black is only the color of the night

[spammi]

BLACK IS ONLY THE COLOR OF THR NIGHT. WHITE IS THE TRUE COLOR OF DEATH.



“Why the **** is every one wearing white?! If you didn’t get the memo it’s a funeral not Easter!” after yelling at everyone for what they were wearing and how they were acting I went up to my room to think about what was going on. I didn’t understand, it didn’t look like a funeral at all. Everybody was wearing white and they were laughing and having a great time. Even my best friend David was wearing white. I thought that he was the one person who understood me but he was wearing white to my father’s funeral! “Samantha?” “What do you want David?!” I spat out his name as if were poison. When I looked up I could see the pain in his face from what I said to him. “I’m sorry. I-I just don’t understand why he died-how he died. And now everybody is wearing white and having a great time as if nothing happened! I’m so confused.” For the first time I could see sorrow in his eyes. “Sam I know its hard for you. Its hard for all of us. But your dad wouldn’t want everyone to be sad would he? He wouldn’t want us to be wearing black would he? Remember how much he hated black?” All of this was true but there was something wrong. I could see it in his eyes. Most of the time David was good at lying but he could never lye to me. So I could tell right now he was having a hard time right now. “David? David why are you lying to me?” “I-I’m not lying.” “David don’t do this! What are you trying to hide?” “Samantha don’t try to force it out of me you already know how hard it is for me to keep secrets from you-,” He stopped as if he had said to much. He had a look on his face as if he was having his own little war contemplating on if he should tell me what he was hiding. He had me worried. When he looked up at my face he looked like he was in pain. “Samantha?” “yes? Yes what is it? “just remember this.” “remember what?” he was starting to scare me with the look he had on his face it looked as if he wasn’t there. “David tell me! What’s wrong?!” “just remember… remember that that….” he went blank again. “David!” “Black is only the color of the night. White is the true color of death.”

[spammi]

“David that doesn’t help. I don’t know what you’re talking about.” “please you know I cant lye to you. Please I cant tell you unless you want to lose me like you lost your father. You have to find out on your own. I’m sorry.” he got up to leave my room but I grabbed his wrist trying to hold him back. “No please don’t leave me! I don’t wanna be alone! I wont talk about it anymore please don’t leave me!” “ there Is a whole house full of people downstairs you wont be alone.” “David I don’t want to go down there they are to happy it scares me.” I didn’t know what I looked like but it must have been pretty bad because he stayed. “alright ill stay, but only because they are scaring me to” he gave me his sarcastic ‘oh god its to horrifying’ look. We both crack up laughing “ There we go Sam. Your looking a bit more human now. “ “what?” “well at least you did. Till you started frowning again. Jeez for a while you had me scared you looked like a zombie!” “I feel like a zombie.” we both started to laugh again. “There’s that beautiful smile.” We both start blushing at that. For a few minutes he wouldn’t look at me. We stayed up in my room all day talking about random stuff. “pokemon is way better than naruto!” I argued “your crazy! Naruto is way better! ”No its not!” Laughing David sais “Name one thing that’s better about pokemon than naruto!” “Well that’s easy! Pokemon has awesome ‘animals’ that have awesome powers! AND-” Just then my step mom Carrie opens the door. “The guest are leaving its time to say goodbye to everyone Sam.” so me and David go down stairs still arguing witch show is better. After everyone was gone it was just me, David, and Carrie left. But Carrie was tired so she went to bed leaving me and David to clean up the house. While we were cleaning I started thinking about what my dads last words to me were “ Now Samantha when I die I want you to sing at my funeral because I don’t want any strangers at my house singing some oldies songs that nobody knows.” it was strange it was almost as if he knew that he was going to die. Him dyieng didn’t make any sense at all because he was young and healthy. When we were done cleaning up David said he had to leave. “Why cant you stay? I don’t wanna be alone right now.” “I don’t think Carrie would appreciate that.” “Fine well I guess ill see you tomorrow.” then he looked around the room as if to make sure nobody was in the room. Then he leaned in towards my ear and whispered “just remember what I said earlier.”

[spammi]

that’s what he left me with no goodbye or anything. Just something specially designed to keep me awake at night. But I was wrong. When I went up to my room and lay down I passed out right away, but I didn’t sleep peacefully.

[spammi]

That night an old friend visited me in my sleep. “Hello there Samantha.” “um um um…” I didn’t know what to say. It was Simone the white horse that always used to visit me in my sleep when I was little. But she was different. She was bigger, her coat was smooth and full of luster. Under the coat of fur there were big bulging muscles. But that wasn’t the only thing different about he. There weren’t any other physical properties that were different it was her aura it used to give off the fell that she was sweet and loving but now it felt cold and hostile. ”what are you stupid now?” Simone said with a thick tone of sarcasm. “I-I wow Simone you look ummm different.” “I know I’m bigger now! One of the biggest in the herd!” she pranced around a little to show off her size and beauty. Then she looked at my face. “crap! They said that you shouldn’t be able to sence the aura that we give off anymore!” “ what happened how did you change so much I remember you used to be the sweetest in the herd and now you’re your hostile and mean its not right!” “yeah well I guess when you stopped visiting me and you blocked me from visiting you I guess I got a little angry. Some friend you are! I thought you said you would never leave me!” “well I’m sorry Simone I guess I didn’t need to talk to you for awhile. so my mind just blocked off the corner that held you.” “what do you mean you didn’t need to talk to me?1” “I meant that I didn’t need to talk to you. My life was going great. When I did have problems though there was umm somebody else that I could talk to.’ “what so you- you just replaced me!” “it wasn’t on purpose! He just popped up and he’s like a brother to me I can talk to him about anything he was always there for me!” “oh yeah sure. Are you positive that you not just crushing on him?” my face turned a deep shade of red. ” your blushing! you’ve never liked a guy before! You don’t even like him either, you love him! Wow I’m so happy for you!” she said while she pranced over and nuzzled me with her soft fuzzy nose. It was as if we were kids again…just bigger. ”so what’s been happening out there in your world?” Simone asked with a thick tone of curiosity instead of sarcasm. “well um should I start off with when I first stopped seeing you?’ “no just what’s been going on lately please.” “ alright ill tell you about the guy first,” I paused to see if it was ok with her.

[Gustis-southern-punk]

i decided to go back through the many, many pages of poems, songs, and fiction and found this interesting little story. I have a couple of questions..

1. where are the boys???
2. How old is the girl in this story???
3. Do you plan on continuing????

That's it for now...It was very interesting...
THanks