Tazmin Tanner lives in a world full of her own and other people's secrets. The only truth she'd ever known was proven false when her father died two weeks before her 20th birthday. Now out to prove to herself that she can make it truly on her own, she finds herself in the company of a sister she'd never known before, friends that she never thought she'd make, and one special guy who makes her heart confused and her mind reel.
For a girl who doesn't believe in true love, she finds herself in a situation that drives her to believe that it might be okay to fall for someone, after all. But will she push him away? And if she does, will she be able to save herself from losing one of the most important people who has ever come into her life?
The Way I Loved You
Tazmin Tanner never wants to go back to Germany again.
But her best friend is getting married, and she is the maid of honor. Her ex-boyfriend is in the wedding, and she hasn't talked to him for almost three years. He's never even held his own daughter.
After the death of their friend Elli, the entire group has fallen apart. They're still friends, but not everyone is as close as they use to be. And there are problems between Tokio Hotel, including the facts that- one has a kid and a wife at home, one is still heartbroken from the loss of his girlfriend, and one has a child he's never gotten to hold, a girl he loves who hates his guts, and a secret that tore everyone in opposite directions in the first place.
But some things never change- you can't take back the love you felt for someone, you can't take back the mistakes you made, and you can't change the past.
The future, however, is your own.
Let's see what they do with it.
[Sequel to "Dear Diary", continuation of Tom and Tazmin's story]
The Last Time I Saw You
After the death of his long time girlfriend and wife, Shelby, Georg Listing has left himself in a hole. He's pushed away all of the people important to him, and the only thing left is his music.
But when he finds a picture of an old friend, he can't stop remembering the good times he had with her. Nor can he forget the mistakes he made on his sixteenth birthday, the last time they were together.
When Tokio Hotel goes to Miami to record their next album, he finds himself searching for a long lost friendship, a long lost friend, and for himself.
But what if it all doesn't work out? What if all the effort he's put in to finding her, to be forgiven, all turns out to be for nothing? What if she doesn't want him to be in her life at all?
And even more concerning- what if she does?
Shades of Grey
Let's go back in time to the year 1984. There were two seventeen year old guys named Royce Black and Charles White, best friends and neighbors their entire lives. They had been practically inseparable throughout their childhoods and teen years. Both football stars, both popular guys.
That is until Royce started messing around with Charles's girlfriend Bethany. Charles found out months after the first encounter, and dumped both Bethany and his best friend on the spot. He got revenge by dating Royce's former girlfriend and first love, Mackenzie. Both couples married and, because of the bad blood, set out on destroying the other family's reputation.
Now it's the year 2010. Charles and Mackenzie White's daughter, Melinda, and Royce and Bethany Black's daughter, Elizabeth, have both recently graduated from the same high school. Elizabeth valedictorian, Melinda salutatorian. Their parent's hatred toward each other has caused the girls, and their siblings, to have a hatred for the other family as well.
When both Elizabeth and Melinda are accepted into a transfer program to go to German schools, their rivalry deepens. Despite the fact that they have to live in the same house, they avoid each other at every chance. If they can't avoid each other, they make the other miserable.
Enter Georg Listing.
The girls both want his attention. They both want him. He's smart, funny, and he's a musician- which is undeniably sexy. The problem is that he still has a girlfriend. However, he still starts to get to know both girls as friends.
Are you wondering what's going to happen now that both girls have their sights set on the same guy? Find out, and read their story.
There You'll Be
Wo ist Gustav Shafer gegangen?
Every magazine and paper is wondering this question: Where has Gustav Shafer gone?
The boys of Tokio Hotel are keeping their lips sealed about their drummer, who hasn't been seen in months. The media is going crazy, the fans are concerned.
While all of this is happening in Europe, Gustav is hiding out in Seattle, Washington, where few people know his name and even fewer recognize him. After a family tragedy takes a hold of his life, he finds the need to get away from the spotlight for a while and lay low. As a german in Seattle, it's not as easy as it seems. But no one there truly pays much attention to him, and he is left to be on his own for the first time in his life.
After one crazy night at a club, Gustav finds himself on a crazy adventure with a girl named Rhiannon, her dog, and no cell phone in the Middle of Nowhere, Nebraska.
On this adventure, there's no knowing what he'll find- terror, exhaustion, love, or the truth to why he's really running from what and who he loves.
Bill Kaulitz is one of the most wanted men in the world. He has fans who scream his name, who would give anything to simply get to know him. He has the world's greatest friends, a great- if not a bit broken- family, all the money in the world, and he's living his dream.
The only thing he doesn't have is love. She
made sure to rip his heart out, slowly and painfully, until love was something foreign and unknown to him. Despite his talk about love at first sight, he now uses it as an excuse not to get close to anyone. He uses this to his advantage, it's just he and his band now, and they're going to blow minds all over the world with their music. What's one girl, anyway?
In private, he's now a bitter person. The ties that hold Tokio Hotel have been loosening, their relationships all heading the other direction. His brother will hardly talk to him anymore, and it seems the only friend he truly has left in the band in Gustav, and even that relationship is falling to bits.
When sweet, charming, hard-headed, and sarcastic Yvette Mercer comes into the picture, all is chaos in the world of Tokio Hotel. Will this one girl, who has so many problems of her own, be able to save the delicate relationship between the boys? And will she be able to make Bill see that, just maybe, it's okay to feel sometimes.
Consequence of You
Faye Jackson is the epitome of a great artist. She has the kind of life any girl would die for- a music and modeling career, a great and tight-knit family, fantastic friends, and a great management team that both keeps her busy and keeps her personal life personal. She's a target for the paparazzi, and she's taking the world by storm.
This Florida beauty is a lot more than she appears, though. Her best friend Victoria is her co-writer and guitarist. Together they write songs that both inspire and make people wonder about the kind of lives they lived before their careers, which they keep to themselves.
Tokio Hotel has taken interest in the two girls, and have also joined their label. Now they work underneath two young woman who could easily rip their hearts out.
The media wonders about Faye's sexuality, and on the same note, they are all curious about who Georg Listing's girlfriend is. Gustav Schaffer has a silent problem, and it seems the only person who can help him is the brown-haired beauty named Victoria.
Together, these four have to figure out how to keep one thing in the spot light, leave everything else out of it, and keep their careers the center of the media's attention. But how can you do that when your personal lives are such an intriguing mystery?
Not to mention the problems the two twin brothers cause along the way.
One lie turns into a truth, while another truth is slowly coming to the media's attention. The consequences are dire. Can they pull their lives together, or will they fall apart under the pressure?