I Love You Is That Okay? (prev Just Kidding) {UPDATED 1-6}

[thehka]

Chapter 1

I was next in line. Nearly crapping my pants, I waltzed up to the table, tripping in the process of course, and smiled as I shoved my CD in their faces. I didn’t say a word. I couldn’t open my mouth to do anything but drool. I just stared at all four of them as they smiled, signed, and said bye like I was just another fan in the crowd, not that I wasn't. Then all of a sudden, as I glanced up again for one more goodbye glace, Tom’s eyes met mine. I slowly leaned in while he just stared at my mouth. As I leaned in closer, I could feel his warm, minty breath on my lips and the next thing I know….I woke up. I sighed as my hand brutally came down on my alarm clock. It was the first day of my last year of high school. As I dragged my self out from under my sheets, tore my eyes away from the Tokio Hotel posters above my bed and started to get ready for the day, all I could think about was how real the dream felt. How realistic Tom’s warm breath on my lips was. How the drool felt like it was actually running down—okay so it was but moving on...It seems to be only in my dreams…go figure.
As I pulled into the Senior parking lot, barked at some freshman, and hauled all my new books to an empty locker that was screaming to be stolen, the only thing that seemed to be running through my mind was the next time Tokio Hotel would come to the U.S. I hoped to sweet baby Jesus that they didn’t play in a huge arena. Just somewhere nice and small…you know, where it’ll be easy to grab for them and everything else of theirs in sight. I locked my newly stolen locker and headed off to the school library to get away from the chance of having icicles form under my nose. I looked up from the ground and noticed the familiar skip of my friend Avery.
“Holy crap your hair got long!” she screamed before I could greet her.
“Yeah I guess it did,” I mumbled through chattering teeth.
“Come with me to the library,” she said almost too cheerfully.
She linked arms with me and we began walking to the only sanctuary of all warmth that the school had to offer.
“Dude did you hear about that contest for California when Tokio Hotel comes back in two weeks?” she asked me.
“Nein,” I responded with a touch of interest as we walked through the library doors and towards the computers. Where the **** have I been? Two weeks???
“Meine Gott woman! Where have you been?!” she said, hitting me. She dragged me over to a computer where a wide-eyed freshman looked like he was double checking his classes and classrooms.
“Scadoodle!” she said, waving her hand that wasn’t latched onto my elbow. As I was wondering who the **** says “scadoodle”, Avery shoved me down on the chair and turned me towards the screen.
“Look!” she pointed, “There’s a new announcement on the forum!” she said excitedly. I scanned the first line of the first post...then the second…third…fourth…and by the time I reached the last line of the post, I was nearly wetting myself.





{yeah i know the first chapter is kind of short...}

[Dreaminginthestars]

I wanna see where this story goes. I'm intrigued. Do continue.

Until next time
+ Amy +

[SCHREIoutLOUD]

Very Nice Writing!
Nice Story So Far.

I look forward to more :]

[tokiohotel26]

i like it!

[thehka]

thanks :]

im writing chapter 2 right this very moment ;]

[kArLa2tH]

i like it
sounds interesting =)

[BlondPunk]

More bitte!
What is it that she sees???
-___-
I guess I won't know up until you update

[thehka]

As soon as I got home, I swear, I have never darted up a flight of stairs so fast. I tossed my book bag onto my bed and plopped myself into my desk chair and logged onto the forums. I had to read the post again:

California! Here’s your lucky chance to get up close and maybe too personal with Tokio Hotel! So here’s the deal. The guys need a leading lady for their upcoming music video to their new #1 English single called “Can’t Say I’m Not Sorry”, which is to be filmed in San Francisco. Plus a chance to win a DATE with Tokio Hotel! All we need is proof of residence and a video or letter for why you think you should be this lucky lady and how you can relate to the song. Contest ends in 15 days.

God was this my perfect opportunity or what. I scrambled out of my chair and grabbed my camcorder. I turned it on, set it in front of me on the table and pressed record. I stared into lens and began my story…


“Tom stop it! Meine Gott you are so **** annoying sometimes,” said Bill in an annoyed and tired tone.
“Man, relax. I was just playing around. I’m sorry if I broke your nail,” said Tom as he put away the blown up plastic baseball bat. He walked over to the counter and grabbed a banana and an American magazine. He sat down next to his twin brother and said, “Gut Gott. Will you look at the size of her tits? We could have that right now. I could have that right now. I want that right now,” said Tom, staring at the cover while peeling the banana and shoving half of it in his mouth.
“Yeah and surprising choice of fruit there, kid,” Bill said as he looked out the window and stared at the passing cars. Tom examined the banana and then gave Bill a quizzical look.
“You’re sick,” he said as he got up, grabbed the magazine and headed over to the bathroom, half a banana still in his hand. Bill quietly smiled to himself and thought about finding a love in the states.

I wiped the tears off my face, gave one last sigh to the camera and pressed the record button again to stop recording. Hopefully it was convincing enough. Most of the time, I think girls say the same things just to touch someone’s heart, even if it never really happened. I got up and headed downstairs to grab a bite to eat. Crying seems to always take every food particle out of my stomach. I thoughtfully chose cheetos, a poptart and an apple izze and plopped myself down to watch Tokio Hotel on TRL for the forty millionth time. If there’s one thing that can take my mind off of remembering that day and letting myself revel it to four boys I’ve never met, it was watching those same boys speak English.
“Yeah we are willy willy nervous,” said Bill on the TV. God was he adorable.
“Because our English iz so bad. Yeah…that’s willy…” said Tom. I laughed out loud and thought how cute it was that he didn’t finish his sentence. I shoved a cheeto in my mouth and continued to watch. "SCHREI! BIST DU DU SELBTS BIST!!!" I just about jumped three feet in the air before scrambling to answer my cell phone.
“OH MY GOD ARIKA HELP ME!” screamed Avery before I could answer with a “Hello?”



{ hey, ive been talking in first person the whole time ;] }

[luvukaulitztwins]

I LIKE IT

MEHR BITTE :D

[BlondPunk]

I really like this fanfic.
Can't wait to hear what her freind has to say.
More bitte

[-Billenia-]

i like it!go on bitte!

[tokiohotel26]

some more please! why was she screaming for help???

[thehka]

“What what what???” I said.
“I have no idea what to do for the contest!” said Avery. I nearly collapsed when she said it so calmly.
“Wow. Nice. Scare the crap out of me then ask for my help with the contest.” I said in an annoyed sigh.
“Well sorry. I’m just not as creative as you when it comes to these things.” She said.
“Well ****. I don’t know. Just tell a story where the song most relates to you. That’s all I did,” I said as I continued to watch the TV and take a swig of my Izze.
“Does my hamster dying count?” she asked desperately.
“Uh sure. Hey I gotta go. I’m kinda busy right now,” I responded. So we hung up and I turned off the TV, threw away all my wrappers and headed back up stairs to prepare my video for submission. About an hour or two worth of editing later, I popped the DVD into an envelope, wrote the address and headed outside to put it in our mailbox.
“God! There you are,” said a familiar, obnoxious voice. I slowly turned around to find my exboyfriend's twin brother leaning on the fence around our house.
“Didn’t you get my texts?” he asked.
“Dylan. Go away.” I said as I turned on my heel and headed back into the house. I never told him I change my number and that HE was the reason I did so.
“Why? Didn’t you like the other night?” he asked as he raised an eyebrow and smirked.
“Far from. Now leave me alone before I ask for a restraining order,” I huffed, trying to hold back tears. I slammed the front door closed, leaned on the back of the door and slid down till I could burry my face in my knees and sob.

“Where’s our next stop, again?” asked Georg for the third time.
“San Francisco,” the other three boys sighed in annoyance.
“Oh that’s right,” said Georg as he put his head phones back on.
“That kid would lose his head without us,” whispered Gustav as he headed to the fridge.
Bill nodded in agreement and continued to watch some American movie on the TV. But his mind was somewhere else rather than on the plot of the movie. He was thinking about what would happen if he found a love at one of their concerts. He imagined her with deep red or black hair with grey eyes. How she’d laugh at his accent only because it was so cute. How her smile would light up a room.
“If only…” Bill whispered to himself.
“Woah,” said Tom, staring at the TV, “As long as we’re here, let’s go see that new Jessica Alba movie.”
“I’d rather not see you get off,” said Saki. Everyone but Tom busted out laughing.
“Hilarious,” said Tom, sarcastically and continued to watch the TV. He seemed like the type of guy that would jump on an opportunity that called for him to "be" with a beautiful girl. But he was more than that and he wished people would start seeing him like that.
“I’ll show ‘em,” thought Tom, “I’ll find someone here and show them all I know how to treat a girl.”

The day was finally here: the day they would announce the winner of the contest for California. Avery invited herself over and we hovered over the computer waiting for 6pm to come around. Avery didn’t end up entering a submission because she didn’t think her hamster story was sappy enough. Suprising, I know. It was 5:58pm and I was mouthing the words to “Durch den Monsun” that was blasting and started spinning in my chair while Avery was playing with her dark red hair in excitement. I decided to see if they just happened to post the winner two minutes early. Avery literally ran to the computer to hover over my shoulder and read the new post along with me. I read faster and faster until I came upon my name. My jaw dropped and I nearly fainted but I recovered just in time to scream at the top of my lungs a huge “YES!” and punch my fist into the air. Avery jumped up and down and sang “My best friend is going to marry Tooom! Then I’m going to meet Billl! Then he’s going to ask me to marry hiiim!”
I soon got an email confirming the requirements and reminding me to clear my schedule for the date of the video shoot and my own personal date with the boys. God I never saw this day coming in a million years. The email said that the video was to be shot in the upcoming weekend and that the date was the following weekend. Good God. I felt like fainting all over again.

“So who’s the lucky chick?” asked Georg.
“Her,” said Gustav, pointing to the computer screen.
“Eh, she’s kinda cute I guess,” responded Georg, heading back to the couch on the bus.
“Who is?” asked Tom. Once again, Gustav pointed to the girl on the computer screen.
“Oh…yeah…I guess…” said Tom, unable to take his eyes off the screen. Bill only managed a glance to the screen and nodded in agreement.

The weekend finally came and I could barely grip the steering wheel because my palms were all sweaty in excitement.
“Hi,” I nervously said to the man at the gate as I pulled up and rolled down my window.
“Name?” he barked in a heavy German accent.
“Arika Walker,” I squeaked in fear. The burly man grunted in approval and told me to go to set C for makeup and wardrobe. As I passed through the opening gate, I soon realized had no idea what I was in for…




{this one isnt as exciting, i know...}

[Viv_Kaulitz]

continue continue!

i like it!

[Unknown598]

mehr bitte -- por favor ^_^

:D

[thehka]

woah bilingual hahaha
by the end of this afternoon it will hopefull be up :]

[o.o merrie x.x]

OMB!!!!!!!


more !!!

moremásmehr ^^

[Unknown598]

woah bilingual hahaha
by the end of this afternoon it will hopefull be up :]

^_^ ill be patient :D

[BlondPunk]

MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE!!!!

[thehka]

i knowwww ive put it off for 2 days...


so ill write double ;]
i have 1 more page to go.
then itll be up later tonight :]

[thehka]

I pulled into a parking slot that had a little sign with my name on it. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so special. I made a mental note to remember to jack the sign, have the boys sign it and smuggle it home. I walked into the only trailer that was on set C and saw a blond woman with a bob and a man with a ponytail, both wearing headsets and setting out all their makeup. I knocked on the side of the trailer door.
“Hello?” I said quietly.
“Hallo darling. You are the girl from the contest, yes?” the blond woman asked me.
“Yeah, my name is Arika,” I said with a relieved smile.
“My name is Ruby. Now come, sit down, dear,” she said and patted the seat, welcoming me to sit. I took off my jacket, sat down and Ruby started my makeup. I heard the trailer door open and I looked as far out of the corner as I could to see who it was. I barely shifted my head to the right but a second later, I felt Ruby’s hands turn my face back towards the mirror.
“Guten Morgen. Wie geht es Ihnen?” said, what sounded to me like an older boy.
“Gut,” said the male makeup artist as he got started on the boy’s face. I desperately wanted to turn the chair and confirm that that voice came from Avery’s love of her life, Bill. Unfortunately, I never got to see him because his makeup and hair, as elaborate as it seems, was no where as complicated as mine. About an hour later, I examined myself in the mirror and found twigs, fake bug wings, and a very pale face staring back at me. Ruby rushed me into a dress that consisted of seven thousand pounds of tulle and ribbon. I soon waddled out of the trailer and headed towards set B to start the video.
I walked onto the set and asked one of the assistants if I was in the correct place.
“Ja, but you have about 15 minutes before we need you,” said the assistant. I thanked her and shuffled over to a nearby breakfast table. Hey, I’m pretty sure you would have been too nervous to eat before you left, too. I grabbed a paper plate and started scanning my choices as I saw another person grab a plate and start picking at choices, too. I slowly turned my head to get a better look out of the corner of my eye.
“Diese ringförmigen Brötchen sehen wie ******* aus,” said the boy.
“Ja,” I managed in a nervous laugh, wondering if he was talking to me or to himself...even though I had no flipping idea what he just said.
“Are you American?” Tom asked me in his deep German accent. You would not BELIEVE how fast my smile grew from ear ear.
“Eh yeah, I am,” I said quietly.
“Oh cool. I noticed the accent,” he said as he walked away with half a donut in his mouth. I watched with a heated face until he turned the corner and was out of sight.
“Good God that is the most beautiful boy I’ve ever seen,” I whispered to myself as I headed over to a chair at an empty table. I started digging in to my breakfast when the lead singer of Tokio Hotel sat in front of me.
“Hallo,” he said cheerfully.
“Hi,” I said, trying to keep my food in my mouth as my jaw dropped on the table.
“Don’t you look lovely,” said Bill with a smirk.
I laughed nervously, looked down at all the tulle and said, “Yeah well, you know, I try.”
He lightly giggled and started drowning his waffles in syrup.
“You’re the girl who von the contest?” he asked me. I confirmed that I was and nothing but awkward silence followed for five minutes before he finished said his goodbyes. Boy, can he eat. I barely finished my own breakfast before the same assistant who I talked to earlier, told me they needed me to start filming. I shuffled on the set as I was directed to “look distressed and lost”. Well that was easy enough, I thought. The music started playing and I listened to the lyrics while looking lost. Tears formed in my eyes when I thought TOO deeply about the song.
“The tears are brilliant darling, keep ‘em coming,” said the director. Oh believe me Mr. Director, they weren’t going anywhere. About twenty minutes worth of takes were finally over and it was a wrap for the day for me. I headed back to the makeup trailer to get all the crap off my face and out of the pounds and pounds of tulle that was weighing me down. Forty-five minutes and fifty-two cotton balls later, I walked out of the trailer twenty pounds lighter. While walking back to my car, I fumbled to find my car key...and also managed to walk straight into Tom while he was on his way to the video set.
“Oh my God! I’m so sorry!” I said, looking up into my victims eyes. I have never felt a more awkward pause between another person and myself in my life. I couldn’t even word vomit.
“No, it iz my fault,” said Tom, staring at my bare face. I failed to ask Ruby if I could spruce myself up a bit and throw a little eyeliner or something on before I showed my face in public again.
“Well, once again, sorry,” I said with a dumbfounded look on my face. I speed walked all the way back to my car.
“Hey maybe I could treat you an apology dinner,” he asked me, walking behind me.
“No, it’s really not necessary,” I said over my shoulder, sweating bullets. Did I really just say no to a date with the love of my life? What the **** was in those eggs on the set?
“Oh. Well okay, sorry again,” he said, walking away. I hopped in my car and banged my head against the steering wheel. I’ll see him again tomorrow, I guess…







{haha i used numbers a lot in this one -.- and haha "word vomit" ;D for those who dont get it....GO WATCH THAT MOVIE RIGHT NOW}

[Viv_Kaulitz]

how could she do such a thing?!!
say NO to TOM??!! :o

[luvukaulitztwins]

HOW CULD SHE THE ONE AND ONLY TOM KAULITZ ASKED HER OUT AND SHE SAID NO! WOO :D

MEHR BITTE ICH BEDÜRFNIS KAPITEL 755767758845645


:D

[Unknown598]

HOW CULD SHE THE ONE AND ONLY TOM KAULITZ ASKED HER OUT AND SHE SAID NO! WOO :D

MEHR BITTE ICH BEDÜRFNIS KAPITEL 755767758845645


:D

yea! *used worldlingo.com*> was ich sagte ..... sowieso bitte mehr
:D :mrgreen:

i bet thats wrong, ANYWAYS.....

[thehka]

haha very soon :]

[luvukaulitztwins]

HOW CULD SHE THE ONE AND ONLY TOM KAULITZ ASKED HER OUT AND SHE SAID NO! WOO :D

MEHR BITTE ICH BEDÜRFNIS KAPITEL 755767758845645


:D

yea! *used worldlingo.com*> was ich sagte ..... sowieso bitte mehr
:D :mrgreen:

i bet thats wrong, ANYWAYS.....


Us well I read it >.<

I have never heard of the word sagte >.<

Thts not a word I went and got my German dictionary it no where to be found >.<

But the rest was find :D

If it was wat u wanted to say most of them things r wrong well they all r wrong like online dictionarys and translators and sh.it

[jackjackio]

Me likey.
Update?
:]

[thehka]

tomorrow hopefully :]
itll be a long one.
im halfway done<3

[tokiohotel26]

what the **** was she smokin? she said no to TOM??? she is on crack or something!!!

sorry just a little 2 into this :oops:

[Unknown598]

*patient*


O.O


I WAS HERE!!! :D

[thehka]

Day two of filming started out pretty much like day one: same threads, same makeup, and same breakfast. Yet it only began to get really exciting when the director told me I now had to wander around hopeless and distressed around the band as they played. I prayed I didn’t trip over wires or cords or any of the guys. But I think I might have prayed too late. In the middle of filming, I found myself on my hands and knees and blushing like mad…that came out wrong. Point is, I fell and landed on my hands and knees. But no one yelled cut so I kept going. I got up and walked around. I even got the nerve to put a hand on Georg’s shoulder as I passed by while he pretended to play his bass.
Around an hour later I was finally set free and went off to get the makeup and tulle off for the last time. But this time I remembered to ask Ruby for a little eyeliner and mascara. I stepped out into the chilly dusk air.
“Hey we never willy formally introduced ourselves,” said a deep German accented voice behind me. I turned and saw all four guys waiting by the makeup trailer. You would not believe how happy I was that I remember to put on some makeup.
“Wir sind Tokio Hotel,” they all said at once. I practically melted.
“Hi, I’m just the girl who won,” I said with a laugh as I reached to shake their hands.
“Ve know. All of us feel bad zat ve didn’t really take the time to get to know our star girl,” said Bill.
“Not that we willy had time,” added Tom with a smirk.
“Oh it’s really not that big of a deal. Don’t sweat it,” I said.
“Sweat what?” asked Georg. Gustav looked at him like we was about to smack him upside the head.
“She means don’t worry,” said Gustav.
“I knew that,” said Georg.
“Well since we are done for the day and it’s only eight o’clock, why don’t you stick around and e can hang out for a little?” suggested Bill.
“Sure,” I agreed. We all sat around an empty table under a light while Tom ordered all of us tea.
“So how’d you like being the star in the video?” asked Georg.
“We’ll I’m not sure if I can handle the whole makeup and acting and costume thing everyday…” I began, wrapping my jacket tighter around my body. We conversed for almost an hour before we decided to part. I collected all the paper cups to recycle while everyone but Tom headed back to the tour bus. I felt my cheeks flush at once and felt a few butterflies start fluttering in my stomach.
“It was fun talking to and getting to know you tonight,” he said, sliding his hands into the front pockets of his jeans.
“Yeah, you too,” I said, turning around nervously and slowly heading to my car.
“I’m sorry you didn’t have a better time on set,” said Tom, catching up to me.
“Oh it’s fine, don’t worry about. Tonight was…interesting,” I said, smiling to the ground.
“Vhy vas it not fun?” he asked with a concern.
“No, it was so fun but I just mean that it’s not everyday where you get to say ‘I hung out with Tokio Hotel’,” I corrected.
“Oh yeah that’s true…” he responded faintly. We finally reached my car and there was an immediate awkward pause.
“Well here we are…my car,” I said awkwardly.
“Vell is it too forward to ask for a hug?” asked Tom.
“Uh no, not at all. Even though we just got to know each other tonight,” I said as I opened my arms for a hug. If there’s anything else to say it’d be that he is the greatest hugger in the world and that I couldn’t feel a bone in my body…and that the next second was the most awkward second of my life.
WHAM. I felt a rough push of a palm in the middle of my back and the next thing I know, my face makes a painful introduction with Tom’s teeth. Ouch. It did hurt. He practically bit my nose off. I bent over, grasping my nose, making sure it wasn’t bleeding and asked what the **** just happened.
“It was the guys thinking they vere being funny,” said Tom, massaging his gums with his tongue.
“What the **** was the point of pushing me so hard?” I groaned, rubbing my nose.
“I think they were…you know…” he said.
“Sorry. No, I don’t know.”
“Well…trying to get us to kiss,” he said softly, staring at the ground. I blushed.
“And why on earth would they do that?” I asked.
“I have no idea,” said Tom quickly, “Well you should be on your way.”
“Oh yeah, it’s getting kinda late,” I said, unlocking the door. We spent the next 30 seconds saying our goodbyes and to not forget the date I still had with the guys on Saturday.
I finally got home around forty minutes later. I plopped on my bed thinking about the past two days and what I would have to spill to Avery on the following day at school. I slid my hands into my jacket pocket to get my cell phone out. Turns out, that wasn’t the only thing in my pocket. I didn’t have the nerve to open the folded piece of paper that I also pulled out of my pocket, just yet.



{oooooo<3}

[latinaTHfanfurimmer]

That Was Great. MORE!! lol

[Unknown598]

O.O

what.does.it.say?!?!

more.por-favor.bitte.please.

^_^ :D :mrgreen: :twisted: << still smiling ^.^

[thehka]

ill be gone for like 10 days starting monday so itll give me plenty of time to write :]

so dont expect another chapter for the next 10 days hahah

[Viv_Kaulitz]

more!

please? :D

[thehka]

you have to wait for at least 12 days ;]

[Unknown598]

ill be gone for like 10 days starting monday so itll give me plenty of time to write :]

so dont expect another chapter for the next 10 days hahah
:cry: *heart stab*

ill wait... *tear*

[thehka]

yay im typing up the next chapter now.
plane rides gave me something to do hahaha<3

[thehka]

The next day Avery came sprinting up to me at break.
“So now you have to spill everything!” she squealed.
“Why should I?” I asked with a smile.
“Because I’m only your best friend and we will be that way till the end of time,” she said, joining me on my walk to the vending machine.
“Oh, only,” I said as I reached in the hole for my morning snack. Part of me didn’t want to tell her anything. Only because I’m sure she’ll forget to breathe and end up collapsing on me.
“Well nothing really happened that is worth mentioning,” I lied.
“I don’t care! Just tell me everything that happened and don’t leave ANYTHING out! Text me the whole thing!” hollered Avery as we parted for class. The rest of the day I recalled the weekend’s events. I, of course, left out the awkward moments with Tom. I finally escaped the hyper wrath of Avery when I got home and turned my phone off. I sat on my bed and picked up the folded note on my end table. I fumbled with it between my fingers before I finally decided to sit back and open it. I sighed and unfolded it slowly.

You’re probably reading this thinking that this is the creepiest thing you have ever experienced. But I was way too nervous to ask face to face. I barely got the nerve to stay behind and talk to you tonight. But I’m just writing this to ask you if you wanted another little ‘date’ after the one on Saturday? You can reach me at +491-748-891-579.

-Tom

WHAT in God’s name did he mean by “little date”? I was half flattered, half disgusted by the whole thing. I thought about the possibilities for the meaning of “little date” and came to the conclusion that it most likely means something along the lines of the elevator girl story. I decided not to respond at all for the rest of the week. You know that tortured feeling when waiting for someone to call? Yeah, let him suffer…or think that I never found the letter…
Saturday came too fast. Before I know it, I found myself smudging black eyeliner around my grey-blue eyes and touching up my pin straight, raven black hair. I stood up straight in front of the mirror.
“Well here goes nothing,” I said. I made a face at myself, turned off the light and headed out.
“Mom! Dad! I’m going now!” I hollered up the stairs. No response. Typical them. I grabbed my tote off the counter and headed out the door. Just as I finished locking the door behind me, he had to stop and talk.
“Woah, perfect timing,” said Dylan’s obnoxious, nasally voice.
“Dylan, I have a favor to ask you,” I said, turning around and smiling my sweet fake smile.
“Anything, gorgeous,” he said with a wink.
“Anything? Well just a second,” I said, hoping into my car quickly, “Now get right behind my car so I can run you over.”
“Hilarious,” he said, getting back on his long board, she rode away and shouted, “Call me sometime for another fun time!” How I wished I could chase him and run him over from behind…
I backed out of the driveway and peeled away. I turned on the radio, pressed play and my Tokio Hotel mix CD started blasting. I rocked all of my worries towards Dylan away while new ones of the date with the boys started to rise in my stomach. Forty minutes later, I pulled up to the Valet of an overly swanky restaurant. I got out, handed my keys to the younger looking boy at the valet stand, walked inside and greeted the older gentleman at the hostess podium.
“Hi, I’m Arika Walker. I’m here for the--”
“Right this way,” said the gentleman, grabbing a menu. My mouth was still hanging open to finish my sentence as I began following him. I was apparently the last to arrive yet I was still ten minutes early.
“Hello,” all four boys greeted me with a smile as I arrived at the table. The host pulled out my chair, gestured me to sit, and pushed me in. I muttered my thanks and took the menu he handed me. Awkward silence followed for the next few minutes as I hid my face behind the menu and scanned the menu, while everyone was deciding also.
“We hope this place is okay for you. We tried to pick a place that has a variety,” said Georg, a few seconds later.
“Oh it’s perfectly fine. So many choices!” I said, peeping over the menu and avoiding Tom’s eye and quickly ducking back behind the menu. I rolled my eyes at myself and sighed, folding the menu and laying it down. I now faced all of the guys. Faced. Not looked at.
“I feel so out of place here,” said Tom, trying to make conversation and gesturing to his repeated outfit. I still avoided looking at him and stared at the ice as I took a sip of my water.
“That’s because you have no class,” said Bill, rolling his eyes. Tom frowned and played with his silverware. A few minutes later our waiter came and took our order. Awkward silence continued to follow afterward and I played with the end of the table cloth.
“Gustav was telling me how well the video came out,” Bill said, making an effort to cease the awkwardness.
“Oh that’s awesome,” I said, “When is it going to premiere?”
“Next week on MTV’s TRL, hopefully,” responded Gustav.
“That’s fantastic,” I said, nodding.
“You did an amazing job in it, by the way,” said Tom. I muttered thanks and buttered a piece of bread that I grabbed from the basket and shoved it in my mouth, giving my hands and mouth something to do other than fidget or talk.
“Yeah I would have never been able do move in that costume that Ruby threw you in,” said Bill with a smirk. I tried to laugh, but it ended up more as a strange grunt that you would expect from a gorilla. I also nearly blew half eaten bread chunks over the table. That would have been really cute.
“Don’t hurt yourself,” said Tom, with that smile that makes me quiver from head to toe.
“I’ll try not to,” I replied, looking down at the napkin on my lap. Georg flicked his eyes back and forth between Tom and me, then cleared his throat and demanded to have his food in the next five minutes or he’d throw a fit.
“Yeah yeah, we know. You’re pretty good at those,” said Gustav. Everyone but Georg laughed in response. But Georg had no need to whine about food because dinner was served two minutes later. Everyone dug in and it was a good ten minutes before anyone said a word.
“Well that was good,” said Tom, throwing his napkin on the table. Everyone looked up, surprised that anyone could finish any meal that fast.
“Good lord, you’d eat your own foot if you had to,” commented Bill.
“So?” said Tom, looking for our waiter to ask for desert.
“Tom. You don’t need desert. Turn around,” said Bill, sipping water. Fifteen minutes later, everyone had finally finished their dinner. Minus Tom; he finally got his cheesecake and finished it within two minutes of receiving it. The best thing about dinner is that I didn’t even have to pay for my share. The boys didn’t even have to pay for their share! Apparently the website that held the contest, paid for it all. So we walked out into the cool night air without a worry. They boys began walking towards the SUV that was waiting out front; I followed them to the side door and opened my mouth to say my goodbyes and thanks to all four of them but I was quickly cut off by Bill.
“Since it’s still early and it’s a Saturday night, why don’t you come back with us and we can just hang out and have some fun?” asked the younger twin. I hesitated at first, but agreed since it was the weekend and I probably won’t have another chance like this in my lifetime. I told them I would follow them in my car. As I turned to head towards valet, I could have sworn I saw Tom breathe a sigh of relief.
“Maybe this doesn’t have to be so awkward after all,” I said to myself as I hopped in my car, “Mainly because I’m the one making it awkward.” I drove off after the black van, not knowing what I was getting myself into.






{im so proud its a long one lmfao. sorry it took so long...and theres probably plenty of errors but i didnt feel like going back and correcting them all...}

[amandaaraujo]

ahhah i loved it hahah yay i like this one a lot please update soon. and i didnt even notice mistakes.

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

-New Reader-
This story is awesome.
I love it.
Update soon please!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

more more! :)

[thehka]

ahhah i loved it hahah yay i like this one a lot please update soon. and i didnt even notice mistakes.
haha i actually went back and read it again and i found two errors...

ah well.


and im glad you like it :]

[latinaTHfanfurimmer]

FINALLY!! You Updated XD That Was Awesome. More Please :D

[-Billenia-]

ja....more... :mrgreen:

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

New reader and I like it.

[thehka]

The hotel was only a few blocks away from the restaurant. I let the hotel’s valet take my car before we all walked through the lobby and then awkwardly crammed into one elevator. The entire ride up was silent and the silence continued through till we all shuffled into Bill’s hotel suite. Tom ran forward and plopped himself on the bed, patted the spot next to him and smiled, beckoning me to lie next to him. I quickly looked away, pretending I didn’t see his request and chose the chair at the desk in the vorner of the room. I sat there awkwardly with my arms and legs crossed as the boys decided on what to watch on TV. They finally settled on some slasher movie that I had never heard of; they all reassured me that it was an amazing movie. I swear I jumped at least three feet when the movie suddenly got intense and all….slasher-movie-like. I admit the movie wasn’t even existent on my “List of Movies to See Again”. I heard Tom stifle a chuckle the moment I jump for the third time. I flicked my eyes sideways and glared at him. We held eye contact for a good five seconds before he tilted his head to his left; once again motioning me to lie next to him.
“You’re in denial,” I thought to myself, “You know you like him. Suck it up and move your *** off this chair and next to him.”
I involuntarily felt my body move up and out of the desk chair and over to the bed. None of the other guys seemed to notice my sudden decision except Tom; he watched my entire trip across the room with a nauseatingly adorable smile slapped on his face. I quietly and carefully climbed on the bed next to Tom; I made sure I wasn’t too close but not too far. But as I soon found out, I got too close after all. I felt an arm shrug my shoulders together and shove me closer to Tom’s body. I immediately tensed up, not knowing what to do or what to expect. But he just left his arm around me and continued to watch the movie. I decided to let my defense down and suddenly relaxed my shoulders. I barely paid attention to the rest of the movie, due to my mind slowly realizing the situation I was in; realizing how good the situation really was. So I wiggled my way to comfort and rested my head on Tom’s shoulder. I felt his gaze drop down to the top of my head and soon felt a soft kiss as my hairline. I didn’t dare to look up after that. I was nearly asleep when the movie ended. Everyone but Tom and I got up, stretched and commented on how good the movie was. I merely closed my eyes again, felt Tom get up, and soon heard quick German pour out of the guys’ mouths. Before I knew it, I felt arms scoop me up and I instinctively put my arms around my carrier’s neck with my eyes still closed. I was soon plopped back onto a bed that felt exactly like the one I had just been on so I slowly opened my eyes, adjusting myself to the different, yet similar room.
“You can go back to sleep. I was going to take the couch,” said Tom’s voice from the side of the room that I failed to notice. My eyes dropped from his face to his shirtless torso.
“No. I should actually get going,” I said, tearing my eyes from his bare chest and jumping off the bed.
“Oh well it’s pretty late and if you’re tired, I don’t think you should be driving at night for that long all by yourself,” he said with puppy eyes that just begged me to stay.
“You have a point there,” I said, sitting back on the bed and pulling my cell phone out of my purse which the boys kindly brought to the room soon after I was dropped off onto the bed.
I dialed my mom’s cell phone, knowing it would be off and that it wouldn’t wake my parents up.
“Hey mom it’s me. I’m just calling to tell you dinner ran a little late and that I’m just going to get a room at a motel then leave early tomorrow. I'm too tired to be behind the wheel this late. So nothing to worry about when you wake up and not find me in my bed. I’ll see you tomorrow. I love you.”
I snapped the phone shut and tossed it back in my purse. I turned to Tom and stared as he dropped his pants so that he was left in boxers. He hopped on the couch and pulled an extra blanket he had found in the closet up to his chin. He turned on his side and watched me take my jacket and shoes off and slip under the covers. He yawned and wished me goodnight then closed his eyes. I stared for a bit before I turned off the lights.
It hadn’t been five minutes before I heard rustling of blankets on the couch, silence and had one of the most unexpected yet cutest things to ever happen to me.
My eyes bolted open as I felt Tom’s warm lips and cold piercing on my own lips. He didn’t even bother with the tongue. He just leaned over me and pecked me goodnight. Obviously I was heartbroken when he pulled away but I just couldn’t get over how cute it was. He didn’t say a word as I heard him cross the room, one last rustle of blankets and silence once again. I fell asleep grinning from ear to ear.
"Some 'little date'," I happily thought to myself as I drifted into a deep sleep.






{iz short. i know :/}

[-Billenia-]

oh,tommy!MORE.....please.....

[Viv_Kaulitz]

aww.
Tom is just adorable.

continue. :D

[thehka]

My eyes fluttered open the next day to banging and muffled German on the other side of the hotel door. Propping myself up on my elbows, I looked over at Tom who was rubbing his eyes awake.
“Good morning, sleepy head,” I said, grinning and heavy-eyed.
He looked up at me, smirked, and threw the covers off to get up. He headed over to the side of the bed I was on and leaned over to kiss me. He paused, inches from my mouth, tilted his head upward and kissed me on the forehead. I giggled in embarrassment.
“What a good morning it really is,” he said as he got up and headed to the bathroom.
“That boy just keeps surprising me,” I said to myself, getting out of the bed.
I walked over to the mirror and nearly screamed. Of all days to look like the rear end of a yak, today had to be it. I grabbed the brush from my purse and started tackling the yak’s butt on my head. I heard the bathroom door open again and soon felt Tom’s arms around my waist and his chin on my shoulder. I looked in the mirror and saw him staring back at me, smirking.
“Why are you doing this?” I asked with a smile.
“Doing what?”
“This whole, ‘you’re my girl’ thing.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean these things you’re doing. Like the kissing and the holding and the cuteness,” I replied, turning around to face him, “You can’t want anything like this for more than a day or two. You have to go back to Europe soon and I know you won’t want have to deal with the fact that you’re there and I’m still here.”
“But you worth wanting and waiting for,” he said with a confused look.
A grin slowly grew across my face. He was so cute, confused. I threw my arms around his neck and told him to forget everything I said. I pecked him on the cheek and told him to finish getting ready. I slipped on my shoes, threw my jacket back on and grabbed my purse. Thirty seconds later Tom was ready, luggage and all in hand.
We headed out the door and down to the lobby. He slipped his hand in mine as we headed over to the group who was loading their stuff into the back of the same black van that I followed the night before. A sudden sadness came over me.
“So what’s going to happen now?” I said in a voice that only Tom was able to hear.
“Well I mean, you have my number and I could give you my email address and what ever else you would like while I’m gone. As long as I can trust you with it all,” he said, blushing and purposely not looking me in the eye.
I turned his face towards me and said, “You honestly think I would do something like that?”
“Well no but--” he started.
“Then you have nothing to worry about. I’m not like a total CFF.”
“A what?”
“Nothing,” I said quickly.
One of the band’s staff members soon gathered all the guys and hustled them into the van. Tom looked back and blew me a kiss then turned around again to head into the van. Before I knew what I was doing, I ran towards him, grabbed his sleeve and turned him around. He opened his mouth to ask what I was doing but before he could manage saying anything, I kissed him on the lips one last time. No passionate embrace make out session blah blah. Just a nice kiss so I wouldn’t forget what it felt like. I was almost taken aback by my daredevil instinct.
“I’ll miss you too,” he said with a dazed and pleased face when I pulled back. We said our goodbyes and I watched the van pull away. I sighed and headed over to the valet, requesting my car. Waiting for the car, I scrolled through my phone for any missed calls or texts. Of course, I had only half a billion from Avery and of course, I ignored them all, figuring if she had questions when I saw her the next day, I’ll answer them then. I continued to scroll through my texts and noticed one that wasn’t from Avery but from Tom, nonetheless. It read:

I don’t think you realize how much of an angel you look when you sleep.

I blushed to myself as my car pulled up and the young man who got out of my car handed me my keys. I said my thanks, gave him a tip, hopped in my car and peeled away, not looking forward to going back home.
I pulled into my driveway, slugged into the house and then up to my room. I decided to pull out my books, start my homework and turn off my phone. The less cute distractions I had the better…for now. Yet I still was unable to take my mind off the past 24 hours. I soon gave up trying to concentrate, headed over to my computer and turned my phone back on. I looked at the clock and noticed how it had already been three hours since I last saw the boys.
“He should be in New York soon,” I said to myself.
“Who will?” asked my nine year old brother, waltzing into my room and climbed up onto my bed to jump on it.
“No one, now can you get off my bed and get out Bradley!” I said, turning around.
“What’s this?” he asked, picking up Tom’s note, “OHHHHHH! It’s a looove letter!”
“BRADLEY. DROP IT AND GET OUT,” I hollered, getting up to chase him out of my room.
“Who’s Tom?!” he said, running around ahead of me, avoiding my hands around the collar of his shirt.
He dropped it in the trash as he dashed out of my room. I huffed and instinctively pulled the note out of the trash bin and tucked it away in my night stand’s drawer. I sat back down on my computer and stared at the screen. “SCHREI! BIST DU DU ZELBST BIST!” My phone blasted as a new text message came in. I nearly jumped a foot in the air and landed off the floor. I scrambled to pick up my phone and read my new message.

Hi. It’s Tom. We just landed in New York and our next flight home is in a few hours. I realized I forgot to give you my email address.

I scrawled the email down, hit reply and my mind suddenly blanked on what to say. Any normal person would expect a text saying “Okay thanks!” back. But he wasn’t a normal person. Should I just not reply at all and keep him waiting? Or should I just play it cool and say something along the lines of “Okay cool. Talk to you later sugar ;]” I stared at the blinking cursor on my phone’s screen and decided to type “Okay thanks!” Yeah, I rolled my eyes, too.







{more mistakes probably blah. too lazy to comb through it...}

[Viv_Kaulitz]

continue! :D

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

Aww.
Those chapters were so cute.
I love it.
More?

[thehka]

haha yay! i didnt want it to be like mushy gushy awkward making out.


rofl.
so its just the right amount of cuteness?
:]

[latinaTHfanfurimmer]

haha yay! i didnt want it to be like mushy gushy awkward making out.


rofl.
so its just the right amount of cuteness?
:]
Yes Yes It Is. :D

Now...

MORE!! XD

[-Billenia-]

<3

[thehka]

so
i havent updated for like over 4 months :?
but im going to start this up again
:]

be prepared for a better written, new chapter, to come soon ;D!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

you write more right now or i'm going to die

[thehka]

you write more right now or i'm going to die
lmfao
im doing it now in class hahahaha

[snowwhitecqueen]

omg i'm so glad your starting this again

lmao

classic

[-Billenia-]

more!more!more!

[lif3sap4rty]

omg. this is like the fifth
good fanfic i 've found this week.
love it!

and it just got me thinking about what i would
do if i met them....
...awww, ew i hate awkward silences!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

ARIKA, I'M DYING POST!!!<3.

[thehka]

ARIKA, I'M DYING POST!!!<3.
lmfao
i have like half a page written o.e

ive been busy with HW
you might have to wait till 3pm wednesday (your time)...



DONT HURT ME D;!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

lmao -stink-eye-


its kay i can wait ;D

[thehka]

________I got up and walked over to my bed and laid down, phone still in hand, and stared up at the four boys above. I closed my eyes and felt my phone vibrate in three short dashes, notifying me that I had a new text. Eyes still closed, I slid open my phone and out of sole muscle memory, pressed the ‘new text’ button. I opened my right eye just enough to let the light off my phone shine through. I hoped it wasn’t who I hoped it was. Yeah. Figure that one out. I opened my eyes to read the text. It was now or never.

Nom nom watchu doin? –Avery

________My heart skipped five too many beats. I hate when she did that. I texted her back and drifted into a light sleep…

________Three months had past and I only got word from Tom maybe three times since we last saw each other. I was bored out of my mind of waiting for him to talk to me so I gave up caring. I beat myself up for believing that he would actually try and keep some sort of regular contact with me. I should’ve seen it coming. But no, I had to take his word for it and believe him when he told me I was worth it. How could I have been so stupid? Now I had to suffer the heartache that I hoped I never had to endure.

________It was the Saturday before Christmas. Four days before jolly ole Saint Nick had to shove his fatty self down my chimney. I woke up to the buzzing vibration of my phone. I lifted my hand and with my face still in my pillow, I fumbled around my night stand, feeling for my phone. Avery wakes up too early these days, I thought to myself. I found my phone a slid it open as I lifted my head, just enough to see the screen.

How’s Berlin for Christmas sound? –Tom

________“Oh you have got to be kidding me,” I said to myself out loud. I was half mad, have excited to have received this text. I hadn’t heard from him in weeks and now he’s asking me if I want to visit? I was too mixed in between emotions to decide what I wanted to say back. So I closed my phone, set it back on my nightstand and tore the sheets off my body. I got up and got ready for the day. Already I had so much to think about and it was only my first day on Christmas break. I was soon decent for others and grabbed my phone again and headed downstairs. I texted Avery as I made my way to the kitchen for breakfast.

Tom just asked me to go to Berlin for Christmas -Arika

What??! NUH UH. OMG. You have to go O___O -Avery

But I haven’t heard from him for weeks. I’ll bet you anything this is supposed to be some sappy ‘I’m sorry’ trip to make it up to me. I’m so mad at him but I really want to go -Arika

Fine. Do something you’ll regret. Not going just proves that you’re stubborn and he’s going to feel like you’ve forgotten him then you’ll be on your knees, asking for forgivness after he’s gone off with some other Sheila…-Avery

________I sighed. She was right. And that was a first, believe it or not. So I texted him back.

Sounds good :] Just give me the details so I can get my part sorted out and paid for –Arika

No need. I already bought your plane ticket –Tom

What about my hotel room? –Arika

No need for one ;-) Just pack your bags tonight. Your plane leaves from SFO at 9am sharp. Check into United –Tom

________Nerves settled in the depths of my stomach. Like I was meeting him for the first time all over again. But annoyance and anger still lurked in the back of my mind and I was sure to let it show when I got to Germany.












{ :B }

[Viv_Kaulitz]

yay.
you continued. :]

more please. :D

[Ich_liebe_bill]

YOU CONTINUED YES

[thehka]

i feel the need to change the title...

[Jess_Kaulitz]

Arika!
I love it!
Continuee [[:

[thehka]

__________I woke up in my spacious first class seat with a blanket over my face. My ear buds were blasting Jack Johnson’s Sitting, Waiting, Wishing when I forced myself out from under the thin airplane blanket and sat up. I checked the monitor next to me to see the time. I sighed heavily. I slept for most of the plan ride. Only half an hour until we landed in Germany. I got the blast of a mix of adrenaline and nerves flow through my body as I realized what position I was in. I was going to see him again and excitement more than anger and nerves built up inside of me, but I wasn’t going to let him know that when I saw him.
__________An hour, 2 large bags in tow and a rental car later, I was finally on my way to the twin’s house. My heart pounded against my rib cage as I pulled up to the snow covered brick house in my rented black on black Dodge Charger. I turned off the roaring car and sat back. I took a deep breath, opened the door and stepped into the brisk winter Berlin air.
__________“You can do this. It’s only Tom. Don’t let him get to you so fast. You’re mad at him, too, remember? Take it easy and make sure he knows you’re not the happiest camper with him,” I said to myself as I walked to the white door and rang the door bell. I patiently bounced on my toes and hugged myself for warmth as I waited for someone to answer the door. Ten seconds pasted…nothing. Thirty seconds…still nothing. But as I turned to go back to the car, I heard a collision on the opposite side of the door.
__________“OUCH. ****IT!”
__________I stood wide eyed, waiting to see who had just hurt themself. The wooden door swung open and a blonde boy in a hat revealed himself.
__________“I thought it would be you,” said Gustav, motioning me to come into the house, “Tom is out. Bill is sleeping. Georg is somewhere.” He plopped himself back on the couch and continued to watch a German movie. I awkwardly sat down opposite him on the couch.
__________“Where did Tom go?” I asked, trying to keep my desperation hidden.
__________“I dunno. Out. He said he would be back within half an hour because he knew you would be here. But he left about an hour ago,” said Gustav, absent mindedly, eyes on the 90 inch plasma screen in front of him.
__________“Oh,” I said in slight disappointment. A minute or two later, I heard tires and snowy gravel colliding outside. My heart raced as I tried to look cool and collected on the couch, acting as if I were almost too interested in the gunshots and explosives on the TV in front of me. The front door swung open and a blast of cool Berlin air flowed quickly through the sitting room.
__________“Why didn’t anyone tell me you already arrived?” Tom said in utter disappointment. I turned around and looked him up and down. He stood on the door mat wearing a black bandana, black shirt with white graphics, a black zip up hoodie with matching graphics as the shirt, dark washed baggy jeans and white Nikes. In his hands he held a blank box the size of a text book and a dozen roses. I couldn’t help but forgive him right then and there. It’s much harder to stay mad at someone who looks the way he did. He looked like a child who had been caught reaching into the cookie jar. A smile grew from ear to ear and I got up and walked towards him. I hesitated to kiss him and I stopped to look into his coconut brown eyes.
__________“I missed you,” he said, bundling me in a hug and gently pressing his lips against mine. I went weak in the knees. I turned to rubber. I had no control of any portion of my body anymore because I just melted away like ice on a hot Arizona summer’s day. I floated away. I only snapped back to life when he pulled away.
__________“Um, these are for you,” said Tom, blushing as he pulled the dozen roses from behind his back. I took them with hesitation and unwillingly sniffed the bunch.
__________“They’re gorgeous, thank you so much,” I said with force, pecking him on the lips. I wasn’t the biggest fan of roses. I didn’t like the way they smelled at I all. I think they stink. But shhh, don’t tell ;)…
__________“What about the box? Is that for me too?”
__________“Ehm. Well, no. I mean yes, but not now. It’s your Christmas present.”
__________“I can’t have a peek?”
__________“It’ll spoil my plan, my love.”
__________I blushed and turned to head back towards the sitting room when he grabbed me with a hug from behind. We waddled away in unison from the living room and up the stairs and to his room.









{ :3 bom chicka wah wah }

[Jess_Kaulitz]

Awww that was soo cutee!!!
Tom <333

[Ich_liebe_bill]

D'AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW


:D


eating face. ;D

[Viv_Kaulitz]

aww. =DD

[kiki483]

*new reader*

aawww! tom is such a cutie!!!
hope u update soon!!!!

[thehka]

boop will do ;D

[thehka]

_________Nothing happened that night. In fact, I didn’t even stay the night in his room. We talked till almost dawn about nothing in particular before we both got up and walked to the door to my temporary bedroom and bid each other adieu.
_________The next morning I woke up before anyone else had. I looked to my left at the digital alarm clock on the night stand next to my bed. It was two in the afternoon. I reluctantly tore the sheets off my body and shivered as I slipped my feet into my tiger slippers that I had brought from home. I tiptoed down the hall, past the doors of the snoozing boys, down the stairs, holding most of my weight on the wooden banister and slid into the kitchen. I did a double take at the calendar next to the refrigerator as I passed lazily. It was the day before Christmas Eve. How could I have forgotten to get the boys, much less, Tom, a present?! I cursed myself out as I scrambled to get the ingredients to prepare a nice homemade brunch for the boys whenever they woke up. Fifteen minutes into cooking I shifted over to the pan that the eggs were being scrambled in by my spatula. Arms slinked themselves around my midsection and held on tight. A chin rested on my right shoulder.
_________“The bacon woke me up,” Tom whispered in my ear, gently kissing between my ear lobe and jaw line. A dazed and goofy grin grew on my face as I turned around to face him.
_________“You should know better than to sneak up on me when I’m handling hot things,” I said, shaking my egg residue covered spatula at him.
_________“What about if I sneak up and handle hot stuff myself?” he asked, slightly squeezing me. I held back a giggle and blushed.
_________“Then I guess negotiations are over,” I said, still smiling to myself as I turned back around to slosh the eggs around a bit more. He unraveled his arms from around my body and kissed me on my cheek before he left to turn on the television in the living room, leaving me to finish cooking. Ten minutes later I scraped the last bit of food onto a serving dish and set it on the table. By then, the rest of the boys had woken up and joined Tom on the PS3. I called for them and they all fought their way into the dining room like starving children going on a field trip to Dunkin Donuts. Okay yeah yeah that was mean, I know. But it's still true.
_________I heard a thud and a curse of pain behind me. I whipped around wondering who was left to come to the table. I looked to the stairs and a girl with medium dark hair rubbed her knee as she hobbled to the table.
_________“I didn’t realize we’d need six settings,” I said with skepticism, looking the girl up and down then to across the table to Tom. He shook his head and jutted his chin to Gustav who was stabbing his sausage with his fork. Don’t get nasty. I looked back at the girl with relief.
_________“Sorry, I guess I just wasn’t informed about another guest,” I said, heading back to the kitchen to get another table setting.
_________“Oh it’s fine, I’m not really hungry for breakfast food at this time,” she said, smirking as she pushed her purple glasses back up her nose. “My name’s Jesse,” said the short statured girl, jutting out her hand. I shook it with hospitality.
_________“Well what can I make you for…a late lunch shall we say?” I said.
_________“Oh don’t worry about it, I can whip up something for myself,” she said, walking into the kitchen. I shrugged and sat down at my seat next to tom and nibbled on a piece of bacon.
_________“So when did she get here?” I whispered into Tom’s ear.
_________“Just last night after we went upstairs. They’ve been together for a few months.”
_________“She sounds American.”
_________“That’s because she is.”
_________I sipped my orange juice as I watched her carry a plate with a sandwich and a bag of chip to the dining table. She didn’t hesitate to sit next to Gustav who wrapped his arm around her shoulders and gave her a bit of a squeeze. We munched in silence until everyone was done. The boys left Jesse and I to clean up after them as they went straight back to the PS3.
_________“So you’re with Tom?” she asked me as she handed me a dirty plate for me to scrub.
_________“I guess you can say that,” I said, blushing. The thought still shocked me.
_________“Exciting isn’t it? Being with a rock star?” she said in admiration.
_________“It’s not bad so far.”
_________“Next you’ll have to deal with the tabloids, I reckon.”
_________“Can’t wait,” I said with sarcasm. I dried off the last plate, lost in thought. “Hey have you already gotten all of the boys a present?”
_________“Yeah, why?”
_________“I suppose you’ll know Tom a little better than I do?”
_________“Well, I don’t know about that but I’ll see what I can do.”
_________“You see, I still need to get the boys a present. I’ve no idea what to do, where to go, what to get. It’ll be great to have another girl to help me figure it all out.”
_________“I’d love to!” said Jesse excitedly.
_________“Great! I’m going shopping in like 30 minutes so meet me down here and DON’T tell the boys what we’re up to,” I said with a wink. She pretended to zip her lips closed.
_________For around an hour and a half, Jesse and I spent our time at a local outdoor mall. I spent more of my time pick stuff up and putting it back down more than deciding what I wanted to get the boys. I settled on one item for Gustav, Bill and Georg and two items for Tom. We walked into the living room 2 hours later after leaving, in fits of laughter. We made sure we kept the present safely locked in my car’s trunk until the coast was clear to wrap them in privacy.
_________“What are you girls on about?” asked Gustav, eyes still on the screen of the television.
_________“Just talking about that butt of yours,” said Jesse, mockingly. He looked over his shoulder and gave her the stink eye.
_________I wandered over and sat next to Tom on the couch. I pulled my legs up to my chest and rested my chin on my knees. Tom wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer. He kissed my temple and the coldness of his lip piercing sent shivers throughout my body. Tomorrow was Christmas Eve and I could hardly wait till Christmas Day. I felt like a little kid again.

[Ich_liebe_bill]

I MY LANTA I AM IN YOUR FIC I LOVE YOU.


his butt.

i died.



i love you.



did i mention.


that i love you.

[thehka]

i think one more time would do that trick ;)

[Viv_Kaulitz]

lol, Gustav's butt. :lol:

[thehka]

________I woke up on the couch with my head resting on Tom’s chest. I listened to his slow breathing and steady heartbeat. It almost lulled me back to sleep. I reluctantly tried to get up when Tom’s arm slinked around me and held me in place. He grumbled a protest when I forced myself into a sitting position.
________“Happy Christmas Eve,” said Tom. Sitting up, and pecking me on the cheek.
________“Let’s all go out to breakfast,” I suggested, watching the others stir awake.

________An hour or two later all six of us crowded a table in the back corner of a local breakfast café. I have never been in a more awkward position in my life. I felt the eyes of girls burning through the back of my head. I slowly turned my head over my right shoulder and looked out the front window. Dozens of camera lens peered back at me. A flew flashes started going off as I snapped my head back around. I wanted to shove my face in my place and never show it again. What in God’s name made me suggest this and convince everyone it’d be fun?
________We all scrambled to finish our early meal and headed towards the front door. Thank GOD for Tobi and his intimidating burliness. Paparazzi cameras flew to us and flashes went off everywhere Tobi was like Moses parting the Red Sea for us. Tom held me close and told me to put my head down as Gustav and Jesse did the same. Camera lens’, tape recorders, sharpies and paper were shoved in my face, though I figured they we’re meant for only me. It was overwhelming to be in a situation like this after just finishing breakfast. We clambered into the black on black Cadillac Escalade that waited two yards from the front entrance. It seemed as if it took hours to even just get to it. We slammed the door closed and sped away. We sat in silence until we got back to the house. I rushed back to my room and sat on my bed, alone. I wanted to cry. I felt dirty. I felt the claws of other girls minds just rip me apart as they begged the boys to rip themselves away from us and focus their attention all on the girls who screamed loudest for them.
________“I can’t live my life like this,” I said to myself. A soft knock rapped on my door and it creaked ajar.
________“Hey,” said Bill, poking his head in. I smirked the ‘okay’. He came in, closed the door behind him and sat next to me. “Bet you weren’t expecting that.” He nudged me with his elbow.
________“I knew there was paparazzi and media and fans but oh my GOD,” I said, staring at my feet. “I feel terrible knowing I was the one who suggested it and when you guys protested I just had to drag you guys out of the house.”
________“Please don’t. It’ll kill all of us to know that you think it’s your fault.”
________“But it is.”
________“But you didn’t know.”
________“But you could’ve not gone.”
________Bill sighed in defeat and stood up. He walked to the dresser in the corner and fiddled with something on top.
________“You know you had to face it someday. We’re sorry you weren't prepared sooner. But please don’t mope around, thinking it’s your fault and when we tell you otherwise, keep convincing yourself that it is. Tom doesn’t want that. Trust me as his twin, brother, enemy, rival, or what have you. He wants you to be happy when you go outside. Not cower in fear and keep yourself locked in this house for the rest of your trip. It would hurt him more than anything if you decided to stop being with him because of those bastards out there. If you knew what he got you for Christmas, I would not be sad or embarrassed for long.”
________At that, he left the room, closing the door quietly behind him. I’ve never been left so confused in my life. I laid down on my bed and let my eyelids slide closed for a nap.

________I awoke to the sound of the doorbell on hyper mode. I looked over to the clock. I’d taken a nap for a good portion of the day as it was already evening. I guess being mauled over by people takes more out of me than expected. I clambered downstairs sleepily and met the rest of the gang in the living room.
________“Why in God’s name won’t it stop?” I asked, referring to the bell.
________“Girls like to drop off Christmas presents on Christmas Eve,” Georg explained, fiddling with the PS3 controller and furrowing his eyebrows together in concentration.
________“Du Kranke sau!” said Bill, throwing down his controller on the couch, he crossed his arms and pouted. Georg pointed and laughed in success. I shook my head in awe to the boy’s act and shuffled over to squeeze between Jesse and Tom.
________“What else do they do?” I whispered to Jesse, referring to the video games.
________“Sometimes they grunt, drool or even whine,” she said in sarcastic amazement.
________The doorbell ringing slowly ceased and we all got up to head to bed. Bill and Gustav quickly darted out the door, collected the presents, slammed the door shut and threw the gifts under the tree. Gustav and Jesse quickly scurried off to his room and slammed the door shut while Bill and Georg trailed into their rooms, alone. Tom took my hand and pulled me to his room.
________“Uh oh,” I thought, “Well, this should be interesting.” I thought we weren't supposed to get gifts till Christmas.
;)

[kiki483]

great chapter! ;)
oohh...shes getting her christmas present early...hehe :D
update soon!

[Viv_Kaulitz]

i wonder what she's getting for Cristmas. ;)

[Ich_liebe_bill]

OH LOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRDDDDDDDDDDYYY Gustav and I booked it :lol:

[thehka]

updating soon :]

[thehka]

haha....

uhh...
im writing some more...

lord i havent been to this thread in ages...

[sexyhexytom]

i freakin love this story, ****** you better update immediately!!!

[thehka]

He closed the door behind us and we both sat on his bed. I looked around nervously, keeping my distance, afraid to touch his knee with mine. He took my hand, and rubbed his thumb against it. My heart fluttered into an uncountable rate and I reluctantly looked into his eyes. I wanted to read his mind. I wanted him to read my mind. I wanted him to know his limits. Only up till now has he known what they are. But I wasn’t ready for this.
“I want to sleep with you tonight,” he said, quietly. My heart stopped mid pace.
“Not like that!” he said, laughing at my horror struck face. “I’ve just never experienced a Christmas morning waking up to the one I love next to me.” A smile of relief slowly built upon my face. Did he just say the L word?
“I was kind of hoping it wasn’t what I thought…but at the same time, I hope to dear God it was,” my faced dropped, “I shouldn’t have told you that.” I hung my head in embarrassment.
He laughed and pulled my face up by my chin with his knuckle. I looked into his eyes and read what he wanted.
He leaned forward, pressing his lips against mine as we fell back against the pillows…


My eyes fluttered open, forgetting where I was for a minute, as I pulled the sheets closer to my chin and rubbing my face on the pillow under my head. Reaching high, I stretched. His arm embraced me around my ribcage and pulled me closer. I squealed and giggled, pretending to want to get lose from his grasp and ‘gave up’. I went limp and pouted. He dry humped my butt and I screamed for real, wanting to get lose and jump out of bed. I was NOT ready for little Tom to give me my present. He laughed and tightened his grip and I flailed about.
“I WAS KIDDINGGG!” he exclaimed, refusing me to let go and burying his face in my back. My shrieks turned into giggles as his loose dreadlocks tickled my shoulder blades. He released me and I turned over to face him.
“Merry Christmas,” he said, taking my hand and weaving his fingers between mine. He pecked me lightly on my cheek bone and threw the covers off both of us and jumped out of bed. I curled up into a tight ball, keeping myself warm with as much body heat as possible. He took hold of my ankles and dragged me out of bed. I stood shivering in my oversized sleep shirt that I had borrowed from him. He headed out the door and I soon heard slamming and pounding of fists colliding with doors. Three other voices hollered in protest from the other side of each room. I shook my head in amusement as I threw a pair of sweatpants on and headed downstairs. Plopping myself on the couch as Tom rustled around the kitchen, a sleepy trio of boys clambered down the stairs, rubbing their eyes awake. Bill had a cowlick in the dead center back of his head. Gustav’s glasses were askew and Georg finished pulling a shirt down his bare torso.
“Where’s Jesse?” I asked Gustav.
“Sleeping still. I tried dragging her down here but she somehow buried herself even deeper in the sheets. It’s like flipping quicksand,” he said in slight annoyance as he pushed his glasses back up the bridge of his nose. Georg tossed himself on the couch and opened his arms to have presents thrown at him. Bill rolled his eyes and got on all fours, digging the presents from the back and tossed them at us, one by one. Bill, of course had the biggest pile due to the amount of CFFs he had. He proudly made a dent in the pile and sat in it, looking at everyone else’s amount and waited for someone else to open a box first. Gustav cleared his throat and picked up a long, skinny cylinder shaped parcel.
“From Jesse,” he read off the side. He leaned in for a peck from Jesse and tore off the red wrapping paper.
“I hope you don’t already have it somewhere,” said Jesse, shoulders slouched.
“Oh no way,” Gustav exclaimed, unrolling a signed metallica poster.
“I would’ve gotten it framed if we had more—“
“It’s perfect, don’t worry about it,” said Gustav, leaning in for another kiss. Georg was the one to open next. Paper flew past his head and behind the couch as he tore open a present from Bill and Tom. He turned red with embarrassment and annoyance as he opened and closed the box as quickly as he could.
“Don’t you dare put that away without showing it off!” said Tom, wrestling the box out of Georg’s hands, ripping out its insides and twirling it in the air.
“Give it back!” Georg growled trying to get the clothing back from Tom.
“Ohhh! Now you want it?!” mocked Tom. Bill ripped the object out of Tom’s hands and proudly showed off the present. The room, with the exception of Georg, howled in laughter. Bill tossed the loincloth to Gustav and mocked Tarzan. Jesse and I fell of the couch and onto the floor in maniacal laughter. Tom sat next to me on the floor and handed me a small pink box. I stared at the white ribbon and gulped. This was it. All eyes were on me as I carefully tore the sides of the box open and lifted the lid. I gazed at its contents and looked at Tom in disbelief. I hope this wasn’t what I thought it was.





{o.o...I HAS RETURNED! rofl...}

[sexyhexytom]

cliff hangers......love em yet hate em at the same time! pleeeease write more soon, very soon, very very very soooooon!

[TOMKAULITZ123]

omg!!!
update soon im dying to know what happens!!!!

[thehka]

haha yay i still got it >:]

[THmusicluvr243]

That was a flippin mean cliff hanger there... luv it mehr soon!

[tokioxhotelx483]

*new reader*
NOOO!!!
YOU CANT LEAVE IT LIKE THAT!!!
lol.
i love it!
your an amazing writer!

[thehka]

oh jeez i just realized how horrible that last part was...

characters appeared after i put them away lmao
oh well

yes yes more soon :]

[tokioxhotelx483]

YAY!!!
NO!!!!!
more now!!!
i loves this story!!

[thehka]

shhh im writing rofl

[tokioxhotelx483]

hahahahahahha
*is waiting for 2 seconds*
i want moreeee
im a reallly big baby when it comes to fanfics lmfao

[THfOrEvAiNmY<3_94]

Hey, I just read this and I loved it. I can't wait for more!:D
Also in your spare time, my first fanfic is 'Please Come and Rescue Me'.
I would love it if you could read it and tell me what you think if you want.:)
-Lyndsi

[thehka]

almost doneeeee...

[tokioxhotelx483]

yeah!!!
cant wait!!

[ChristineListing]

*new reader* yayy!! i loves it!!! And Georg has no girlfriend :) yayy!!! he's mine, *looks around for witnesses, then steals Georg* mwhahaha!!! "ok..." *gives Georg back*

[tokioxhotelx483]

you can have him....
Bill mine!!!
*steals Bill*
HES MINE!!!!!!!

[thehka]

*new reader* yayy!! i loves it!!! And Georg has no girlfriend :) yayy!!! he's mine, *looks around for witnesses, then steals Georg* mwhahaha!!! "ok..." *gives Georg back*

...you gave me an idea

*praces around*

[TOMKAULITZ123]

ok u guys can have bill and georg...
but tom is mine *grabs tom and starts walking away*
wait...then tht will ruin the story *gives tom back until story is over*

anyway......
i can't wait for the update!!!

[ChristineListing]

...you gave me an idea

*praces around*

ohh.... i like ideas!!! :)

[tokioxhotelx483]

ok u guys can have bill and georg...
but tom is mine *grabs tom and starts walking away*
wait...then tht will ruin the story *gives tom back until story is over*

anyway......
i can't wait for the update!!!

hahahha
GUSTAV SCHAFER!!
STARTING AT 2$ANYONE?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!
SOLD!!!!
TO GUY IN TIGHT BLACK SHIRT AND TIGHT BLACK PANTS!
WAIT!BILL YOU CANT HAVE GUSTAV!!
BILL YOUR MINE!
*ties Bill up*

[TOMKAULITZ123]

hahahha
GUSTAV SCHAFER!!
STARTING AT 2$ANYONE?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!
SOLD!!!!
TO GUY IN TIGHT BLACK SHIRT AND TIGHT BLACK PANTS!
WAIT!BILL YOU CANT HAVE GUSTAV!!
BILL YOUR MINE!
*ties Bill up*


HAHAHAHAHA
omg i am seriously cracking up

[tokioxhotelx483]

hahahahahaha!!!
i am 2

[thehka]

you guys are dorks rofl...


________________________

“Tom I hope your joking,” I said in disbelief, still gazing at the contents. The gleam of the two diamonds on the ring caught my eye and my trance was broken. I stared at him demanding answers solely with my eyes.
“I’m not asking you to marry me, love,” he said quickly, going into panic mode. The room was dead quite all eyes still on the two of us. Georg played with his hair in nervousness and Bill twiddled his thumbs while biting his lip. I continued to stare deep into Tom’s eyes while holding back burning tears in my own.
“It’s just a promise ring,” Tom began.
“Promise for what?” I demanded.
“That you’ll keep me in your life forever.”
“Tom you don’t know me well enough to—“
“Then it’s a promise to get to know you well and maybe things could turn the way you and I want it to.”
“What does that even mean?”
“Well I know I have this reputation for solely wanting sex and not planning to marry in the future but these past couple of months have shown me that there’s something more than that in life and you have opened my eyes to see something that I truly enjoy that I’ve never experienced before,” he stated, blushing in embarrassment to be saying this in front of the whole house. “I know I’ve been immature about love and girls,” he murmured. Gustav snorted with his eyes closed. Tom glared at him and spoke again.
“But I want to change for you. I don’t want to lose this.”
“We have next to nothing Tom.” My eyes began to water.
“Your favourite films have to include either zombies or magic. Your favourite colour is cerulean. Your favourite animals are small monkeys. Your favorite food is sushi. You love having a room to yourself. You cannot stand people who criticize everything. You hate slow walkers. You adore baby faces. The only thing you find truly beautiful is pregnancy.” He said, nearly out of breath with pleading eyes.
“Tom I’m sorry but I cannot promise myself for you.”
“Why the **** not?” he asked angrily, rising from the couch.
“I cannot do this so early in my life. I have the world to see before I want to make decisions like this. He ripped the box out of my hand, threw it at the wall and stormed up to his room, slamming the door behind him. Bill and Jesse ran to me as I brushed tears away faster than they fell down my cheeks. He put his arm around me and rocked me and I cried silent tears while Jesse shhh’ed me, hoping to be reassuring. Gustav, eyes still closed, massaged the bridge of his nose while Georg nervously avoided watching me. Everything had gone terribly wrong in the matter of two minutes. I was only left with the decision to leave as soon as possible. I got up, and broke free of Bill’s arms. Jesse took my hand as I lead her to my room to pack.
“Some Christmas, huh?” Jesse nervously asked, attempting to lighten the room’s mood. I dragged my suit cases from out of the closet and zipped them all open. Silent tears still crawled their way down my face. Loud, muffled shouts came from the room next to me. Jesse cleared her throat and pretended not to notice as I pulled open drawers and scooped up their contents, tossing them into the suitcases sprawled along my bed. The sound of glass breaking vibrated through the house. Jesse and I looked at each other in horror and ran to Tom’s room. Tom’s bedroom door stood open as I stopped dead in my tracks in the doorway and looked at the body, unconscious on the floor.






{kinda short inodis ._.}

[TOMKAULITZ123]

OMG WOA WHAT JUST HAPPENED???? *goes back and reads again*
:exclamation:he just knocked himself out?:exclamation:
wow
i wonder wats gonna happen next

[ChristineListing]

TOMMIE!!! at least georg is ok :) but.. i feel sorry for tom too :(

[thehka]

muwahahaha!

*twirls hands evilly*


evilly?
evily?...

forget it.

[tokioxhotelx483]

You evil person!!!!!!!!!
How could you leave it righ there?!!?!??!?!?!?!
Grrrrrr
you need to right more!!!!!!!!
Tonightttttt
grrrr
this is going to drive me crazy!!!!omg!!!!!!!!!

[THfOrEvAiNmY<3_94]

Nooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You can't leave it like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!! Update update update!!!!!:d

[TOMKAULITZ123]

i agree^^^^

[thehka]

*strokes invisible evil cat on lap*


patience my little ones...

patience...

[TOMKAULITZ123]

*strokes invisible evil cat on lap*


patience my little ones...

patience...

hahahahaha

[tokioxhotelx483]

HAHAHAHHAHA!!!
NO I CANT BE!!!
LOLZZ
I NEED MORE NOWW!!!
*goes for cat*

[thehka]

ohhh lordy hahaha...

[Mrs.TomKaulitz1109]

*New Reader*

:D

I love this!
I wanna know what happened with her and Dylan and why she hates him so much!
Tom better be okay!
More soon preeze!!!

[thehka]

writing writing writng my dears ^-^

[tokioxhotelx483]

yeah!!!!
cant wait for more!

[TOMKAULITZ123]

writing writing writng my dears ^-^

*dances*
yay cant wait

[azaria_lover7]

omg that was amazing
new reader

[thehka]

bleh sorry guys!
writing the last half nowwwww...

[tokioxhotelx483]

yay!!
cant wait!

[sexyhexytom]

Shes writing the other half now!!!! *runs to tell my imaginary friends* *we all gather around the computer, waiting for an update!*

[thehka]

hey guys
sorry i havent updated in ages


bad news
my computer crashed

i lost all my writing ._.

so ill hopefully be rewriting again soon
ill keep you updated on that

[CandiKaulitz]

oh noes! *new reader btw* nice story and i hope u get to recreate everything soon!

[ScreamItAway]

NEEEEEIN! omg Tom! (new reader) :cry:

[<3AmandaKaulitz_94<3]

Omg!!! Tooooom!!!

I love this! UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!!!.................please........

[CandiKaulitz]

i think this thread could use an update *hint hint*;)