A Life Changed-Ch 26 Up-Complete!

[samijo]

Allison opened her eyes. Looking up, she realized that she did not recognize the ceiling or walls. She did not recognize the paintings on the walls. Obviously, she was in a hotel room. A very nice, large hotel room. She looked to her left. There was a bedside table with all the usual hotel items: an over sized alarm clock, phone book, lamp, and a phone. And then there were other things. Bottles. Way too many bottles. Way too many brands of bottles. Liquors, beers, and wines. Cigarette butts. A condom wrapper. A CONDOM WRAPPER?! She bolted upright. Next to her, she heard a muffled groan. She jumped off of the bed, grabbing the sheets and clutching them to her naked body. "Oh my gosh!" The comforter remained on the bed, covering a heap that could only be a human. Her thoughts were racing and the headache from her hangover did not help. "What did I DO last night? Oh dear God. Who is this person?"

She looked around the room. It really was huge. It had a mini bar and kitchen. There was a balcony and sitting area as well. Someone important was staying in this suite. And then it hit her. "Oh. My. God. Surely I didn't. It's not possible. Is it?" Quietly, she tiptoed to the opposite side of the bed. Clothes littered the floor. Those were her clothes from the concert. And those...those were some pretty large t-shirts. Baggy pants. TONS of caps. She gently lifted the comforter. Dreads. Her mind reeled. "I slept with Tom Kaulitz." She went to the concert, somehow, met the band, and then partied with them. And apparently, caught Tom's eye.

She carefully shook him awake. He rubbed his eyes, adjusting to the light. Peering up at her, he looked confused for a second, then grinned. "Uh, hey. So, I know I don't have to ask if it's a good morning for you, huh?" Allison didn't know whether to slap him or roll around in the bed with him again. He was deliciously good looking. And he was also cocky. "Yea, I'm sure it was great for you. And I'm sure you can't even remember my name."

Tom's smile faded and returned just as quickly. "Of course I do. Amy..Andrea..Allison! That's it. Allison! HA!" He smirked at her. His brown eyes were enough to drive a girl made with desire, which was probably exactly how she ended up here last night. Well, that an the countless bottles of beer and wine. "So what time is it?" Tom asked, sitting up. Allison glanced over at the clock on the table. "Almost nine." Tom's face went ashen. "Almost nine! I have to be downstairs, packed and ready to leave in 15 minutes!" Looking around the room, that would be quite the challenge. They both jumped from the bed. Tom jumped into the shower and Allison threw on the clothes she wore the night before. She looked for her phone, purse, and shoes. In no time at all, Tom came stumbling out of the bathroom, pulling on his pants and shirt. He had about two minutes before he had to be downstairs.

He looked at her. "Uh, listen. From what I remember of last night, it was pretty fun. We will be back here in Germany in about a week or so. Maybe we can, you know, get together?" Allison thought for a minute. She really didn't see the harm in it. It was Tom Kaulitz. I mean, yea, they had hooked up, but honestly, even if she hadn't been wasted, wouldn't she have done it anyway? She smiled, gave him her number, and pranced out of the room, making sure he got one last look at her best feature.


Two Weeks Later
Allison lay on her bed, looking at the ceiling. "If only you could take back those stupid decisions you made. If only," she thought. It had been two weeks since her encounter with Tom. Rain was pelting against her window, and it matched her mood. She felt like drowning herself in that rain. Sighing, she raised herself off of the bed and walked into the bathroom, frowning at her Tokio Hotel poster on the way in. "**** you Tom." She looked at her watch. It had been five minutes, two more than the suggested three. She took a deep breath and looked down. Two lines. "What does that mean? I can't remember." Frantically, she grabbed the paper. "Two lines.....PREGNANT?!"



Ok guys...this is my first 'on my own' fan fic. I need opinions here! Should I keep going? Should I stop? Let me know what you think!

[ShadowIW]

wow..... :D

[Ich_liebe_bill]

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG



SAM. THIS. IS. AMAZING.

[writeratheart412]

I agree with you both...keep going...I'm...begging you...

[samijo]

Chapter 2

She stood staring at the test, trembling. She felt completely numb. It was like a nightmare, but when she rubbed her eyes and splashed cold water on her face, she didn't wake up. She decided to take a shower and clear her head. She needed to think. Feeling the hot water soothed her, and for the longest time, she just stood there, not washing. Finally, the dam holding her emotions broke, and she sank to the floor of the shower, crying.


Meanwhile, with Tom

Another night, another girl. He had really lost count. He had stopped trying to remember their names. He sauntered in for breakfast with the guys, smiling. "What are you so happy about this morning, or don't we have to ask?" Bill gave him the same disapproving look as always. "Lighten up little brother. And no, you don't have to ask." Bill worried that one day the night life was going to catch up with his brother, but he knew better than to keep trying. It was no use. He never listened.


Back with Allison

After letting her fear seep out with her tears, Allison felt a surge of strength and courage. She decided now was the time to do it, before she lost it. She picked up her phone and looked up Tom's number. Taking a deep breath, she jabbed the call button. "Hallo?" Just the sound of his deep, confident voice was enough to make her want to vomit and melt at the same time, a very odd sensation. "Um, Tom? Hi, it's Allison. We met a couple of weeks ago, after your concert? The night you barely remember? You barely made it downstairs the next morning" A brief pause. "OH YEAH! What's up?" She wasn't sure if he really remembered her or not. "I was wondering if I could come by tonight? Say around, seven? Are you staying at the same place?" Another pause. Then his deep voice again. "Sure, same place. Room 417. See you then." With that, he broke the connection.


Again, with Tom
When his cell rang, he didn't recognize the number or the name associated with it. When the girl said her name, he didn't immediately remember. Two weeks ago? This chick expected him to remember two weeks worth of one night stands? HA! But he DID remember being late the next morning. She wanted to meet up again. At his hotel room. They always did come back. He smiled. Georg looked at him across the table, smirking. Tom winked at him. They both knew what that meant. That meant Tom was going to have a good night.


Return to Allison
She arrived at the hotel, taking the elevator the fourth floor. The walked down the hall and arrived at Tom's door. Room 417. Taking a very deep breath, she closed her eyes and knocked on the door. She heard footsteps inside and a few seconds later, the door opened. And there he stood, his brown eyes staring right through her. "Hey there. Come on in Sexy." She obliged, her stomach in knots. "Can I get you something to drink?" Tom asked? "No thanks, I'm good." Tom poured himself a glass of wine and shrugged his shoulders. She took a seat on a chair in the sitting area, waiting on him to do the same. He came over, staring at her, using the seductive stare that she knew was meant for the bedroom. She had to stop this before it began. "Look, before you get the wrong idea, I have to tell you why I'm here. Um, I don't know how to sugar coat it, so here it is. I'm uh, I'm pregnant." Silence. Complete and utter silence. And then the deafening sound of shattering glass. She rushed to grab a towel and blot the wine so it didn't stain while Tom cleaned up the broken glass. Only then did they look at one another.

"Excuse me?" was all he squeaked out. "I'm pregnant Tom." He looked at her, eyes wide and face pale. "This is a joke right? Or no, wait. I know EXACTLY what this is! You know that the band is big now, and you want money! This is crazy!" She sat there, shocked. "I prepared for the chance that you might say that." Digging in her bag, Allison pulled out an unopened box with a pregnancy test inside. "Would you like me to go take it right now?" Tom nodded, and she marched directly to the bathroom. Within a minute, she was out and the two of them sat silently waiting on the results. After the wait, they checked the results together. Of course, it was positive. Tom looked at Allison. "This is crazy! How do you know it was even me? You probably sleep around with other guys! I always wear condoms and I did that night too!"

Allison stared at him. She could feel her face flushing red with anger. "First of all, I haven't slept with anybody but you in over a month! Second of all, accidents happen, especially when you're as drunk as we were that night! Maybe the condom broke! Maybe you never put it on! Maybe you took it off! But the point is, something happened, and now I am pregnant and YOU are the father!"
Tom glared at her. "Get out, and get out now." She didn't know what to do. There was nothing she could do. She couldn't force him to listen or care. She didn't know how, but if she had to, she would do it on her own. So she turned and left, tears streaming down her face.

[Ich_liebe_bill]

*punches tom in the stomach*



sam, thats AMAZING.


its so raw and real. i love it. everyone should read it, everywhere. lol

[samijo]

Chapter 3



With Tom

He felt sick. He knew he shouldn't have said those things to her, and especially shouldn't have thrown her out. A girl had never pulled this with him, and he had been with a lot of girls who could have. No girl would have been smart enough to bring a test with her. He saw her eyes. Tom knew desperate and scared, and Allison wasn't faking. He knew she was telling the truth when she said that it was his. And yet he had thrown her out and said such hateful things to her. Bile was creeping up in his throat. He rushed into the bathroom and leaned forward, his back heaving while as he vomited into the porcelin toilet. He stood, walking to the sink and splashing his face with cold water. This was bad. Very bad. Not only was he in trouble, but this meant the band was in trouble.
Bill. What would Bill say? What would Bill do? This would kill him.


Nextdoor, with Bill

Bill pulled himself off of the bathroom floor. What was THAT? He rarely got sick, and had no reason to feel sick now. He hadn't eaten anything weird, and he was nervous or excited. There wasn't a show tonight, and he and Tom hadn't had a fight or anyth...Tom. Something was wrong. He felt it. He hurried next door, fear quickening his steps. Not bothering to knock, he opened the door and entered the room, shutting it behind him. "Tomi?" Tom came around the corner, swaying slightly. He looked pale. "Tom, what's wrong? I know something's wrong, I feel it." Tom sat on the edge of the bed, looking down. "Bill, we have to talk. It's important." Bill sat down on the bed with him. This was really bad. Tom never looked or talked like this. He was always calm and collected, not fragile and broken. "Bill, I...there's this girl, Allison. And, she's....she's pregnant. And it's me. I'm the father." He looked up, tears forming in the corners of his eyes. Bill's eyes began to cloud over, storms brewing inside them. "WHAT?! TOM, HOW COULD YOU BE THIS STUPID?! I TOLD YOU THIS WOULD HAPPEN! YOU HAVE JUST RUINED EVERYTHING WE HAVE BUILT, EVERYTHING WE HAVE WORKED FOR!" The tears that were forming in Tom's eyes were spilling over now, and he reached for Bill's arm. Bill jerked away from him, storming out. The door slammed behind him, leaving Tom alone with his thoughts and damp t-shirt.


Tom, Alone

The slamming door was the loudest, most painful sound Tom had ever heard. He hated crying, but couldn't stop the puddles forming in the creases of his shirt. He loved his brother, more than anything on this earth. Being a twin was a special bond that few people understood. He knew Bill was disappointed in him, and hurt as well. Knowing he had caused this killed him. He had screwed up. Badly. He fumbled in the bedside table and took out a piece of paper, scribbling on it for a few moments. He walked out into the hall, over to Bill's door, and slipped it under, then turned and walked back to his room. Moments later, there was a knock on his door. He opened it, and there stood Bill, the paper in his hand. They both stood there for a moment, and Bill walked in. They sat down together on the bed, and Tom waited for Bill to speak. "Tom, how did you find out?" Tom took a deep breath. At least they were talking now. "She came by earlier and told me, took a test right here. She wasn't lying Bill. I know it. And then I yelled at her. I made her leave. I was nasty. I said some really awful stuff to her." Bill looked into Tom's eyes, the same as his own. "Tom, I know you you didn't mean for this to happen, but it did. It's going to be really hard for it all to work. But we can't let this ruin everything we have worked for." Tom stopped him. "Bill, it won't. I promise. Somehow, I will keep that from happening." "Tomi, something else. You have to fix things with this girl. She is carrying your child, and you need to be there. You need to take care of her and the baby. You need to fix what you've messed up. But don't worry. We'll figure it out together, somehow. We've done everything in our lives together. I promise you won't be alone. I love you Tomi." Bill reached over and put his arms around his big brother, hugging him in a way that they rarely ever did. Tom hugged him back, and the piece of paper fell to the floor between them, the ink smeared from Bill's tears. It read:

Ich höre wenn du leise schreist
Spüre jeden Atemzug von dir
Und auch
wenn das Schicksal uns zerreißt
Egal was danach kommt
Das teilen wir

Ich will da nicht allein sein
lass uns gemeinsam
in die Nacht
Irgendwann wird es Zeit sein
lass uns gemeinsam
in die Nacht

***Disclaimer! (LoL) I don't speak a bit of German, so I got the lyrics off of Google, hope they're right. For those of you like me who don't speak it...it's the lyrics to In The Night. It's Bill and Tom's "twin" song, that Bill sings to Tom at their concerts. Roughly translated, it's one of ther verses and chorus, meaning this:

I hear it when you are screaming quietly
Feel every breath from you
And even when fate tears us apart
No matter what’s coming afterwards
We’ll share it

I don’t want to be alone there
Let us together
Into the night
Someday there will be time
Let us together
Into the night

Again...all from Google. If they aren't right....let me know so I can fix them!***

[Ich_liebe_bill]

omg. omg. omg SAM. I almost cried. I was like | | <---that close to crying. The song. i LOVE THAT SONG. You put it in there perfectly.



*sigh*

[samijo]

LoL! That close huh? Did google supply the lyrics and all correctly?

And see, that would be payback for you making ME cry! So..there! *sticks out tongue*

If only I had more readers! *sighs*

[aimzsweetie]

I am a new reader, so far I love it please continue :D .

[samijo]

I am a new reader, so far I love it please continue :D .


Yea! Thank you! :)

[jackjackio]

Sam!
This is so good!!
:]
Please post more!

[samijo]

Sam!
This is so good!!
:]
Please post more!


*Claps hands together giddily* YIPPEE!!!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

see what a little love-spam can do? love you twini!

[samijo]

see what a little love-spam can do? love you twini!


HAHA! Thank you! I love you too twini! :) *showers you with kisses all over the cheeks*

[samijo]

Chapter 4

Meanwhile, with Allison

She had left Tom's room in a fit of rage and terror. When she got downstairs, she realized that it was raining, and she had no choice but to walk home in it. "Great. Just what I need. Well, actually, maybe not a bad idea. Pneumonia could fix this whole situation. I die, nobody cares. Problem solved," she thought sourly. She didn't know what to do at this point. She was scared to tell her family what she had gotten herself into. And she hated Tom. Hated him for what he had said to her. She knew she had no right to hate him for the predicament that they had both been a part of, but she hated him for it anyway.

Allison continued to walk, silent. Her hair was limp, sticking to her face. She kicked a rock with her shoe, and it went sailing into the storm. The monsoon. She laughed. Not a real laugh, but a laugh of irony. "Through the monsoon. Just me and you." That's what their song said. What a load of bull. She thought of ending the pregnancy. A lot of young girls did that. She continued the walk home, thinking of the possibilities, until she reached her front door. Walking inside, she went straight to her bedroom, not stopping to speak to anyone. She didn't want to talk, not after that last talk. Allison shut the door to her room, walked straight over to the poster and stared at it. She stared straight into Tom's smug face. "You arrogant jerk." In one swift motion she ripped the poster in half, right down the center of his face, then again, and again, until all that was left were tattered remains. She lay down on her bed, shoving her face into her pillow, and sobbed.


Georg, at the hotel

He and Gustav were hanging out in his room, relaxing. Gustav was listening to his IPOD and he was playing a video game. Ultimate relaxation. Then Bill and Tom entered the room. They were both clearly upset. They looked like they had been crying even. "Uh oh," he thought. "Not cool dude." Gustav noticed also, and tugging at his ear buds. Georg tapped the remote, turning of the TV. "What's going on?" Gustav asked, concerned as well. Bill spoke up. "Tom has a problem. A pretty big one. He uh, got a girl...in trouble." Georg knew exactly what Bill meant by that and just stared straight at Tom. Only one word crossed his mind. "Heavy." Gustav attempted to speak. "By 'in trouble' you mean..." Tom cut him off, quietly. "Yea, he does." Bill looked at both of them. "This doesn't mean that we're doing anything differently, at least right now. Everything stays as planned. This is Tom's business. We are here for support. We just thought that we should tell you now rather than later." Both of them spoke up, in obvious support of Tom in his moment of weakness. "Whatever you need." Tom nodded, attempting a smile. "Thanks guys. Uh, I need to go make a call. Be back later." With that, he left.


Back to Allison

Her pillow was beginning to soak and she was beginning to choke from the salt from her tears. Just when she thought suffocation was imminent, her cell phone rang. She looked at the display. It was Tom. Not wanting to answer, she stuffed it under the mattress. "Maybe I should answer, if for no other reason, to tell him how much of an asshole he is." She pulled is back out and clear her throat. "Hello?" There was his deep voice again. "Uh Allison, it's Tom. Is it ok if we meet up somewhere, or if I come to wherever you are? I really need to talk to you. Please." Allison thought for a moment. Why not? She had nothing to lose at this point. Her parents had left about 30 minutes ago and wouldn't be back for a while. Sighing, she told him "sure." She gave him directions and hung up, not knowing what to expect. Twenty minutes later, the doorbell rang. She padded down the hall in her socks, preparing herself for the worst. She opened the door, and there stood Tom, under and umbrella, with a small brown teddy bear in one hand. It wore a tiny white t-shirt with the words "Mommy To-Be" stitched on it.

[Ich_liebe_bill]

awww! awwww! awww! awwww! awwww! awwww!

mommy-to-be.


ljflkajfla love it.

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Awww
How cute of Tom!

I love this fanfic Sam!

[xXxMandiixXx]

i love this fanfic i could just hug tom right now :)

continue
<3 Mandii xx

[samijo]

Chapter 5


With Tom

As he stood there in the pouring rain with an umbrella and a pitiful excuse for an apology, Tom felt something he was not accustomed to feeling. Guilt, and also, empathy. He really wasn't sure what he was going to say or do, but he knew he couldn't just sit around doing nothing at all. It wasn't right. He was an adult, had made an adult decision, and had been for the better part of his life. Now he had to show how much of an adult he was by backing up these adult decisions with adult actions, APPROPRIATE adult actions.


With Allison

She looked at him, unsure of what she should say to him. Once again, she was struck with the odd sensation of wanting to both hug and slap him at the same time. She had never really met a person that could evoke both of those emotions in her so quickly and so often. Allison realized she was staring at him, and he was standing in the rain. "Come in." He mumbled a thank you, and handed her the teddy. She nodded her head in the direction of her bedroom, and he followed. Stepping inside, she turned to look at him. "This is probably the first time he's been in a girl's room and not hooked up with her," she thought. Allison knew he was probably thinking the exact same thing as he looked around. "Thank you, for the bear. It's really sweet," she finally said. "Well, it's not really anything. I just feel really bad about the way I acted earlier. I'm really sorry Allison. I never should have said those things to you. I want you to know that I believe you. And..I..well..I'm every bit as scared as you are. Trust me. But, I don't plan on running away from this. I will help support you and the baby. You didn't put yourself in this position with some help." His gaze shifted over in the direction of the blank wall where her poster once hung, immediately falling to the ground below where its remains now lay.

He spoke again. "I know you probably hate me, and I don't blame you a bit. We don't have to be lovers right now. We don't have to be boyfriend and girlfriend. ****, we don't even have to be friends right now. But I am a part of this, like it or not. That is something neither of us can change." Tom was looking directly into her eyes, and he was sincere. Allison was still not happy with him. She was still hurt by his words, but was willing to forgive him, at least at some point. Maybe not just yet, but one day. For now, she was willing to talk to him and work with him on this. She nodded in response to his words. "First things first," Tom said. "When will you tell your parents." Allison's stomach began to churn at the idea. "Well, unfortunately, I don't believe in putting things off. I guess I will tell them this week. After all, I will have to make doctor's appointment's a such." Tom nodded and asked, "Do you want me here, or no? Whichever you would rather, I will do." Allison thought for a moment. She thought it would be better if he were not here, and she told him that. He agreed, and left shortly after.


Later, with Tom

He lay on his bed, staring at the TV but not watching it. Things had went well with Allison he thought, but he knew she was still hurt and angry, and he didn't blame her. But she had his number and was going to call him later this week after she had told her parents.

When he had returned to the hotel, he had talked a bit with Bill, who had calmed down even more and was surprisingly calm and kind to him. Tom told him about the conversation, and Bill supported him and told him that he thought he had handled it very well. For a younger brother, Bill was still pretty wise, thought Tom would never tell him that. "His ego is big enough," Tom thought with a laugh. At that moment, there was a knock on his door. He glanced over at the clock. It was 3AM. Who could possibly be at the door? "UGH. Probably Georg, playing one of his stupid jokes." He was prepared to tell Georg to shove it when he opened the door and a dripping wet and crying Allison stood before him.

"Allison? What are you doing here? You're soaked! Come in here." He pulled her inside, gently of course. Grabbing a towel and robe from the bathroom, he wrapped them around her shoulders. Her body was wracking with sobs and Tom was afraid she would hyperventilate soon. He wasn't sure what to do, considering this girl really disliked him. He decided to start off slowly. "What's wrong?" Allison tried to take deep breaths. "I...told...them. They...screamed...and...yelled...at...me...They kicked...kicked me out." Tom touched her shoulder, careful not to upset her more. "Allison, did this just happen?" She shook her head, crying harder. "Noooooo. Mid...night. I...went to the park. I didn't...know where...to go." Tom didn't know what to do, so he carefully, very carefully, took Allison's hand and pulled her to him. She was weak, and let him. He held her in his arms while she cried.

[samijo]

Thanks everybody! I'm so glad people are reading! :D

[xXxMandiixXx]

omg poor allison and aww tommi hehe he cares :)

continue!

<3 Mandii xx

[Ich_liebe_bill]

SAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM you are sucvh a good writerrrrr! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :)

[samijo]

SAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM you are sucvh a good writerrrrr! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :)


I just smiled...so big! :D Thank you!!!

[samijo]

Chapter 6


With Allison

Finding herself at Tom's door was not something Allison had expected. She was still clutching the bear he had given her, not sure what to say, if he was even there. He might be out with some girl. After all, HE still had a life. He had no obligation to her, just to the baby. The fight was horrible. Her parents had called her names, names that still brought bitter tears to her eyes and made her want to vomit. They told her she was nothing to them now, and that they wanted her out. They wanted no part of her shame. All she could do was run. She had ended up at the park, and stayed there for three hours, until it had started to rain again. At that point, she knew she had to go somewhere. She began walking and her feet led her here.

He was surprised to see her, but he didn't look angry. Leading her inside, he had tried to warm her up and calm her. She could tell he didn't know if he should touch her. She knew he was worried she hated him, which she didn't. Right now she just wanted someone to care about what she was going through, someone to let her know that she wouldn't have to make this journey on her own. After she had lost control of her emotions, Tom had taken her in his arms and held her. He hadn't tried to kiss her, or make a pass at her. He had simply held her and let her cry. When she finally felt like she had enough strength in her body to hold her head upright, she pulled it off of his shoulder. Sheepishly, Allison looked up at him. "I'm really sorry about all of this." Tom shook his head. "No, you don't need to apologize for anything. I'm sorry you went through something so awful. Listen, I don't want you to take this the wrong way, but I want you to stay here. With us. I don't want you to be alone." She wasn't sure if she should, but really, what else could she do. She thought for a moment. "I could try it, at least for now. I don't really have another option." She nodded, agreeing.

Tom convinced her to take a shower to warm her up and soothe her body. He layed out one of his long t-shirts and a pair of knit shorts for her to change into. When he heard the shower turn on, he slipped into the hall, and went to wake the others.


Gustav's Room

When a fierce pounding on the door sent Gustav spiraling out of bed and onto the floor, it scared him out of his mind. His first thought was that he had overslept. When he glanced at the clock, his second thought was that something had happened to one of the guys. The pounding persisted, and he hurried to untangle himself from the sheets he had pulled off of the bed with him. He swung open the door, and there stood his fellow bandmates. The only one who had not obviously been just woken up was Tom. Bill and Georg were still rubbing their eyes. "Is everything ok," Gustav asked with concern. It was a trademark of his, that concern. Tom spoke up quickly. "We just need to talk. All of us." They all walked into the room and took seats around the room. Tom explained what had happened with Allison, how she had been kicked out of her home, and that he had asked her to stay with them.

Gustav felt his blood begin to boil. He hated people who treated their own children that way. He didn't understand who they could turn their back on her that way. Sure, she had made a mistake, but so had lots of people. Tom was still talking. "I know I should have discussed this with all of you first, but she had no where to go. I really didn't know what to do about it." Everyone began talking at once, saying different things, but the meaning was clear. There were no objections to what Tom had done, and Allison was remaining exactly where she was. They were all going to do what they could to help and be there for her.


Meanwhile, in Tom's Room, with Allison

Allison had taken quite a while in the shower, hoping to wash away some of her frustration, anxiety, and humiliation along with the dirt. She dressed in the clothes Tom had layed out for her, much too big, but comfy, and wrapped the towel around her head. She felt refreshed, but tired. It had been a very long day. When she opened the bathroom door and stepped into the hotel room, she saw four pair of eyes staring back at her. She recognized all of them, and was slightly embarassed. Bill Kaulitz began to speak, and her face burned. "Allison, we're really sorry to barge in on you, but we wanted to let you know we're all here for you. We support both you and Tom. Since you're going to be staying with us and going where we go, we want you to know that you can come to any of us if you need anything. Don't hesistate to ask, ok?" Allison nodded, but still wasn't sure what to say. She mumbled a thank you, and they told her good night, shuffling out of the room.

Tom walked over to her. "You should get some rest. I know you've got to be exhausted. I will let you sleep as late as I can, but we have to be ready to go at 11." Allison looked at him blankly. "Go where?" Tom began to turn back the covers on the bed for her and threw a pillow and blanket on the couch for himself. "You have a doctor's appointment tomorrow at noon. I'm taking you." He continued preparing his nest, oblivious to her stare. "Tom, it's almost 4:30 in the morning. How did you get an appointment?" He glanced up at her. "I have my ways. No get to sleep. You need some rest." Once he was sure she was settled comfortably, he turned out the lights and lay down on the couch. She lay awake for a while, thinking to herself. Finally, she drifted off, thinking that maybe Tom wasn't as awful as she had originally thought.

[Ich_liebe_bill]

go tommmmi go tommmmmi iminlovewith tommmmiiii go tommmmiiii

[samijo]

go tommmmi go tommmmmi iminlovewith tommmmiiii go tommmmiiii

:lol: :lol:
I knew it. I knew you were.

[samijo]

Chapter 7

Tom

When his alarm went off the next morning, Tom felt like taking a hammer to it, but knew this was the first step in his new "adult" world. Sluggishly, he raised up and peered over the back of the couch at Allison. She wasn't in the bed. He jumped up, worried. "Over here," Allison called from the kitchen. His eyes darted over to her. There she was. Safe. He was surprised at how much he had started to worry about where she was, and if she was okay at all times. Of course, that was just because she was pregnant with his child. Suddenly, he was aware that he was only in his boxers, and grabbed the blanket from the couch. Weird, that usually didn't seem to bother him around girls. "What is going on with the world?" he thought to himself. He heard a soft giggle. "Nothing I haven't seen before, remember? That's kind of how we ended up in this predicament," Allison reminded him. He smelled coffee, and French toast. "I thought I would make a little breakfast, as a thank you," she said.

They ate and talked about nothing in particular, and took turns in the shower. Then it was time to leave. Tom called down to his driver, checking to see that he was waiting at the back exit. He didn't want Allison to deal with that sort of attention yet or have anyone asking questions about her. Nobody else knew of their situation, and they hadn't discussed announcing it. That was for another day. There was time. Right now, he just wanted to take things one step at a time.


Allison

Tom was very attentive to her all morning, and she could tell he was really trying to make up for being such an ***. She could Allison could appreciate that effort, and was trying to meet him halfway. So she had got up early and made breakfast. She had even made extra and taken it to the other three boys, thanking them for their troubles last night. Bill wasn't the least bit shy, almost making her late, talking her ear off. She really liked him because he was very easy to talk to, and she could tell how much he loved Tom. It was amazing how much you didn't see from media alone. Georg was just as open, thanking her for the food and digging right in. Gustav was shy, waiting until she left to eat and blushing when she thanked him. He was sweet though, and she knew he had a big heart.

She and Tom were silent during the ride to the doctor's office, nervous. When they finally arrived, Tom helped her out of the car and they made their way inside to the waiting area. There weren't many others inside, probably because it was a most un-affordable doctor. They waited only ten minutes before being ushered in to see him. He was a short little man with kind eyes and glasses. She liked him right away, even though she could tell he disapproved of Tom's choice of clothing. He and Tom helped her onto the table and she lay down. Tom took a very gentlemanly place next to her head while the doctor nosed around in other parts of her body. Tom looked extremely uncomfortable, but didn't say a word. "Well, you are definitely pregnant. A couple of weeks." Allison thought to herself, "Well, thank you Dr. Spock. We never would have figured that one out."

Tom

He really didn't know what to do. This was possibly the single most disgusting experience of his life. No sexual encounter had been this gross. No manly experience had been this awful. He had not realized women had to endure such hideous things. But here he was, seeing it firsthand. And when the doctor "confirmed" the pregnancy, he really thought he might punch him. They never would have figured it out without that PH.D. Really. The entire thing would have remained a mystery. Now he was rubbing a sticky jelly on Allison's stomach. What NOW? Was he turning her belly into a slip-n-slide? The doctor filled them in. "We're going to try for a sonogram. I'm sure the baby will be much too small at this point, but we will see." He picked up a thing that looked like a big stick to Tom, and rolled it around on Allison's stomach. Tom squinted at the screen, but didn't see anything. He looked at Allison. She didn't see anything either, he was sure of it. Then he heard something. A thud. Another one. And another. He looked at Allison. She had hear it too. They both looked at the doctor, dumbfounded. He answered their quizzical look. "Why kids, that's your babies heartbeat." Tom felt his heart squeeze. Heartbeat? He felt for Allison's hand. It was suddenly very real for him. Had he really created this being? His eyes were growing moist, and he stole a glance at Allison. Tears were streaming down her face. Without even thinking about it, he bent down and kissed her cheek.

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Awww! This is too cute. Tom...I think I love you!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

^.^ awwww. ilovetomimore. *blushes*.


anyways.


uhhhmmm....


AMAZING.

lovely, amazing, lovely, amazing, lovely.

i giggled at "slip n slide" ^.^

[samijo]

Chapter 8


Allison

When she felt Tom's lips on her cheek, Allison didn't really think much about it, even though they weren't dating. They were having a child together, and that's what the parent's of babies did. It was weird and exciting and emotional to hear their baby's heartbeat. It was odd, because Allison had never been an emotional person. At all. They stayed for a while longer, and the doctor told them about things to expect over the next few weeks of the pregnancy. Some things Tom blushed at, which was sort of cute, but at the same time, embarrassed her as well. She was given some vitamins to keep the baby healthy and they were sent on their way. When they were back in the car, she patted Tom's hand. Looking at him, she spoke quietly. "Thank you. For coming with me. I know it was really....weird and uncomfortable in there, for me and for you. But thank you. I felt better with you there."


Tom

Tom really didn't know it was a big deal for him to be there with her. But apparently she had appreciated it. "It's nothing, really," He told her. She smiled at him, and looked out the window the rest of the way home. His phone vibrated, and he opened it. It was a text from one of the girls he met a few days ago. Jill. She wanted to get together tonight. "Psh. Like I have time for THAT right now," he thought. And even if he did, it didn't seem right. His conscience had been eating at him lately, ever since this baby thing. He didn't think he should be seeing all these girls with Allison staying with him. That would be wrong on so many levels, even for him. And he cared about Allison. Not like THAT, but he cared about her feelings, and he didn't want to hurt her. And that would definitely do it. Plus, it was his responsibility to take care of her, and the baby.

They arrived back at the hotel and he helped her out of the car. They went back up to the room, and Tom prepared to leave. They had a concert tonight, and he had to be at the sound check in an hour. He ordered room service for Allison for supper, and left the numbers for all of the security guards, drivers, and anybody else she could possibly need. "Really Tom, I will be fine. It's just a few hours. Besides, I'm not THAT pregnant yet." With a smile and wink, Tom left.


Gustav

Everyone returned from the concert pretty late, and Allison was already asleep. Nobody wanted to wake her, but they had all went to be sure she didn't need anything. The next morning, Tom had called, asking Gustav to come stay with her for a bit. She was feeling sick and Tom needed to go to the drugstore for some medicine. Bill had left earlier to go shopping and wasn't answering his phone, and Georg was still asleep. Gustav had agreed. He liked Allison, already thinking of her as the sisterly type. Plus, he felt bad for her situation.

As they had sat watching a movie, there was knock at the door. Gustav had went to open it, and there had stood a man and woman he didn't recognize. "Can I help you?" he had asked. The woman answer first. "We are looking for Allison. Is she here?" They did not look friendly. In fact, they looked mad. Allison heard the voices and stood up. "Mom, Dad?" She did not look happy to see them. "What are you doing here?" Her father answered this time. "We should ask you that. Don't you think you've made a bad enough stain on our family with your pregnancy? Now staying with these....PEOPLE?" He lunged for her, trying to grab her. She tried to move out of the way, looking terrified. The man was much too fast for her and grabbed hold of her arm, gripping it much too hard for Gustav's liking. He stepped between them. "THAT is enough, sir. LEAVE, NOW." With that, Gustav pulled out his cell and placed a call to the bodyguards, who entered the room within seconds. They whisked both the man and woman away without a moments hesitation. Gustav spoke to the man before they took him out. "Sir, I understand your frustration with the situation. But I refuse to let you treat a young lady with such disrespect and you will **** sure not mistreat her. You will not set foot near her again. These men will see to that."

They were gone. Just like that. Allison fell to the floor, too upset to speak. Gustav sat down beside her. "Thank you Gustav," she whispered. "Thank you."

[Ich_liebe_bill]

eep. :)

[samijo]

eep. :)

Eep? May I ask what you mean by eep? LoL!

[tokiohotel26]

:shock: wow intense chapter

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

OH.MY.GOD.
Love itt. <3
Post more soon!

[samijo]

Chapter 9



Allison

When her parents had burst in, she had been furious, and then, so scared she couldn't move. Her father had grabbe her arm so hard that she could feel his fingers digging into her bone. Immediately, Gustav had come to her aid, and though usually quiet and soft spoken, he had said plenty. He called securtity and banished her parents. She didn't care. She didn't want them there. The only reason they wanted her with them was so they could take her to have the baby aborted, and she had refused that. Of course, she had considered it all of two seconds in the beginning, but it was a life, and she was going to grow up and love her child.

When she sank to the floor, Gustav had comforted her, and she had told him everything. All about her parents and the night they kicked her out. All of it. He was sypmathetic and she could see the anger in his eyes the entire time. When she was finished and had finally calmed down a bit, he spoke. "Well, Allison. You don't have to worry about that anymore. We, all of us, will take care of you, and the baby. And of course, Tom." He laughed. She smiled, and patted his hand. She kissed his cheek and rose off of the floor. Gustav followed her, and he popped in a movie, hoping Allison would forget about what had just happened. However, he knew when Tom returned, he would have to tell him. And Tom wasn't gonna be happy.


Tom

When Tom returned with medicine, chocolate, and rose, he barely had time to set down his purchases. He looked past Gustav to see Allison asleep on the couch. "Good," he thought. "Maybe she will sleep off that nausea." Gustav pushed him back out the door, Tom trying to silently protest. "Gustav, what the ****, man?"

Gustav put up his hands. 'Tom, she's fine, NOW." At the word 'now', and Gustav's stress on it, Tom's eyes widened. "What exactly does that mean?" Gustav explained the scenario that had played out earlier, watching Tom's face grow angrier with each syllable that escaped his mouth. He began to curse in German. "Tom, I think we should switch hotels. The guards are under strict orders not to let them in again, but we can't take chances." Tom nodded, and opened the door, silently walking inside. He walked over to Allison, looking down at her. Seeing the bruise on her arm, he looked like he might explode. Furious, he stalked back out into the hall. Gustav followed. "Gustav, pack your sugar, and tell Georg to do the same. I will call Bill and let him know what is going on, as well as pack up Allison and myself. We;re leaving NOW." He practically growled the orders. Gustav understood his frustration. He felt it himself.


Allison

She awoke to her things being folded and put into a duffel. Tom's things were meeting the same fate. "What's going on?" she asked, rubbing her eyes. Tom asnwered, without so much as slowing down. "We're switching hotels. I have talked to the others and they were in complete agreement." She stood and walked over to him. "Tom, they won't come back. Really. They don't care that much. As long as I'm not with them, I can't embarass them." Tom stopped and look into her eyes, not blinking. "Allison, I'm not willing to take the chance. Look at your arm. It's bruised. I care about you. We are friends. Good friends. At least I think so. And it's a **** good thing I wasn't here when they showed up. If he had pulled that sugar when I was here..." His voice trailed off. "There would be no more Tokio Hotel. I would have broke that arm, and probably his head. Allison I may not be the model guy, but I don't treat women that way. You don't bruise ladies." Her eyes were blurring, and she blinked ferociously. "I know. You aren't a bad person Tom. You're a great guy. I know that." She kissed his cheek and helped him finish packing.


Bill

When he had returned to the hotel, he was shocked at the turn of events, but in agreement that they must leave. He arranged to switch hotels, and found rooms at an even nicer one. He also arranged for Allison and Tom to have a room with two double beds. After they had gotten settled at the other hotel, Bill knocked on their door. Allison opened it, smiling. "Hi Bill. Thank you for the room. It's wonderful." He hugged her and walked in, full of surprises. He had bags in his hands. Sitting them in a chair, he motioned Allison over. "Now, I knew you needed things to wear, so, dig in." He had been gone for quite a while that morning. He knew that when Allison left her home, she had left in what she had on and grabbed a couple of jeans and some shirts. He knew she would need more clothes, and some maternity wear in the months to come. All of this was in the bags, as well as shoes. Not only that, but her parents had turned off her phone after she had left. Bill had gotten her a new cell phone plan, paid and ready to go.

Allison stared at him, shocked. She rushed over to him, throwing her arms up around his neck. "Thank you so much." She thought she would cry. Tom smiled in the corner, never surprised by his little brother's generosity. He had always been that way. Bill blushed a little. "Um, I'm sorry Ali, but the only thing I couldn't get for you was, eh, underwear and such. That is something you will have to go out and do. I could not." Tom collapsed on the bed into fits of laughter, and then having a sudden thought, stopped. He stood, trying to be as serious as possible. He looked at Allison. "I will do my duty and take on that responsibilty. I will take you. But, of course, I will have to approve all purchases to be sure that they fit correctly." Allison began to laugh, harder than she had laughed in weeks. She threw a pillow at Tom, and Bill started laughing as well. Soon they were all doubled over in the floor. She couldn't remember when she had been happier.


**I might not get to write another one until Sunday night or Monday. I will try, but don't know if I will get to.**

[Ich_liebe_bill]

tomi is such a hoe bag :)


i love it <333

[samijo]

HAHA! Yea, we love him.

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Tom's a hoe bag? lmao


Two new chapters yay! Is getting really good. I didn't know Tom could care so much.lol

jk I always new he was a sweet guy, even in real life.

ok...keep uo the good work Sam. It's awesome!

[iilyRein]

*new reader* ohhies so good i want to read more LoL

hmm think about it what it Tom impregnates a girl at one point would he really do the same as he did in this ff

[samijo]

*new reader* ohhies so good i want to read more LoL

hmm think about it what it Tom impregnates a girl at one point would he really do the same as he did in this ff

I dunno. I thought about that. I think he would support it, but I dunno it he would let the chick stay with him. AND YEA FOR NEW READERS!

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

*Screams and pulls hair out*
Aaaugghhhhhh! Write more!
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE!
*hahahahaha*

[samijo]

Chapter 10


Allison

She had tried to go out and get a job. Tom had caught her and refused. He had made a good point. Once they had an interview and broke the news to the press about the pregnancy, people would follow her around just like they followed the band. She wouldn't be able to work or even go the store without someone with her at all times. She sat staring at the wall, thinking about the conversation. "What a life," she thought. Sure, she loved being with the guys, and not having to work would be great, but being followed? She didn't know if she would enjoy that. Several weeks had passed since they had moved hotels, and she could tell her stomach was getting bigger. She wasn't thrilled about it. Weight gain was yet another aspect of the pregnancy she was not looking forward to.

At that moment, Tom came out of the bathroom, finished with his shower. "Ali, I've been thinking. We really should go ahead and announce the pregnancy. You will start showing soon, and I am tired of worrying I will let it slip." All of the guys had started calling her Ali now. Something about the way Tom said it was different to her, but she wasn't sure why. "Yea, I suppose you're right. But I don't want to go on. You agreed to that, right?" Tom nodded. "Sure. I think we're gonna shoot for setting one up in a day or two." He grabbed a drink out of the fridge and opened it, taking a sip. The door opened, and the rest of the guys walked in at the same time, obviously ready to greet the day. "So, we have an armload of games and Bill ordered pizza. Should be here in thirty," Georg announced. Ali shot up. "Alright! What games?"


Georg

"Dude, she's awesome." With that, he popped in Guitar Hero and hooked up controllers. Allison and Tom had a heated argument over one, which Allison one and Tom pouted for a while. "You get a turn later. You always get to play a guitar. I don't." She stuck out her tongue at him and flipped her hair. Georg always did think chicks and video games were hot. He laughed. That is, if Allison weren't like a little sister to him, she would be hot. And if she weren't pregnant with Tom's baby. Without another word, she stood up as her solo started and the guys were left speechless as she left them in the dust, jumping on the furniture while she played.


Tom

He had to admit, it was hot. Really hot. Watching her play the guitar, even if it was a video game. And the way she was flipping her hair and jumping around like a rock star. Good god. He could barely stand it and was trying not to stare at her. Luckily, there was a knock on the door. "Pizza's here!" he announced, probably a little more enthusiastic than he liked. He jumped up, racing to the door. Bill laughed. "Tom, don't worry, I ordered plenty." Bill received the finger. The guys shut of the game and Allison sat down, waiting on them to grab drinks. Tom glanced over his shoulder at her while Georg, Bill, and Gustav were in the kitchen. She looked weird. Then she yelped. "Oh my gosh! Tom! Hurry! It kicked! The baby! It kicked!" All four boys tripped over each other trying to get to her, but it was Tom who threw them all against the wall as he rushed to her.

Gently, she took his large, calloused hand and placed it on her stomach where she had felt the baby kick. Tom felt light thump against his hand. He grinned, and looked at Ali. She was beaming. Slowly, three other giant hands covered her belly.

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

YES! Finally! Loved the new chapter.

[tokiohotel26]

awwwwwwww....that was sweet!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

BABY JESSE KICKED! I'm just kidding. haha. just thought i would throw that out there ;). loved it, Sam-sam

[samijo]

BABY JESSE KICKED! I'm just kidding. haha. just thought i would throw that out there ;). loved it, Sam-sam


HAHA! Freaking hilarious. In this one, Tom's your father...and the other, he's your lover/fiance? Weiiiiird,

[Ich_liebe_bill]

BABY JESSE KICKED! I'm just kidding. haha. just thought i would throw that out there ;). loved it, Sam-sam


HAHA! Freaking hilarious. In this one, Tom's your father...and the other, he's your lover/fiance? Weiiiiird,

you know me, i like it weird ;)

hahaha! juuust kidding

[iilyRein]

OMG it kicked awww
theres life in here!
tom is so sweet sometimes
*tears* you better not make this a sad ending

[Ich_liebe_bill]

OMG it kicked awww
theres life in here!
tom is so sweet sometimes
*tears* you better not make this a sad ending


no worries, my friend. My twinnie here can't STAND sad endings, so its ok ;)

[samijo]

OMG it kicked awww
theres life in here!
tom is so sweet sometimes
*tears* you better not make this a sad ending


no worries, my friend. My twinnie here can't STAND sad endings, so its ok ;)

YOU CANT EITHER!!!!! LoL!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

OMG it kicked awww
theres life in here!
tom is so sweet sometimes
*tears* you better not make this a sad ending


no worries, my friend. My twinnie here can't STAND sad endings, so its ok ;)

YOU CANT EITHER!!!!! LoL!


ppppppppppppppffffffffffft. -_0 so!

[Dreaminginthestars]

+New Reader+

Man do I absolutely love this story.
It's so adorable.
Tom is such a sweetie!

Update soon!
+Amy+

[jackjackio]

SAMMMMMMM.
I LOVE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
Gah.
It's ADORABLE!
And AMAZING!
And a lot of other A words!
:]:]
Update update update!!

[samijo]

SAMMMMMMM.
I LOVE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
Gah.
It's ADORABLE!
And AMAZING!
And a lot of other A words!
:]:]
Update update update!!

HAHA! Thank youuuuuuu. :)

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

YES! Update soon!

[samijo]

It will be later tonight, but I will! :D

[ray-do]

*new reader*

I LOVE IT!!
its so sweett!!
gah!

[samijo]

Chapter 11


Allison

When she felt it, she wasn't sure what it was. And then she squealed. When the guys realized what she had said, they almost killed each other trying to get to her, and Tom literally beat them all back. His hand was big against her stomach, and when the baby kicked again, he smiled. Georg, Gustav and Bill timidly came forward, wanting to feel it too. She encouraged them with her eyes, and they all put their giant hands on her belly, Bill's black fingernails contrasting greatly. The baby kicked again, and they all went crazy. They passed around high fives and jumped around, while the pizza guy watched, until Bill realized Tom never paid him. Hurrying over, he handed him his money. The only person not jumping around was Tom. He was sitting on the floor beside the couch, both of his hands now covering her stomach. Allison was looking at him, wondering what was going on. "Uh, Tom? Everything ok? Tom came to, realizing that everyone was watching him now, and nodded. Getting up, he went to get his and Allison's pizza and drinks.


Bill

He really wasn't sure how his brother would handle such an interview. Tom was used to playing a certain part. The macho guy, a player. Now he had to be a mature guy, responsible. Bill was concerned that Tom wouldn't know what to say or do. And he was concerned about what the media would do with something like this. There wasn't much time however to think about it because the cameras began to roll and the interviewer began. Somehow, Tom managed to keep it together. He actually did well. He answered the questions honestly without going into too much detail and being disrespectful to Allison. He also did not mention that she was staying with them, which Bill was grateful for. That was nobody's business. Tom simply said that he was going to support both mother and child. Bill saw a new level of maturity in his brother. And he was starting to see something else. He could tell that Tom had some genuine feelings for Allison. Bill knew it. She wasn't just some chick that he knocked up. He also knew that Tom hadn't realized his feelings yet.


Tom

After the interview, Tom felt better. He had been nervous about it. He didn't want to say the wrong thing. Now he was heading back to the hotel, and he had realized something. Ali had been cooped up in that ridiculous room for forever. He and the guys were always gone, and she was stuck in there every day. When the car pulled up, he raced up the stairs, bounding through the door. Allison was propped up in bed, watching TV. She smiled when she saw him. "Great job on the interview. Thanks for not saying too much about me." He smiled back at her. "Take a shower and get all fancied up. We're going out to dinner and a movie." She looked surprised. "Come on, you heard me. Don't make me beg." She grinned, liking the fact that he was trying so hard. She pranced around him, he slightly swollen stomach sticking out over her jeans a bit. Tom thought it was kind of cute, in a weird way.


Allison

She was excited. More than excited. Elated. She hadn't gone out in so long. Actually, the last time she had gotten dressed up and gone out was the night of the concert. And well, that story told itself. Tom was trying so hard to do something nice for her. She didn't really like him as more than a friend, but she wanted to get out of the room. She finished applying her makeup and checked her reflection. She looked good, and with her flowing shirt, you couldn't even tell she was pregnant. She opened the bathroom door where Tom was waiting in the room. "Oh ****," she thought. He looked hot. Really hot.


Tom

"****," That was all he could think when she opened the door. She looked amazing. Everything about her. "Ready?" he asked. She nodded, and they left. He took her to a nice Italian restaurant. They were seated in a corner booth where it was dimly lit. Luckily, no one saw them and they enjoyed a quiet meal in peace. They talked, but Tom couldn't remember what about, because the entire time he was staring at her lips. They looked soft and moist. "You are friends with her. She is carrying your child, but you and her are friends. And that's it. Stop trying to FIND things to like about her. You hooked up once and now you are trying to force this to happen because you feel guilty about the situation."


Allison

The food was amazing, and she loved Tom's company. He was so much fun to be around. Maybe it hadn't just been the liquor that had gotten her to his room that night. Maybe there really had been something else there. "What are you thinking? You know you just want to be friends. Why are you trying to force this?" she thought.

They left the restaurant and headed for the movies. After a few moments they decided on a comedy and walked in. It was a decent movie, but she didn't pay much attention to it. She was extremely aware of Tom's arm touching hers on the armrest. And his dreads brushing her shoulder when he moved. And his breathing. "God this is ridiculous," she thought. "I'm going to go to the bathroom," she whispered to Tom. He nodded and she got up, walking out into the lit lobby. Before she could get to the bathroom, an older guy approached her. He looked to be about 25, and was obviously drunk. "Hey, you. What's your name?" He was standing too close to her, and she tried to walk around him, but he wedged her against a wall. "I was talking to YOU, missy."

She could smell the alcohol and cigarettes on his breath and she thought she would pass out right there. She could feel a wave of nausea overcoming her. "Um, I was heading to the bathroom actually, if you will excuse me." He tried to move against her, and she tried to squeeze away from him, angering him further. "Did I say you could leave?!" At that second, Tom came around the corner. "Go buy yourself another drink, on me, and leave her alone. NOW." He handed the guy a twenty. The guy looked from her to money, and sauntered off, his buzz more important tat the moment.

She fell against Tom, beginning to cry. Tom stroked her hair, trying to calm her. "Hey, let's get out of here." She nodded against his chest, and he pulled her with him, leaving. They sat in the limo for a moment, with the tinted window up between them and the driver, giving them the privacy they needed to talk. "Ali, are you ok?" She nodded, unsure of what to say. She really was ok, just shaken. Tom leaned toward her, tilting her face toward his. Going against what her head was telling her, she gave in to what her heart was screaming, and kissed him.

[Ich_liebe_bill]

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy love.


SO CUTE....!!!!!!!!!!!


freakin drunkmanhoe.

<3

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

I LOVEEEDDD that chapter!

[xlisax]

i loved it! XD

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

I loved it too!

[britta-ney]

*New Reader*
This is a great fic!
It's amazing!
Please post more when you can.

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

uppdate soonn!

[samijo]

Chapter 12


Allison

His lips were warm and soft, and all she could think about was how she wanted more of them. A kick in her stomach brought her back to reality. She stopped the kiss, jerking back. "What's wrong?" Tom asked, concerned. "Um, the baby just kicked. That's all." She wasn't sure if that meant anything or not. Could it mean that her kissing Tom was a good thing, that maybe, somehow, the baby knew she was kissing its father, and liked that idea? Or maybe it was a bad thing, like the baby had kicked at that moment to stop something that shouldn't have happened in the first place? "Wow. I am reading way too much into this," she thought.

Tom leaned back toward her, trying to pick up where they left off, but she wasn't sure that they should. She touched his hand. "Tom, wait. I'm not sure this is a good idea." He pulled back slowly, looking at her in a confused way, not understanding the sudden change. She didn't really understand it either, and wasn't sure she wanted to stop. "You're right," he said. And turned to look out the window.


Tom

Her kiss made him feel like putty, and no girl did that to him. Usually, he was the one that evoked that feeling. All he wanted was more of her, more of her kiss, her touch. And when she pulled away, it was all he could do not to pull her back with urgency. The baby had kicked, startling her. But when he tried to resume their kiss, she had stopped him. Something else was wrong. She said she wasn't sure if they should be doing this. He had said she was right, but he hadn't really thought that! She was wrong! It was right, very right. "Seriously Tom, what has gotten into you?" He stared out the car window on the ride home, not sure what to say. When they arrived back at the hotel, he had told Allison goodnight and said that he had some stuff to go over with the guys about the week. She thanked him or the evening and kissed his cheek, going inside.


Bill

There was a knock at the door, and Bill got up to answer it. Peering through the peep hole, he saw Tom. "What do you wa-" The words froze on his lips when he saw his brother's face. He looked miserable. "What's wrong?" Tom walked past him inside and slumped onto the couch. Bill took a seat next to him, carefully choosing his next words. "Have you realized your feelings for Allison?" Tom looked at him, stunned. "Tom, I have seen the way you look at her. I may not bed down a different woman every night, but that doesn't mean I don't know what that look means. You care about her, deeply. So the question is, does she feel the same way about you?" Tom sighed, relaying the events of the night to him. Bill honestly wasn't sure what to make of them. "Tom, I think you should talk to her. I think she's frightened. Afraid that you will fall into your old habits maybe? Not only that, but she is pregnant, to be fair. Do YOU know what that's like? I sure don't. Maybe she doesn't want to take a chance on the two of you not working out, and her being thrown out on the streets again with nowhere to go, but this time, with a baby."


Tom

Everything Bill said made sense, perfect sense. But he wasn't ready to settle for nothing. He felt something for Allison, something different. Leaving Bill's room, he knew he had to talk to her first thing in the morning. He pulled out his keycard, slipping it into the door. He was quiet, not wanting to wake Allison. He walked around the corner, preparing to seeing her sleeping form in the bed. She wasn't there. The bed wasn't even turned back. Her bags weren't on the floor, and her clothes were gone. Any trace that she had ever been there was erased.

[iilyRein]

OMG!
Alison!
kyaaaa T__T i need a new chp by tomorrow!

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Nooo! Where'd she go?

Sam you got some explaining to do!!!!! I expect a copy of this on my desk tomorrow morning. :]

[samijo]

Nooo! Where'd she go?

Sam you got some explaining to do!!!!! I expect a copy of this on my desk tomorrow morning. :]


HAHAHAHA! LMAO! Well boss, what had happened wuz......

Apparently I angered some peoplez

[Ich_liebe_bill]

i love it :)))))

[Dreaminginthestars]

Oh, where did that girl go to?
Mysterious...

Awesome chapter.
Update soon!

+Amy+

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Nooo! Where'd she go?

Sam you got some explaining to do!!!!! I expect a copy of this on my desk tomorrow morning. :]


HAHAHAHA! LMAO! Well boss, what had happened wuz......

Apparently I angered some peoplez


Yes I'm deeply angered. Haha.

I'll send a plague upon your house if you refuse to resume.

[samijo]

Nooo! Where'd she go?

Sam you got some explaining to do!!!!! I expect a copy of this on my desk tomorrow morning. :]


HAHAHAHA! LMAO! Well boss, what had happened wuz......

Apparently I angered some peoplez


Yes I'm deeply angered. Haha.

I'll send a plague upon your house if you refuse to resume.

Oh. me. Let us all just chill a moment. Nothing has even happened yet....let's just breathe.

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Okay.

-breathes-

I'm cool now. But I'm gonna give you the stare right now.

-STARE- 0.0

[samijo]

Okay.

-breathes-

I'm cool now. But I'm gonna give you the stare right now.

-STARE- 0.0


*stares back*

[samijo]

Chapter 13


Tom

He stood in shock, staring around the empty room. He didn't understand. Racing back out of the room, he began banging his fists on Bill's door. It flew open, and Bill stood there, eyes wide. "Tom, what?!" "She's gone, Bill! Ali! Gone!" Bill registered what Tom was trying to get out and followed him back to the room he and Allison had shared for over a month. He looked around and then looked at Tom. "She isn't planning on coming back Tomi. She took everything." Tom walked over to the couch, his thoughts swimming. Why had she left? He sank down, his legs giving out and let his head fall into his hands. Bill sat down beside him, trying to offer some comfort, but there was little to be given. It was obvious. She really wasn't coming back.


Bill

He was as shocked as Tom. Even as confusing as all of the emotions were that she and Tom were having, Bill hadn't expected this. Especially with the baby. How could she just leave? Bill pulled out his phone, dialing Allison's number. It rang once, then clicked over to voicemail. She was ignoring the call. He didn't leave a message right now, but he would later. There was no way to know where she was. No way to find out. If she didn't want them to know, that was it. It was up to her. "Tom, give her some time. I'm sure she'll call. She's just scared right now." Tom nodded. He didn't say anything, but curled up on the couch, closing his eyes. Bill stayed with him all night, hoping Allison would call. She didn't.


Tom

She didn't call him later that night, or the next day. He tried to call her all that week. She would return his messages. He couldn't understand what had went so terribly wrong, but something had. All he wanted was to fix it, but she wouldn't let him. He was a wreck. He was expected to give interviews and perform, and the whole time she was on his mind, her and his baby. Everything he did was halfhearted. He could tell Bill was worrying about him. He spent any free time he had walking the streets looking for her, hoping that maybe he would bump into her by chance. It never happened. Where could she possibly be?


Bill

Weeks passed with no word from Allison. Bill began to think that they would never see her again. And worse, Tom would never see his baby, which upset Bill greatly. It was one thing for Tom to lose the girl he cared about, even if he didn't really know how much, but to lose his child, that was entirely another. They were set to perform that night, and Tom was still a wreck. Nobody could get him to come around. He wasn't himself, and his soul wasn't in the music. Bill hurt for his brother and couldn't fix it. All through the show, he kept glancing at Tom, hoping for a miracle. There was none. The crowd still loved them, thank God, but Tom just didn't care.

Finally, they took their final bow, and left the stage. As they were getting ready to leave, Bill's phone rang and he picked it up without even looking at the ID. He talked for a few minutes, his blood going cold and his heart dropping to his feet. "Ok, just breathe and stay calm. No, we'll be there shortly, I promise. TOM!!!" He ran over to his brother, grabbing him to steady himself, and his brother, for what he was about to hear. "Tom, uh, that was Allison." Tom's eyes bulged. "There's been an accident. She's at the hospital." Tom began to panic. "Is she ok?" Bill nodded. "Yea, she's gonna be ok" He could see Tom relax a little and then watched the realization come over him. "Oh God Bill, the baby!?" Bill choked. "They don't know Tom."

**I know, not the best chapter, but bear with me**

[Ich_liebe_bill]

amazingamazingamazingamazing i freaking love you sam.
we are twins in so many ways, even writing.

BRILLIANT.

[samijo]

amazingamazingamazingamazing i freaking love you sam.
we are twins in so many ways, even writing.

BRILLIANT.


HAHA! I freakingloveyoutoJesse.

And yes we are.

[iilyRein]

"Oh God Bill, the baby!?" Bill choked. "They don't know Tom."

OMFG
my heart stopped when I read that last sentence!!
If this story is gonna end the way I think it is
Im gonna cry =(

[Dreaminginthestars]

Woah.
:cry:
What's gonna happen?

Update soon!

+Amy+

[jackjackio]

Ohgodddd.
That was amazing.
You need to update! Now! :]

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

What do you mean Bill doesn't know if the baby's ok?


Time for the stare again. -stare- 0.0

[samijo]

What do you mean Bill doesn't know if the baby's ok?


Time for the stare again. -stare- 0.0


HAHA! I was waiting for your comment. I knew it would be an angry one! :)

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

What do you mean Bill doesn't know if the baby's ok?


Time for the stare again. -stare- 0.0


HAHA! I was waiting for your comment. I knew it would be an angry one! :)

I can't handle these cliffhangers. Gives me a rash...
0.o
Need another post.

[samijo]

What do you mean Bill doesn't know if the baby's ok?


Time for the stare again. -stare- 0.0


HAHA! I was waiting for your comment. I knew it would be an angry one! :)

I can't handle these cliffhangers. Gives me a rash...
0.o
Need another post.

HAHA! Hmmmm....should I post now...later tonight...or maybe this weekend?

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

NOWNOWNOW!
puh-lease!

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

HAHA! I was waiting for your comment. I knew it would be an angry one! :)

I can't handle these cliffhangers. Gives me a rash...
0.o
Need another post.

HAHA! Hmmmm....should I post now...later tonight...or maybe this weekend?
You continue to mock my suffering...?

Blast!!! Post or else...Grrrr!

[samijo]

:lol: :lol:

HAHAHA! Not mocking..just...LOL! Well, I mean. Oh come on...you have to admit..it is a TEENSY bit funny. Nein?

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

:lol: :lol:

HAHAHA! Not mocking..just...LOL! Well, I mean. Oh come on...you have to admit..it is a TEENSY bit funny. Nein?

I'm writhing in pain here and you think it's entertaining?
LOL.

I'll be okay. maybe...
I'm going out to my hairdresser and when I return, I'll be expecting that copy. POST WOMAN! :D

[samijo]

:lol: :lol:

HAHAHA! Not mocking..just...LOL! Well, I mean. Oh come on...you have to admit..it is a TEENSY bit funny. Nein?

I'm writhing in pain here and you think it's entertaining?
LOL.

I'll be okay. maybe...
I'm going out to my hairdresser and when I return, I'll be expecting that copy. POST WOMAN! :D
Yes boss, working on the copy as we speak. :)

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

:lol: :lol:

HAHAHA! Not mocking..just...LOL! Well, I mean. Oh come on...you have to admit..it is a TEENSY bit funny. Nein?

I'm writhing in pain here and you think it's entertaining?
LOL.

I'll be okay. maybe...
I'm going out to my hairdresser and when I return, I'll be expecting that copy. POST WOMAN! :D
Yes boss, working on the copy as we speak. :)

Now that's what I like to hear! Peace out! :mrgreen:

[samijo]

Chapter 14


Tom

When Bill came running up to him, telling him about an accident and that Allison was involved, he felt about twenty emotions go through him at once. First, he was thrilled that she had contacted them, and relieved. Then he was terrified, and worried about her. Then, finding out that she would be ok, he was calm. And then, then when he had thought of the baby, terror had taken over his body. Bill saying that they didn't know if the baby would be ok had evoked indescribable emotions, emotions he didn't know he was capable of feeling. He grabbed Bill's arm and shoved everyone in his way out of it. "We're going, NOW! MOVE!" Bill explained everything in a hurried manner, and their driver rushed them to the hospital.

Arriving, the four bandmates hurried inside, stopping only to find out which direction to go. Tom led the way, sidestepping doctors, nurses, and patients, looking like a wildman. When he finally found the ICU, he burst into the room, his eyes locking on Ali. "TOM!" she exclaimed, trying to sit up to suddenly, and winced. He ran over to her, grabbing her hand, putting his forehead to hers. "Ali, what happened?" She began to cry. Bill, Georg and Gustav were talking to the doctors, obviously concerned.

She was crying so hard she couldn't speak. "Shhhh, Ali. It's ok, nevermind. You don't have to talk about it. Just breathe. Relax. I'm here now." He stroked her hair and kissed the top of her head. He didn't want to let her go, but needed to talk to the doctors. He waited, sitting with her for a long time until she finally fell asleep, exhausted from crying. He slipped out from under her quietly. The doctor came in, lifting her shirt. Tom didn't believe what he say. She had a huge bruise on her stomach, going all the way across. It looked like she had been struck with something.

Bill walked over to him, putting his arm around his shoulders. "Tom, the accident. She won't talk about where's she been all this time, but the doctors said that earlier this evening she tried to go home to her family. Of course, they're still angry with her, and things got out of hand. Really out of hand. That's all she'll say about it." Tom could feel his blood boilng. He hated her family. He walked back over, touching her face. "And the baby, Bill? What about the baby?" Bill looked at him. "The doctors are doing tests and doing everything they can. Right now it's a waiting game. She got here pretty fast, but it's just too soon to tell."


Allison

She woke up with Tom's arms around her. She felt safer by his presence, and tried to snuggle in closer to him, wincing from pain. Her stomach was throbbing, and she was terrified of losing the baby. The doctors were telling her to just wait. Wait and see. How was she supposed to just wait? She looked up at Tom. He smiled down at her, weary in the eyes. "I'm so sorry Tom. I should never have left. Now, I don't know why I did." Tom touched her cheek. "Don't worry about that. It's not important right now. Let's just take care of our baby. Ok?" He leaned down and kissed her lips, and this time, she knew in her heart she was meant to kiss his back. But would they lose everything now, the one thing that had brought them together?

[Dreaminginthestars]

Woahmygosh.
The baby.
It must live!
Or I'll cry. :cry:

Update soon.
+Amy+

[iilyRein]

phst

i think i just felt a tear go down my cheek

the baby! omg

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

update again soon!
awesome chapter!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

SAM.


i can't stop complimenting you.




you. are. amazinggg!

[xluciax]

that was so beautiful!!!!
it almost made me cry! :cry:
(in a good way :) )

[samijo]

Chapter 15


Bill

He was worried. Really worried. The doctors had told him that Allison had taken a real blow to her abdomen, and there was a huge chance that she would lose the baby. It broke his heart to have to tell Tom the news. Anguish had twisted his face as he turned away, back to Allison. Bill wanted to comfort him, but he knew there wasn't anything that could do that right now except news that the baby would be okay. And that was something he couldn't give him. He walked into the hall, giving Tom and Allison privacy, and talking with Gustav and Georg. He could tell that this had flown all over them. Georg spoke up. "Bill, Allison's parents have been picked up. The cops took them in." Bill was neither happy nor sad to hear the news. On the one hand, he didn't want them near Allison, and on the other, he imagined what it would feel like if his own family were in jail. He shivered.

They had gone out to grab some food, still having had nothing to eat since the concert, and had ran by the hotel for clean clothes. Returning about an hour later, Bill quietly openend the door and found Allison curled up in Tom's arms, just waking up. She had been crying again. He smiled at her, trying to look optimistic. "Hi Ali dear." He bent down, kissing her cheek. "Hi Bill, Gustav, Georg. Thank you guys for coming." Bill sat a bag down by the bed, looking at Tom. "I brought you fresh clothes. I figured you wouldn't be leaving until she did." Tom nodded a thank you, and Bill nodded back, the unspoken words clear between them. They distruted food, and tried to get Allison to take a few bites of the fries and burger they had brought her, but she wasn't hungry.


Tom

It had felt wonderful to have her back in his arms, safe, where he could protect her. Even though he was scared, he tried everything he could to hide it from her and let her know it would all be okay. But what if it wasn't? At that moment, Bill and the guys returned with food and clothes, and Tom was grateful to his brother. He was going to need someone to release his own emotions to.

Allison only nibbled at the food they brought back, her appetite gone, like his. The guys made halfhearted attempts at conversations, but nobody really knew what to talk about. Their minds were all on the baby. Finally, after what seemed like hours, the doctor came in the room. He had Allison's charts in his hand. "I need everyone to please leave the room." Allison spoke up immediately. "NO. I want them here. All of them. They're not leaving. I don't have anybody else."

The doctor hesitated, then nodded. "Alright. Allison, you took a pretty hard blow to your stomach. We have been running tests non stop. Everything appears to be fine with the baby. I'm not sure how, considering how severe the bruising is, but miracles happen. The baby is still healthy. We're going to hold you for observations for a couple of days, just to keep an eye on things." Tom thought he would hug the man, or burst into happy tears. Or both. Instead, he opted for Allison. He held her close as tears began flowing down her cheeks, and he kissed the top of her head. Bill came around the bed and snagged him up, wrapping him up in a tight, brotherly hug. Everyone was kissing Ali's wet cheeks. She was okay. The baby was okay. And now, Tom felt like he was okay.

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

YES!!! All is well now. I love this fanfic.
You totally raised the bar Sam. :mrgreen:

[Dreaminginthestars]

Aw.
This chapter was so sweet.

Update soon!
+Amy+

[samijo]

YES!!! All is well now. I love this fanfic.
You totally raised the bar Sam. :mrgreen:

HAHA! Are you feeling better now?

I couldn't drag it on longer....

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

YES!!! All is well now. I love this fanfic.
You totally raised the bar Sam. :mrgreen:

HAHA! Are you feeling better now?

I couldn't drag it on longer....

Yes. I'm feeling quite relieved.

Now on to Tom and Alison.....

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

That was really sweet!

[iilyRein]

omfg
its alive!
hmm is it a boy or girl?

[britta-ney]

YAY It's alive!!!!!!
Can't wait for more!

[samijo]

Chapter 16


Allison

When the doctor told her that the baby would be ok, she was overjoyed. Tom had hugged her tightly and the others had all shown their happiness as well. She stayed in the hospital two more days while the doctors kept a close eye on hers and the baby's vitals. Tom wouldn't leave her side for more than two seconds to use the restroom. She could feel her feelings for him beginning to grow with each passing moment, and was pretty sure the same was true for him.


Tom

He was so happy to have her back. The past few weeks without her had been torture, not knowing if she was okay or where she was, and then this limbo with the baby. He just wanted to hold on to her. Although he wasn't ready to fall in love at the moment, he really cared about Allison. Arriving back at the hotel, everyone went to Bill's room to play video games. Ali jumped right in, like she had never been gone, grabbing a controller and challenging Georg, who accepted. Once again, Tom found himself staring at her, impressed with the tenacity a tiny pregnant girl could show.


Allison

After a lengthy round of Guitar Hero, followed by a round of complaining when she beat Georg, and then Gustav, Allison was in need of rest. She was still groggy from all of the medication she had been given at the hospital and worn out from the stress. Tom led her back to their room. He unlocked the door and she followed him inside, stopping as she rounded the corner and saw her bed. There were roses, two many to even try to count. Most of them were wilted, looking like they had been there for a while. She looked at Tom. "I'm sorry, I should have moved those. I uh, well, that first day, I went out and got you a rose, in case you came back. And then I did the same thing the second day, and the third. I just kept doing it, waiting on you."

She couldnt believe he had done this. Her heart fluttered at this romantic side to Tom. She walked over to him and looked up into his big brown eyes. "I'm sorry I left Tom. I was scared. Scared to feel." He slowly wrapped his arms around her waist, and kissed her lips gently. She could feel her heart beginning to race. Pulling back, Tom touched her stomach gently. Then, lifting her shirt just enough to see the bruise, he knelt down and kissed it. "Come on, you need rest. Let's get you to bed." She went in the bathroom and slipped on a comfortable pair of pajamas. When she returned, he had pulled back the covers and the roses were in a bundle on the table by the kitchenette.

"What are you going to do? It's still early," Allison asked. Tom sat down on the bed beside her. "I'm going to sit right here and watch TV. Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere." Feeling more relaxed than she had felt in weeks, Allison snuggled under the blankets and closed her eyes. She felt Tom's hand on her back, rubbing it gently. In not time, she had dozed off.

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

suh-weet!
that was really cute.
more soon please!

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

:D :mrgreen: :D :mrgreen:

You're making me like Tom way too much now!

[iilyRein]

hahah cute
tom is so sweet to her
XD georg and gustav lost to her haha poor them

[MusiciansMuse]

oh. my. god. I seriously thought I was gonna PASS OUT while reading this. IT'S SO FRIGGIN ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!

mehr bitte!!!!!! :D

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

update! update! update! :D

[samijo]

Chapter 17


Bill

He walked into Tom's room to find his brother and Allison curled up together on her bed. She was under the covers, and Tom was on top of them, his arm around her. His hand was flat on her ever growing stomach. It was morning, and Bill had gone out and gotten everyone breakfast. He had already taken Gustav and Georg theirs. They had opted to eat in their rooms and join up with the others later. Not wanting to wake up the others, he left the breakfast on the table and slipped out the door, scribbling a note to Tom. He and the others were going to leave around one to go see the town, and if he and Allison wanted to go, they were invited. He expected them to decline.


Allison

She woke up, feeling a strong arm around her waist. Lifting her head off of the soft pillow, she raised up onto her elbow and turned over, seeing Tom's dreads spilled out. He really was pretty hot, any way you looked at it. She slipped out from under him, noticing that his hand was on her belly. Stretching, she walked over to the kitchenette, about to open the fridge, when she saw Bill's note and the donuts on the table. Smiling, she thought about the guys. They were all so good to her, including Tom. She felt her stomach begin to churn. None of them knew about where she had been while she was gone, or what she had done during that time. She really wanted to keep it that way, but knew she shouldn't. Lights flashed in her mind vividly. She blinked, pushing the thought back. Maybe they just wouldn't ask. Maybe she would never have to tell Tom or anyone else.


Tom

Snoring, he woke himself up and heard the shower running. Ali must have woken up. He rubbed his face, trying to adjust his eyes and sat up a little too quickly, almost falling off of the bed. Finally, he was able to swing his legs off of the bed and get up. Walking over to the table, he grabbed a donut out of the box that Bill had brought by, reading his note. "No thanks bro, I already have plans to take out Ali," he thought. He wanted to get her out again, make up for the last time. That is, if she was up to it. If not, he would spend the day inside with her. Whatever she wanted.

He still wanted to know where she had been, but didn't know how to ask. She had been to upset to talk in the hospital to tell him what had happened, so he had let it go, too afraid to ask again. But now, she was doing better, and he desperately wanted to know. The doctors had said she had went back home to her family that night, so where had she been until then? Where had she stayed? What had she done? And when she had gone home, what exactly had happened there? These questions were burning into his mind, eating him alive. He hoped with all of his heart that she would come around and tell him herself, but what if she didn't?

[ILuvKaulitzTwins4E]

omg whats happened when she was away???
please update soon

[Dreaminginthestars]

I wanna know what happened.
Oh such suspense.
Update soon!

+Amy+

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

I really liked that chapter.
But it's a cliffhanger.
Update soon!

[steevie!]

-New Reader-
I love it ^_^
Please continue!
You're very talented :mrgreen:

[samijo]

-New Reader-
I love it ^_^
Please continue!
You're very talented :mrgreen:
THANK YOU!!! :D

[steevie!]

You're very welcome ^-^

[iilyRein]

umm ....update anytime soon please!?

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Gah! What did I say about these cliffhangfers? No cliffhangers allowed! Haha!

Ok, I'm sad cause I will be away for a week and I dunno if I'll have internet, so I might not be able to read your story. But I'll try. :(

[samijo]

Gah! What did I say about these cliffhangfers? No cliffhangers allowed! Haha!

Ok, I'm sad cause I will be away for a week and I dunno if I'll have internet, so I might not be able to read your story. But I'll try. :(
HAHAHAHA! Erika, I was just waiting on you to respond. I knew you would be upset about the cliffhanger. Please, go treat your rash now. I'm sorry, but it is for the good of the story! Do not hate me!!!!!!!!

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

aww i loved it! i hope you post more soon!!!

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

Update soon!
Please?!?!

[samijo]

Chapter 18


Allison

The shower had made her feel a little better, rejuvenating her. She looked down at her bruise, feeling a wave of emotion. If only she had stayed with Tom to begin with. She had been safe and happy here. She had let one kiss scare her and send her running. She had ended up in a far worse situation, getting in way over her head. She stood under the water for a long time, praying that the steam would lift the memories out of her mind. Of course, it didn't. They were still there, loud noises and lights, screaming and fighting. She turned off the water and stepped out of the shower, grabbing the her towel. Shivering, more from her thoughts than cold, she dried off her face and body, getting dressed.

She stepped out of the bathroom, seeing that Tom was ready to go. "What's up?" she asked. "Do you feel like getting out today?" She said that she thought she did, and they left. Allison could tell Tom really didn't have anything definite planned, and that was fine with her. They strolled leisurely through the park, watching some children feed squirrels and ducks. Allison thought about her own child and touched her stomach. She felt Tom's cover her own and he stopped walking, looking down into her eyes. Feeling her cheeks begin to burn, she let her gaze fall to the ground, shame overcoming her.


Tom

Walking through the park was peaceful, and calming. He should have been happy just being with her. But of course, he wasn't content with that. Being who he was, he wanted more. He felt selfish, but couldn't help it. His mind was plagued with worries about what had happened to Allison while she was gone. He was afraid to speak for fear that he would ask and she would bolt like a wild colt. When they saw the children in the park and she put her hand on her stomach, he instinctively did the same. Turning toward her, he looked deep into her eyes, not knowing whether he should kiss her or hold her or beg her to talk to him. Tom could see fear in her eyes, desperate fear. There was something she was holding back from him, and that scared him even more.

"Ali," he began, his voice cracking a bit. She looked down. Touching her chin, he lifted her face. She was blinking away tears, and that was enough to rip his heart. "Please talk to me Ali." Finally, she looked into his eyes, almost glaring at him. "I can't Tom. I can't. Please don't do this. I'm here now, isn't that enough?" She walked away from him, toward the small pond to watch the ducks. Tom stared after her.


Bill

His phone rang and the ID said Tom. "Hallo?" Bill was surprised that his brother was calling him. Surely he would be spending the day with Ali. "Bill, she won't tell me. Why won't she tell me? Something's wrong." Tom was frantic. "Tomi, you really have to calm down. Ali will tell you when she's ready. Don't push her. I know you want to know, but you have to back off a bit. Drop it ya know? You don't like being backed into a corner." Bill was surprised his big brother was even coming to him for advice. Usually Tom just grumbled and told him to leave him the **** alone. This must really be bothering him. "I know I should Bill, but it's eating me alive." Bill felt terrible for him, but there was little he could do. "Just try to let her know you care, and take things at her pace, not yours Tomi. Try to be patient." He heard Tom take a deep breath. "Ok. You're right. I'll try. Thanks little bro." They hung up, and Bill say for a moment, thinking. He hoped he was right, for Tom's sake.

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

Yay! Good chapter.
It's suspenseful, not knowing what Alison is hiding.
Post more soon!

[steevie!]

I love ^-^

[iilyRein]

yay!
*new chp* =D

[jackjackio]

glkajgjag;j, amazing.
As always.
:]

[britta-ney]

This is awesome. XD

[samijo]

Chapter 19


Allison

Staring at the mother goose leading her ducklings through the water, Ali wondered. Would she be a good mother, or lead her baby straight into a sinkhole? She had made a bad decision in running away from Tom and the gang, then an even worse one after that. And she was fairly certain she was making a bad decision now in not talking to Tom about her bad decisions. She was on a roll so far, but couldn't see a way to stop the chain. She was afraid of the look in his eyes, afraid of what he would say when she told him. If she told him.

She stood there for a few minutes, in a trance. She didn't know whether to go back over to Tom, or to wait for him. She felt awkward and confused, and she knew he probably felt the same way. Allison turned around, looking for him, but he was gone.


Tom

Hanging up with Bill, Tom didn't feel one bit better. He had hoped Bill would say something, anything to make his heart stop hurting, and of course, there wasn't anything that could be said. Tom put his phone in his pocket and rubbed his forehead, sighing deeply. "When did things become so complicated?" he thought. Barely two months ago he was bedding down a different girl every night or so with no attachments, just having a good time and enjoying his adolescence. Now, here he was, with a baby on the way and a girl who he genuinely cared for but wasn't sure cared all that much for him. And, to top it off, she ran from him, and is now hiding stuff from him. It was like something you saw in the movies.

He turned to head back to Allison at the pond. He wasn't sure what he was going to say or do when he go to her, but he didn't like leaving her alone. And he really did want the day to be a good one. Maybe he could just push all of these thoughts out of his head and try to forget them, at least for now. He walked around the tree where he had been leaning on the phone, and started toward the ducks. Stopping, he looked in every direction twice. She wasn't there. Allison wasn't there. Ducks. Children. Benches. Pond. No Allison. Dear God, could this really be happening again?


Gustav

He was so bored with Bill's idea of fun. Shopping. Not fun. Now they were walking through the park, taking a shortcut to yet another part of town for more shopping. Gustav was thinking of sneaking off and getting lost, so he could miss out on all of that fun when he saw a figure walking toward them. He tapped Georg's arm. "Hey...does that look like..." "Ali!" Georg said it before he finished and Bill looked up confused. They stopped walking and exchanged confused glances. What was she doing out here, and without Tom? Weren't they spending the day together?

[steevie!]

oh cheese,
complications.

Continue!

[iilyRein]

*sniff sniff*
I smell trouble coming up ;]

[TWIXX]

~NEW READER~
THIS IS LIKE SOO GOOD!!!!
OMG I CANT BELIEVE TOMI GOT HER PREGNANT!!!!
AND HE WAS MEAN TO HER!!!!
IM HAPPY BILL TALKED TO HIM AND MADE HIM REALIZE THAT HE LOVE HER!!!!
SHE WAS WALKING TOWARD WHO????
I HOPE NOTHING BAD DONT HAPPEN TO HER AND THE BABY!!!!
NO WAIT I WONDER WHAT DID HAPPEN TO HER WHEN SHE RAN AWAY!!
I CAN NOT BELIEVE HER PARENTS DID THAT TO HER!!!!
MEHR BITTE!!!!

[samijo]

HAHAHA! YEAAAA for new readers!!!! :) Danke!!!!

[Dreaminginthestars]

Oh.
Some drama is coming.

I need to know what's next!
Update soon!

+Amy+

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Uhm, YES, I would like to know what she's doing there too!!!!!

I see you have another story.
-goes off to read-

[jackjackio]

Hahaha oh man.
Bamboozledness :]

[samijo]

Chapter 20


Georg

They rushed over to her, concerned. "Ali, what are you doing here? Where is Tom?" She looked dazed. "I'm not sure," she said, confused. "We kind of argued, and I think he left. I don't know where he is." He could see tears threatening to spill over the edges of her eyes. He looked at Bill and Gustav, concerned. Tom had been so worried about Ali when she was gone, and he didn't want her being alone. It seemed odd that he would leave her now. "I'm going to go look for him. Maybe you just got separated from one another or something." Turning, he jogged off in the direction he had saw Allison walk from, glancing back over his shoulder as Gustav and Bill lead her to a park bench to sit.


Bill

When they reached her and Bill saw the look on Allison's face, he knew something was wrong. Now he saw the fear Tom had been talking about. She was hiding something. Georg went off in search of Tom while Bill and Gustav led Ali over to a bench to sit down. She was upset, breathing heavily and beginning to cry. They sat on either side of her. Taking a deep breath, Bill began. "Ali, listen. I know you've been through a lot. And we are all here for you and want to take care of you. But we're worried about you, and Tom is too. Please talk to us, tell us what's going on. What happened? Why can't you trust us?" Bill watched as her head began to hang lower and lower, until finally it was resting in her hands and tears were streaming through her fingers.


Allison

She had told them. Well, two of them. Bill and Gustav. She hadn't intended on telling anyone yet, but when Bill had asked her why she didn't trust them, she had broke down, sobbing, not sure of the answer. She did trust them, probably more than anyone. They had been there for her when no one else had, and yet she was still terrified to tell them. When she broke her silence, Bill and Gustav had let her talk, nodding sympathetically and waiting for her to finish. When she did, they hadn't screamed at her or looked at her in disgust, or walked away as she had expected. They pulled her into tight hugs. In Gustav's hug she felt strength, and in Bill's, warmth and kindness. "Don't worry Ali," he told her. She begged them not to tell anyone yet. She wanted to do that, just had to find the right way. It was hard, and she wanted to gain the courage. They reluctantly agreed. She could tell Bill didn't want to keep a secret from Tom, but she promised she would tell him, so he did.

Gustav got up. "Georg still hasn't returned. I'm gonna go see if I can find Tom as well." Patting her leg, he left. She and Bill sat in silence for few moments longer. "Ali, we all will do anything we can for you, but you have to be honest with Tom. He won't hate you, unless you keep hiding this from him. Just tell him." She looked down, picking at her nails. "I know Bill. It's just hard. I'm so ashamed." Bill leaned over, wrapping her up in a brotherly embrace and holding her, letting her cry into his shoulder.


Tom

Kicking the leaves with his shoes, he scowled. "This is ridiculous," he thought. "I can't believe she's left again." Stopping, he had another thought. "Maybe she never saw me go behind the tree to call Bill. What if she thought I left her?" Picking up his pace, he rounded a bend of trees, coming into a clearing. And then he saw them. Wrapped up in each others arms. "What the ****?" he thought. He felt his face begin to burn with anger and his fists began to clench at his sides so hard that his nails were digging into flesh. He thought that his insides were going to explode all over the concrete.

Bill. And Allison. Ali. The Ali that was carrying his child. The Ali that he happened to have feelings for. The Ali that he had spent weeks waiting on. Here she was, with his own brother. His TWIN brother.

[steevie!]

Cheese Tom.
You should quit jumping to conclusions.
You're rage is getting the best of you.
You're gonna do something stupid,
I can tell ^_^

[iilyRein]

ouch!
tisk tisk why does tom always think something like that!
btw...what happened to allison >>.<<

[samijo]

ouch!
tisk tisk why does tom always think something like that!
btw...what happened to allison >>.<<
I guess you will have to wait and seeeeeeee :)

[Dreaminginthestars]

Dang.
Major drama 'bout to explode.

+Amy+

[britta-ney]

Uh oh. The ****'s about to hit the fan.
Tom don't do anything stupid!!!!!!!
Bill's just comforting her.

[Ich_liebe_bill]

:D


HAHA.



AMAZING SAM.


REALLY.

[jackjackio]

Oh, silly Tom. :]]]

[samijo]

Chapter 21


Tom

He wondered how long it had been going on. Had they been seeing each other under his nose? Even worse, had Bill known all along where Ali had been those three weeks she was missing, and chose not to tell him? Tom's heart froze with a sudden thought. "Were Bill and Ali meeting in secret during that time?" He felt his stomach contents begin to rise up to his throat, and he knew he had to get out of the park before he either threw up, or did something terrible, something he would regret later. He needed to clear his head. He needed to get away from this sight. He turned and jogged up the hill, crossing the street and heading back toward the hotel. He heard a voice calling his name. Then another. He didn't turn around.


Gustav

After Allison had told he and Bill her secret, he was stunned. He couldn't believe what Ali had been through. She had been so scared to tell them, and he understood why, but he would never have hated her. If anything, he hurt more for her. Now, he was searching for Tom. He had bumped into Georg along a trail, and they were both concerned since neither of them had found him. Where could he possibly be? Finally, getting tired and ready for lunch, they began to turn back to Bill and Allison. Georg saw him first. "Look. There he is!" Gustav yelled for him, trying to get his attention as he topped the hill. "Tom!" He didn't seem to hear, so Georg chimed in. "Tom! Tom!" Nothing. He crossed the street, out of view.


Allison

She felt a little better. Although she still had to tell Tom, at least now she had someone to turn to. Bill let her cry for a moment, then dried her eyes with his black tipped fingers. "Ali, it's all going to work out. I know Tom seems all difficult, but he's really not. He has a heart just like anyone else. I think you've seen that side of him. What you've been through, anybody can respect that. And so will he. Just give him the chance." She nodded, releasing a heavy sigh. She just had to find a way to tell him. The knots in her stomach were subsiding a tiny bit, being replaced with hunger. She winced. "I really need to find Tom. I don't know how we got separated, but I have to find him." She heard voices shouting his name and turned. There he was, Tom. Crossing the street, going back toward the hotel. Gustav and Georg were trying to get his attention, but he didn't seem to hear them.


Bill

His words seemed to comfort Allison a bit, and he hoped she would tell Tom soon. He didn't know how long he could keep this from his brother. What Ali had done wasn't something Tom would hate her for, but nonetheless, Bill didn't like to keep things from Tom, and the fact that she had asked him to made it a secret. Tom tended to see through him, and that would make it even more difficult.

As he was holding her, he suddenly felt his heart begin to ache. He felt a squeezing sensation and a sickness begin to overcome him. Something was wrong with Tom, but he wasn't sure what it was. He didn't want to alarm Ali, so he kept his calm, not saying anything. She wanted to find Tom, and he agreed. At that moment, they heard Gustav and Georg calling Tom's name, and Bill looked up past Allison, seeing his twin topping a hill and crossing the street. "He must not hear them," Allison said. Bill knew different. He was pretending. Bill knew his brother better than anyone else. He knew his mannerisms, and judging his walk, he could see anger. He didn't know why, but it was there, plain as day. He heard Gustav and Georg, but was ignoring them. What Bill didn't understand was why.

[steevie!]

Tom...
-sigh-

[jackjackio]

Men.


-Rolls eyes-

Lovely chap :]]

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

please write more soon im on the edge of my seat! i loved it!

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Tom...
-sigh-

My thoughts exactly. Poor Tom.

[Musik-ist-Liebe]

-newreader-
Sam.
Tell me what happens.
Now.
I must know.

[samijo]

-newreader-
Sam.
Tell me what happens.
Now.
I must know.
HAHA! All in good time my love...all in good time. :)

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

-newreader-
Sam.
Tell me what happens.
Now.
I must know.
HAHA! All in good time my love...all in good time. :)
Sounds like the wicked witch of the west. :lol:

But me <3 you.

[samijo]

-newreader-
Sam.
Tell me what happens.
Now.
I must know.
HAHA! All in good time my love...all in good time. :)
Sounds like the wicked witch of the west. :lol:

But me <3 you.
HAHA..nooo...more like Glenda the Good Witch. :D
And me <3 you too. :D Be patient my darlings.

[Musik-ist-Liebe]

It's hard to be patient when the
best fanfic on here isn't updated yet!!!
*pullshairoutandrunsaroundscreaming*

[samijo]

Chapter 22


Allison

She and Bill stood, hurrying over to Gustav and Georg. "I wonder why he couldn't hear us. It isn't that loud out here," Georg said. Allison noticed Bill wasn't saying much, but kept quiet. Her stomach was grumbling, hunger becoming more and more apparent. Pregnancy did that to her a lot these days. "Guys, I hate to cause more problems, but I need something to eat. How about we grab something on the way back to the hotel?" They nodded, Georg and Gustav taking her arms and helping her up the steep hill Tom had just cleared only few minutes before. Observing traffic carefully, they crossed the street, stopping by a deli and ordering some sandwiches to go. The hotel was only a couple of blocks away and Ali was anxious to get back to Tom. She was worried about him. Even if she didn't work up the courage to tell him today, she wanted to be with him and salvage what was left of the afternoon.


Bill

He could only guess that Tom was upset with Ali for not talking to him. He hoped that Tom would be patient with her. Though she was having trouble opening up, Bill knew that she wanted to, and would eventually. They stopped for food, and Bill ordered a sandwich for Tom as well. They traveled up the elevator to their rooms, where Gustav and Georg entered their perspective doors. Bill followed Ali to hers and Tom's carring lunch. Walking in, he saw Tom sitting in a chair, staring at the TV. When they walked in, he only glanced at Bill, saying nothing. Then he looked over at Ali, and finally turned back to the TV. Bill cleared his throat. "We brought you some lunch." He sat the sandwich down on the coffee table in front of Tom, who didn't blink. It almost seemed like he was mad at Bill himself, though there wasn't a valid reason as to why. Seeing that Tom was not going to talk, Bill turned, kissing Ali on the cheek and walked out the door, taking his own lunch with him. "Talk to him, he will listen," he whispered.


Tom

Getting back to the room, Tom walked in and slammed the door behind him. He felt throwing his fist through concrete, or the wall, but didn't want to pay for the damamges, so threw himself into a chair instead. He turned on the TV, not watching it. His mind was jumbled with thoughts, all of them containing Bill and Ali. There were images of them together, images of them kissing, hugging. Were they together? A couple? Why was she still staying with him and kissing him if this was true? Here he was, beginning to care deeply for her, and she was secretly rendezvouing with his twin brother? His heart was pounding, about to jump straight out of his chest, when the door open, and they walked in. Just the sight of them together made him want to tackle Bill and beat him, the way he used to when they were younger. Only this time, it wasn't just brotherly tussling. He was truly angry.

"We brought you some lunch," Bill said. Tom wanted to strangle him. A few moments later, he seemed to take the hint and leave. And then, as if Tom wasn't even sitting there, Bill kissed Allison on the cheek. Right in front of him! It was all Tom could do not to pick up the chair and throw it. Instead, he maintained his composure and waited until the door closed. Allison just stood there, looking at him as if she was unsure what to do. Tom stood, picked up the sandwich, and dropped it into the trash can. Walking over to the refidgerator, he took out a soda and piece of leftover pizza, biting into it. Sitting back down on the couch, he returned to the TV. Ali sat down beside him. "Tom, what happened back there?" Numb from pain, he replied. "Nothing, it's cool I guess. I thought you left, you thought I left. Everything's just great." He could tell she was hesitant, but she reached out to touch his hand. "You seem upset about something." Tom shrugged his shoulders. "Do I?" Out of the corner of his eye, he could see the rejection on her face as she got up and went to get her sandwich. "It doesn't matter Tom, she likes Bill. Just stay cool," he thought.

[steevie!]

NO!!!!
TOM!!!
YOU IDIOT!!!
arg.
-tackles Tom-
Quit being a big baby!

[Musik-ist-Liebe]

NO!!!!
TOM!!!
YOU IDIOT!!!
arg.
-tackles Tom-
Quit being a big baby!
I agree!
Stuupid Tomi.
-pouts-

[iilyRein]

TOM YOU IDIOT!
omfg he so dum >.>
jealous bum

[britta-ney]

Who's all for strangling Tom at this point?
Let her explain everygthing to you!!!!!!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

oi. tomi.


me and my ideas


now even i want to strangle him, LOL!


btw, sami, your new siggy is orgasmic. just thought i'd let you know O.O

[samijo]

oi. tomi.


me and my ideas


now even i want to strangle him, LOL!


btw, sami, your new siggy is orgasmic. just thought i'd let you know O.O
Well...it was my idea...you just condoned it. LoL! You agreed to said behavior. LoL!

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Tom, what do mean she likes Bill? Are you nuts?


I <3 this!!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

oi. tomi.


me and my ideas


now even i want to strangle him, LOL!


btw, sami, your new siggy is orgasmic. just thought i'd let you know O.O
Well...it was my idea...you just condoned it. LoL! You agreed to said behavior. LoL!


true, true.

go read my PM or i will beat you with a stick.

daskldjaskhfdfldals

[TokioVamp2812]

(new reader)
this is so awesome!

*begs for more*

[Rejects_Angel]

FINALLY i finished reading this 1.....I love all ur stories so much I can't even pick my favorite. Tom needs anger management too.......having thoughts of throwing a chair at ur twin is not good

[samijo]

FINALLY i finished reading this 1.....I love all ur stories so much I can't even pick my favorite. Tom needs anger management too.......having thoughts of throwing a chair at ur twin is not good
HAHA...well I threw that in there because they have actually DONE that before...beat each other with frying pans and hit each other with chairs and such. That has actually happened...so I thought it would fit nicely.

And thank you!!! :D

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

Post moreeeee!

[samijo]

Chapter 23


Allison

She tried to talk to him, knowing full well that this wasn't the time to break her news to him, but hoping she could get him to justify his anger to her. She was in the dark and wanted her own answers. Allison watched him throw away the lunch Bill had brought him and get out the stale pizza that could not have tasted good. Then Tom had blown her off, shrugging and pretending she wasn't even in the room. She silently ate her sandwich, watching him. She knew he was watching her too out of the corner of his eyes, but was trying to hide it. What was this game, and why was he playing it? Her heart hurt and all she wanted to do was go snuggle up beside him for comfort, the way she had in the hospital. But he was the one causing the pain this time, so that didn't seem like a possibility. He finished the pizza quickly and stared at the TV a few seconds before going to the bathroom to relieve himself, flushing the toilet and washing his hands. He walked briskly through the room, not even glancing at her and through the door, slamming it behind him. Only then did Allison finally let her tears fall.


Bill

The charade with Tom had went on for days. Everytime Bill tried to talk to him, all he got was a inaudible grunt in return. If Allison tried to talk to him, she recieved a scowl. Tom spoke to Gustav and Georg, though very little, and it was hard to communicate as a band. Luckily, there were only two shows that week, but Tom refused to play In Die Nacht at either of them for some reason. When it was put on the set list, he immediately crossed it off and replaced it with another song. Each night, either Bill or one of the other guys went to check on Ali, since they were sure that Tom was ignoring her completely. She was holding together fairly well, but the intense standoff between herself and Tom was nearing the breaking point, which was unhealthy for everyone, but especially her.

One night, after another concert, another night of Tom ignoring everyone, Bill went to check on Ali, and found the room empty. He glanced quickly around the room, his insides constricting from fear that she had left again. Seeing the balcony door open, he went over to it and peeked out, seeing her back to him and her hair blowing in the breeze. His heart relaxed a bit, relieved that she was still here, and okay. Then he saw smoke rising above her, and smelled nicotine. "Allison! What the **** are you doing?! Have you lost your mind?!" She turned abruptly, dropping the cigarette and staring at him, her eyes red and swollen. "I don't know! I'm sorry! I...it's only the second time! I swear! I just needed something!" Bill reached out his foot and put out the lit cigarette, then stepped over to her, pulling her into his arms. "I know. I know you're upset, and I'm sorry. But you're got to remember the baby. Tom's just being a jerk right now, but he will come around eventually. He cares about you"

"So Tom's the jerk, huh?" He and Allison spun around to see Tom peering at them, his face twisted in anger. Without another word, he turned and stalked off, leaving the two of them to stare after him. They both jumped at the slam of the door as he left the room.


Georg

The night had been stressful, once again. Just like the entire week had been. Tom's behavior had been so wild and unpredictable. And though they still managed to make it through the concerts without the crowds being any wiser to the goings on being the scenes, it was still a lot of pressure and tension to deal with. Georg had just showered and sat down on the bed, turning on the TV to watch a rerun of Beavis and Butthead, hoping to relieve some of the pounding in his skull. And then, the pounding on his door began. "Good god, what now," he thought. Getting up, he walked over, opening the door to find Tom standing on the other side, fume practically coming out of his ears like a freight train. He walked straight past Georg and sat down in a chair. "Come in Tom." "I'm sorry man, but I gotta talk to somebody, and we're cool, right." Georg shut the door, walked over, and sat on the bed across from Tom. "Of course we are, and I have to say I'm glad to hear it. I was beginning to wonder."

Tom began to explain. The whole story, everything from what had happened between he and Allison at the park, to what he had seen between she and Bill that day, up till what had just happened. Georg listened, not interrupting. He could see Tom growing angrier with each word, reliving it. "Tom, do you honestly believe that Bill would do this to you? Take her from you, knowing that you are developing feelings for her? And not only that, but with her carrying your child? Surely there is an explanation for what you saw." Tom seemed to calm a bit, but Georg could tell that he wasn't completely convinced.


Tom

After walking in the room and seeing the balcony open, he felt terrified, unsure of what to expect when he walked out onto it. He swore under his breath, and the first thought that entered his mind was that Allison had jumped. And then, he had heard her talking, and then Bill. Bill's voice. When he went to the door and heard them, it was all he could do to control his anger. And he knew he had to leave. He thought of Georg. They had always understood one another. Next to Bill, he was his best friend. They could, to a degree, read one another's thoughts. Especially about girls. And Georg had a way of calming him down. He was like a gently giant. And now, here he was, sitting across from him, listening to him talk about the fact that Bill wouldn't do this to him. Was he right?

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

OHMYGOSH.
The drama!
Loved that chappie!
Update again soon, please!

[caro.lina.]

aww =]
more please

[Ich_liebe_bill]

my sam-sam is an excellent writer! i love it!

[Rejects_Angel]

someone needs to just grab his dreads and give them a hard yank and wake his *** up. I feel so bad for allison and bill.

[steevie!]

Listen to Georg!

[jackjackio]

kgjdh;gh;hegtaerh.
Post now.
:]]]
It's so intensely good!!

[TokioVamp2812]

gah this is so addicting!!!
i really wonder what it's like to see tom angry...
probably pretty **** sexy

[iilyRein]

drama!!
yay =D
bad allison smoking not good ;]

[britta-ney]

Yes Tom believe Georg.
He's telling the truth.
This is great!

[jackjackio]

BUMP.

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

More come soon?

[samijo]

Chapter 24


Georg

He had to admit, he was relieved that Tom was speaking again. Until now, Georg wasn't really sure who Tom's anger was directed at. "You should talk to them Tom," he said softly. "Nein, nein, I can't. Not yet. What if you're wrong? What if I'm right and this has been going on?" Georg was silent for a moment. "Then you know and don't have to keep wondering, driving yourself crazy."

He watched as Tom stood slowly, wiping his brow. "I need some air. I just...I need to think." Without another word, he left, closing the door behind him. Georg sat for a moment, alone with his own thoughts. Finally, he too got up, grabbing his key cards and walking down the hall to Bill's room, knocking on the door. Bill opened it, and seeing the look on Georg's face, ushered him in.


Bill

"We have to talk." Bill could tell something was up, but when Georg said this, it really worried him. "Okay, what's going on?" They sat down across from each other, Bill wringing his hands. Taking a deep breath, Georg sighed. "Tom came to my room, upset. Bill, he thinks you and Allison are together. He thinks you've been seeing each other all along, and that you even knew where she was while she was gone and was sneaking off and seeing her then. He saw you together at the park, and then tonight again. He's furious." Bill took a moment to let the words register. It was a lot to take in. "That's crazy! I would never do that to Tom! He's my brother! My TWIN brother! I was just comforting her both at the park and tonight." He could tell Georg was trying to choose his next words carefully. "So, it's not true then?" Bill shot him an exasperated look. "Of course not! Please tell me you told him that." Georg nodded. "Yea, I did, but I'm not sure at this point he knows what to believe."

Sighing, Bill dropped his head in his hands. This was all becoming too much to handle. "Georg, I didn't know where Ali was all that time until she told me at the park." Looking up, he met Georg's confused expression. Relaying the story to him, he could tell Georg was feeling the same emotions that he and Gustav had when she had told them. He emitted a low whistle. "She has to tell Tom."


Tom

He left the hotel and walked around, letting the fresh air fill his lungs. He just needed some time to think, clear his thoughts. This entire experience was eating away at him, ripping his soul in half. Georg was right. He had to talk to them. Both of them. Knowing, no matter what the answer, was better than NOT knowing, and living in this ****. Turning around, he headed back toward the hotel, taking back alleys to avoid meeting any fans or crowds. Taking the stairs, he opened the door and started toward his room when he saw Bill coming toward him. He felt his body tense up, a very unfamiliar feeling to have when seeing his brother. "Tom, I need to talk to you. Please." Tom stopped, partly because he knew he needed to, and partly because he was cornered. "Tom, Allison and I are NOT together. I know you saw us at the park, but I was just comforting her. She told me what she went through while she was gone, but that is the first I had heard of it, I swear to you. You're my brother, and I love you. I could never take her from you." Tom felt his muscles begin to relax a little. Bill wasn't lying, he could feel it. "So where was she?" His brother shook his head. "She wants to tell you herself."

Tom nodded and met Bill's eyes. He reached out, pulling his brother to him, wrapping him up in a hug. "I'm sorry Bill," he whispered. Bill nodded into his shoulder, hugging him back tightly. Letting go, Tom walked past him to his room, straight for Ali.


Allison

She was piled up in the bed with a box of tissues and the little stuffed bear Tom had given her when she heard the door open and he walked in. She refused to look at him, her eyes puffy and red. She felt his weight on the bed and his hand on her leg. "Ali, I need you to tell me." She finally willed herself to look into his eyes, which were trained on hers. She bit her lips, trying to force the tears to stop. "I don't understand why you told Bill, and felt like you couldn't tell me. Do you not trust me?" Allison shook her head, feeling the tears slip out anyway. "You will hate me." Tom reached up, brushing the tears off of her cheek. "Ali, that's not possible. I promise. Whatever it is, just tell me."

Allison felt her stomach begin to churn, and could see the lights again. The noise was so loud and her pulse was starting to race. She began to cry, terrified to tell him. Tom took her head in his hands, looking directly into her eyes. "Allison, I swear to you. Nothing will change how I feel about you." He pulled her body to his, holding her close. Finally, her anxiety subsided, and she sat up, sniffling. Taking a deep breath, she began.

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

NOOO!
Don't end it there!
Moremoremoremoremore.
PLEASE?!?!?!?!

[jackjackio]

Sam. I need to kill you.
That was really unfair.
Hahahahaha.
Making us wait... then a cliffhanger!
And what his this hoohaa about your writing being better "after a couple of days."
x]]
Silly you.
Post moooore!!
UGhhhh!!l;fsdmkg;lskh

[samijo]

Sam. I need to kill you.
That was really unfair.
Hahahahaha.
Making us wait... then a cliffhanger!
And what his this hoohaa about your writing being better "after a couple of days."
x]]
Silly you.
Post moooore!!
UGhhhh!!l;fsdmkg;lskh
HAHAHAHA!!!

*peeks over edge of couch*

But at least now you know you will find out in the next chapter what happened!1 :D

And it just seems better to me if I waittttttt. LoL!

[steevie!]

.-.
More!!
Steevie might die...

[iilyRein]

TELL ME WHERE SHE WAS!!
OMFG!!!
did she get raped!?!!?

[jackjackio]

Sam. I need to kill you.
That was really unfair.
Hahahahaha.
Making us wait... then a cliffhanger!
And what his this hoohaa about your writing being better "after a couple of days."
x]]
Silly you.
Post moooore!!
UGhhhh!!l;fsdmkg;lskh
HAHAHAHA!!!

*peeks over edge of couch*

But at least now you know you will find out in the next chapter what happened!1 :D

And it just seems better to me if I waittttttt. LoL!
NO!
You waiting = a dead Kerilyn.
Bad.
Unless you want to be a murderer.





....You're sick.
x]]

[samijo]

Sam. I need to kill you.
That was really unfair.
Hahahahaha.
Making us wait... then a cliffhanger!
And what his this hoohaa about your writing being better "after a couple of days."
x]]
Silly you.
Post moooore!!
UGhhhh!!l;fsdmkg;lskh
HAHAHAHA!!!

*peeks over edge of couch*

But at least now you know you will find out in the next chapter what happened!1 :D

And it just seems better to me if I waittttttt. LoL!
NO!
You waiting = a dead Kerilyn.
Bad.
Unless you want to be a murderer.





....You're sick.
x]]
HAHAHAA! Keriyln-dramatic?

LOL! :D *hands you a chill pill*

[jackjackio]

Sam, you're a giant turd.
HAHAHA.
I want mooooore!
:[
-Reverts into 3 year old-

[Rejects_Angel]

she's good at cliffhangers.......I have an idea where she was but I'm not saying in case I'm totally off.

[samijo]

she's good at cliffhangers.......I have an idea where she was but I'm not saying in case I'm totally off.
Nononono YOU ar the cliffhanger queen!!! And look at me...going off rambling with my theories on your story...and watch I will be like....waaaaay off! HAHA!



@Kerilyn-*hands you a cookie, pats your 3 year old head* HAHA!

[jackjackio]

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
YOU HIT ME.











X]]]

[samijo]

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
YOU HIT ME.











X]]]

LMAO! "I will give you something to cry about!"

Now that is a mom thing to say. Oh my. HEHE!

[jackjackio]

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
YOU HIT ME.











X]]]

LMAO! "I will give you something to cry about!"

Now that is a mom thing to say. Oh my. HEHE!
HAHAHA!
That is a TERRIBLE thing to say!!

Nono, you say, "IF YOU KEEP CRYING YOU ARE GETTING YOUR NINTENDO DS TAKEN AWAY AND YOU ARE GOING TO YOUR ROOM."

At least, that's how it's done in my house. x]]

[samijo]

*giggles*

All this because I won't post another chappie so soon. LoL!

[TokioVamp2812]

*giggles*

All this because I won't post another chappie so soon. LoL!
PLEASE!!!!!?!?!
This story is addicting!!!
GAH!
*begs for next chapter*

[samijo]

Patience my dears....patience. LoL!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

-stares-

sam has more readers than me!

-pouts like a baby-

[Dark_Light_beauty]

OMG OMG OMG i am a new reader i just read ur story and im like... mouth on the floor waiting for u two write the next part... ASAP this story is soo brilliant

[samijo]

OMG OMG OMG i am a new reader i just read ur story and im like... mouth on the floor waiting for u two write the next part... ASAP this story is soo brilliant
YEAAAA! New reader! :D

[Dark_Light_beauty]

wooo you rock my EFFIN sockless feet! hahah i'm jackie by the way :]

[crazychick6195]

0mg!! diz st0ri iz s0 g00d.
update s00n please!!!
d0nt keep me waitin :D
i just signed up here s0 im kinda new her.i think ur da first ff i c0mmented. [new reader]

:shock: what happened with allis0n!??? im s0 hyper xD. i need 2 find 0ut

ur awes0me!!

[britta-ney]

NOOO!!!
You can't leave it there!!!
Grrr.
I need to know what happened to her!!!!
Post more soon?
Please!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

0mg!! diz st0ri iz s0 g00d.
update s00n please!!!
d0nt keep me waitin :D
i just signed up here s0 im kinda new her.i think ur da first ff i c0mmented. [new reader]

:shock: what happened with allis0n!??? im s0 hyper xD. i need 2 find 0ut

ur awes0me!!


just wanted to say hi, (saw your are new) and if you like her FF's, Sam (my twwwiiiinnn) and I have two joint FF's, she has another one (Tough Love) she is an amazing writer!

[samijo]

0mg!! diz st0ri iz s0 g00d.
update s00n please!!!
d0nt keep me waitin :D
i just signed up here s0 im kinda new her.i think ur da first ff i c0mmented. [new reader]

:shock: what happened with allis0n!??? im s0 hyper xD. i need 2 find 0ut

ur awes0me!!


just wanted to say hi, (saw your are new) and if you like her FF's, Sam (my twwwiiiinnn) and I have two joint FF's, she has another one (Tough Love) she is an amazing writer!
Now who's talking who up??!! HEHE!

*slaps your wrist back*

[Ich_liebe_bill]

0mg!! diz st0ri iz s0 g00d.
update s00n please!!!
d0nt keep me waitin :D
i just signed up here s0 im kinda new her.i think ur da first ff i c0mmented. [new reader]

:shock: what happened with allis0n!??? im s0 hyper xD. i need 2 find 0ut

ur awes0me!!


just wanted to say hi, (saw your are new) and if you like her FF's, Sam (my twwwiiiinnn) and I have two joint FF's, she has another one (Tough Love) she is an amazing writer!
Now who's talking who up??!! HEHE!

*slaps your wrist back*


hahahaha. the crazy thing is i totally did this before i saw you talking me up.


twins. it happens.

[jackjackio]

*Throws a temper tantrum*

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Gah. I've missed so much.
I'm still on pg 17.

[samijo]

Gah. I've missed so much.
I'm still on pg 17.
How are you still way back there? LoL!

[jackjackio]

Bump :]

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Gah. I've missed so much.
I'm still on pg 17.
How are you still way back there? LoL!

I don't know but I'm reading it now. =D

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

Ok, now that I'm all caught up now...

WHY, IN THE NAME OF ALL THINGS HOLY, DID YOU STOP AT THE GOOD PART?!?!?!?

[samijo]

Ok, now that I'm all caught up now...

WHY, IN THE NAME OF ALL THINGS HOLY, DID YOU STOP AT THE GOOD PART?!?!?!?
HAHAHA! Cuz I knew that it would get you all riled up! HEHEHE! Take a pill of the chill kind...I plan to update today..... :lol:

[samijo]

Chapter 25


Bill

Returning to his room, he finally could relax for the first time that week. Bill felt immense relief that Tom was no longer angry with him, even though he hadn't understood all along what was going on. And now, things were finally going to be straightened out between Tom and Ali, and she would tell Tom what was going on. Walking in, Bill sank into the bed, feeling the tension release from his body. Closing his eyes, he fell asleep, humming In Die Nacht.


Allison

"Tom, I had no money. I tried to find a job, but couldn't get hired anywhere. People knew me. They didn't want that kind of attention. I couldn't go home, so basically, I had to do something, or live on the streets. So...I did something, something I'm not proud of. I stripped. I wasn't showing at that point, so I could do it. I made pretty good money and could support myself." She looked at Tom, seeing the hurt in his eyes, but that he was staying calm and trying to be there for her. He reached out and squeezed her hand. She looked down. If only that were all. Sighing, she continued. "And then one night, it was really slow, and the girls started telling me how they compensated on nights like that. They showed me the guy, and he took me to a room in the back, and....and I just did it. I did make good money, but I hated myself for it. I never went back." Ali's body was shaking with sobs, but there was still more to tell. "I went to my hotel that night, and got my things, hoping I could go home to my family and they would understand. Obviously, they didn't. When I got there, I tried to talk to them and explain, but they didn't want to hear it. They asked where I had been, and I told them. My father lost it. He started to hit me and kick me...." Allison's voice cracked and Tom pulled her body to his, wrapping her in his strong arms. She buried her face in his chest, wetting the front of his shirt with her tears.

He kissed the top of her head and whispered into her ear. "You don't have to continue. It's over now Ali. You're here now, with me and the guys. I will take care of you now, and you don't have any reason to worry."


Tom

He sat there, listening quietly, his thoughts racing. He couldn't believe she had done these things, but he wasn't angry with her. He wanted to hold her, wanted to be there for her and show her that she could trust him. Tom couldn't believe how strong she was, and it made his feelings for her only grow. He let her talk until she couldn't anymore, and took her in his arms, letting her cry. He felt so stupid and childish to have believed that she was involved with Bill. Especially when her problems had actually been far more difficult. Tom felt his heart ache, and he felt an intense need to protect her and the baby. Instead, he just held her, sensing that at the moment, that was all that she wanted and needed, letting her cry and release her pain and frustration. After a while, her crying subsided into whimpering, and then a while later, into silence. She had fallen asleep. Gently, Tom laid her down, never releasing her from his embrace, and laid down beside her, snuggling into her neck. He closed his eyes and felt a tear slide out of the corner of his eye.

[Ich_liebe_bill]

brilliant darling

[Rejects_Angel]

WHOO!! I was right..sort of I guessed she was a prostitute and I was close....kind of she did that 4 night.

amazing chapter as always

[crazychick6195]

thatz cute
awww t0m shed a tear
awes0me chapter
i feel s0 bad 4 allis0n

[Dark_Light_beauty]

i almost startedf cryi ng

[Ich_liebe_bill]

WHOO!! I was right..sort of I guessed she was a prostitute and I was close....kind of she did that 4 night.

amazing chapter as always


thats totally what i thought xD

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

Aww. It's all happy now.
Good chappie.
Plz update soon!

[TokioVamp2812]

wow.
amazing chapter.
do u seriously know how addicting this story is to me?
8-)

[steevie!]

Excellent!

[iilyRein]

:cry:
that was chapter
she stripped :evil: omfg

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

AWh. It'll be okay Tom & Ali.

[jackjackio]

Lovely.

[samijo]

Chapter 26


Allison

The next few months passed quickly for Ali without any drama. Tom was attentive and caring, there for her every second, unless of course he had a performance or some other band related engagement. If that was the case, he once again gave her what seemed like hundreds of possible numbers at which to locate him, all in case of an emergency. Tom scheduled all of her doctor's appointments around his own schedule, making sure he could be with her at every one of them. When the time came to find out the sex of the baby, they decided to wait, though Tom bounced around and wasn't sure he could stand the suspense.

As her stomach grew larger, he was more and more tender with her, and began to talk to the baby, even singing to it. He kissed her stomach good morning and goodnight, as if the baby were already here. Bill organized a shower, of course, being the one with the best taste. And it was more extravagant than anything she had ever seen. Allison thought back to her first encounter with these guys. She remembered watching them onstage. A rock band. Tokio Hotel. Now they were her family. The only people she knew she could count on in this world.

And then one night, it happened. She was due the next week, practically about to burst. The boys had a concert, and she was in the hotel room, watching a movie, rubbing her swollen belly. She started having contractions, and immediately called one of the numbers Tom had given her for his bodyguards. They were there in minutes, hurrying her to a waiting car. "Wait to call Tom. Let him finish his show." She knew it was almost over, maybe with thirty minutes left at the most, and didn't want to spoil it for the fans. She would probably be in labor for a while anyway. They arrived at the hospital and she was rushed to a room, where all she could do was wait until the doctors told her she was ready for the delivery room.


Tom

The show was over, finally. This crowd had been wild, showing them a lot of love. He raised his guitar to them and they screamed. Smiling, he turned to head offstage when one of the bodyguards met him, whispering something in his ear. He froze, then ran over to Bill, grabbing his mic. "MY BABY IS ON THE WAY!!!!!! I'M GOING TO BE A DADDY!!!!" Handing the mic back to Bill, who in turn handed it off to someone else, Tom turned and ran offstage, with the crowd roaring and applauding behind him, cheering him on. Bill, Georg, and Gustav were on his heels, heading out to the van that was waiting for them, not stopping for autographs. They patted their faces with towels, catching some of the sweat that was pouring from their bodies. "How long has she been at the hospital?" Tom asked, anxious. "She left the hotel about 45 minutes ago," the driver said. "45 minutes?!" Tom yelled. "She's been in labor that long and nobody told me?!" He saw the driver wince in the mirror. "She told us to wait and let you finish. She was pretty adamant about it." Tom couldn't help but smile to himself, that sounded about right. Typical Ali.

The van barely had rolled to a stop before the door opened and all four of the boys piled out, almost tripping over one another and ending up in a heap on the concrete. They ran through the lobby and Tom asked for Ali, being pointed in the direction of her room. He walked up to the door, just as she was being wheeled out to the delivery room. "Ali! I'm here! What's going on?!" She smiled weakly. "It's finally time Tom. The baby's coming." Bill, Georg, and Gustav stood in the hall, watching. Tom grabbed Ali's hand, squeezing tightly. "I'm here now. It's all going to be fine."

He was given ugly green scrubs to put on, definitely not the fashion statement he was trying to make, but under the circumstances, he obeyed. He stayed by Ali's head, holding her hand and kissing her forehead, encouraging her. Never in his life had he thought that at such as young age this was where he would be, yet he wouldn't trade it at this very moment. And then the doctor looked up. "The baby's breech, and the chord's around the neck. We may have some problems." Tom looked at Ali. "What does that mean?" She looked into his eyes, fear all over her. "It means the baby is coming out the wrong way, and the chord is strangling it." Her voice was shaking, and Tom thought he would pass out.

The doctor decided to do an emergency c-section, not wanting to risk anything, and Tom had never seen so much blood. He tried to comfort Ali, who was panicking. ****, he was panicking. Once again, they might lose their baby. He didn't know if he could take this. Not again. They had been through enough. He felt tears threatening to spill over, and when he heard it, they did. Crying. Screaming. From a baby. His baby. "It's a girl!" He looked down at Ali, and she was crying too. The nurses cleaned her up, bringing her over to Ali, and gently placed the bundle in her arms. "She's perfect," Ali whispered. Tom stood there, staring at the tiny face. He didn't have the words to describe what he was feeling. Love didn't even cover it.

He walked outside to tell the guys, who congratulated him with hugs, and of course, tears from Bill, then went back inside to his daughter. Walking over to the bed, Ali handed her to him. He held her gently, looking down at his creation. She was perfect, in every sense of the word. "So, we need a name for her. Any suggestions?" Without even thinking, the name fell from his lips. "Angel. She's an Angel. She was a miracle to begin with, and survived ****. Only angels can do that." Ali smiled. "I think you're right. That's perfect."

The nurses came in, taking Angel to the nursery. Ali needed rest. Tom walked over to the bed, looking down at Ali. She stared back into his eyes. Leaning down, he took her head in his hands and kissed her, his lips melting against hers. He felt something in his heart, something that he never thought he would feel for another person. Over these past few months, he had fell in love without sex, without the feel of a woman's skin against his own. Every time he had touched her, it was in a way that a man touches a woman when all he wants is her heart, and nothing more. "I love you Ali," he whispered, brushing the hair from her face. "I love you too Tom," she said, taking his hand and putting it to her heart, now his own.




THE END

[Musik-ist-Liebe]

So beautiful I almost started crying.
That was amazing.

[steevie!]

That was amazing,
absolutely incredible!

[xXKillerxQueenXx]

That was so sweet.
I was crying as I read the lest part.

[Dark_Light_beauty]

my heart oh my heart... it just bursted into HAPPY FLAMES!

[xluciax]

That was incredible! I actually started crying,
when they said the baby was being strangled.
You really are a great writer!

[samijo]

AWW! I'm so glad you guys liked it!!! :) I was afraid it wouldn't deliver a good enough ending.

[ray-do]

that was amazing! i almost started to cry!

[TokioVamp2812]

wow. that was one of the best fanfics i have read.

i can't decribe it. :mrgreen:

[Rejects_Angel]

OMG "I love you Ali" then "I love you Tom"

I LOVE YOU SAM!!!


The ending was so perfect, it just totally fit the entire story through the ups and down and end was still a nail biter, OMG no words to even say how good this story actually was

[iilyRein]

OMG
:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
Angel what a perfect name
this is the best ff

[samijo]

You guys are making me smile SO BIG! I was soooooo afraid the end wouldn't be good enough!!! OMG! :D


You guys are so awesome!!

[Ich_liebe_bill]

:mrgreen: my twinnn can write!!!!


Now if only people would pay attention to LIH...since I finished it and like, 2 ppl read the ending


>.<

[jackjackio]

AWWWWWWWWWWWW.
MY GOD.
I love you.
And this story.
I'm sad to see it go, but you ended it wonderously.
:]
!!!!!!

[XxInyourNightmarexX]

The ending was perfect Sam.
I dunno why it's ending... =P
but it was the bestest ever!!!!
I loved it very much!!! ^.^

[Mr.G.L+Ms.K.S]

sooo cute i loved it!

[crazychick6195]

perfect st0ry fr0m beginning 2 the end
amazing ending
i l0ve this st0ry! y it has 2 end?!
:lol:
t0m with0ut sex!! :o xD

[samijo]

Danke!!!! :mrgreen:

[crazychick6195]

Im sorry i answered so late. I haven't checked this ff in a while cuz i knew it was over. But u welcome. Anytime. And do u have any more ff??

[samijo]

Im sorry i answered so late. I haven't checked this ff in a while cuz i knew it was over. But u welcome. Anytime. And do u have any more ff??
OH yea....LoL! I...had a joint one called Twin Tussle...that is complete. Then the sequel to that one called Devilish...which is still going. Then another joint one called Trap...still going. Then...Tough Love...is complete...and the sequel to that is just starting called Even Tougher Love. And then two newer ones called Rock STars/Best Friends and Rocky Roads. And then another completed one called Blood on Whose Hands. I think that's all. LoL!

[crazychick6195]

Lol **** that's a lot. Umm yeaa. I'll try 2 read them all lol its gonna take me years!!