want Amanda to feel more uncomfortable than she already is.” Bill said doing the same as Tom. “Yeah your right.”

Back to Amanda.

When I got to my room I couldn’t get Tom out of my head. When I walked past them and I smelled Tom’s cologne it was the AXE I smelled when I was moved from the bathroom to my bed. I sat on the floor eating but couldn’t finish I left the rest on the side table. I lay in my bed when I heard a knock on the door. I walked toward it and opened it. “Hallo Miss Amanda I’m here to clean your room.” The lady said with a thick German accent. “Im Lena the housekeeper.” She said I recognized her voice from the telephone in the airport. “Oh ok im going to take a shower and ill be right out.” I said. She nodded and walked toward m bed starting to make it. I went to my suit case that was on the floor and took out something to wear. Since I didn’t know anyone here or even how to read the street signs I wasn’t going anywhere I decided to choose black and pink tank top with pajama bottoms. I walked into the bathroom and set the clothes on the little stool besides the full length mirror. *wow this bathroom has its own full length mirror* I turned on the shower and stepped in I let the warm water relax me and make me feel comfortable. When I finished I stood in front of the mirror with m towel and looked at myself. “I’m too fat.” I said to myself. Then I put on my clothes and walked out. Lena was still cleaning so I waited for her to finish and I helped. “Thank you” I said while Lena left she smiled back. I turned on the TV and listened to the news in German I had nothing else to do. I was bored so I decided to see what everyone was up to. I sneaked out and looked into Simone and my dad’s room. Nope no ones there. I walked down the stairs and looked around. Nothing hmm that was weird. I went to the kitchen and found a little note stuck to the refrigerator. I walked to it and pulled it off gently. It read.
“Dear Amanda, Bill, and Tom whoever gets this because we didn’t know who to put because you all are the same age. Whoever finds this note first is in charge of keeping whoever under control. Rick and I went out for the evening and we won’t be back till late. Please don’t make a mess Love,
Simone and Rick

p.s. if Tom finds it first please someone take over before he destroys the house.”

I laughed a little at the P.S. note but then heard yelling coming from downstairs I ran to the door in the kitchen my guessing leading to the basement. I opened it and there were stairs leading toward the noise. “Yyeeeeeeooow.” I heard Bill scream in such a high pitch I thought something died. I ran almost falling in the middle then finally getting to the last step. I stopped there shocked at the sight. Tom was on top of Bill pulling his hair while Bill had Tom in an upside-down headlock coming towards me knocking me down onto both of then. They quickly pushed me off and continued their quarrel. I just stood there shocked I didn’t know what to do. Now Bill was giving Tom an atomic wedgie. “Owowowoowowoow let go you *** let goo.” Tom screamed. Bill almost pulled Tom’s large pants over his head when Tom elbow Bill in the stomach and knocked the breath out of Bill. “ALRIGHT STOP IT NOW.” I screamed and jumped on both of them. (Crash everyone fell to the floor. A loud sound came into the basement from the fall. “OW” I said rubbing my sides. The boys still on the floor. Laughing their heads off. “Ahah, very funny” I laughed sarcastically. I turned around walking back to the stairway I felt them storming up something I hear “Now” and bam lunged onto me and down on the floor again. This time I couldn’t hold back my laughter. “ahahahahhaahhaahah” you would hear. “What the **** was that for you jackasses?” I yelled. “Whoa you don’t think we’re done with you for kicking us out like that last night” said Bill grinning devilishly. “oh yeah” said Tom looking at Bill and then looking at me playing with his lip ring this time im not sure if its flirting or the habit. I turn to run toward the stairs when one of them grabs me from the back. It was Tom. “Tom let go you perv.” I screamed. “Hashanah no not until you say you’re sorry.” He said “No” I said shaking my head. He lifts me yup from my waist and said. “Then suffer the consequences.” He said then I see Bill coming closer cringing his finger oh no he’s going to tickle me im extremely ticklish. “Okey dokey” he said. And starts tickling. “Aaahhh Bill please stop.” I screamed “No not until you say your sorry.” He yelled over my pleading. I shook my head because I couldn’t speak over my laughter. I managed to kick bill in his groin making him scream. “Oooowww” he cried clutching his groin. “Yeah I told you to let me go.” I said still in Tom’s arms but not for long he let go after seeing his brother in pain. I ran to Bill and said “Im sorry but you shouldn’t mess with me I may look indefensive but really you don’t know.” I said patting him on the back because he was still on his knees and clutching his you know what. With a red face he nodded and tried to get up and I helped him. “Ok I won’t tickle you anymore.” Bill said sitting on the couch. “Where is Tom?” I asked Bill just shrugged. Hey Bill your mom and my dad left so im in charge. “What you why you?” he asked surprised. “Because your mom left a note saying who ever found it first since we all were the same age.” I said with pride. “Let me see the note.” He said. I handed the note to him. “Oh ok but how are you going to control Tom because he doesn’t listen to anyone.” He said. “Eh ill find a way.” I said smiling. * Oh Tom is in for it* I thought to myself.

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Chapter 5 Life is sweeter in groups of three.

As I walked out of the basement I was in the kitchen now. I looked around for something to eat. I took a glance at the microwave clock and said 3:30pm. *wow I spent a lot of time in my room* I walked toward the refrigerator and found strawberries and decided to make strawberry ice-cream sorbet. I looked in the freezer for ice cream. “Aha, found it” I said coming out with a bucket of vanilla ice cream. I walked toward the counter with the strawberries and ice cream. Placed them on the counter and looked for the blender. I took it out of one of the cabinets and hooked it to the power line. I took out 6 giant scoops 2 for each and plopped it into the blender. Then I cleaned the strawberries and put them with the ice cream in the blender. Before I started the blender I heard Tom say. “Don’t make a mess and clean it up if you do.” I glared at him and said well I guess you don’t want any.” Tom then responded. “Yeah I want some” “then come and help me” I said. “No way that’s a girls job.” He said going back to the basement or playroom whatever you want to call it. “Make sure its extra sweet” he said closing the door behind him. “Pff im not his maid.” I said in the silence. *hhmm I know what to do.* after I was done with the sorbets I took out 3 glasses. Poured carefully the substance into the glasses. After I was done I took Tom’s glass and headed toward a plant that was in the kitchen. I took a handful of dirt and put it in. I ran excited back to the counter and mixed it in making it look like chocolate. I grabbed a tray from the kitchen cabinet and put the both on the tray I ran through the house looking for a pen and a piece of paper when I finally found some in my dads office I ran to his desk and grabbed paper that was under a photograph when it fell. “Oh gosh im stupid” I said out loud. I bent down to pick it up when I saw it was a picture of my dad with Bill and Tom when they were little. I took it looked at it more carefully when I felt tears form at the corner of my eyes. That was my dad with two other kids without me. That hurt so bad. (Silent knock) I heard and turned with my face with tears. “Hey Amanda you ok.” Bill asked with concern in his eyes. “Yeah just fine *sniffled a bit, and wipes tears.* “you sure?” he asked once more. This time I couldn’t hold it. “What did dumbass Tom do now?” he asked getting angry. “NO, no um he didn’t do anything. He saw the photograph in my hand and came closer to me. “Is it because of the picture?” he asked tenderly. I nodded. He hugged me and I just let tears fall. “He wasn’t there for me?” I said quietly to Bill. “Shh, don’t cry that’s in the past now.” He whispered in my ear. “Hey Amanda is the sorbet rea.dy.” Tom said coming in stopping in the middle of the word. “Now what happened” he said nicely coming closer. “Nothing just caught in the moment.” I said with a smile returning. “Um do you want your sorbets now?” I asked with a devilish grin. “Mm yeah” Tom said running into the kitchen with Bill and me behind. “Tom the chocolate one is yours “I said almost laughing.

We got to the kitchen with each one of us with a glass and headed to the playroom/basement. We sat down and turned the TV on. This show called Pepe` and Baby was on. A children’s channel. “You guys watch that” I asked. “NOOO” said Bill and Tom. In unison. Tom just had taken his first gulp of shake and by that time I had a pillow over my mouth trying not to laugh and having the two boys start staring at me when all of a sudden Tom says. “This chocolate ice cream taste weird.” He said. I couldn’t hold it any longer. ”Bwahahahahahhahahah” I blurt out. “Why are you laughing Tom asked? Then right away said “Hey wait a minute we don’t have chocolate ice cream and spits out the little of sorbet left in his mouth. “What the **** did you put in it?” He screamed throwing the glass toward the TV. “Bwahahahahah” I couldn’t stop laughing. He got up and charged toward me I got up and ran toward the stairs. I fell on the carpet and when I was getting up Tom had already pinned me to the ground. “Bill help me.” I screamed. “No you’re on your own this time, I’m not letting something happen like last time.” He said laughing at both of us. Tom turned back to me and had his forehead to mine. “Now tell me what you put in the drink or I will be forced to do something you won’t like.” He said fiercely but jokingly. “Ewww you perv” Bill said behind him. “What are you thinking about Bill I mean tickling?” Tom said grinning. “Oh then never mind” said Bill turning his attention to the TV laughing his head of drinking his sorbet. “Now tell me before I tickle you.” Tom said still on top of me on his knees. “No” I said. “Fine” he starts tickling me. “Aaahhh Tom…hah…stop now….I can’t breathe...ehahhaakhjfhj” I scream. “No not until you tell me what you put in my drink.” Tom said. I pulled on his dreads making him make the funniest face you could ever imagine it was between something he had tasted sour mixed with a lion roaring. I loosened him off and got out from under him running up the stairs. Before I left I screamed “DIRT” I said laughing so hard my head hurt. I could hear Bill spit out his gulp of sorbet to laugh even louder. When I closed the door I heard “Bill you Gaylord you spit it on me now it looks like I barfed.” I couldn’t stop laughing I ran to my room and when I go to the door I saw someone run up the stairs I quickly opened my door and shut it locked it and ran jumped on my bed. I smiled to myself and drifted off to sleep.
(Few minutes’ later)

I woke up at a knocking sound. I got once again from my neatly made bed toward the door. I got to the doorknob I remembered it was locked and unlocked it. I opened the door to find a shirtless Tom. “Wow way too much skin.” I said covering my eyes jokingly. “Aha very funny.” He said sarcastically. “I would put on a shirt but all my shirts are gone. He said “hey don’t look at me I had nothing to do with it.” I said coming out of my room. “Did you look in your suitcase?” I asked walking down the hallway toward Tom’s room. “Yeah but that’s dirty.” He said looking at the floor. “Have you considered washing them?” I said looking at him. “Noo… I don’t know how to. He said looking back. “Oh Gosh come on where is the laundry machines?” I asked “I don’t know I’ve never done that before.” He said opening his door into a large room filled with a stereo, an Xbox 360, a large screen TV, Play station 3, some hip hop CDs, and two Samy Deluxe posters. “Well here is the suitcase of shirts.” He said lifting up a huge bag. “Oh goodness, Tom is Lina here?” I asked while we moved the bag. “No all our employees go home on Thursday s at 4:00pm.” he said helping me. “Oh.” We had gotten to the stairway when we were trying to figure out how to bring the bag down the flight of stairs. “Hey I’ve got an idea.” Tom said grinning pushing the bag down the stairs. “TOM OH MY GOD.” (Bang, bang clank thud) the suitcase made down the stairs. Bill ran out from the kitchen screaming “earthquake, earthquake, run for your life MOMY help.” He ran in front of the stairs “BILL” Tom and I screamed. (BAM) “Aaahhh ooooooowwww.” Bill screamed in pain underneath the Tom’s suitcase of cloths. “Anyone mind to help” Bill said still under the suitcase. We ran down the stairs toward Bill. And struggled with the suitcase until we finally removed the suitcase off of Bill. “So what was the meaning of that?” asked Bill confused. “Well Tom doesn’t know how to do laundry and ran out of oversized shirts.” I said dragging the bed toward the kitchen. “Bill do you know where the laundry machines are?” I asked. “Um out the back from the backyard.” He said helping me and Tom. We walked through the house passing through hallways and hallways with living rooms and a library. We finally got to the backyard. Tom pulled the screen door from the backyard open. Bill and I lifted the bag over the gap and dragged it the rest of the way. “Wow this bag is heavy.” Bill said. We got to the laundry. “Oh goodness is that door from the basement?” I said. “Yeah I guess” Tom responded.” “OH so we walked this way for nothing.” Bill said. “Sorry I didn’t know, and you were the one that said through the back yard.” Tom responded looking at Bill. The three were in the laundry trying to figure out how to work the washing machine when Amanda finally found the instructions under the dryer. “Aha got it ok first start the machine by moving that button.” I said to them. “Ok what else.” Said Bill doing what he was told. “Then Tom has to pick out the white from the dark colors into two separate piles.” I said to Tom. Tom was sitting on the floor looking at Amanda and Bill in a trance. “Hallo is anyone there.” Bill said waving his hand back in front of Tom’s face. “Oh sorry.” Tom said getting up. “Tom separate the dark colors from the whites.” Bill said repeating what Amanda had just said. “Ok” Tom said separating the shirts.

(30 minutes later)

“Alright I think we’re done lets go upstairs and wait until the colors are done washing and then we can put in the whites.” I said putting away the soap and softener. “Ok but what do we do until then.” Asked Bill taking Tom’s suitcase upstairs. “I don’t know maybe hang around your mom and my dad gets home.” I said. “Tom you coming.” Asked Bill. “Yeah Ill be right there.” Tom said running out to catch up to them.
All three were upstairs in the kitchen one again. Bill went to his room to get his suitcase to wash and Amanda and Tom were left alone. “So what brings you to Germany?” Asked Tom going through the refrigerator. “Well it was a gift for graduating.” Replied Amanda. “Oh that’s cool.” Tom said now in the freezer. “Ugh there’s nothing to eat oh well.” Tom said closing the door. “Yeah so.” Tom said “hey Tom can I ask you something?” “Didn’t you just do that?” He said jokingly. “No im serious.” Amanda said. “Ok go ahead.” Tom said coming closer to Amanda. “What did your mom mean by the boys were on tour?” Amanda asked sitting on the counter. “Well you must already know that we have a band called Tokio Hotel.” Tom said cut off be Amanda. “Wait what you have a band?” Amanda asked surprised getting off the counter. “Yeah we are famous around the world you didn’t know that.” Asked Tom sitting by the kitchen table with Amanda following behind. “Wow no I didn’t know, can I listen to one you songs?” “Yeah if you want I’ll get a CD.” Tom said getting up. “Are you coming?” Tom asks. “Oh ok coming.” Amada says getting up following Tom back up to his room.

Tom opened the door to his room letting the smell Axe escape his room to the hallway. Both walk in. Tom ran to his CD collection shuffling through them. “I cant seem to find one but I can play it for you on my guitar but I won’t sing that’s why we have Bill.” Tom said sitting on his bed. “OK that would be fine.” Amanda said sweetly. Tom got up and grabbed on of his guitars from the guitar stand on the wall of his room. Then he walked over to plug it in. a loud screech came from the guitar when he plugged it in to the amp. He started to play. (Monsoon) the sound from the guitar mesmerized Amanda making her foot tap up and down. At the last note Amanda smiled at Tom. “Did you like it?” Tom asked. “Wow that amazing.” Amanda said sitting next to Tom on his bed. Tom moved closer to Amanda.

“Um Tom your to close move over.” I said. Before I could say anything else he leaned over and kissed me. My stomach was killing me. It flipped jumped everything. “TOM WTF GET OFF.” I screamed getting up. “Amanda I’m sorry I don’t know what took over me. Im really sorry.” He said. “Stop it just leave me alone.” I screamed running out of his room slamming it hard. I saw Bill coming out of his room with his face in surprise. “Amanda what happened.” Bill said stopping me. “Leave me alone please I don’t want to talk.” I said running past him getting into my room locking it and jump into my bed. * Why did he do that? What’s his problem? Why did I feel like that, im so confused why, why do I have to be so far away, MOM why did you leave me so alone.* these were my thoughts I started to cry because I was confused. “Why does everything have to happen to me?” I said out loud. “Now my stepbrother likes me and its wrong.” Im so confused.

Amanda soon fell asleep crying.

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'Hey remeber what I told you in the pm?

[amandaaraujo]

:? :? im about to cry :? :cry: :cry: :cry: im crrying look what my frien wrote to me ...She is not my friend anymore.. This is true i did not do alterations nor anything ...


I probably should say this but at times i get so scared when i think about tokio hotel it is awful but you lost it its not possible for me not to ccare now your standing in the rain nothings ever ganna change until you stop liking them. the 7 things i hate about you. the 7 things i hate about you. your vain your goth your attitude you make me cry you make me laugh i dont know which side to buy. your hair your eyes everrytime we talk i get mad just to knowit hurts i want to be with a normal person and the 7 things i hate the most that you do you like tokio hotel. its awkward and silent as i wait for you to think what i need to hear is your sincere apology when you say it ill hear it if you call me ill ignore itlets be clear im not liking them yor gonna get over them soon. Ive been through all the great things that would take to long to mentioni probably should mention the 7 things i like. the 7 things i like about you. your cool unusual your old quotes you make me laugh you make me cry but i guess i have to buy both. your inocent when we are in mysery everything..

im crying so bad io dont know i how i wrote it sry if iu had errors :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
now my moms blming me :cry:

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*hugs* It's ok. I'll write a new chapter and if you want too, you can make a charater for the stroy.

[amandaaraujo]

*hugs* It's ok. I'll write a new chapter and if you want too, you can make a charater for the stroy.


ok thanks *snifles* i feel a little better :) *weak smile.* there was another one but i couldn't write i think i would've gone into a deep depression

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I'm going to go Super Sentai on you with what I'm going to do. *pokes dimples* Smile Smile. Always smile cause it makes you happy no matter what.

Here's the charater thing I had for the first part of the story. Just pm me it.

Name:
Age:
Sexual Oration:
Personailty:
Apperacne: (Just write this out)

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OMG CARRY ON

Gosh the long chapters take me ages but it's worth reading x]

[amandaaraujo]

OMG CARRY ON

Gosh the long chapters take me ages but it's worth reading x]


Thank you im glad you like it .. :)

[xXxMandiixXx]

JESUS TOM!!!! you couldnt wait could ya i mean honestly

oh well go say sorry *gives tom evils *

CONTINUE!!!

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[amandaaraujo]

Tokio TOM!!!! you couldnt wait could ya i mean honestly

oh well go say sorry *gives tom evils *

CONTINUE!!!

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ahahahah yeaH i might update later!

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Hope you guys like it.
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Chapter 6 Love or crush, Confusion or understanding. One choice one life makes a decision, even if it can kill you.

BILL AND TOM
“TOM what the heck did you do to her now?” Bill asked in astonished at the sight he saw.
“IM sorry I don’t know why I did it. Im really am Bill now what am I going to do?” Tom asked starting to shake his head side to side.
“TOM JUST TELL ME WHAT DID YOU DO.” Bill said yelling at Tom.
“I…I Kissed her.” Tom said starting to run toward Amanda’s door but was stopped by Bill’s hand grabbed Tom fiercely by his wrist.
“NO all your going to get is her yelling and possibly hurt you, I’ve noticed her way to get out what she is feeling is being defensive and aggressive. Apologize when she calms down”. Bill said letting go of Tom.
“Bill what do I do.” Tom said starting to tear up.
“Oh God Tom are you crying.” Bill said getting closer to Tom.
“I guess I am she is my step sister I kissed her don’t you know how wrong that is Bill don’t you see what I just did.” Tom said falling to the ground.
“Tom at least she isn’t blood because that would be wrong but if you have a crush on her its ok it isn’t as wrong.” Bill said bending down to Tom’s height.
“Bill your not helping, Im not sure it’s just a crush.” Tom said getting up running to his room. When he got to his room and slammed it. He grabbed one of his guitars and started to play as hard as he could to drown himself. Bill just couldn’t stop thinking about what he just heard. He walked back to his room picking out what clothes to wash and what is clean.

Back to Amanda

I woke up at the sound of an electric guitar. Thanks to her room that was right next to Tom’s. Amanda got up with tears on her cheeks furious. She went to the wall and slammed her fist to it. “TOM STOPS PLAYING THAT EFFEING GUITAR SO LOUD, IM TRYING TO SLEEP” Amanda yelled at the top of her lungs. The music stopped for a second and began to play harder.
“TOM IF YOU DON’T STOP IM GOING TO BREAK THAT GUITAR.” Amanda yelled once again. The music stopped.
“THEN COME AND BREAK IT IF YOU HAVE THE GUTS.” Tom yelled.
Amanda got up and ran out the door. She ran to Tom’s room and grabbed the doorknob but it was locked. (Pounded on the door.)
“TOM OPEN THE FREAKING DOOR OR ILL KNOCK IT DOWN” Amanda yelled from the door. Bill came out of his room from all the screaming.
“What the what happened now.” Bill yelled over Amanda.
“well your brother here wont stop playing his stupid guitar.” Amanda said turning to Bill’s direction. (Door opens)
“IT’S NOT STUPID YOU’RE THE STUPID ONE.” Tom yelled at Amanda.
“IM NOT STUPID YOU ARE TOM YOU WERE THE ONE WHO KISSED ME.” Amanda said turning to face Tom. They were face to face.
“YOU’RE HOPELSS AMANDA YOU SURE DO NEED A SPYCHAITRIST.” Tom yelled at Amanda’s face. Amanda’s eyes swelled up and tears came out 3 at a time. Amanda raises her hand and slaps Tom across the face.
“YOU’RE THE ONE THAT’S HOPELESS YOU WERE THE ONE WHO FELL FOR
YOUR STEP SISTER AND KISSED HER, YOU’RE THE ONE WHO RUINED EVERYTHING SO DON’T EVEN TRY ANYTHING TO APOLOGIZE AND IF YOU THINK IM CRAZY WELL GO AHEAD LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD BUT GET THIS STRAIGHT TOM YOUR NOT THE ONE THAT LIVES IN A WORLD THAT EVERYONE THINKS YOU’RE A FREAK AND YOU’RE THE ONE THAT GETS EVERYTHING YOU DESIRE AND YOU EVEN HAVE SERVENTS TO BEND TO EVERY WILL, AND YOU CANT EVEN DO YOUR OWN LAUNDRY SO TELL ME WHO IS HOPELESS.” Amanda screams at Tom and runs to her room and slams it without locking the door. Amanda sits on the floor and cries. Bill stares at Tom and gave him the *now you’ve done it* look. Tom just goes back into his room. Bill walks towards Amanda’s room. He gets to her door and knocks on it. No one answered so he opened it. He found Amanda sitting on the floor crying with her legs to her chin with her face buried to her legs.
“Amanda” Bill said silently. Amanda raises her head slowly to face Bill.
“Yeah.” Amanda responded weakly.
“Im sorry for...” Bill started to say but was cut off by Amanda.
”Bill its ok really.” Amanda said getting up.
“Well can I do something to make you feel better?” Bill smiles making Amanda smile.
“Well can we have the ice cream from the fridge?” Amanda asked innocently. Bill grins.
“Sure come on.” Bill said opening the door. The two walked out of the room. When they got to the kitchen Bill walked toward the fridge and took out the big bucket of vanilla ice cream. Both of them walked toward the living room. It was a large room with two couches and two loveseats. Both sat in the couch facing the widescreen TV. Bill took the remote from the coffee table and turned it on. Blue lagoon was on.
“Ooh I love this movie.” Said Amanda.
“Yeah me too.” Bill said smiling. Amanda opened the bucket of ice cream and with her spoon took out a spoonful of ice cream.
“Man if I keep eating like this ill gets fatter than what I am.” Amanda said pinching her stomach.
“What are you talking about your fine?” Bill said sweetly.
“Yeah you’re just saying that.” Amanda poked Bill.
Soon both fell asleep on the couch with Bills arm around Amanda’s shoulder.

Tom Left his room with hunger. He walked downstairs hearing the TV on in the living room. He walked toward the sound to find Amanda and Bill sleeping on the couch. He glared and walked right passed them. He went into the kitchen and looked for something to eat. But found nothing like before. He walked past the living room and went to the back yard and sat on one of the lawn chairs. It was dark and late. He took out a cigarette and lit it. He smoked until he felt better and left.

Hour later 12:00 midnight.

“Hahh yes Rick that was so funny.” Simone said walking through the door.
“Oh who left the TV on?” Asked Rick closing the door behind him.
“I don’t know lets go check. The two walk toward the living room where the sound of the TV.
“Oh look its Amanda and Bill they fell asleep on the couch.” Said Simone in a tender voice.
“Look they were eating ice cream, I wonder what happened.” Rick said picking up the bucket from the coffee table.
“What do you mean what happened.” Simone asked in worry.
“Yeah when Amanda eats ice cream it’s because something happened to her.” Rick replied walking into the kitchen.
“Alright im going wake them up.” Called Simone so Rick could hear.
“No leave they just pull out a blanket from the closet.” Rick called back.
“Ok.” Simone said walking toward the closet next to the living room. She got a rather large blanket that had a teddy bear and was red. She walked back to the two and covered them and walked to the kitchen where Rick was.
“Darling what do you think happened?” asked Simone in a worried tone.
“I don’t really know what could’ve happened.

Meanwhile

Amanda woke up. She had a blanket and was wrapped around in Bill’s arms. She stood up and heard voices. She moved as slowly as possible to not wake Bill but failed.
“Amanda where are you going?” Bill asked rubbing his eyes.
“Sorry I heard voices and wanted to see who it was.” Amanda responded sitting back down.
“Oh ok.” Bill said
“Hey Bill do you mind if I use your phone.” Amanda asked Bill who was falling back to sleep.
“No go ahead.” Bill said half asleep.
“Thanks.” Amanda said getting up. Bill nodded his head in response with his eyes closed.
Amanda ran toward the receiver next to the television and found the phone. She went up to her room. When she got to the hallway she heard a faint sound of music coming from Tom’s room but ignored it. She walked into her room and ran to her bathroom and locked herself. She dialed the operator’s number.
“Hallo operator.” Said the lady.
“Hi I want to make a collect call to the United States.” Amanda said practically whispering into the phone.
“OK what is the number.” Asked the lady.

Amanda gave the number and soon the phone was ringing. (Ring, ring, ring.)
“Hello” a male voice came from the other line.
“Jason?” asked Amanda.
“Yes, Amanda.” He said.
“Oh Jason you’ll never guess what happened to me.” Amanda said almost breaking into tears.

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OMG MORE PLZ NOW

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[Magicly Emoicious]

Whoa. Tom you dumbass. Why did you have to act like that?

[amandaaraujo]

Srry its soo short my dad got home and we're are going to a party ill edit it after got it :oops:
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Chapter 7 Confusion is turning into anger. Will anger turn into love or resentment.
“ok bye.” Amanda spoke into the phone and hung up. Amanda stood up from the cold bathroom floor. She walked out of the bathroom and went back downstairs to put the phone away. She got the living room and put the phone on the receiver. Amanda heard faint talking from the kitchen. She tiptoed toward the voices and noticed Simone and Rick were home.
“what are going to do she has no one.” Said Simone with her hand on her forehead. Amanda was curious.
“I don’t know but the Will is gone and so is Toni, no ones heard of him since Amanda left for Germany.” Rick said with his hand forming a fist. Amanda gasped.
“I guess she has to stay here until we can settle her in and she gets comfortable with the boys, or else we have to send her to boarding school.” Rick said sitting next to his wife. Amanda was on the verge of tears again when she heard someone call her from behind.
“Amanda” said a whisper. Amanda turned around scared with the hairs on her neck stand up.
“Oh Goodness Bill you scared me.” Amanda said noticing it was Bill.
“Sorry, what’s wrong?” Bill asked.
“Nothing.” Amanda lied trying to avoid Bill’s eyes because she knew he would know.
“Oh ok .” Bill said going back to the couch.
“Bill aren’t you going to bed.” Amanda asked in confusion of him not going upstairs.
“Nah I like sleeping in the living room, do want to join me?” He asked with a puppy dog face.
“Fine.” Amanda smiled and walked toward the couch where the two fell asleep in peace. Amanda was happy she felt Bill was like her big brother and if anyone tried anything against her he would protect her no matter what.

“Alright darling I think we should discuss this tomorrow im really tired.” Simone said Yawning.
“your right come on.” Rick said putting his hand around Simone’s waist.
The two walked upstairs and glanced at Amanda and Bill who slept like angels. They both smiled and went to bed.

(Next morning)

Amanda and Bill were sleeping when an instant sting of cold water hit their faces.
“What the Hell” Bill said pushing Amanda to the floor.
“Oww” Amanda said getting up to find herself at Tom’s feet.
“what was that for Tom.” Amanda asked glaring.
“To get both of you up Bill we have rehearsal.” Tom hissed and walked away tangling himself in his jeans falling.
Amanda and Bill tried to sustain their laughter. Tom got right up and walked toward the kitchen where Bill and Amanda heard two extra voices.
“Who is that?” asked Amanda
“I’m not sure I think its Georg and Gustav” Bill replied getting up.
The two walked into the kitchen and exactly found Georg and Gustav sitting by the counter eating cereal. Tom was again in the fridge when he found something to eat. He sat by the counter with Georg and Gustav.
“hey Bill your up early” Gustav said in German
“Ja I am” Bill responded in English to le them know Amanda Didn’t speak German.
“oh ja cool, so who’s that pretty little thing you got there.” Georg said smiling at Amanda which made her blush.
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“Well I have to get ready” bill said walking out. Tom walked out as well without looking at Amanda.
“So what’s the deal with Tom?” Gustav asked
“I don’t know I guess he’s just mad.” Amanda responded.
“Oh your Tom and Bill’s stepsister?” Georg asked.
“Yeah I guess I am.” Amanda said walking toward the fridge taking out eggs. She took out 5 eggs.
“Would you guys like some omelets?” Amanda asked starting the stove.
“Yeah” Both said in unison.

Amanda smiled and took out a pan from one of the bottom cabinets in the kitchen she started making the omelets and was deciding what to do with the fifth egg. *oh I know* she thought. She took a pot and boiled the egg she left it alone and went back to the omelets. Amanda added some cheese with ham and it looked and smelled delicious that made Tom walk in. He smiled for the first time in the day. Bill was still upstairs getting ready. Amanda took the 3 omelets and left Bill’s in low heat so it wouldn’t burn. She passed out the two to Georg and Gustav.

“Danke Amanda” said Georg and Gustav in unison.
“Ihr Empfang” responded Amanda
“So you do know German” Gustav said while stuffing himself with the omelet.
“Yeah just a little.” Amanda responded smiling.
“Hey where’s my egg.” Tom asked looking at Georg and Gustav eating, with drool sipping out of his mouth.
“Oh I almost forgot about you Tom.” Amanda said trying to act as nice as possible. She walked toward the stove and took out the hard boiled egg and threw to Tom. He cached it.
“Hey I want it like Georg and Gus…OOWWWW” Tom said then screamed in pain.
“Oh im sorry to tell you it was hot.” Amanda said sarcastically. Amanda took Bill’s egg and placed on a plate and took it along with hers. She could see Georg and Gustav snicker at Tom and Tom glaring.

Amanda walked up the stairs and headed toward Bill’s room. (Knocks on the door)
“JA who is it?” Bill asked.
“It’s me I decided to bring you your breakfast because you won’t make it on time.” Amanda said. Bill walked toward the door he opened it to find a smiling Amanda.
“You look much happier today.” Bill said smiling receiving the plate from Amanda. Bill had just showered and had a towel over his shoulders to not get his shirt wet. He was doing his makeup but stopped on one eye so he had a black eye and a normal eye so to speak.
“Hey Bill how do you get your makeup so well done?” asked Amanda studying Bill’s face carefully.
“Many years of practice” Bill replied smiling
“Oh ok well I gotta go heh I haven’t unpacked oh and Bill Tom’s clothes is done so you can wash now or you could get Lina to do it.” Amanda said walking out with her plate of food.


(Meanwhile downstairs)

“So what is the deal with you and Amanda?” asked Georg stuffing his face.
“Let’s just say it’s complicated.” Tom replied looking at his half bitten unpeeled hard boiled egg. He was still picking out shells from his tongue.
Bill came down and saw the three boys in the kitchen and signaled them it was time to leave.
“Amanda you wanna come with us.” Bill yelled.
“Yeah ok be right down” Amanda yelled back. Tom glared at Bill but Bill just ignored him.

[Magicly Emoicious]

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[tokiohotel26]

~new reader~
i like your story alot!
MORE PLEASE! [insert puppy dog eyes]]

[amandaaraujo]

I EDITED THE CHAPTER

OBOVE THE COMMENTS!!!!!!

[tokiohotel26]

me likie edited chapter!!

[amandaaraujo]

me likie edited chapter!!

thx im glad your liking it :D and love your signature hihi. :)

[tokiohotel26]

Thanx!! i thought of it really randomly
i love ur siggy 2!
i love it when the boys play dirty lol
[[daydreaming about bill and tom;some drool comes out]]
ew...why is there drool coming outta my mouth?

[amandaaraujo]

Thanx!! i thought of it really randomly
i love ur siggy 2!
i love it when the boys play dirty lol
[[daydreaming about bill and tom;some drool comes out]]
ew...why is there drool coming outta my mouth?

ahahahha LOL im updating sostay tuned ahahha i love saying stay tuned although it sounds like and instrument tuning thing ahahahLOL

[amandaaraujo]

ok i personaly think its short and lame but i'd like to see what you guys think :) and im stopping temporarily my other FF's untill i finish this one hope you guys understand :?
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Chapter 8 Discovery-love-hurt-Confession

Xavier was waiting in the car when all 5 of us came out. We all headed toward the hummer once again. This time it was a bit difficult deciding how to get in. Bill before anyone got into the car ran to the front passenger seat. So Tom, Georg, Gustav, and Amanda had to find a way to squeeze in. The arrangement was. Gustav, Amanda pushed in by Tom, Tom pushed in by Georg. *oh great im next to her* thought Tom.

“Oww Tom stop it.” Amanda yelled in pain.
“What the **** did I do now?” Tom yelled back.
“Well you’re stepping on my foot.” Amanda started yelling at Tom.
“Well then move you clown feet over.” Tom yelled at Amanda moving his foot. Xavier was looking at them from the rear view mirror.
“Who are you calling clown feet.” Amanda said defensively.
“You that’s who.” Tom yelled.
“Well my feet are normal size unlike your clothes huh you call my feet clown feet.” Amanda said then stopped at huh… and mumbled the rest.
“Alright both of you stop im trying to sleep.” Gustav yelled at Tom and Amanda accommodating his head on the window.
“Behave kids” said Xavier fixing his attention to the highway.
“Hey.” Said all five of them.
“We are not children we are adults.” Said Tom still glaring at Amanda that was glaring back.
“Whatever to me you guys are kids.” Said Xavier.
“why.” Asked Amanda innocently.
“Because of the way all of you act now let me drive.” Said Xavier still paying attention to the road. The car was silent for the rest of the ride but Amanda and Tom kept glaring at each other, Gustav had finally fallen asleep, Georg was rolling his eyes at Amanda and Tom and Bill was singing to himself to whatever song came up from the radio.

(30 minutes later)

After an uncomfortable ride for the 4 in the back the car had finally arrived to the studio.
“Alright guys we’re here.” Xavier said parking the car in a special garage for all V.I.P.
“Finally” Georg mumbled.
The car jerked as it parked and Xavier turned it off. Georg opened the door on his side. Amanda was waiting for Tom to move when Georg came out but he wouldn’t.
“Tom move you ***.” Amanda said.
“No I want to go out by Gustav’s side.” responded Tom like a kindergartner.
“Tom just move.” Amanda said getting mad.
“I said NO.” Tom said back now with an angry face.
“I don’t give a heckadoodle if you want to go out from Gustav’s side move. Gustav was still sleeping. The two wouldn’t stop bickering until everyone heard Tom yell out.
“GUSTAV WAKE UP YOU HARD HEAD.” Gustav immediately woke up and gave Tom a nasty look. He opened the door mumbling to himself angrily and walked toward Bill and Georg.

All 5 walked up except for Xavier because he had to run some errands around the building so he left and said goodbye. They walked up and all stuffed inside a rather small elevator. (DING) the elevator got off on the 23rd floor and all 5 piled out of the elevator. They walked through a hallway with many doors until Bill stopped in front of a door with the number 483.
“Ok we’re here.” Said Bill smiling happily. He opened the door and opened to a recording studio where a tall man was waiting for the boys.
“Well hello there guys, until you finally appear.” Said the man. All four boys smiled and shook hands.
“Hey Jost its been a long time.” Tom said smiling.
“Yeah it felt like forever sorry I couldn’t accompany you guys in your American tour my wife really needed help.” Jost replied.
“No don’t worry we understand.” Said Georg taking a seat next to all these buttons and handles.
“So I see we have a visitor, contest winner?” asked Jost.
“No she is our stepsister.” Responded Bill springing up a smile.
“So I see you guys happy.”
“NO””YES” Bill and Tom said at the same time.
“Oh I see.” Jost said looking at Tom and Amanda.
“Well what is your Name miss?” Jost asked Amanda.
“My name is Amanda.” Amanda responded.
“Now are you happy with having two international stepbrothers?” asked Jost smiling.
“Yes and No.” Amanda responded.
“Oh why.” Asked Jost.
“Well it can be fun but sometimes things happen.” Amanda responded while looking at Tom in the last 4 words.
“Ok well im glad you like it too; well we have to get started nice meeting you Amanda.” Jost said sitting next to Georg where all the buttons and equalizers were. Georg got up and followed Tom, Georg. And Bill who had just walked in the room. They closed the door behind them. Amanda stayed and sat where Georg was sitting. The wall that was on Amanda and Jost’s side was made of glass so they could see the boys. The boys started fixing their instruments and then started playing a song. (Ready, Set, Go). Tom started to play the guitar. Amanda couldn’t help but look at Tom. *He plays with his soul* Amanda thought she started to get butterflies in her stomach. Bill noticed Amanda the way she looked at Tom and smiled to himself. *NO this is wrong* Amanda thought. She shook it off and just listened to the music and let herself drown in it.

(Hour later)

“OK guys I think you guys should rest and take some drinks.” Jost said to the boys who were sweating like horses. Bill was tired and his throat ached. Bill spoke into the microphone. “Hey Jost can I have peppermint tea please.” He asked.
“Yeah sure” he replied and walked out of the studio. Amanda smiled.
“You want to come in” asked Bill.
“Yeah sure.” Amanda said getting up from her seat. The mic was still on. She opened the door to find herself face to face with Tom who came out angrily pushing Amanda against the door. Amanda ignored him but apparently the others saw what Tom did and were glaring at him.
“Don’t mind him he’s just in a bad mood” Bill said.
“Yeah its ok.” Amanda said smiling at the 3.
“SO did you like our music” Gustav said grabbing his towel from the chair to wipe his face.
“Yeah you guys are amazing, I think im a fan.” Amanda said
“Cool so do you play any instruments.” Georg asked.
“Well yes and no.” Amanda responded
“How so.” Asked Bill
“Well I have a piano but I don’t know how to read music and I have a guitar but haven’t memorized the notes.” Amanda responded shyly.
“Well you don’t have to worry about reading music because non of us know how to.” Bill said.
“Do you like to sing.” Asked Bill.
“Yeah I do but I kinda have trouble finding my voice and not strain it.” Amanda replied.
“Anyways what is the deal with you and Tom” asked Gustav.
“Um well uh its complicated and a long story.” Bill responded for Amanda.
“Explain.” Georg said.
“Uh ok, well when I came to their house um well Tom was showing me one of your songs on his guitar and well when he finished he… umm…kissed me…” Amanda said almost losing it.
“Oh God what the.” Gustav said speechless.
“Yeah that’s practically it so uh lets talk about something else.” Bill said changing the subject.
“Wait do you have the same feelings for him.” Georg asked. When he asked that Tom walked in but none of them heard him. Tom was listening to their conversation.
“Um well I don’t know.” Amanda said Blushing and feeling uncomfortable.
”YES or No” Asked Gustav. By this time Amanda was looking at Bill saying with her eyes pleading for help. Bill tried to change the subject but Gustav and Georg would ask the same question.
“yes.” Amanda finally said with tears coming down her face.
Tom while he listened had his eyes widened. He couldn’t believe it and the guys didn’t know the mic was still on. Tom smiled to himself and got excited but at the sight of Amanda crying hurt him so bad that he was questioning himself.

[amandaaraujo]

I'll update later today ;)

[ILuvKaulitzTwins4E]

OMG OMG MORE MORE MORE I NEED MORE.... you cant just stopp there .please write more soon...i love this ff

[amandaaraujo]

OMG OMG MORE MORE MORE I NEED MORE.... you cant just stopp there .please write more soon...i love this ff

im glad you like it ill see if i can update tonight because i have finals tomorrow ugh oh well that means school is almost done :D

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

new reader***

this story rocks my socks <333

keep going its really good!

[amandaaraujo]

new reader***

this story rocks my socks <333

keep going its really good!

k thx im updating now :D

[amandaaraujo]

srry if its short but i have to start a new chappie for this one hehe thx to all my new readers hope you like this :D
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Chapter 8 Rumors and publicity don’t make a good pair. Whereas privacy can be interrupt at any moment. LIFE-LOVE-OR DEATH

Tom stood there in shock not knowing what to do. Either to walk in or apologize. Amanda turned to look and found Tom looking at her.
“Oh no he heard.” Amanda said to the boys. All three turn to look and find Tom staring without a reaction. Amanda ran out of the room and into where Tom stood.
“Do you really mean it.” Asked Tom softening his expression toward Amanda.
“I don’t know.” Amanda replied with her head down. The boys were still in the room hearing everything.
“What do you mean you don’t know I heard you say yes?” Tom said loudly at Amanda.
“TOM I don’t know im confused whether to let myself feel the way I want to or sustain it you’re my stepbrother for God sake.” Amanda yelled.
“AMANDA stop yelling why is it with you everything has to be yelling every time we talk about what happened yesterday Amanda why can you at least answer that.” Tom said yelling back.
“I don’t ….. I really don’t know Tom im just so confused I can’t even think right.” Amanda said with tears coming out.
“Are you not happy having me around. Is that it?” Tom said quietly.
“Yes I am but you are making things difficult I just got to this country and possibly have to stay here the first day I get here you kiss me it makes me uncomfortable don’t you understand.” Amanda said running out of the room back into the hall of many doors. She got the elevator and cried herself out. She waited for the doors to open. When they did she walked in. she stood there alone and the doors were about to close when a panting Tom slips in before it closes.
“What are you doing here?” Asked Amanda
“I just need to talk to you please.” Tom pleaded.
“Fine talk im listening.” Amanda responded.
“Do you like me the way I like you.” Asked Tom nervously. No one had pressed a button for the elevator so it was still.
“I don’t know how do you like me Tom.” Asked Amanda looking into Tom’s bright chocolate eyes.
“well enough to daydream all the time about you and your smile and eyes, your hair your ways your just so perfect for me and it kills me that you reject me so much im not used to it and I think I like it at times, when you ignore me or pull pranks on me.” Tom said coming closer.
“Amanda one more thing.” He asked. Amanda had stopped crying from hearing those words come out of his mouth. The elevator had started to move but no one noticed.
“Go ahead Tom.” Amanda said quietly.
“Did you like the kiss I gave you?” Tom asked.
“Tom…uh I don’t know what to say… I erased that memory from my head.” Amanda said felling her stomach flip.
“Do you want me to remind you?” Tom said grinning walking even closer grabbing Amanda softly by her waist pulling her closely to him. Tom was a little taller than Amanda so when Amanda looked up to him she felt defenseless.
“Tom… I don’t think.” Amanda said cut off by Tom.
“Shh don’t think.” He said whispering and leaning in on Amanda. Soon in second their lips met and they felt something new spring from their souls. As Tom slowly kissed Amanda and made his tongue touch Amanda’s upper teeth. Amanda felt like she couldn’t breathe. Her stomach was killing her and her palms were sweating. She slowly moved her hands underneath rubbing Tom’s back. Tom moved forward making Amanda fall gently toward the wall of the elevator making them smile to themselves. The elevator stopped and the doors flew open. A bunch of lights shot at them. (Click, click, click, click.) was all the couple heard. They separated. Looking surprised at the group of people shooting them with flash. Tom pressed the close button on the elevator. The doors were closing and a couple of photographers tried to dive in but didn’t make it luckily.
“Oh goodness what did we do they have pictures.” Amanda said panicking pacing in the small elevator. Tom was calm and smiling to himself forgetting the world completely.
“TOM are you listening they have pictures.” Amanda said yelling
“Yeah, yeah im sorry it’s just that you kissed me back that means you feel the same.” Tom said smiling moving his lip ring from the inside of his mouth.
“Yeah I guess so.” Amanda smiled back. She walked up to him and hugged him.
“What was that for?” Tom asked.
“I guess im just happy im not fighting with you I guess.” Amanda said smiling and taking in deep breaths taking in the sweet smell of AXE Tom wore.
“Well im happy that you’re happy.” Tom said twirling Amanda’s hair.
“Tom I’m scared, what if they get me into trouble I really don’t want trouble.” Asked Amanda.
“Don’t worry about it.” Tom gave Amanda a reassuring smile.
Amanda pressed the button on the 23rd floor and the elevator headed toward it, when a sudden clang was heard from the wires above.
“Oh my God Tom what was that.” Yelled Amanda.
“Im not sure.” Tom responded scared too. Then suddenly the lights went out.
“TOM” Amanda screamed searching for him in the darkness.
“Yes im hear don’t worry” tom said grabbing Amanda into a hug.
“Im scared what if we die here?” asked Amanda starting to cry.
“Shh don’t cry we are not going to die don’t worry im here I’ll protect you.” Tom said hugging her while rubbing her back to comfort her. Tom was also scared but tried to contain his composure to secure Amanda from her fears but Tom also feared death.
“Ill try to use my cell Amanda ok don’t worry we are going to get out of here.” Tom said reaching into his pocket.
“**** no signal ill look for the Emergency button.” Tom said moving apart from Amanda toward the button and rang the emergency button a few times but it didn’t make a sound.
“Why isn’t it buzzing Tom” Asked Amanda freaking out. “I don’t know I think all the power is out here.” Tom said as calmly as possible to keep Amanda from getting even more scared then she was. Tom called Bill through his thoughts and hoped that Bill heard his plea of help.

Back at the Studio

“What is it that they are taking so long?” Asked Gustav annoyed of being stuck in the studio doing nothing.
“I don’t know guys but I have a terrible feeling.” Bill said biting one of his nails nervously.
“Maybe we should look for them.” Georg suggested.
“Yeah I think that would be a good idea.” Jost said opening the door to the hallway.
All four walked out of the studio wondering where Amanda and Tom could be. All of them came to the elevator where they heard faint screaming.
“Bill do you hear that.” Gustav asked pressing his ear against the elevator doors.
“Yeah it sounds like screaming.” Bill said wide eyed.

[ILuvKaulitzTwins4E]

omg omg omg.....no not a cliff hanger.........if i was tom and amanda id be scared *****less i hate elevators...please update soon

[amandaaraujo]

omg omg omg.....no not a cliff hanger.........if i was tom and amanda id be scared *****less i hate elevators...please update soon

dont worry hehe or should you dun dun dun are they going to make it alive dead or hurt hmm im updating later i have to study for another final tomorrow

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

how dear u leave me hanging **** it!

mannn whats gona happen!!!!

UPDATES!!!!!!!

[amandaaraujo]

how dear u leave me hanging darn it!

mannn whats gona happen!!!!

UPDATES!!!!!!!

srry hheheh. Ill update later i promuse and if i dont keep my promise you can pm me anything and say how bad i am ahhah dont worry i will

[DeeDee]

awww she kissed him back

darn dey're stuck ****

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[amandaaraujo]

omg im sooo srry its so short but i got caught up and i really need to study kk sorry and thx we have a new reader hehe DeeDee :)
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Chapter 9 SOS please. Will love survive through torture of people or will it have to go undercover~!

“HELP.HELP US PLEASE.” Screamed Amanda and Tom while they were stuck in the dark elevator. The elevator now was swinging side to side.
“OH GOODNESS TOM.” Screamed Amanda, the elevator was shaking violently.
“TOM IS THAT YOU.” The tow heard Bill scream.
“YES HELP US PLEASE THE ELEVATOR IS GOING TO FALL,” Tom screamed. The elevator stirred the hardest this time causing Amanda to slam hard into the wall and railing of the elevator causing her to have a concussion but she was conscious but it felt like a nightmare.
“AMANDA,” Tom screamed. As he ran towards where Amanda fell.
“Tom what’s going on?” Amanda weary.
“AMANDA IF WE DON’T GET OUT WE WILL DIE.” He screamed bending down to Amanda who was on the floor.
“TOM WHATS GOING ON.” Gustav yelled.
“THE ELEVATOR IS HANGING ON A WIRE AND ITS GOING TO FALL CALL THE POLICE.” Screamed Tom. Tom found an escape door from the ceiling.
“How the **** am I going to get up there?” Said tom to himself with Amanda in his arms half conscious.
Somehow tom stood on the railing with Amanda on his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. And climbed as fast revealing to his eyes a vast elevator passage, the elevator jerked on last time and tom jumped grabbing a wire and holding onto the wire miraculously still holding to Amanda, a loud crash and a not so severe explosion happened.

Back to the boys.

A loud crash was heard.
“OH MIEN GOTTT TOM.” Yelled Bill crying.
Jost was on the verge of tears and Gustav and Georg had there hand over their eyes.
“He’s gone,” Bill said crying to the floor.
“He’s FICHING GONE.” Cried bill. Gustav and Georg walked up to bill who was sobbing uncontrollably.
“OH AMANDA.” Bill cried harder.


Meanwhile

Tom still hanging tried to swim g to the elevator doors and somehow it opened revealing a guy about his height who was about to walk in but noticed Tom hanging and screamed Tom immediately swung and managed to land on the floor of a hallway similar to the one upstairs.
“Oh my God are you ok.” The man asked.
“Not really you see my stepsister here needs a hospital now.
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oh Fick this sounds such a mission impossible scene ahahahah kk dont get mad but i really have to study ill update it tomorrow :) :oops:

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holy sh*t

[amandaaraujo]

holy sh*t
yeah i know do you think its to much :? i cant update right now cuz i have to studty for 2 more finals tomorrow ugh. oh well ill get through 'ithink'

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wow i was not expecting that to happen......update as soon as you can

[tokiohotel26]

holy shi.t! that was crazy
either that or i imagined reading that...in that case dont read this...wait wat if im not really writing this...wat if tis is a dream...my brain hurts from thinking this much!

[tokiohotel26]

i confused myself up there :?

[amandaaraujo]

i confused myself up there :?
ahahhah u crack me up ahahah yes that really did happen ahhaha.

[amandaaraujo]

kay people im updating so just stay with me heheh. just to let you know...

[amandaaraujo]

srry its lame but this Chapter still isnt over.
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Tom got up with Amanda still in his arms and the man standing in disbelief.
“OH my God you know you could’ve died there im calling an ambulance.” The man said while Tom nodded and took a look at Amanda who was now fully unconscious. Then he took a moment to look at himself. He had cuts and bruises all around his arms going up his sleeves. Then he noticed a sharp sting in his hands. He moved Amanda moved to his right shoulder to take a look at his hands. He had a deep cut on his left hand marking the wire he had been holding onto.
“Yes I need an ambulance as quick as possible the elevator crashed and there is two injured people.” Said the man into his small cell phone. Tom heard the man snapping back to reality.
“Come let me help you” said the man to tom who was taking Amanda to his own arms. Tom just stood there in shock as he remembered what had happened.

Back upstairs to the BOYS

“Come Bill lets go down through the stairs and see what happened.” Said Gustav putting a hand on Bill’s shoulder. Bill looked up with tears still streaming down his face and all the makeup he had on fall to his cheeks toward his throat.

BILLS THOUGHTS

It couldn’t be true, when I heard that crash I felt my heart stop. I’ve lost my two siblings although I only knew Amanda for a little while he felt like he grew up together and felt Amanda like he was a part of him just like Tom. But something tells me they are still with me. All I did was cry and follow the others toward the stairs.

When we got to the lobby there were photographers newscasters people fan ambulances fire trucks everything was here. I couldn’t hold it I broke down crying once again reassuring myself they were dead. Then I heard people scream my brother’s name through the crowd.

Back to Tom and unconscious Amanda

They walked through the crowd toward the ambulance they were a lot of people there and they started to call Toms name through the crowd.
“TOM what happened and what is your opinion.” Asked a reporter. Tom ignored and walked passed with the man who carried Amanda. They got to the to the ambulance and a paramedic took Amanda from the man and he said.
“Only one person can ride with her.” Said the paramedic. Tom looked at the man and the man agreed that Tom would go obviously because he was a stranger. Tom got in and sat in the rather small ambulance next to Amanda. The paramedic smiled at Tom.
“She going to be ok its just a concussion although I have to examine her is she your girlfriend?” asked the paramedic
“Yeah” Tom smiled back. They rode toward the hospital when Amanda tried to wake up.
“Tom” Amanda said weakly.
“Yeah im here” Tom responded grabbing her hand immediately leaning next to her.
“What happened?” Asked Amanda still weak when she gasped for air and coughed harshly.
“Aaahhh” Amanda screamed in pain.
“What happened” asked Tom frantically looking at the paramedic who immediately was examining her.
“She appears to have 2 broken ribs.” The man said. Tom just stared. They got to the hospital less than 5 minutes and the paramedics took Amanda into the large building with Tom behind they left her in a room with a bandage on her head and a few stitches on her arms. A nurse came in.
“Hi im here to check your cuts sir.” Said the girl. Tom smiled and sat down while the lady checked his arms and face.
“All right that wasn’t that bad like you girlfriend here so your fine” said the lady.
“Danke.” Responded Tom as the lady walked out. Tom just sat on the chair next to Amanda’s side waiting until she woke up.

Meanwhile half dying Bill.

All four walked out following Tom with a man and Amanda in his arms. Bill had stopped crying at the site of seeing his brother fine but when he saw Amanda dangling, he couldn’t help but let a new tear fall down his cheek. No one had called out to Tom to not make other people attracted to them since they blended in with the crowd for the first time. They walked out and found Xavier through the crowd looking franticly for the boys.
“Xavier we’re here” called out Bill. Xavier saw them and ran to them.
“What happened” he asked out of breath.
“I’ll tell you later right now we have to head for the hospital.” Said Gustav with pleading eyes.
“Why what happened and where is Tom.” He asked walking out with the guys.
“Tom and Amanda” Responded Jost
“Oh ok” Xavier said as he opened the doors toward the garage. They all got to the car and squeezed in and headed for the hospital.

(10 minutes later)

Xavier sped to the hospital and finally through all the traffic they managed to get to the hospital in 10 minutes but to them it felt like hours. They hurried to the front desk.
“Um hallo have you seen um a kid my age with dirty blonde dreads and a girl with black hair that looks similar to mine but without streaks.” Said Bill as fast as he could.
The young receptionist looked at him like all fans of Tokio Hotel did but she didn’t say a word.
“Can you please tell us we need to know it’s an emergency?” Yelled Georg at the young receptionist.
“I’m sorry they are in room 345 on floor 5.” Said the girl almost crying. All of them walked toward the elevator and waited for it to come, and when it did all 6 of them fitted into the elevator. It took about 30 seconds till the elevator stopped and the doors opened and all walked out and ran through the hall.
“347, 346, Guys stop.” Yelled Gustav but all of them were running so fast they couldn’t stop and ended up slipping and missing the room all falling on the floor. It made a loud screech from the sneakers. A few people came out of the rooms to look.
“DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND THIS IS A HOSPITAL SO SHUT UP.” Screamed out a middle-aged grouchy woman.
“Sorry ma’am.’ Said Xavier and all got up and walked toward the room. Georg couldn’t hold it and ran into the room screaming.
“Are you guys ok?” Not noticing Amanda was sleeping and Tom was half a sleep. That woke Tom up immediately.
“SHHH Dude she’s sleeping.” Said Tom glaring at Georg.
“Sorry “whispered Georg all of a sudden Bill comes in with the rest of the guys.
“Amanda WHAT HAPPED TOM.” Screamed Bill causing Amanda to jump and scream.
“Aaaahooooowww” said in agony. She started to cough and was in major pain because of the broken ribs.
“BILL shut up” yelled Tom.
“Sorry” Bill said.

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poor billy. Poor Tommy. Poor Amdanay. lol on hte last one but omg. I feel so bad for them

[amandaaraujo]

poor billy. Poor Tommy. Poor Amdanay. lol on hte last one but omg. I feel so bad for them
yeah although its going to get worse i feel bad for them too but they have to face reality im updating later :)

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you better

[amandaaraujo]

you better
yeah im updating now thx for asking :)

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your welcome and new chapter on Moon Curse up

[amandaaraujo]

yay :)

[amandaaraujo]

kk so this is a new part but still is chapter 9 thres going to be a little heartbreak. hope you guys like it.
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A nurse came in with a needle and stuck it in Amanda’s arm causing her to scream once again but then she calmed down and began slowly to fall asleep. The guys just stared at the nurse.
“She’ll be ok I just injected her tranquilizer so she can rest.” Said the nurse and walked out.
“Well at least she rest.” Bill said walking toward Tom.
“Yeah but when she wakes up she’ll probably be in to much pain to talk,” Tom said looking up at Bill.
“Why.” Asked Bill in concern
“Well she has two broken ribs.” Tom responded seeing the expression on all their faces.
“How.” Asked Gustav coming closer to the two.
“Well when the elevator was falling she slammed against the wall and railing im guessing on her side. And she hit her head also.” Tom answered looking back at Amanda who was sleeping.
“Oh wow how did you guys manage to survive without falling?” Jost asked sitting down on one of the seats in the room.
“I really don’t know I felt this incredible strength that I had no idea I
Obtain,” Tom responded.
“Well at least it’s over.” Xavier said.
“Hey guys lets go to the gift shop to get her something.” Bill said getting up.
“Ok that sounds like a good idea.” Georg said
“You guys go Ill wait for her to wakeup.” Said Tom. All the guys nodded and stepped out and went to the main floor.

(30 minutes later)
What is taking them so long they just went to the gift shop? Tom questioned himself.
“Hhmm what am I doing here.” Tom heard Amanda say weakly.
“Oh you’re awake’ Tom said getting up. All of a sudden they hear voices and clicking sounds from the hallway.
“Who is that?” asked Amanda
“Im not sure Ill go check.” Said tom getting up to find Jost, Bill, Gustav, Georg, and Xavier surrounded with paparazzi.
“Stop we’re just here for my stepsister.” Bill said pushing the cameras away.
“How do you explain your brother kissing your stepsister.” Asked a guy with a mic.
“They haven’t kissed.” Bill said denying what the man was saying. Then the man pushed a picture to his face. Bill took it and looked at and smiled to himself.
“I don’t know what your talking about this is a fraud.” Jost said to the man.
“Please can we have security here” Gustav yelled over the people. Then a man from the security and pushed them all out. Tom was still watching them and he finally noticed that they had pictures and Amanda would get mad and that’s the last thing he wanted to do.
“Hey can you believe they got these pictures.” Said Georg taking the picture from Bill’s hands. They walked toward Tom who was quiet still at the doorway of the room.
“Tom you ok.” Bill asked munching on something.
“Yeah im fine what took you guys so long.” Asked Tom walking back inside.
“We went to get something to eat. You want some.” Georg asked.
“Yeah sure.

All of them began to eat and Amanda was feeling better but still sore.
“So you guys had a kissing scene.” Gustav said showing Amanda the picture. Tom glared at Georg and Georg just shrugged while he handed the picture to Amanda who was getting really angry.
“What ugh Tom I told you.” Amanda said getting stressed out.
“I know but do you want me to do.” Tom said taking the picture from Amanda’s hands.
“Well I have an idea.” Jost said breaking the silence.
“What.” All of them said.
“Well Tom should get a girlfriend to break the rumor. Amanda looked at her hands and then looked up.
“If it bothers you...” Tom began to say.
“NO he’s right I can’t have the media saying Tom guitarist of tokio hotel dating his stepsister. I don’t want it everywhere.” Amanda said trying to smile.
“Uh im going to the car.” Xavier said walking out.
“Ok so it’s settled.” Jost said. Amanda nodded. Amanda felt that pain again in her heart but she tried to let it go. She knew it could never work...

(A week later)

“Are you ready” asked Bill helping Amanda up from the hospital bed.
“Yeah I already got dressed and I packed up all the teddy bears.” Amanda responded.
“Bill what did my dad say when he found out.” Amanda asked Bill.
“They never found out they left on a business trip while we were rehearsing.” Bill said with a frown.
“Is it always like that.” Asked Amanda.
“mostly.” Responded Bill still frowning.
“Well at least we don’t have to tell them.” Amanda said getting up with her bag.
“HEY Guys ready.” Tom said coming in smiling.
“Yeah so have you found a girl?” Amanda asked with a slight of jealousy.
“Yeah her name is Chelsea.” Tom responded.
“And where is she.” Amanda asked
“She’s right here.” Tom said puling her in. Amanda saw her and felt a slight jealousy.
“Hi” said the girl.
“Hi” Amanda responded coldly.
“Guys we better go Xavier is waiting in the car.” Bill said noticing Amanda and slightly squeezed her hand for her to calm down. Amanda looked at Bill and Bill told her to calm down with his eyes.

[amandaaraujo]

updating later today and

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[amandaaraujo]

ok guys here is finally chapter 10 wohoo double digits hihih hope you like it and enjoy oh and donthate Tomhe's confused too,,,please comment on this not sure if its good!
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Chapter 10 Love you but I don’t get it do you love her or me please tell me before I leave.

“So let’s get going.” Bill said breaking the awkward silence.
“Yeah we better get going or Xavier will leave without us like last time remember Tommy baby.” Chelsea said playing with one of Tom’s dreads. Tom and Chelsea started to giggle on their inside joke.
“Last Time?” questioned Amanda raising her right brow.
“OH Ja I never told you, when I met Chelsea at the carnival I went to with Georg me and Chelsea stayed in the tunnel of love and Georg told Xavier we were going to stay longer and he wanted to leave so they left nothing much.” Tom answered
“Oh and what were you guys doing in the tunnel of love.” Asked Amanda studying Chelsea’s features: she had natural red hair with bright green eyes her skin was a pale ivory color with a few freckles on her nose. She was tall but not to tall and was nice and skinny with a preppy style. She had long bangs that covered her sides of her face and had nose piercing but really small diamond.
“Oh I wanted to go in there and Tom offered to go with me and yeah it was amazing hihih.” Chelsea giggled as she remembered it.
“OH ok I guess we better go.” Amanda said glaring at Chelsea turned around.
All walked toward the elevator but Amanda stopped.
“Amanda what’s wrong.” Asked Bill.
‘I don’t think I could be able to go on it since you know what happened.” Amanda said taking a step back,
“Yeah I understand.” Bill said letting go of her hand.
“Ill takes the stairs.” Amanda said walking toward the staircase.
‘Um ok do you want me to go with you?” Asked Bill while Tom and Chelsea played around ignoring Amanda and Bill completely. This broke Amanda’s heart but she knew it was for the better but never knew it would hurt so much.
“No Ill go alone no need to worry.” Amanda said opening the door.

“Hey guys im going to follow Amanda ok,” Bill said to Tom and Chelsea but they didn’t hear him.
“TOM” yelled Bill.
“What.” Tom said back breaking from Chelsea’s kiss.
“Im going with Amanda down the stairway.” Bill said repeating himself.
“Why.” Tom said back
“Oh God Tom do I really have to answer that question.” Bill responded angry.
“Jeez ok ok calm down Bill.” Tom said surprised at bill’s reaction.
“Yeah whatever seems like you forgot everything you had for her didn’t you, I know you’re my brother in all but please did you forget all of sudden, this is a new low for you.” Bill said furiously walking away from him and to the stairway.
“Wow what’s wrong with Bill” asked Chelsea.
“Im not sure.” Tom said back pulling Chelsea for a kiss.

(Stairway)

Amanda ran down the stairs with tears falling down her cheeks. She stopped at the 3 floor and dropped crying.
“I thought he really felt something for me.” Amanda yelled out.\ her sobs were unheard but she didn’t know soon someone was going to appear.

Bill walked down the stirs in a rapid pace from the anger he had against his brother he knew Tom was his twin and brother and blood but what he did to Amanda was unbearable. Amanda was now his sister too and Tom had to respect that he couldn’t go kiss her and forget her just like that he caused her to much pain that it hurt Bill that Tom could be so cold at times.
Bill heard sobs from the end of the stairway he ran to the sound and found Amanda in the corner crying.
“Amanda?” Bill asked softly. Amanda raised her head and found Bill a few inches away from her.
“Oh Bill sorry I didn’t want you to see me this way.” Amanda said getting up and brushing herself off.
“Amanda don’t apologize.” Bill said walking closer to his cried out stepsister. Amanda started to cry again and ran to Bill and hugged him. Bill at the reaction Amanda took he immediately wrapped his arms around her and hushed her.
“Shh Amanda don’t worry im here, Shh.” He began to hum a soft melody into her ear which calmed her down a bit but still didn’t cure her love sickness.
“Come on Xavier is waiting we’ll talk at home deal” Bill said into Amanda’s ear.

When the two got to the car they found Tom and Chelsea snuggling in the backseat. Amanda at the sight squeezed Bill’s hand lightly.
“Take the front I’ll go in the back with them.” Bill said Amanda nodded and took the front passenger seat. Seconds later Bill sat down next to Tom who was whispering things into Chelsea’s ear making her squeal and Amanda glare. Xavier noticed Amanda’s anger and understood. He didn’t like Chelsea either.

(20 minutes of non stop flirting between Tom and Chelsea made Amanda crazy and Bill and Xavier look at the two in disgust but Chelsea and Tom were to busy they didn’t even notice. They had finally gotten home and Amanda when Xavier parked the car stepped out of the car and slammed the car door and ran to the house. When she got inside she left the door open so the rest would get in, Amanda ran upstairs and went inside her bedroom and closed the door lightly and locked it. She walked over her side table which had a note. She walked slowly toward it and picked it up. It read.

Dear Amanda,
I know you haven’t been here long but I would really like you to accompany me and Simone to Magdeburg Germany to study your routes and out business trip is that so I thought it would be a good idea. Your plane leaves Saturday at 3:30am.
Love your father

Amanda read the last line.
“That’s tomorrow.” Amanda gasped. She thought about how she would manage leaving when she just met her stepbrothers which she had grown to love over the week that they visited he in the hospital. Well mostly Bill because Tom never really came after the day of the accident. Tears began newly to fall upon her face. The door made a creek. Amanda turned to look to find Bill at the doorway.
“You ok.” Bill asked coming closer to Amanda. He came up to her and saw the note.
“Are you leaving?” he asked with pain in his eyes.
“I guess it would mean a lot to my dad and your mom.” Amanda answered sniffling.
“I understand.” Bill said raising his hand to wipe the tears from Amanda’s cheek

[caro.lina.]

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[amandaaraujo]

new chapter coming in a few

[amandaaraujo]

alright soo im sensing this is getting boring any suggestions and oh i need some 3 girls and 2 guys if its possible im open to anyone :)
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Chapter 11 Here is the time of truth speaks now or forever hold your peace.

“Bill How did you get in my room?” Amanda asked
“Erm well hihih I kinda got a key for every room; it was a gift from my mom I always wanted to collect keys so I started with the house keys now I have keys to fill my key chains heh” Bill said shyly.
“Weird but I think that’s cool.” Amanda said smiling.
“So are you going” asked Bill.
“I guess I am.” Amanda responded looking down.
“Do you need a hug?” Bill said stretching out his arms waiting for a hug. Amanda smiled and laughed a bit at Bill.
“Fine” Amanda said finally giving in and receiving a warm tight hug from Bill.
(Slam the door opens)

Tom ran in and saw Amanda and Bill hugging.
“What the H/ell is this” Yelled Tom. Amanda and Bill broke the hug and turned to look.
“What gives Tom?” Amanda asked astonished at Tom.
“Uh ill go see if um well I let you guys talk it out.” Bill said sneaking out of the room.
“Bill get your little *** back in here.” Tom said angrily.
“Fine.” Bill said slumping back into the room.
“So anyone would help to explain the smooching scene?” Tom asked Pis*sed off.
“WHAT” screamed Amanda and Bill in unison?
“Yeah you heard me what’s the big idea?” demanded Tom.
‘What are you talking about I was, we were just hugging.” Amanda yelled over Tom’s screams.
“Yeah Tom it’s not bad jeez what is wrong with you?” asked Bill looking at Tom with a questioned look.
“Well it didn’t look like that why were you hugging?” asked Tom
“Well do you really want to know huh Tom do I have to remind you today’s event.” Amanda bellowed at Tom’s face.
“Yeah I do so spit it out already.” Tom yelled back at Amanda’s face.
“Well first of all why did you come in my room like that?” Amanda questioned.
“Don’t change the subject.” Screamed Tom
“Just answer the dan.m question Tom.” Amanda yelled back. While Bill had taken a few steps away form the feuding teens and sat on Amanda’s neatly made bed to watch them.
“Fine because Chelsea...” tom began to say but was cut off by Amanda’s fury.
“What, what did the Bi, tch tell you, what that I am an extra terrestrial and you need to destroy me or something.” Amanda yelled.
“What hahh that is what you think she said.” Tom said laughing. Bill stated to giggle but got a death glare from Amanda.
“No she said that she told me that um that um that well...” Tom stuttered.
“Tell me tell me are you just to chicken to tell me?” Amanda yelled.
“She said to check on you because she said that who knows what were you doing up here.” Tom said quickly.
“WHAT, what does that supposed to mean? Who does she think I am a who’re like you huh did she think I was screwing your brother or something does she have a secret love obsession over Bill’s hair or something.” Amanda screamed. At this time Bill was wide eyed.
“LOVE OBSESSION with my hair.” Bill screamed.
“Well I don’t know just saying.” Amanda said turning to look at Bill. Amanda jerked back as to find Tom’s hand grasping her arm harshly.
“Oww get your perverted hands off me.” Yelled Amanda. Chelsea ran in and saw what was happening.
“What the H; ell is happening here.” Screamed Chelsea.
“Nothing im just talking with Amanda.
“Doesn’t look like it, you fell for her again Tommy I knew I wasn’t enough for you boohoo.” Fake cried Chelsea making Tom run to her aid. Just before Tom looked back at Chelsea, Chelsea had stuck up her middle finger to Amanda. Tom walked out with Chelsea and they talked for a few seconds but then once again Tom burst in.
“Now look what you did ugh Amanda I wish you never came you ruined everything you ruined my life.” Screamed Tom.
“WELL THEN YOU’LL BE HAPPY WHEN I LEAVE TOMORROW AND I THINK YOU’LL SEE ME FOR A LONG TIME.” Yelled Amanda taking her suitcase from the closet and start to pack with Bill looking at Tom astonished at his words.
“GET OUT TOM” Yelled Bill in such a tone that sent chills down Tom and Amanda’s spine both looking at Bill who never yelled or got involved in any fights of such a sort.
Tom left the room still dumbfounded and thinking over what he just said that made Bill yell which was the first time he heard Bill yell like that since Tom broke bills firs Nena Tape.

Amanda packed her clothes without folding or organizing it she just wanted to get out of the house as possible.
“Amanda.” Bill said softly. Amanda didn’t answer and kept packing with tears of fury falling down.
“Tom didn’t mean what he said or do don’t listen to him.” Bill said
“Bill look I don’t know what im going to do but I know I can’t stay here any longer so Bill this is a goodbye I guess.” Amanda said finishing up.
“But your flight won’t leave until tomorrow.” Bill said helping her close the suitcase.
“Then I will sleep at the airport.” Amanda said running out before Bill had a time to catch up.
“Amanda wait” Yelled Bill out of breath from the sudden reaction Amanda took.

(TOM)

Oh no she’s leaving what have I done* thought Tom
“Hey Tommy what’s wrong baby” Said Chelsea on Tom’s lap.
“Yeah im fine” Kay so are ready for my surprise.” Chelsea said getting up dragging Tom out of the basement to the stairs going to his room.
“Im tired Chelsea.” Tom complained.
“AWW please” Whined Chelsea. All of a sudden they see Amanda storm out of her room followed by a panting Bill at the top of the stair way while Amanda was half way down.
“Wait.” Yelled out Bill. Tom let go of Chelsea toward Amanda.
“Where are you going?” Tom questioned.
“To the airport.” Amanda said calling out to Xavier. “Xavier I need a ride” she screamed while she saw Xavier come out of the hallway. Xavier came out to start the car.

Amanda got in and so did Xavier. He started the car and asked. “Where to Amanda.”
“The airport.” Responded Amanda. He nodded and headed off.

Back to the house.

“TOM are you even going to do something.” Asked Bill still trying to catch his breath.
“No it’s her choice.” Yelled out Tom
“Uh im going to go.” Said Chelsea.
“OH yeah now you decide to leave.” Bill said.
“What.” Asked Chelsea
“nothing.” Mumbled Bill. Chelsea left and the twins were left alone.

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Soo the people i need are
1. amanda's new best fiends-i need 2 people for this
2.amanda's councler.
3.and father's buisness friends son/daughter
so just tell me
Name:
Age:
Look:
personality:

thx and PM on it please :)

[madilene]

holaz! i want to be one of her friends

name:madi
age:15
look:wavy black hair, about 5'6", skinny, greenish blueish eyes
personality:fun, outgoing, careing, sometimes i get rele hyper and act all crazy

[amandaaraujo]

holaz! i want to be one of her friends

name:madi
age:15
look:wavy black hair, about 5'6", skinny, greenish blueish eyes
personality:fun, outgoing, careing, sometimes i get rele hyper and act all crazy
ok thx Madi :)

alright one more person for this one

[xXxMandiixXx]

me me me me me ME!
hehe

one of her besties :)

Name:Serenity but people nicknamed her Suri

Age:17
Look:long black hair with blue purple and pink highlights with a side fringe,medium height avereage weight,bluey grey eyes slightly tanned
personality:hyperactive caring loving responsable trustworthy and serious wen need be

please add me my twin lolz

loving the story btw :)

<3 Mandii xx

[tokiohotel26]

am i too late??? can i be anything but the counselor [i am scared of them! anything else is fine]
Name: lexi
Age:14-18 [or whatever u need it to be]
Look:dark brown hair with purple highlights, skinny with muscles but has curves in the back [i do cheerleading and softball], is about 5'3
personality:friendly, active imagination, is never serious unless something bad has happened
[[and when something bad happens i act like your mom and try to comfort u and cuss out the person whos fault it is]]


need anything else?

[amandaaraujo]

ok so i need 2 more peeps but thats ok im going to post one more chapter and ill start adding people in, in the next chapter got it :)
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Chapter 12 There she goes and here you are standing alone with head held low.

“Why are you leaving Amanda?” Asked Xavier.
“Well my dad left a note saying that he wanted me to accompany Simone and him on their business trip.” Amanda said playing with her fingers looking down.
“Are you sure you want to leave?” Asked Xavier looking at the road.
“I don’t know but it would mean a lot to them if I did.” Amanda said turning to look at Xavier who was still paying attention to the road.
“Well do you want to satisfy them or yourself?” asked Xavier stopping on a red light, turning to look at Amanda.
“Xavier well right now it would be a good time to be away from it all do you know what I mean?’ Amanda said turning to look at the window beside her.
Xavier started again when the light turned and kept his sight on the road.
“Yeah I understand Miss Amanda.” Xavier finally responded.

They arrived to the airport. Xavier parked the car and got out so did Amanda. Xavier took Amanda’s suitcase and handed it to her. Amanda took it and left walking from the car. She reentered the busy airport. She looked around and found the front desk. She walked over to find a young girl working the checkout.
“Hallo” said the lady.
“Hi im Amanda Chaning I have a flight at 3:30 am I was wondering if I could change it to 10:30 pm.” Amanda said while the girl looked down and typed on her computer.
“Yes it is possible but you have to pay a fine would you like me to take it out of your tab?” said the lady looking back at Amanda.
“Tab?” questioned Amanda.
“Yes the man who purchased the ticket said that if you wanted to change anything he would leave his tab open.” The lady said.
‘OH ok then yes please.” Amanda responded. Amanda was anxious to find out what time it was and looked around to find a clock in the crowded airport but failed.
“Um excuse me do you know what time it is?” Amanda asked the lady.
“Yeah sure its 5:30pm.” Said the lady.
“Danke” Amanda responded and left with her bag. Amanda went to the waiting area where there were rows of chairs most of them filled. She looked around when she found an empty spot. She walked toward the spot and sat down.
“Ugh I have to wait 5 hours.” Amanda mumbled to herself.

(Back to the House)

Tom was still not talking to Bill for some reason. Bill just looked at Tom with hurt he took one more glance at Tom and turned around toward the stairway and began to walk up.
Tom just stood alone in the middle of the entryway thinking to himself. He stood there for a few minutes. Then he took off toward the basement and turned the TV on and stayed there the whole night.

Bill was still in his room thinking also to himself. He couldn’t take the silence any longer so he got up from his bed toward his ipod. He plugged it in to his ihome and blasted his room with Nena 99luftbaloons. He began to sing along to the words and soon fell asleep.

Tom still watched TV he glanced at his watch it read 10:20pm. He got up and went to the kitchen. He looked around the refrigerator to find something to eat but got tired of looking and went to his room. He heard Nena form Bill’s room. He glared and walked toward his room. He turned the TV on and saw on the news, He saw Amanda on the screen. She was at the airport. There were a lot of cameras and people asking her questions. Tom tried to ignore it but he still didn’t get Amanda out of his heart. He was restless until he said that he had to get to her. He got up and was running through his room for his keys.
“Yes I’ll be leaving in 10 minutes I better board the plane.” Tom heard Amanda’s voice from the plane. He ran faster and finally found them underneath his bed. He ran out of room. He then went to Bill’s room and pounded on his door a couple of times until Bill came out.
“What do you want Tom.” Bill said rubbing his eyes.
“Come on we have to stop her from boarding the plane it leaves in...” Tom stopped and looked at his watch.
“8 minutes come on.” Tom said out of breath.
“What but she leaves at 3:30 am.” Bill said confused.
“Well then she changed it come on move your ***.” Tom yelled.
“Ok, ok go im coming.” Bill said running back to his room looking for shoes. Bill finally came out of his room toward Tom’s car which had been already started with Tom inside.
He jumped in and before Bill could close the car door Tom just took off.

(Back at the Airport)
Amanda looked at the clock above and was blinded with lights shooting at her.
“SO Amanda where are you going.” A reporter asked.
“Im going with my father and his wife to Magdeburg.” Amanda responded rubbing her eyes.
“Why are you leaving having to deal with two brothers got to you?’ Another reporter asked.
“No um of course not its this project my dad wants me to go help out.” Amanda responded trying to get out of the crowd.
“So we heard you and Tom kissed what is it with that we even have pictures to prove it.” Another reporter said getting into Amanda’s face.
“No I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Amanda said trying harder to get out she looked at the clock one more time it read 10:25pm Amanda ran out with her suitcase toward the gateway with people running behind her calling her name.
She finally go to the plane and a security finally came to her aid she got into the plan e where she fond people staring at her. A little girl came up to her.
“Miss Amanda can I can I have an autograph.” Asked the little girl about 11 years old with a thick German accent. Amanda was confused.
“Uh sure but why im not famous.” Amanda said taking the paper and pen from the little girl. Amanda signed it and handed it back to the little girl.
“Uh yes you are, you are the sister of Tom and Bill.” She said innocently. Amanda smiled.
“I guess I am, what is your name?’ asked Amanda.
“My name is Elizabeth, but everyone calls me Eli.” The little girl said.
“OH that’s a nice name, well Eli I have to be going now nice meeting you.” Amanda said smiling at Elizabeth. The girl smiled and turned around running to her mother. Amanda heard Elizabeth say. “Mommy, mommy look I got an autograph from Amanda Bill und Tom’s sister.” The little girl said to her mother.
Amanda smiled to herself and walked toward her seat.

(Back to Bill and Tom)

“We’re not going to make it in time Tom there is to much traffic.” Bill said anxiously.
“We have to get there before the plane leaves,” Tom said honking furiously at the cars ahead.
“Tom stop its not there fault.” Bill said grabbing Tom’s hand from the steering wheel.
“Bill get off the line is moving,” Tom said going b back to driving in full speed.
“Tom slow down.” Bill said scared looking at the velocity they were going at.
“Ok we’re here.” Tom said stopping causing them to go forward from the sudden stop.

(Amanda)

The plane started to move and it was now going to take off. Amanda clutched the seat nervously.

(Tom and Bill)

“Hurry move your *** Bill” screamed Tom. Both of them running toward the check out desk.
“Uh did the 10:30pm plane take off.” Asked Tom panting.
“It’s on its way sir.” The lady said. Tom looked at Bill and began to run toward the road where the planes took off. Bill began to run after him.
“Tom wait Tom.” Screamed Bill. The y were on the road and the security after them yelling. “STOP YOU ARE NOT ALOUD THERE STOP.” The security yelled. Tom and Bill kept running but Tom stopped at the sight of the plane taking off. He stopped turned around with his head low alone on the tracks. Bill came to him.
“Tom” Bill said quietly. Tom pushed Bill out of his way and was walking back to the car. Bill just followed.
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kk so thats chapter 12 i hope you guys like it im still thinking but there is something that is going to happen but i cant give it away :) soo ill add peeps in the next chapter :D

[luvukaulitztwins]

OMG NO NO NO OMG MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[kArLa2tH]

i love it
awwwwww Tom

[xXxMandiixXx]

god darn it why did tom have to leave it till last minute to go stop her and why did amanda have to change her flight time


anywayz continue!

<3 Mandii xx

[caro.lina.]

can't wait for more

[tokiohotel26]

dam.n! now i feel kinda bad for tom even though he was being an asshole

[amandaaraujo]

god darn it why did tom have to leave it till last minute to go stop her and why did amanda have to change her flight time


anywayz continue!

<3 Mandii xx

She had to change her flight time because it was for 3:30 am and she wanted to leave as fast as possible so she changed it to an earlier time,, im updating now !!!

[amandaaraujo]

okay so this is a short chapter im going to be adding one person at a time so b e patient please :) hope you like it although i think its a bit boring :oops:
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Chapter 13 Now what will you do? She’s gone!

Tom kept walking until he reached the his car. Without looking back he entered the drivers seat and taking off leaving Bill all alone in the airport. Tom drove off making the car make a screeching sound from the rubber in the tires.

Bill kept running to catch up to his brother but failed.
“Tom stop wait don’t leave me here.” Bill said frantically out of breath waving his arms over his head hoping his brother would look but no he left in his car leaving Bill in the middle of the parking lot alone. Bill looked around for a solution. He went to the streets trying to cover himself from the people around him. He walked a little bit more and found himself lost.
‘I can’t believe it im from Germany and im lost.” Bill said stressed out looking at his surroundings. He dug into his back pocket hoping he had his cell. He dug into his jacket but no he had nothing.
“Ugh” bill grunted and walked back inside the airport. Bill was lost and didn’t have money for a cab.

(Amanda)

Amanda raised the plane’s window cover and looked down. She saw the Berlin streets in a miniature form. She couldn’t help but smile at the wonderful sight. She thought about what she had done and questioned herself if she had done the right thing. A few minutes later of being questioned by her imagination she felt someone sit next to her. She looked to her right. She saw a girl about her age.
“Hi im Serenity but you can call me Suri.” A young girl with long black hair with blue purple and pink highlights with a side fringe, medium height average weight, bluey grey eyes. Amanda smiled at the young girl and responded.
“Hi my name is Amanda.” Amanda said giving a weak smile.
“Say is something wrong Amanda.” Asked Suri
“Nah just tired.” Amanda said looking away back to the plane window.
“Doesn’t look like nothing, well anyways why are you heading toward Magdeburg.” Asked Suri
“Im visiting my dad and his wife, how about you?” asked Amanda Kindly
“Oh I’m going to visit my Aunt, you see my parents have this thing that either I go or my sister goes there to check on her once in a while you see she is a little bit ill.” Suri said sighing lying back at her chair.
“Oh im sorry.” Amanda said looking at Suri who was closing her eyes trying to rest.
“Its ok its just life.” Suri said
“Yeah life” Amanda said quietly.
The two girls rested and soon dozed off for a couple of minutes but were soon awakened by the flight attendant who was bringing some food.
‘Hallo would any of you girls like some refreshments.” Said the flight attendant.
“Uh yeah I would like a coke.” Suri said
“Me too.’ Amanda added.

The two girls were drinking their coke and began to talk.


(Back to the Twins)

Tom was getting close to home when he remembered he had left Bill all alone at the airport. He checked his phone looking through his contact searching for Bill’s number. He found it and called it and waited for an answer but only got the mailbox. Tom stopped the car and turned it around toward the airport once again.

(Bill)

“Oh Fick im stuck here until retard Tom finds out he left me here or maybe he did it on purposes, but anyways he has to pick me up because his conscious wont let him, I Know my brother well.” Bill mumbled to himself sitting in one of the bathroom stalls hiding from fans or reporters. He heard a couple of screams pass the boy’s bathroom so Bill opened the stall and walked toward the door. He opened it slightly. He thought he was safe so he stepped out but in the moment he touched the floor on the other side there was a loud scream.
“AHHAH THAT’S BILL KAULITZ” A girl screamed pointing toward Bill’s direction. All Bill could do was run back into the bathroom and lock himself in the bathroom. Although it didn’t have a lock. Bill was blockading the doorway with his body. His back against the door trying to keep the pounding door up to protect himself from over obsessive fans.
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i still need two peeps but ill try to make one up :)

[amandaaraujo]

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[kArLa2tH]

more please :mrgreen:

[amandaaraujo]

i dont know when ill be updating because i need to think over what i need to wright ill take suggestions and ideas:)

[amandaaraujo]

i'm still in the process of adding people in but it will take some time so please dont get mad---this is going to be a flashback like chapter fot the three its kinda borinf but pleaase leave comments so i know i can continue!!!!
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Chapters 14 Both are far but seem to have a connection from many years back-a bond that will last forever.

The plane had just been in 4 hours of flight and Amanda and Suri kept talking while the seconds and minutes flew by.
“Hahah, that’s so funny I can’t believe your dad, got his hand stuck in the toilet.” Amanda exclaimed laughing so hard her head hurt. Amanda took a deep breath to calm herself down. Suri was still playing with her hair while she told the funny story about her family and how each one of them did not look like their parents.
“Yeah I know I come from a wacky family.” Said Suri shrugging her shoulders and still fiddling with her hair. She turned to look by the plane’s aisle and turned back to face Amanda.
“That’s nice.” Amanda said giving a long heavy sigh.
“So I told you about my family and what it was growing up tell me about your family.” Suri asked while looking at Amanda curiously. Amanda was still looking at nothing and was thinking hard when a flash back came to her.

~Flash Back~
There was a little girl with long black hair sitting alone in her room by the dark blue opened window watching the storm grow louder and stronger. Seeing the trees swaying violently back and forth was slightly relaxing to her. Like a lullaby rocking her to sleep and setting her pain on ease. The droplets penetrated from the window’s screen and landed softly on the girl’s cheek. She closed her eyes and felt every inch of her skin get moist where the drop had landed. The girl sat there in silence listening to the haunting lullaby made by the storm when that silence was disrupted by a loud screaming from the door next door to her room.
“I Don’t care of what you do with your life but your not taking her.” Said a woman loud enough for the little girl to here. She sat there listening to her parents fight once again for the 5th time this week. The girl thought in silence but her ideas were newly again disrupted by another scream this time a male voice.
“Well she’s my daughter too, you can’t deprive her from her own father.” Her father yelled back at her mother. The long dark haired girl got up from her position toward her door. She walked casually through the dark room along the light blue carpet. As she listened to the adults in the other room yelling. She continued her journey through her rather normal sized room. She took precaution in each step to make sure the floor boards beneath the carpet wouldn’t creek or make a sound. As she reached the door she slowly lifted her hand. As she opened the door it made a little screeching sound causing the girl to shut her eyes in fear of someone had heard. She opened her eyes to find everything was the same. The little girl stepped out to the hallway and standing rigid listening to the fight. She saw a figure open the door and slam it shut. It was her father. He turned to look at his young one staring at him and the door. He quickly walked to his daughter and bent to her level of height.
“I heard everything.” The young girl whispered to her father.
“It’s ok honey.” Her father said tenderly bringing his precious one to his chest giving her a tight warm hug.
“Im going to leave for a few days and come back you hear me.” He said in a hushed tone. The little girl pulled away from her hug and looked at her father with tears threatening to fall and soak the porcelain like skin.
“Ill be back real quick ill come back for you I promise.” The man said to his young girl who stared with those dark chocolate eyes.
“ok daddy.” The little girl said looking down away from her father. Her father smiled and reached his hand to her chin. He lifted her face so she would look at him directly.
“I promise” He said once again smiling. With that he left walking down the stairs with his hand on the cool wooden railing. He got to the front door and opened it. The sight of lightning and the defining sound from the thunder emerged from the door. The tall figure disappeared from the door and when it closed the little girl looked away with tears slowly making their way toward her cheek. She turned around walking back to her room. Reaching to her bed and cry herself to sleep with the low whistle of the wind in the storm. That was the last time she saw her dad when she was 7 until now.

~Flash Back over. ~

Amanda came back to her senses finding Suri waving her hand side to side in front of her face. Amanda felt the soft sway of her hand against the air making Amanda feel the cool air crashing gently on her face.
“Hello Amanda you in there?” questioned Suri pulling her hand back. Placing it gently to her lap locking it with her other hand. Amanda took a moment then turned her head softly toward her impatient friend at her side.
“Oh I’m sorry, I just zoned out, so what did you want to know” Asked Amanda placing her elbow on the armrest while placing her chin on her palm.
“I asked about what it was like when you were growing up in America and about your family.” Suri repeated to her friend.


(Back in Berlin where the Boys are)

“Oh God” Tom said surprised to see the crowd of girls screaming his brothers name all gathered rather close to each other pushing against the door of the men’s bathroom. Tom ran toward the crowd but stopped himself before he did something he was going to regret later. Instead Tom grabbed his pants and pulled them up and started to run toward the security guards that were on the other end of the airport. The guards followed Tom toward the men’s bathroom. The loud screams grew louder at the sight of Tom. The guard quickly moved every girl to their places and sent most of them home.
“Danke” Tom said to the guards who nodded and went back to their position. Tom took a few steps forward until he reached the heavy door. He jerked a little but it wouldn’t move. Tom raised his hand and scratched his head in confusion. Tom then raised his hand and knocked on the door and yelled.
“Bill it’s me Tom.” Tom yelled. Bill heard and felt like a heavy pressure had been lifted
from his chest. He stepped back from the door and felt his legs numb. He slowly walked back to the door and opened it to find Tom smiling.
“Oh Tom I was so scared.” Bill said grabbing his brother into a hug.
“you scared of your fans, ha-ha you make me laugh Bill come on lets go home.” Tom said smiling. Bill nodded and followed Tom to the car. As the two walked out of the airport to the concrete floor walking toward Tom’s black Cadillac. At the sight of the car Bill smiled and took a seat in the passenger seat.

The car had gotten to the highway. When Tom came to a stoplight where the two siblings stared into the distance.

~Flash Back~
There was a blurry image of a girl by the window watching the storm. Her eyes dark chocolate color. When a loud scream from the other room. Causing the twins to awake from their queer dream. The twins sat up and turned to look at each other. The boy with the dirty blonde hair looked at his brother who also had dirty blonde hair. He smiled at his other half and watched his brother smile back. Then raising his hand to stretching causing him to yawn.
“YOU WILL NEVER KNOW I CAN TAKE THEM WHENEVER THE **** I WANT.’ Yelled a male voice from the room across the two little boy’s room.
“Bill” said the young boy who was yawning call out to his brother.
“Yeah.” Answered Bill with a frightened voice.
“I’m scared.” Said the boy across the room from Bill who sat up straight.
“Me too Tom.” Bill said back. Tom got up from his bed slowly letting one foot touch the cold wooden floor causing a bit a cool sensation on Tom’s foot. Next he let his other foot touch the ground. Tom got up and walked carefully toward the bed across the room toward his beloved brother. It took him a few second to get to his frightened brother. He slowly made his way to the bed and slowly placed his hand on the bed dragging it along feeling the smooth cotton sheets. Tom raised his leg and placed on the bed and pushed him self upward to sit on his brothers bed. Bill looked at Tom and smiled. The two snuggled up in bed and tried to fall back to sleep. When a loud crash came from downstairs. The boys got up quickly and hugged each other. Then there was a slam from the front door. The boys jumped off the bed toward their white opened window and each on sat at each corner looking out. There was a tall figure with a whisky bottle in the hand. It was the boy’s father. The man noticed his two sons up looking out the window toward his direction.
“You boys are coming with me if not ill take one of you.” Called out the man, then turned his back on them and left singing all drunk.
Bill looked at Tom and started to cry. Tom at the sight of his brother crying broke his heart but knew he was the strong one that had to lend support to his fragile brother, got up and walked slowly to his twin. He looked at where he stepped trying to avoid any pointy toys that had been left on the floor. Tom reached out to his brother and both of the boys hugged.
“Tom promise to be with me by my side always.” Bill said raising his head. Tom nodded.
“I promise” Tom responded.
“Pinky promise.” Bill said stretching out his little pinky out toward Tom. Tom stretched out his pinky also and locked pinkies with Bill.
“Pinky promise” Tom said. Bill smiled and both Boys went into Bill’s bed and snuggled up and fell asleep together.

~Flash Back over. ~
The two boys in the car looked at each other and smiled. The both of them had, had the same flash back. The street light turned green and Tom started off again.
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COMMENTS PLEASE!!!

[amandaaraujo]

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[amandaaraujo]

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[tokiohotel26]

that was a pretty sad chapter...

so many flashbacks :cry:

[xXxMandiixXx]

aww poor boys and Amanda for going through the same thing :(

and omg my dad got his hand stuck in the toilet lolz thats so funny luckily my real dad hasnt lolz


CONTINUE!!!

<3 Mandii xx

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

this stroy rocks aww i think thats my fav. chapter <3

update!

[ChOcoLaTe_CuP_CaKe]

this stroy rocks aww i think thats my fav. chapter <3

update!

[amandaaraujo]

YAY FINALLY END OF SHCOOL WOHOOOO IM FREE FROM TEACHERS>> FINALLY GRSUATED:):):):):):D:D:D:D

[kArLa2tH]

awww i am so imagining the boys
poor Amanda
keep writing =)

[amandaaraujo]

im going to update later tonight cuz im going to the book store to buy a vampire or werewolve book heheh some ideas are going to beflowing..

[amandaaraujo]

Sorry to everyone im about to give some inconvieniant news. my mom june 21st at 4:35am my mom has been taken to the hospital. I am unable to update my story althouogh i might.Thank you all for understanding. right now im at home wondering how my mom is doing.she is stable but is hooked to an oxeygen tank.
-Amanda- :(

[xXxMandiixXx]

omg hunni im so sorry i hope she'll be fine and if you need to talk im here

<3 Mandii xx

[kArLa2tH]

I'm sorry hope she gets better <3

update when u can no rush

[amandaaraujo]

thx guys :)well right now i dont know when she'll be back but i think its a little odd that things are happening aroun the forum...dont you guys thiink?

[tokiohotel26]

im sorry! i was away this weekend and i didnt have internet access. i hope she is ok and gets better! and what do u mean odd things?

[amandaaraujo]

ok so everything is back to normal so i think im going to sart writing again yaya:)

[amandaaraujo]

ok so im back yay *Hugs eveyone* im so happy to be back hhaha lolz so i added Madilene and ill add lexi to the next part of this chappie cuz just want to make you guys suffer a little haah lolz no cuz gotta go to bed hihi so hope yall like it :>
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Chapter 15 long journey to take the loved ones back.

“Well, I was born in NY with my mom dad. They were divorced when I turned 7. I lived with my mom and my uncle for 11 years until I was sent here where I saw my father and his stepchildren, who turned out to be international rock band called Tokio Hotel.” Amanda said quickly. While look down at her lap.
“Wait what your stepbrothers are Bill and Tom Kaulitz” Suri said surprised. Putting her hands in her mouth. She soon let them go and grabbed Amanda’s shoulder.
“Do you know what that means?” Suri said still holding onto Amanda’s shoulder.
“What.” Asked Amanda scared at the reaction Suri took.
“Well that means your famous, wow this is so cool, but why aren’t you happy.” Asked Suri noticing her friend who was about tear up.
“Ill tell you some other time.” Amanda responded
The girls stayed silent the rest of the trip to Magdeburg.

The plane landed and neither of the girls talked until the flight attendant announced the arrival.
“ok so Amanda call if you need anything and you have my address just in case got it.” Suri asked Amanda.
“Yeah don’t worry hehe so you have my address right and my dads number.” Amanda asked in return.
“of course” Suri responded.
The girls went their separate ways.

Amanda was walking toward the luggage pick up, when she bumped into someone. The two bodies fell to the ground with a loud thud.
“Oh im so sorry.” Amanda said while helping up a girl about her age with wavy black hair, about 5'6", skinny, greenish bluish eyes.
“No don’t worry.” Said the girl.
“My name is Madilene” said Madilene stretching out her hand towards Amanda. Amanda gladly shook her hand and introduced herself.
“My name is Amanda Chaning” Amanda said hoping she hadn’t gotten famous yet in Magdeburg.
“Oh nice to meet you Amanda.” Madilene smiled.
“So what brings you to this little town of Magdeburg.” Asked Madilene.
“Well im on a business trip with my dad and his wife.” Amanda murmured.
“Oh cool im here because well lets just say I kinda took the wrong plane.” Madilene said with a little laugh.
“Oh my really wow do you have somewhere to stay?” Amanda asked worriedly.
“No but im going to stay in a hotel until I get this thingy organized.
“If you want you can stay with my dad and his wife.” Amanda said nicely.
“Oh no I couldn’t do that.” Madilene said shyly
“Nah I don’t think they will mind plus it would be nice to hang around a girl for a while.” Amanda said walking with Madilene to pick theirs luggage up.
“Alright” Madilene said happily.
The two girls looking for their luggage.
“Oh God I forgot I don’t have luggage here duh I took the wrong plane.” Madilene said smacking her head with the palm of her hand.
“Don’t worry you can borrow some of my clothes.” Amanda said pulling out her bag from the moving rubber carpet on the pick up.
“Really oh goodness I don’t want to be a burden.” Madilene said blushing.
“Nah don’t worry about it.” Amanda said walking out with Madilene toward Amanda’s father was waiting for her.

“Well hello there how was your flight.” Asked Rick.
“It was alright” Amanda murmured.
“So I see you have a friend.” Rick said smiling at Madilene.
“Yeah she’s Madilene she kinda took the wrong plane here so I was wondering if she could stay with us until she can get back where she has to be.” Amanda explained.
“Oh yeah of course no problem.” Rick said still smiling.
“Oh where are my manners.” Rick said stretching out his arm.
“My name is Rick Chaning as you can see Amanda’s dad.” Rick said smiling.
“My name is Madilene.” Madrilène responded smiling.
“Well let’s go in the car and we can talk.” Rick said opening the car door for the girls.

(In the car after 5 minutes of silence)

“Oh Amanda I forgot to ask you how are Tom and Bill.” Rick asked taking a left turn.
“They’re fine.” Amanda responded unenthusiastically.
“Ah those twins know how to have fun did they take you to one of their concerts yet?” Rick asked smiling.
“No” Amanda responded coldly.
“Wait is you talking about the Kaulitz twins.” Asked Madilene about to pass out.
“Yeah” Amanda said turning to look at her pale friend.
“Oh my goodness why didn’t you I mean never mind.” Madilene said trying to regain herself.
“Im actually they are my stepbrothers.” Amanda responded.
“Omg this is amazing.” Madilene said sitting back in her chair taking a deep breath.
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so tell meis it good so far or did my comeback totally suck??????

[iilyRein]

*new reader* good eh chapter ...... im hoping for a twist coming up soon eh?

[tokiohotel26]

ok so im back yay *Hugs eveyone* im so happy to be back hhaha lolz so i added Madilene and ill add lexi to the next part of this chappie cuz just want to make you guys suffer a little haah lolz no cuz gotta go to bed hihi so hope yall like it :>


booo hooo ur so mean 2 my feelings! :cry:
lol jk! :lol:
great chappie! btw can u make me have brown eyes and purple hair?

[amandaaraujo]

ok so im back yay *Hugs eveyone* im so happy to be back hhaha lolz so i added Madilene and ill add lexi to the next part of this chappie cuz just want to make you guys suffer a little haah lolz no cuz gotta go to bed hihi so hope yall like it :>


booo hooo ur so mean 2 my feelings! :cry:
lol jk! :lol:
great chappie! btw can u make me have brown eyes and purple hair?





hahahah updates coming later today.

[xXxMandiixXx]

BUMP!

hehe u love me dont kill me XD

[amandaaraujo]

BUMP!

hehe u love me dont kill me XD
SRYY XD IM JUST A LITTLE DEPRESSED -_-

JUST FOR THAT IM NOW FORCED TO WRITE ANOTHER CHAPPIE

[amandaaraujo]

ok so its uberly short but the party is going to be another chapter
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Chapter 16 Deal or no Deal

After the long car ride to Amanda’s dad’s apartment each girl went to up to the rather larger building. Amanda admired its structure and looked back at Madilene.
‘Wow didn’t know Magdeburg had nice buildings.” Madilene said.
“Yeah.” Amanda responded. With that the girls went inside finding a marble floor with dark splash patterns. Madilene went up to the elevater but Amanda stopped.
“Arent you going to take the elevator” asked Madilene confused.
“Umm no thanks I had a bad expierence with elevators.” Amanda said backing into someone.
“oh im so sorry.” Amanda said embarrassed.
“no its ok.” Said a girl with dark brown hair with purple highlights, skinny with muscles but has curves in the back and about 5’3.
“hi my name is lexi.” Said Lexi.
“My name is Amanda.” Amanda responed.
“Hey a couple of my friends and I are going to throw a party; do you want to come you could bring your friend.” Lexi said
“Sure.” Madilene responded before Amanda decided.
“Cool see you there and here is the directions.” Lexi said handing Madilene a little flyer.
Lexi waved and walked away.

“I cant believe you just excepted that without a second thought” Amanda said surprised

“Are you coming or not?” asked Lexi.
“Fine.” Amanda smiled

[tokiohotel26]

wooo hoooo! im finally in it! yaaaaaay!

[amandaaraujo]

xxxxx

[iilyRein]

omg yay new chp
no more?

[amandaaraujo]

Sorry guys for keeping you waiting i haf someting to take are of i hope you like this chapter.
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Chapter 17 Admittance of true love and desire.
As the girls walked into their rooms each one rested. Soon to hear Amanda's dad walk in with Amanda's suitcase full of clothes.
"Hey Amanda I got your clothes here." Rick called out setting the suitcase down.

"Thanks dad, Hey dad where's Simone?" questioned Amanda walking out of her room to find her old little suitcase in the middle of the eneterance.

"oh she's taking care of the office while i picked you up,she might be here shortly." Rick answered walking toward the living room.

"Hey dad can I go to a party I was invited to?" asked Amanda willing that her father would aprove.

"Sure, who invited you." Rick asked sitting down on the couch.

"Um a girl from this building her name is Lexi." Amanda responded walking closer to where her father was.

"Oh yes sure, sure she's a nice girl. I hoped you to would get along. she was Tom's ex girlfriend when we came here together." He responded patting the empty spot next to him on the couch signaling Amanda to sit down next to him.

"Oh really she was." Amandas said with a hint of jelousy taking a seat.

"So are you taking your friend Madilene." Asked Rick raising a brow.

"Of course or else I wouldn't go alone." Amanda said quickly.

"Alright thats good, So you might find some drinks there, and im not saying you cant drink because your over age here but where there is drinks there are drugs. SO im just asking you not to do drugs or any sort." Rick said fatherly.

"of course not Dad." Amanda responded normaly.

"Yeah and I also wanted to say that to be careful because boys when they have drinks tend to you know want a girls comany and mabe the girls will accept there comany..." Rick started to say.

"um dad are you talking about sex?" Amanda asked uncomfortably.

"Well yeah um and ...I ...uh just wanted to um." Rick said stuttering.

"OH Dad *hehe* I had that talk with mom when I was 7. Dont worry I'll use protection just in case." Amanda said nrvously itching her arm.

"Oh ok good because im not good to have this talk. I tried once with the boys and we just ended talking about how big you know boys parts get, It seemed Tom was really interested Bill kinda tried to run off. wait why so early?" asked Rick concerned.

Amanda sruggeed her arms "I dont know we just sat down and started talking, Um Dad me and Madilene have to get ready." Amanda said trying to escape. A small giggle was heard. Amanda headed back with her suitcase and walked directly to Madilene's room to find a hystericlly laughing Madilene.

"That wasnt funny." Amanda said sitting down on the floor.

"Yes it was *hahah* Boy parts *ahah* Now we can all know where Tom Kaulitz got his pervertiveness." Madilene said trying to fight back tears from laughing.

"What and is Pervertivness even a word?" Amanda said.

"I don't know." Madilene responded then having another fit of giggles.

"Stop it or you can go butt naked to the party for all I care." Amanda responded.

"Sor-ry." Madilene said sarcasticly.

"Whatever can we just get ready?" Amanda said annoyed.

"Fine." Madilene esponded.

With that the girls started imediatly shuffing clothes and make up.

3 hours later.

"AMANDA HURRY UP THE PARY STARTS IN LIKE 2 MINUTES." Madilene yelled to her friend from the other side of the bathroom door.

"Wait be patient, you can't rush perfection." Amanda responded sarcasticly.

"Whatever, just hurry." Madilene said while rolling her eyes.

"AMANDA COME ON." Madilene said again.

"ok, ok im out." Amanda said opening the door.

"Wow." was Madilene's response.

"Wow your self you look ten time better than me make that thousands times better." Amanda said admiring her friends beauty.

"What ever come on can we just go." Madilene said impatiently.

"Ok, ok take a chill pill." Amanda said pushing Madilene lightly.

The two girls walked out of the room.

"WOW you girls look amazing." Rick said turning his attention to the two teens.

"THANKS" the girls said in unison.

"OH Amanda you look beautiful." a soft female voice said behind the girls. Amanda and Madilene turned around.

"Simone." Amanda yelled hugging Simone.

"How was your flight?" Simone asked motherly.

"It was okay." Amanda responed.

"Who is your friend?" asked Simone nicely.

"Oh hi my name is Madilene." Madilene replied sheepishly.

"Yeah i met her at the airport she took the wrong plane so i asked her if she wanted to stay with us until we can sort something out, is that ok." Amanda asked

"Oh yes of course. That would be nice for you to have girl time.

"Yeah." Amanda replied.

"Oh hunny do you have a cell phone?" Asked Rick.

"Um no." Amanda replied turning around.

"Here take mine." Rick said handing the tiny little blue phone to Amanda.

"Thans dad" Amanda replied recieving the phone.

The girls said goodbye and walked out the door. They walked down the steps to the main floor.

"euhgh ahuuh..." were what the girls said they were panting heavily from all the stairs.

"okay next time we're takingthe elevator, i don't care how scared you are." Madilene said while the walked the last steps.

"Ok I agree." Amanda said exhuasted.

"Ill call a cab to take us." Amanda added.

"ok you do that." Madilene said walking out the door way while Amanda was looking through the phone when the door hit her.

"OOWW" Amanda yelled out.

"AAH omg sorry Amanda." Madilene yelled aiding her friend.

"Its ok." Amanda said while calling a cab.


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BERLIN

"TOM where is my eyeliner?" whined Bill looking through his makeup bag.

"How should I know, why do you need it anyway your not going out." Tom replied grumpy and annoyed.

"Im just looking for it." Bill said in a high pitched voice.

"Whatever CAll mom she might know." Tom replied

" ok i only have Ricks number ill call him later" Bill respnded in defeat.
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Madgeburg

The girls entered the party which turned out to be a club.

"WOw" the girls said in amazment.

"HEY YOU GUYS MADE IT" Lexi yelled over the loud techno music.

"YEAH WOW THIS IS AMAZING" Madilene yelled back.

"HEY I'D LIKE YOU GUYS TO MEET SOMEONE SHE MY REALLY GOOD FRIEND." Lexi said going back to a large crowd.

minutes later Lexi came back with the girl.

Amanda looked at her and then remebered her imediatly.

"SURIII," Yelled Amanda.

"OMFG AMANDA FANCY SEEING YOU HERE." Suri said laughing

"WOW" Amanda said

"YOU GUYS KNOW EACH OTHER" Lexi asked.

"YEAH AMANDA WAS THE GIRL IN THE ARIPLANE I TOLD YOU ABOUT." Suri yelled back at her friend.

"OHO GOD DO YOU REALLY KNOW TOKIO HOTEL." Lexi asked excited.

"YEAH APARENTLY I DO." Amanda YElled back.

"HEY LETS DANCE SHALL WE ILL GET THE DRINKS." Lexi yelled heading to the bar.

THE girls were dancing each one drinking. Amada who never drank before went overboard dancing like mad.

"WOHOOO I FEEL ALIVE." Amanda yelled to her friends.

"YEAH YOU GOT THAT RIGHT." SURI YELLED BACK.

"OOOOH THATS MY SONG." Amanda yelled and startedd singing."GIRLS JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN." Amanda sang

"HAHAHH" all the girls laughed at their friend.

Amanda sarted runnning around."YEAH IM CAT WOMAN." Amanda yelled scratching the guy next to her.

"OW WHAT THE F*CK, YOU STUPID BI*CTH." Yelled the guy holding his cheek.

"F*CK OFF GAY LORD." Amanda yelled flipping her finger. Then she got to the bar and started jumping the seats.

"OMFG AMANDA GET DOWN FROM THERE." LExi yelled.

"NIEN." Amanda responded while head diving into a crowd.

"AHHHH" were screams of people.

"AHahhahahahhhah,,,AManda stop it your not a cat." Yelled suri.

"Aw come on see I have nails and a cute tail." Amand said looking at her back figuring out where her tail went.

"amanda you dont have a tail." Madilene yelled.

"NIENN THAT GAYLORD BASTARD STOLE IT." Amanda yelled running back to the guy he scratched.

"AMANDA NOOOO." All the girls yelled.

"Um MIss I sorry but you have had a little too much to drink and i have to aske you and your friends to step out." A security officer said.

"nuh-uh im fine see i can walk a straight line." Amanda said walking but then tumbling down.

ALL four girls walked out sadly except Amanda who was sick and dizzy.

"I dont feel so good." Amanda whined.

"YEAh who could feel good with have 3 martinis 2 beers and 5 whiskey shots." Suri Said carrying amanda on her shoulder with the help of Lexi and Madilene.

"WOAH 10 Drinks she had." MAdilene asked surprised.

"YEah thats what the bill said." Suri responded

"BILLY I MISS YOU." AManda yelled

"WOw she's realy drunk."

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BERLIN


"OK Im calling RICK i cant find my **** eyeliner." Bill said taking the phone from the reciever.

"DO you really have to call Madgeburg to find a stupid stick of eye makeup." TOm said annoyed.

"YES its an emegency its my most precious possesion." BILL said

"WHAT so im not your precious possesion." TOm asked pretending to be hurt.

Bill knew he was jocking but decided to annoy him more."Oh Tommi Sorry your really my prize possesion, come here ill give you a hug and make it all better." Bill said running towards Tom.

"No you stay away." Tom said looking for something to throw at him. He grabbed the remote and threw it at Bill's Head which it did hit him.

"OOOOOWWWWW I hate you," Bill yelled.

"Porkepine head." Tom muumbled.

Bill dialed the number and waited a few moments.

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Madgeburg
Amanda's cell rang.

She grabbed the phone from her jeans.

"Halooooo" amanda singed.

"Amanda is that you" asked Bill

"BILLY how are YOUUUU." Amanda said laughing.

"OMG thats BIll we cant let her talk to him like this." Madilene said and snapped the phone out of Amanda's hand.

"HEY" Amanda yelled triping.

"what do we do." Suri said.

"Hello amanda you still there" the little phone said.

"AAH er i dont know you say something." Madilen said

"No you say something" Suri yelled back

"Ugh fine ill talk." Lexi said snatchin the phone.

"HELLO BIll" Lexi said through the phone.

"No this is TOm was that Amanda." TOm said practicly yelling.

"Yes that was Amanda she is unable to speack she had a few drinks." Lexi said into the phone.

Amanda got up and snathed the phone back.

"HEllo" amand said into the phone

"AManda its TOm." TOm siad

"TOMI hey my little perv." Amanda said laughing.

"Amanda how much did you drink?" TOm said

"I dont know 10 drinks i lost count." AManda said casually

"10 drinks!!!" YElled TOm

"Dont Yell i have a head ach." Amanda said dizily.

"**** YOU DO." TOm said.

"HEy TOm can I tell you somthing." Amanda almost whispered.

"yeah anything but before you say anything im doo sorry." Tom said pleading.

" I know I know..TOm ..I love you i never forgot you, I want you near me i miss you say hi to bi..." That was the last thing amanda said and passed out.

"OMFG" Yelled Suri Runing with the other 2 to help amanda.

MAdilene picked up the phone.

"TOm I sorry but Amanda passed out." MAdilene said.

"Oh goodness how many of you ar ther with her?" Asked Tom worridley.

"THERE are 3 dont worry We'll make sure your sister gets home safley we gotta go bye." Madilenesaid quickly then shutting the phone.

The 3 girl carried Amandaa to Lexi's car and Lexi went off.

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A/N okay so i think this was the longest chapter ever i hope this makes up for such a long time i havent updated. hihi sorry ok so tell is it gut ?????? need feedback peeps kay.

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yay you wrote more

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okey dokey coming a little bit mehr.!!!:)ay i was inspired by the song another day in paradise by phil collins.
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Chapter 18 routine,new love, forgiveness. questions still unanswered its her turn.

"She's was drunk." Tom exclamined to Bill after he hung up the phone.

"What'd she say." Bill asked worridly.

"She said she loved me and never forgot me, and that she misses me then she said to say hi to you and thats when she passed out." Tom retold everything he heard.

"Oh" Bill said looking down at his shoes.

"Do you really think she meant it?" asked Tom.

"I think Yeah." Bill replied half happy and half sad.

"What do you mean think, i know she wasnt sober but." Tom stopped there.

"I know, I know the saying thats says that when a person who is drunk never lies and says whats with in but still."
Bill said looking stright into Tom's eyes.

"Still what... Do you love her?" Asked Tom yelling at Bill with outrage.

Bill thought for a moment how his brother had taken the situation. But clearly he knew he loved Amanda as a sistr but when TOm puts it that way. No it couldn't be. Bill is confused.

"Yes ... but not in the way you think it is." Bill said quickly clearing his mind.

"What way?" Questioned Tom raising his right eyebrow.

"Like a sister." Bill said almost whispering.

"What." Yelled Tom

"LIKE A SISTER NOW LEAEVE ME ALONE AND STOP INVOLVING ME IN YOUR PROBLEMS IM SICK OF IT UGH." Yelled Bill back without thinking and ran up to his room.

Tom stayed dumbfounded at the reaction his twin had taken. Tom was confused why his brother always reacted strangley. Bill wouldn't talk since she left. Whats wrong. I should know by his thoughts but somehow Bill had blocked him out."Woah thats odd." Tom says and walks to the playroom/basement.

Tom and Bill stayed mad the whole day untill.

Bill's thoughts.I thought I liked her like a sister but thanks to Tom im confused. i can't do this to my brother. He loves her and well...she loves him. I guess I should find someone of my own. But she is different. No she loves Tom and She loves him i shouldn't bud in. *stop Bill stop*. Bill started to cry letting tears sting his cheeks.

Tom's thought.
Does Bill like her more than a sister or is he in love with her. No she said she loves me and i think i love her back. wait a minute did i just say think. No this is love im sure of it. I kissed her and she kissed me back. But did i feel different or did i do it becuase of my nature. NO
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A/N
okay dont worry there's another part to this chapter i need to think it through i just thought to put the boys in for a large part of the chapter!!!

[amandaaraujo]

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO telll me is it good???

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well its not good and its not bad..........


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oh mein gott
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well its not good and its not bad..........


.......Its AWSOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :mrgreen: ....
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THX im updating later i just got back from Carvel

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later on tonight you migt find out.!!!

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okay i see new reader YAY and welcome :) heres the next part. and as i said before the song it was a recital i went to and well that was the song i dont know much about the moves in ballet and jazz so im just going to explain got it. :oops: :)
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Part 2 of chapter 18

"URG are we there yet?" groned Amanda. The girls were headed to Suri's apartment and were in Lexi's car since she was the only one with the car.

"No, now dont puke wait till we get to the apartment." Lexi scolded.

"Okay MOM" Amanda said sarcasticly.

"I need to call my dad to tell him where ill be." Amanda added.

"Okay but dont make it obvious that your drunk." Madilene said softly.

"Yeah i think i was already yelled at enough by Tom." Amanda said.


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4 days later.
"Dad im going to the dance academy" Amanda yelled before closing the apartment door.

Amanda had enscribed to the International Belgium Dance Academy. As she carried her gym bag with her and that had her dance clothes. she had taken Jazz and Ballet mixture. It wasnt a far walk.

As Amanda entered the institute the cool air of the building escaped to the wide open. Amanda walked through the large building to her class with her teacher Mrs. Inga. Inga was a middle aged woman with a dancers body. She looked younger then most her age. Amanda and her class were preparing for the recital that was coming.

"Amanda oh good your here lets get started with the high jumps" Inga yelled through the large room.

"Yes Mrs.Inga." Amanda called back walking into the changing room to get into her tights. (one thing she regreted wearing)

When Amanda walked out she saw a four boys in her class. Which was odd because all of them were girls.

"Okay Amanda I would like you to meet these boys." Inga said. Amanda walked toward some of her classmates and whispered to Linda who was her friend.

"Who are they." Whispered Amanda.

"our partners." Linda repsonded. There were only four girls in the class so that would explain it.

"oh." Amanda responded.

"Okay Amanda, Linda, Chelsea, and Angelica each one will be paired up by height." Inga called out.

"Linda your paired up with Eliah." Called out Inga. Elia was a not so tall boy just like Linda but ELia was still a few inches taller than her. He wasnt that goodlooking. Speaking of that none of them were except for a Tall boy with black hair that fell to his chin. he was muscular and well put together. His Name was Robert. Then there was Chubbi a short Latin looking boy with a big nose. He looked like a player and had one ear pierced. and last was Philip. he was a blonde but looked to fragile almost gay but who knew. he was okay.

"oh nice." Linda said sarcasticly making Amanda giggle. Amanda was distracted so she didnt pay attention.

"Chelsea with Philip." inga called. Chelsea kind of smiled but then put a serious face on.

"Angelica your with Chubbi." said Inga. She was all smiles.

"Amanda you got Robert." Inga said lastly.

Amanda was to busy in thought and didn't relize who she had been paired up with.

"You lucky b*tch." Linda teased.

"What are you talking about." Amanda said utterly confused.

"you got paired up with the hottest guy." Linda responded

"Oh i did." Amanda said uninterested.

"Whats up with you these days your out of normal." Linda said worried.

"No Don't worry a little tired." Amanda said lying.

"Ok but be awake the guys are doing lifts." Linda said winking.

"WHAT." Amanda yelled that made everyone turn their attention to her.

"Miss Amanda would you like to share something with us." Mrs.Inga said sternly.

"No sorry." Amanda responded.

"haha that woke you up." Linda said.

"Yeah whatever." Amanda responded rolling her eyes.



After class all the girls and the guys had left but Amanda stayed behind to practice a bit more. You see she is a perfectionist.

"Ok alone at last." Amanda muttered to herself. She walked toward the sterio and put on a CD. ANother day in paridise By Philip Collins goes on.

Amanda starts with strechting then she moves on with the movements. She began with spining with twisting her right leg. She started a run and leaped.

"Oh think twice its another day with me and you in paradise" The song played.

Little did Amanda know that she was being watched. After a few moments. She stopped and she paused the music.
She went over to grab her water when she heard the door open. Turing to look she found Robert walking closer to her.

Amanda's thoughtsOh goodness what is he doing here. I've had about enough of him. That *** was taking advantage of the dance routine to put his hands all over me ugh.
"Hey what are still doing here." Asked Robert.

"Nothing just practicing, what are you doing here?" questioned Amanda starting to pack her things.

"I just stopped by to pick up my bag i seemed to have left it here." Robert responded smirking. Amanda looked around and didn't find anything.

" I dont see anything here." Amanda said curiosly.

"oh ok you caught me, I was about to leavbe when I heard music and i came to check it out and found you dancing." He responded.

"How much did you see?" questioned Amanda uncomfortable.

"Practicly all of it." He said winking.

Amanda rolled her eyes.

"Whatever i have to go bye." she said and grabbed her things and started walking.

"Hey can i take you home?" Robert asked.

"no I'm fine its a short walk." Amanda responded walking past him.

"Can i at least walk with you?" Robert responded running after her.

"uh no my dad is overprotective he'll skin you alive if your lucky." Amanda lied.

"woah what happend if im not." He said with a smile playing on his lips obviosly not convinced.

"he'll cut your balls, now i really have to go bye." Amanda said walking faster.

"some how i dont seem to beleive you." Robert said smiling. He had a bright smile.

"WEll dont beleive me now i have to go." Amanda said

"Can I at least have your number?" Hhe called out but Amanda already ran out.

Amanda's thoughts (again sorry)
Oh god, he scares me. or am i scared of liking him. wait no no you dont like him,but he's cute. no no 'stop it amanda you were hurt once by a pretty boy dont need another one'
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Berlin

"Its been four days Bill give it up."Tom said at breackfast. Bill had been giving Tom the silent treatment since what happened.
Bill just took his plate and walked up with his waffles to his room.

Tom felt bad for what he had made Bill feel so he decided to apologize.

On the oter hand Bill wasn't entirely mad at Tom. He was mad at himslef for confusing the things.

'knock,knock' Tom went to Bill's room.

"GO AWAY." Bill yelled with a mouth full of waffles so it sounded like this'wo gray'

"What. I dont know how to wo a gray." Tom said confused. Bill swallowed and opened the door.

"I said go away." Bill said angrily.

"No Im not leaving until we talk." TOm said demanding.

"okay so talk." Bill said rolling his eyes.

"I just wanted to say sorry." Tom said sincerely.

Bill smiled and responded." its okay im sorry for acting like this." Bill said giving Tom a big bear hug.

"Okay okay let go." Tom said.

"okay im just happy we made up." Bill said with a huge smile.

"Hey Bill can i ask you something?" Tom quetioned with cuation.

"Yeah anything." Bill said still smiling.

"Do you like Amanda As a sister or something else?" Tom asked.

"uuh erg"
Bill had been trying to avoid this question.

Bill's thoughts

Oh no not this question what will i answer?

Tom's thoughts

If he likes her more than a sister ill understand and back down. he has a hard time finding someone he could rely on. i've had so many girls that its unfair to him. But i love Amanda. I think. she's just so different.
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A/N okay i didnt like how it turned out but its a start to where i want to get so please tell me what you guys think because you have different opinions.

Does Bill LOVE her or just as A sister ?

WIll TOm really give her up if Bill likes her ?\

You'll just have to wait and see.

Mwhahahahha :twisted:

sorry somthing is wrong with me hihi :oops:

[amandaaraujo]

bumpidy bum bum :shock: :lol: :oops:

[caro.lina.]

woaherz drama lama. hehe

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:shock:
robert - pervy old man

[amandaaraujo]

:shock:
robert - pervy old man
lol yeah haahha im updating mabe in like 3 hours i have to go to an ortodantist appointment urgs hope you guys like it so far

*passes out skittles * and if you dont like skittles *passes left over icecream cake from carvel*

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omg whats bill gonna say...please update

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HALLO heres the next chapter. Time with the boys.
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Chapter 19 Happy hour

"Bill are you still there." Tom said waving his hand in front of Bill's face.

"Yeah." Bill said snapping back into reality.

"SO are you going to answer me or no?" Tom said crossing his arms in front of him.

"Answer what." Bill said still confused

"DO-YOU-LIKE-AMANDA-AS-A-SISTER-OR-NOT." Tom asked again.

"um yeah" Bill responded.

"yeah what?" Tom asked raising him right eyebrow.

"Um, um." *DING DONG*. At that moment the doorbell rang.

"yes saved by the bell" Bill whispered to himself.

Tom went to the entrance and peeked through the peep hole to see who it was.
he unlocked the door and opened it.

"Hey Hobbit, Gustav." Tom said smiling.

"Hey Tom." Gustav said. Georg was fuming because Tom had called him a hobbit but quickly got over it.

"Hi Tom." Georg quickly said.

"so what brings you here?" asked Tom confused.

"Oh not again, Did you forget we have to go do a show in like three hours." Gustav said seriously.

"WHAT" yelled Tom running up to his room.

"Hey Bill." Georg called to Bill who was coming down.

"Hey guys." Bill responded waving.

"so you tricked Tom into us having a concert. *ahhaha*" Bill said walking to his friends now.

"yeah it never gets old since that time in England." Gustav said hiding a loud laugh.

The boys looked up to see Tom at the top of the stair case with a guitar in one hand. keys in the other a set of clothes in his mouth. 2 caps on his head. Running down coming to the 3 last steps tripping and falling on his face.

"OW" Tom groaned.

Bill looked at Georg looked at Gustav and looked at Tom. All three took a look and burst out laughing.

"HAHHAHAHHAH" All three burst out.

Tom got up and looked at them with anger in his eyes.

"I fell for it." Tom said through his clenched teeth.

"Yes you did dread boy." Georg said in between laughs.

"Yeah what ever hobbit." Tom said picking everything up from the floor. To cause Tom's pants to fall.

"AHHAHHHA" Again the three burst into laughter.

"Now What." Tom said turning around.

"ahahh your boxers." Gustav managed to say.

"yeah and you've all seen them before." Tom said annoyed.

"Yeah but not those." Georg said laughing. Bil had been laughing not able to speak.

Tom looked down to find little baby drawn reindeer with clouds on it and Santa on his butt.

"Oh shieBe" Tom said looking down to find roudolf with his bright red nose on THE spot.

"HAHHAH" all three kept laughing. Tom ran upstairs with all his things and changing his boxers when he came back he found all three in the kitchen fixing up snacks. Tom walked in and saw all three smile.

"NO Comment." Tom said before anyone said anything.

"Whatever Tomi the red dotted panti." Bill said laughing.

"BIll don't even try your the one that wears G strings." Tom said.

"WHAT i don't wear that." Bill yelled

"Yeah and the hobbit i wonder if it wears underwear im afraid he has dreads down there." Tom said as a comeback.

"WHAT THE **** TOM." Georg yelled.

"okay okay bring it to an end we came here to watch a movie now shut up before i shave you bald Tom." Gustav said getting up and taking the bowl of a mixture of gummy bears gummy worms chips popcorn and snow caps.

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A/N okay i hope you liked it i thought it was lame but we have to get somewhere !!

[tokiohotel26]

i missed alot of chappies!

i am tomi's ex?!?

bill may like amanda as more than a sister?!?

tom has reindeer boxers?!? [hahahahah!!!!]

[amandaaraujo]

i missed alot of chappies!

i am tomi's ex?!?

bill may like amanda as more than a sister?!?

tom has reindeer boxers?!? [hahahahah!!!!]

YUP hihi you like or not /??

[amandaaraujo]

okey gotz an ideas. wow chapter 2o 8-)

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Chapter 20 THE CALL

"Hey stop crying Bill." Gustav said throwing the tissue box at Bill.

"I can't help it the Movie is so sad I mean why end it there on a bike *blows nose*" Bill said again crying.

"Tom are you crying too?" Bill asked his twin.

"No" Tom said wiping the tears off his cheek.

"Yes you are." said.

"Shut up Bill." *Phone rings*,"why don't you pick up the phone instead of bothering the ShieBe out of me." Tom responded harshly.

"Fine." Bill answered walking toward the receiver in the kitchen.

"Hallo" Bill asked all groggy from crying.

"Bill is that you." The other line said.

"Are you crying?" Added the voice. Bill was speechless. His heart fluttered at the voice.

"hey Bill you okay who's on on the phone." asked Tom.

"Um, can i call you back." Bill said before hanging up. Bill walked back to the guys in the living room with a slight smile.

"So who was it." Asked Gustav interested in Bill's excitement.

"um no one it was a wrong number." Bill lied.

"Let me guess is it Nena." Tom joked.

"No." Bill responded frowning.

"anyways what did you guys think of city of angels." asked Georg.

"sad and romantic" Bill said instantly

"Sad." Tom said.

"sad " Gustav added.

"okay i feel like clubbing who wants to come?" TOm asked.

"Ill go." Georg said.

"Me too." Gustav chimed in.

"Nah ill pass." Bill said picking up the mess.

"Ok bye." Tom and the G's waved.

Bill's thoughts.

I cant believe it she called. im so excited and yes Tom forgot what he wanted to know im so happy besides the sad movie but the call cheered me up. Should i call back now or maybe little later. nah now is good. But what should i say. oh what the heack.

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A/N
I know its short but ready!!!

Who called what is he going to say. ohh we all have to wait hihih

[iilyRein]

:O who called?
I know its pretty obvious but still

[amandaaraujo]

:O who called?
I know its pretty obvious but still

ahhha ill update later probably.

[amandaaraujo]

alright here we go
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Chapter 21 Love is a bloom

"Ok im all alone lets call." Bill said to himself excited. He walked back to the kitchen to take the phone. He pressed redial and waited for an answer.

"hello." The voice said on the other line.

"Amanda, hi." Bill said jumping up and down quietly.

"Bill, oh yes how have you been?" Amanda asked happily.

"Fine and you." Bill asked.

"Well its not the same and its very different." Amanda said partly sad.

"Well it is very far." Bill said

"yeah, well how is everything." Amanda asked

"Good." Bill responded plainly.

"Hey Bill can i ask you something." Amanda said nervously

"Yeah anything." Bill responded worried noticing her tone.

"Um what did i exactly say on the phone 4 days ago?" Amanda said nervous

"Well um you said, That you loved Tom and you missed , that you will never forget someone like him." Bill responded sad.

"Bill I didn't really mean it you know that right." Amanda said blushing on the other side.

"Um i dont know but you were pretty convincing." Bill inquired

"I was Drunk Bill." Amanda said seriously.

"I know i KNow but i mean." Bill said nervously now.

"Anyways let change the subject." amanda said

" yeah good idea so did you make any friends." Bill asked.

"Um yeah i met girl in the plane and one at the airport then in the apartment, the one in the apartment her name is Lexi Dad said she used to date Tom." Amanda said.

"Oh yeah i remeber her she was really nice." Bill said.

"Oh," Amanda said.

"Um amanda do you still like Tom?" Bill asked.

"BIll, well not like dating but we could be just friends." Amanda said sincerely.

Bill sighed in relief. "Well thats okay." Bill said half happy.

"Bill i gotta go sorry ill call you later." amanda said.

"Oh ok. Bye ." Bill said.

"Bye" and she hung up.

Bill's thoughts.

hmm It was good talking to her, oh my does she really not like Tom like that or is she just saying that because she's hurt. I Wonder. I feel so guilty. But anyways it was good talking to her.


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Madgeburg



"Oh ok that wasn't as bad." Amanda said to herself.

"AMANDA COME ON." Madilene yelled from the outside of the hallway.

"Alright Alright im coing jeez a girl cant talk on the phone?" Amanda shouted back a bit annoyed.

Amanda and Madilene were planing on going out together with Lexi and Suri shopping and what not.

"ok Amanda if your not here in 10 seconds im going to leave without you!" Madilene yelled once more.

"Ok im out." Amanda said reaching the hallway where Madilene was.

"so who were you talking to on the phone?" Questioned Madilene.

"No one special just a friend from Berlin." Amanda responded.

"oh thats cool." Madilene said.

The girls wen to the elevator (Yes Finally she got over the phobia.)
and went to the front of the building to find an SUV in the front. It was exy once again she is driving. They head to the mall and have a great time until.

......................... ok

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A/N
so thats chapter 21 ill be ending soon. Wow never thought i would end it heheh. Wel ok back to the suspense

Will Amanda come back soon or will it be to late.

Is amanda falling for robert,

Will lexi meet up with Tom again and will they fall for each other again so many questions so little time.

[tokiohotel26]

i missed alot of chappies!

i am tomi's ex?!?

bill may like amanda as more than a sister?!?

tom has reindeer boxers?!? [hahahahah!!!!]

YUP hihi you like or not /??
YES I DO! and i missed more chappies.
i will comment again after i read them...

[iilyRein]

=O more please omfg
im gonna miss a whole a lot next week >.<!!!!!!

[tokiohotel26]

AAHHHH! YOU CANT DO THAT! YOU CANT JUST POP A QUESTION ON ME LIKE THAT!!!

will lexi meet up with tom again and will they fall for each other again?!?!

CONTINUE! what are you waiting for?

[amandaaraujo]

=O more please omfg
im gonna miss a whole a lot next week >.<!!!!!!
Where are you going to be??

[amandaaraujo]

AAHHHH! YOU CANT DO THAT! YOU CANT JUST POP A QUESTION ON ME LIKE THAT!!!

will lexi meet up with tom again and will they fall for each other again?!?!

CONTINUE! what are you waiting for?

Dont worry i m updating tomorrow because im drained out i updated 3 time today. youll just have to wait eheheh suspense is it getting to you ?? mwahahha :twisted: :twisted: sorry

[amandaaraujo]

1 month later.

Chapter 22.

"Hey dad im of to shely's office." (Shely is Amanda's shrink.)

"Alright do you have your cell?" asked Rick.

"Yup, bye" I said running out the door.

I took a cab to Shely's office. I've gone to her for 3 weeks now. she says i've improved and i've learned to love myself. I've kept in touch with Bill just him. News is he is still single, an amazment to Bill he tells me. But sure he has a lot of one nightstands.

"How much?" I ask the cab driver when i arrived.

"5" he says. i reach into my pocket and hand him 5 euros.

"Danke." I say to him he nods and drives away.

"Yeah Well Bill has acted really when we talk. he stutters and keeps quiet at time. i think he is hiding something from me." I tell Shelly i am laying down the sofa.

"WHat do you think it could be?" she asked me while scrbbling something in her note pad.

"Im not sure, well dance class is ok except fo you know who." I tell SHely avoiding his name.

"SO what the problem with 'you kno who'" she asks.

"he keeps trying to ask me out and act all dumb." I say while rolling my eyes.

"Oh i see" She says writing.

"My dad says he has a surprise or something im not sure what it is i hope its nothing big. And the problem with my uncle is still going he 's still missing with all the money. I'm not sure ill be able to get back to the US." i say worriedly.

"Oh ok and how does that make you feel?" she asked tryin to over act.

"Stressed out, But i like it here a lot." I said trying to cheer myself up.

"Oh ok, well i think we're done you have major imporvements and i think we could finish the session for today." She said closing everything.

I walk out of the building and head home. I go up the floors i decided to tgake the stairs no a day for a little exercise i lost some wieght i wieh 98 my step mom says i look like a skeleton but thats just exagerating. As i reached my floor i dug in my jean pocket to look for my key. I slip the key in and open the door. Al i hear is.

"SURPRISE" I look to find my dad Simone, madiline, Lexi, Suri Jason all together.

"AAAAAAAAAAHHH" i scream and run to them. did imention we let madilen stay with us she decided to stay here. we got her luggage here and everything.

"OH MY GOD JASON." I yell as i jump into his arms and wrap my legs around his waist like a child.

"HEy you," He said. "wow your skinny." HE said when hr hugged me.

"See I told you Amanda." SImone said patting me on the back.

"ok.so what is this all about?" i asked confused.

"AMANDA its your late B-day since you couldnt have one last time." Suri said tome smacking the back of my head.

"Oh right sorry." I said blushing.

"HEy we got one more surprise." Rick said smilling.

"what." i asked

"we are all going Suri, Madiline, LExi, Jason, Simone and I to BErlin to celbrate your late birthday." He said yelling turning red.

"OH uh hmm yay." I said oh no i dont want to but so my friends would be happy.\\

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Okey sorry it took soooo long but imma at a friends my COMP still is brocken *tear* bu here is second to last to this story. Hope y'all like it.