Inspiration - Personal Life & My Mind
Started - 02-03-10 .
Ended - N/A
Chapter 001 . Love Letters From Jail .
I walked outside to my mail box and seen if I had any mail . I grabbed everything that was in it and walked back into my house . I flipped through all of the mail . All I seen was junk-mail , bills and last the one thing I wanted to see . A letter from my boyfriend .
Dear Smiley ,
You would never understand how much I miss you .
I wish I could see you right now , no matter how bad any situation is .
I wish I was right there with you , laying in bed , bringing you red roses , and watching Maury's old ass on t.v . lol . See , I can still joke , no matter where I am .
I wish I could take back that day I left you stranded in the cold , I wouldn't be here if I would have just stayed with you .
They are calling me , I have to go .
- Love you forever ,
I smiled from the beginning of him calling me by my nickname "Smiley" and with him joking about Maury . I cried because he made me think about that day that everything went wrong . I promised to never talk about it to anyone . I miss him so much . I been without him for a year now . It's been the hardest year of my life . For now , We are just going to have to send Jail Letters ...